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'We are joined here today with Helen and Peter Russell. They have recently lost a daughter but she wasn't really you daughter. Is that correct?' asked Gregory Bradford.

'She was our daughter' defended Helen, 'sure she wasn't our biological daughter but we brought her up, we loved her, just like our other children' I smiled at that comment, it was true. Amanda was just as much as ours as any of the others.

'Then why have you agreed to come onto this show today, if you are saying that Amanda is was your daughter?'

'Yeah Amanda was a part of the family but we still have a daughter out there, we want to meet her and get t know her.' I answered before my wife could answer.

'so why don't you tell us about the minor details of the Amanda's birth, like the date and the hospital, anything that may help in the search for your biological child.'

'Well our daughter was born on September 10th 1994. The hospital she was born at is St. Mary's teaching hospital in Arizona. That's all really as we don't know anything else really.' I answered.

'Have you gotten any information from St. Mary's?' Gregory asked

'Well we have gotten in contact with them and they have told us that the same week Amanda was born, three other girls were born, however only two on them were Caucasian. We have gotten in contact with one of the families and they have provided us with all information that is needed to eliminate their daughter of her being ours, they allowed us to do blood tests and genetic testing. The blood and genetic testing both came back negative. Now all we have to do is contact the other family, our lawyer is having a bit of difficulty in locating the family.'

'Have you thought about the damage you may be causing the families you are contacting about how their daughter may not be theirs?'

'Yeah we have considered that, but is it right for our family to miss out on meeting our biological daughter? No, it isn't. We would like to meet her.' I could tell by now that Helen was angry and upset. I could only hope that Gregory could pick on my wife's anger and stop the interview, lucky for me he did.

'Well, that's it for today. For more information on this story check our website .COM also be sure to read the morning paper tomorrow to read more on the Russell family. I want to say thank you Helen and peter, we will be back tomorrow same time. I am Gregory Bradford and goodbye.' The closing credits to the Gregory Bradford show were heard, and then he looked over to us and smiled, 'look I am sorry about earlier on the show, I didn't mean to offend you.' Helen didn't want to hear anything Gregory had to say so she just walked off leaving me with him.

'I am sorry about my wife' I said before following after her, all Gregory did was nod.

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I was standing

All alone against the world outside

You were searching

For a place to hide

Lost and lonely

Now you've given me the will to survive

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

Don't you worry

Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride

The world is changing

Right before your eyes

Now I've found you

There's no more emptiness inside

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you

Climb the highest mountain

Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do

I was standing

All alone against the world outside

You were searching

For a place to hide

Lost and lonely

Now you've given me the will to survive

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

The song love will keep us alive could be heard blaring from outside the house, Helen and myself couldn't bear going into the house just yet so we decided to sit in the car until we felt right. The kids have been sitting around the house the past few weeks just listening to music that reminded them of Amanda, their favourite was keep us live.

I wish you peace when the cold winds blow

Warmed by the fire's glow

I wish you comfort in the, the lonely time

And arms to hold you when you ache inside

The first verse of I wish you peace began, looking at Helen we both silently agreed to go inside. The song carried on. We walked in and sat beside Molly listening to the end of the song.

I wish you hope when things are going bad

Kind words when times are sad

I wish you shelter from the, the raging wind

Cooling waters at the fever's end

I wish you peace when times are hard

The light to guide you through the dark

And when storms are high and your, your dreams are low

I wish you the strength to let love grow on,

I wish you the strength to let love flow,

I wish you peace when times are hard

A light to guide you through the dark

And when storms are high and your, you dreams are low

I wish you the strength to let let grown on,

I wish you the strength to let love flow,

I wish you the strength to let love glow on

I wish you the strength to let love go on.

We stayed like this for hours until the phone rang. Helen who was the closest to the phone

answered,

'Hello, whose this?'

'oh hey Melissa, what can I do to help you?'

'I will have to speak to peter about that but sounds like a great idea, thank you' at the mention of my name I looked up and questioned her with my eyes, she carried on talking while looking in my direction.

'Yeah I will let you know once I have spoken to him, yeah speak to you later.'

Once she hung up she looked at me, 'Melissa wants to do a memorial concert for Amanda, she wants to include as many people as she can, she has already gotten in touch with the council and if say yes then she may use the park. Like a music festival in memory of Amanda, also she wants to make it into a fundraiser as well; all money raised will go to the heart foundation.'

This caught attention of the kids, noticing this I said 'what do you guys think?'

'Sounds like a great idea dad' Kelly said

'Yeah, it would allow those who didn't go to the funeral to give her a proper send off.' Agreed Billy.

'Then it's a yes, Helen hunny call Melissa back and say yes' Helen listened to me and phoned Melissa back as it was a family decision and we all agreed it was a great idea. Once Helen finished talking to Melissa we decided to listen to one more song then watch a film.

[Chorus:]

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

They say that anger is just love disappointed.

They say that love is just a state of mind,

but all this fighting over who will be anointed.

Oh how can people be so blind

[Chorus:]

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

Oh they tell me there's a place over yonder,

cool water running through the burning sand,

until we we learn to love one

another we never reach the promise land.

[Chorus:]

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

[Repeat chorus: (no music)]

[Repeat chorus: 4x's (fade out)]

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