Disclaimer: I don't own Sonny With a Chance.... sad sad things.
I knew they were together, and I knew that I had done it, it was I who had played matchmaker, who insisted that they loved each other, me and Portlyn. Yet while what we did was so helpful to them, it had hurt Portlyn and me so much. Since we both loved Chad Dylan Cooper too.
We had denied the So Random! Code and became friends, it was fun exchanging beauty tips and everything, it was good for us. Then we went and opened our big fat mouths and convinced Sonny and Chad that they were perfect for each other.
The worst part was that it was true, they were perfect for each other, Sonny was so bright and shiny, and Chad was just so.... Chad. They balanced each other out, they were perfect.
Nothing else mattered to them.
Why, I thought, it's not like I can tell them I was after all the one who got them together so it would be crazy if I suddenly decided that I loved Chad Dylan Cooper.
I sighed, this was no sudden thing. Getting up I wiped my eyes, it was time to leave the studio, and I didn't need to be sitting in the cafeteria so late after practice got over.
"Tawni?" Came the one voice that I didn't want to hear. I turned away, my mascara was smeared and my face probably looked horrible.
"Go away Chad." I called, attempting to make my voice sound firm, but it just came out weak.
"Tawni, I have something to tell you."
"Chad, I said go away!"
"Tawni, just listen, you were wrong, you and Portlyn were wrong."
I sniffled, "About what?"
"Me and Sonny, you were wrong, me and her, we aren't perfect for each other, we never were, it was all just wishful thinking."
"What do you mean," I wiped my eyes one more time; "You two loved each other, didn't you?"
"Well," He paused, "we.... aren't together anymore, it just didn't work out like you and Portlyn planned it too, I'm sorry."
I spun around, for once ignoring the fact that I looked horrible. "What do you have to be sorry about, because I can only think of one thing, and you don't even know what it is! Ok, I can tell you that for sure."
"Tawni, what's wrong?" He said noticing for the first time that I had been crying.
"Nothing, Chad, nothing that you would care about anyway."
Tawni," he came up to me. "Come on, don't tell me you think that's true, I care about you and if something's hurt you, then I want to know, so I can make them pay for what they did!" He reached his arms around me.
I shrugged out of his arms, "better make yourself pay for what you did then." With that I turned and walked out.
Uh.... all I have to say is that this was very weird for me to write.... it's different, it's.... ya know what, I give up on trying to decide what this is.... and I'm not exactly sure how I feel about this one. Anyway, review, I love getting them, they make my day!
