Ch.5 Confused
*JPOV*
I was shocked at first, but I didn't know what to do. I broke the kiss gently so I wouldn't hurt her feelings. I really enjoyed the kiss but I didn't know what to think. I also really thought she was cute, but I barely know her. As I pulled away she looked kinda hurt. She mumbled "Sorry." and took off. I wanted to go after her but I didn't know what I would have said. The song ended so I went back to our table. Lily wasn't there and I began to worry. Where did she go? Hopefully she didn't take it the wrong way. A few minutes later Embry came back looking upset. He sat down beside me with an angry look in his eye. "Dude, what happened to you?" I asked. "Nothing! I don't want to talk about it!" He snapped back. "Come on you can tell me." "Ok well I was talking to this really hot chick and I was so close to getting her number when Seth walked by." He said growling the last part. I couldn't help myself so I started laughing. "Are you serious? Did he take away your girl?" I said making kissy faces and laughing my ass off. "That's not funny!" He yelled punching my arm. "She was totally drooling over him. And then Seth just walks right up to her and then she lost it. She jumped him man! If I wasn't mad at him I would be telling him to go for it." He glared at Seth, who was now slow dancing with a really hot strawberry blond girl. "And then what happend after that?" "She was all over him! That's what happened!" "That's too bad. Sorry I feel for you cuz you taught him all he knows about girls." I didn't want to tell him anything about me and his sister so I kept my mouth shut. "I know right. You would think that he would have asked if I was going for her before. Man this sucks!"
After a while I saw Seth making out with that one girl he was dancing with earlier. Man she must really like him or she must have been really drunk because he never left his side. Just then I saw Leah walk right up to Seth and yell "SETH COLLIN CLEARWATER!! WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING?!" Once he heard that he looked up and as soon as he did that the girl started trailing kisses along his jaw and neck. Leah was furious now and you don't want to mess with her when she's like this. The girl in Seth's lap looked up at Leah and told her to go away and wait her turn to be with him because she saw him first. With that Leah grabbed Seth be the ear and walked out the door followed be Claire and Emily. Sam came over to our table and told us we were leaving.
*LPOV*
I was loving every second of the kiss when he broke off too quickly. I opened my eyes and saw his shocked expression. I felt so bad and even more embarrassed. I mumbled 'sorry' and left as fast as I could. I felt sad. Did he not like me or what? Was I moving forward too fast? Did he already have a girlfriend? All these questions were running through my mind as I went looking for Emily. I finally found her dancing with Sam. I told her I didn't feel good and wanted to go home."Ok well, I'll go find everyone and we'll leave ok?" "Well if no one wants to go home I can handle staying a little while longer." "No its getting late anyway so why don't you go wait in the car." With that I turned and started to walk out the door when I heard Leah screaming Seth's name and draging him by the ear to the car. It was kinda funny but I had to hold in my laughter because when Leah's in this mood you don't mess with her. Seth ended up riding with us. Claire said that she had to go home right away so she went with Quil.
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!" Leah yelled to Seth. "SHE IS WAY TOO OLD FOR YOU! NOT TO MENTION SHE WAS DRUNK!" She then smacked Seth on the back of his head. "Emily can you drop us off at our house? We need to get home." Leah asked. Emily made a right turn and we dropped them off. I was quiet the whole time. I didn't feel like talking. "So...did you have a good time? What happened?" "Um.. yeah it was fine I just don't feel very well that's all. Plus i'm really tired." I tryed to fake a yawn. I don't think she believed me but she let it go.
I walked into my room and fell on the bed. I stayed up thinking about what happened with Jacob. It was so bad. I wanted to cry. I made a huge fool out of my self. Now what am I going to do? I could tell it was going to ba a long night. I fell asleep dreaming about the old woman and the beautiful bloodsucker.
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