So sorry it took me so long to update. I was having some personal problems (aka heartbreak) and I didn't have the muse to write! But here it is! Chapter 5
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Credits for some of the Troy dialogues goes to Kellie aka Corbin's Girl. This chapter is co written!
Original Plot Idea from my HSM RP site
I do NOT own ANY HSM just the plot for this story
Troy pulled her close to him, "Come home with me...." Troy said, "Please." Troy begged. He wanted to spend time with her, even if she did have a fiance. Right now that was the last thing on his mind. Gabriella felt that she had lost control of herself, of her feelings, of her thoughts. She was confused and had no idea what she was doing, and the state she was currently in combined with the dizziness of the alcohol made her even worse! She knew that the whole thing was a mistake from the beginning. It was a stupid decision to accept Troy's invitation, so soon, and it was a bigger mistake that she actually showed up and even worse that she was actually stupid enough to drink so much! Eveything was currently blur in her mind, but she knew one thing. That she would regret this, and that if Taylor found out about this she would think the exact same thing. That the whole thing was an amazingly huge stupidityGabriella felt Troy pulling her closer to him and she quickly bit her lip harder and closed her eys tightly for a second. This whole thing was a torture. She was ignoring what her mind was telling her and she wasn't acting properly, like she should! She heard what he told her and she shook her head I... I can't! she managed to say It's... It's not right she added but not being able to suppress a sigh that escaped her lips. She straightened her body and took a few steps away from him. Having him so close was giving her trouble thinking, another sign that she was going downhill... Good night Troy she said with a low voice, before she turned around and started making her way towards her car Troy heard what she said and he sighed. He knew that even when she was drunk she would still make the right decision. Troy heard what she said and he watched her begin to walk away. Troy looked her up and down and he bit his lip. He wanted her bad. He kewn that he shouldn't want her but he did. He wanted her bad and he couldn't help it. It was just how he was feeling. And he knew, well he hoped, that deep down inside Gabriella, she wanted him as well. Troy began to walk after her, hoping no one would think of him as a stalker and call the cops.
Troy hoped that he still had the same effect on her when he kissed her as he did when he was in high school. All thoughts of this being wrong went out the window. Troy caught up to her and grabbed her hand. He pulled her to him and he placed his lips on hers. He gently kissed her, missing the feelings of her lips on his. This was like heaven to him. The way her soft lips touched his. The way she fit perfectly into his body. It was pure heaven. He could still feel the sparks shot all over his body as he kissed her.
Gabriella said good night to Troy and turned around making her way towards her car, hearing the sound her high heels made as they clicked on the pavement and the sound of her keys in her hand. She was satisified with her head and for taking the right decision even in that condition. That she was able to choose the right thing to do and say no to going at Troy's house. She was kind of proud. Gabriella knew that if she accepted she would probably end up doing something that would make her hate herself later. And she wouldn't stand letting him ruining her life once again. After a long time she was probably back on track and had someone that really loved her and cared about her. She couldn't just throw all that away for a spark of the moment!
Gabriella suddenly felt someone grabbing her arm and she gasped in surprise and shock, but before she was able to react she felt Troy placing his lips. And at that point was when Gabriella forgot every logic, every thought of doing the right thing and she just surrendered. Maybe it was the alochol, maybe it was the element of surprise or maybe it was the weird emotional state she was currently in. The sure thing was that this time she didn't do the right thi push him away and run as fast as she could away for him. This brought back so many things for her... The first kiss, the prom night, the first time he made her his... She could feel butterflies rise up in her stomach and her knees getting weak. It was like sparks were flying around her, something that she had forgot how it felt. That she hadn't felt in a long time. Which was embarassing to admit it, if you took note that she was actually getting married to someone in a few months...
Troy was getting flashbacks in his head. He was flashing back to prom night, to graduation, to a few weeks before she came to Berkeley and caught him in the act. Troy felt like he was in high school again. He felt like he was with her and he felt like that missing part in his life, was finally back. Troy wrapped his arm around her waist and his other hand went to the back of her neck. He couldn't believe that he was able to do this again. It felt like nothing had changed. This felt like back in high school. He still got the feeling in the pit of his stomach that he did when he was in high school and college.
Troy slipped his tongue into her mouth and explored for a bit. Then he slowly pulled away. His lips travelled down to her neck. He found her sweet spot, which he remember from when he was in high school, and he softly sucked, "Come back to my place," Troy said as he went back to sucking lightly on her neck. He knew that if anything she would be so gone that she would agree and say yes. He just hoped that he was right.
Gabriella's mind instantly shut down the minute his lips came in contact with hers. All those memories passing in front of her eyes in seconds. The one time in her life that she actually felt happy and complete. The time before he ruined everything... Before he made her to close in herself again, and lose her trust to everything and everyone... At that moment it was like all these didn't happen. Never happened... That they were picking up from where they were left off, completing something that was incomplete, until now. It was so wrong but it felt so right to her...
