Here's another chapter :)
LILY POV AGAIN
I watched Snape enter and took a deep breath. "I got your note." I told him. He nodded, putting his finger to his lips to quiet me down. I rolled my eyes.
"What do you want?" I told him, letting him know I haven't forgiven what he called me. He had a nervous smile across his face. I frowned.
"I wanted to talk to you," He began.
"Isn't it obvious?" I interrupted. He ignored the sting and continued.
"I don't think you should date Potter."
"Oh so now your telling me who to date?!"
"You don't understand," he tried again. "Join us, The Death Eaters, we can hang out all the time. The Dark Lord wants you Lily. You and I could be great. We could be the greatest followers of all time!"
I could not believe he just said that. "You know what Severus? You know the other reason why I haven't been talking to you? No, it isn't just because you called me a Mudblood when I thought you were my best friend," At this point I had him pinned against a wall my face was practically touch his I was that close. "It isn't just because Dark Magic has consumed your heart, that the Voldemort is practically the reason why you live. No. The reason why I haven't been talking to you I because it hurts. It hurts to know the fact that the guy I thought I knew is gone. What happened to the Severus that helped me out when I didn't know what I was? What happened to the Severus that I played with as a child? Huh? Because I would like to know where the hell my best friend went, and damn! I want to know now!" I stopped to catched my breath. His brown eyes we opened wide, his mouth dropped.
"Lily have you ever thought about this hurting me too?" He asked. I didn't understand. "I've been trying to protect you this entire time! The Dark Lord hates muggle-borns, but I got him to accept you as a death eater--"
"Is that all you ever think about?!" I asked. "Voldemort?! Death Eaters?! What if I don't want to join him? Ever thought of that Severus? You didn't, wanna know why? Because he has consumed your life. Why do you even want me to join and be with you in his little clan? Huh?"
He looked at the ground from me and back.
"Because I love you Lily Evans." And He kissed me on the lips, before I could react he ducked from under me and ran out the door.
"Wha-att?" I asked no one in particular. My whole body was in shock I could barely her Myrtle Moaning. I covered my eyes with my hands. This couldn't be happening. What about James? I love James. But I've known Severus so long. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked tired. My eyes were a little red and underneath were dark circles. I needed sleep. I quietly slipped out of the bathroom running into an inviable object.
"Wh-who's there?" I shook, what if I'm caught sneeking around? I could be expelled! Maybe it was just a ghost? No, ghost pass through you. Peeves? Oh no...
The object slipped off something to reveal a floating head.
"James?!" I hissed. What was he doing out of bed? How did he find me. I examined his face. His eyes were red, from crying I suspected.
"Wh-hat's wrong?" I asked. To see him like his hurt me. He looked deep into my eyes.
"How could you Lily? How could you do this to me?" I saw streaks of tears on his face. I recalled the previous event with Severus. Oh god. Did he see that?!
"Oh no James it's really not what it looks like!" I pleaded. "Please listen to me! Snape asked me to meet him here so he could--"
"Snog you?" He interrupted. "Cause don't worry, that's exactly what it looked like. Lily, I really thought you liked me, if you were just going to play with my emotions, I-I don't know. I guess I just thought you were better than that. I really thought you liked me to."
Before I could argue or persuade him to let me tell him what really happened, he vanished. Great job Lily. You have to get yourself into these things. Now you have broken three people's hearts. Severus's, James's, and your own.
When I got back to the girl's corridor, I made sure everyone one wasn't awake, then I cried myself to sleep.