Gabriella felt his one hand going around her waist and the other one behind her neck and she felt that she was literally melting in his arms. She forgot how perfectly she fitted in his arms. How it felt to be in his arms! She felt him slipping his tongue into her mouth and she responded, soflty massaging his tongue with hers. Gabriella felt his lips travel from her lips, down to her neck and she exhaled deeply. She heard what he said and she simply nodded. It was like if she was hypnotized, like if she was in a cloud and nothing could get in. Gabriella coud feel her face burning like if she had a fever...
Troy could feel Gabriella caving in. He felt her tongue massaging his. Troy groaned into her mouth. He forgot what it felt like to have her do this to him. It made him feel complete, it made him feel whole. It was like everything was picking up from where it left off. Troy loved that. Troy felt her nod in response to his question. Troy smirked against her skin. He took her hand and led her to his car
Troy set her in his car and got into the drivers seat. He pulled out of the parking lot and began to drive towards his house. When they got there, Troy opened the gate from his car and pulled into his drive way. Troy shut off the car and went around to open the door for Gabriella as he shut the gates to his house.
Gabriella started massaging his tongue with hers and she heard him groaning. This whole thing felt so familiar but at the same time so new... She softly ran her fingers through his hair. One thing was sure though. Gabriella wasn't thinking about what she was doing... Kissing her hig school boyfriend, in the middle of the street in front of everyone, not caring that she was engaged to someone else... She had lost sense of right and wrong minutes ago... She just couldn't think. She just let her instict take over, not caring about anything and anyone. She was in no state to think clear about what she was currently doing. All she knew that even if this was wrong, a pure madness, weird h, it felt right
After she nodded, she felt him taking her hand and let him lead her to his car. Not even caring about what would happen with her car... Wher eit was, how she was going to get it... She just followed like if she was hypnotized, ignoring her mind that was telling her to stop this immediately and run away... It was just too late for that now.
Gabriella watched the whole process of getting into a house she had never seen before, witho talking. She couldn't talk... But it suddenly felt that everything had changed, but then again everything was the same... New house, new car, but same Troy, same sparks, same butterflies... When he opened the door for her, Gabriella stepped out of the car, holding her purse tightly on her shoulder, not really knowing what else to do. For the first time in a long time she was tongue-tied, not really knowing how to react or what to say.
She had absolutely no control of what was going on. And what was she really supposed to say? Were words really necessary at that point? After what happened in the middle of the road a while ago? The sane part of her mind was telling her over and over again to get the hell out of there and go home! But apparently the drunk and confused part was bigger and was defeating the sane one... Troy was glad that Gabriella decided to follow him and come back to his house. He helped her into the car and noticed that she was silent all the way. He didn't mind because then she wouldn't try to tell him it was wrong and that he should let her out because that wasn't going to happen. Troy would been happy to make out in his car but he thought that it was a bit high school to do that. He didn't want to seem like an immature kid, he wanted to seem like a mature adult, but right now, he was no where near mature.
Troy helped her out of the car, glad that she didn't try to run. Troy shut the door and locked the car. He took her hand and led her into the house. Troy opened the front door and was grateful when Frank, his butler (not by choice), wasn't there. Troy really didn't need him to tell him that he was doing a bad thing. He knew that but he couldn't help but let his alcohol and his feelings take over his body. Troy kicked off his shoes and he shut the door. He gently pushed Gabriella up against it, kissing her passionately. He pulled back about a minute later, "I've missed you," Troy muttered littering her neck with soft kisses.
Gabriella let Troy help her out of the car, and she silently followed him inside the house without talking. Ignoring her mind the whole time that told her that this was a mistake and that she wasn't acting properly for an engaged woman. This was immature and irresponsible of her and it was also wrong! But she didn't care at the moment. It was like a test for herself, for her strengths, for her feelings... She wanted to see where this woud lead, and most important how she elt towards him after all that time and after everything that happened between them...
She could feel her knees weakening, her insides clenched and all those butterflies in her stomach! She couldn't think clear. She didn't want to think clear! Because if she did, she would realize that she was actually just about to do what Troy did to her three years ago. Cheat, on someone who loved her to death.
Gabriella shot one glance around her once they were inside, at he unfamiliar environment. This was so much different than the other house... But before she was able to say anything, she felt Troy pushing her against the door and she let out a small gasp of surprise, before she felt him kissing her passionately. And she responded, her hands going automatically around him, holding him to her, her one hand's fingers tangling themselves at the back of his neck, in his hair... She had no idea what she was doing. It was like her bdy had a mind of it's own suddenly! She heard what he said, but she seriously was in no state to put on a coherant and grammaticaly correct sentence together at the moment. Troy... was the only thing she managed to say, with a barely audible voice, a small sigh following soon after when she felt his lips on her neck. Her head hit the door behind her, as her eyes closed and she bit her lower lip Show me... she said determiningly and she was surprised from her own self from the determination in her voice. This was deffinitely the alcohol speaking and NOT Gabriella Montez... The feeling of his boy so close to her after so long, his scent, his lips on her skin, blocked her ability to think clearly. And that combined with the alochohol could lead to anything...
