Remember
Me, Remember You
Buffer
Buffer
awoke to the sound of scraping chairs and a female voice swearing
quietly in Polish. He smiled softly and pushed back his covers,
grabbed a t-shirt and padded out of his room. In the kitchen a thin
brunette woman stood, re-arranging the furniture in his small
kitchen/meals area. She'd been complaining for the last week now
that he'd had his chairs and table in a bad position and that was
why he found it so hard to get around the place, but Buffer knew
she'd soon realise it wasn't bad positioning, it was just that
the room was too small for the dining table set. She noticed him
watching her with a smile on his face and turned, putting her hands
on her hips and scowling at him.
"Peter!" She shook her head.
"You sneak up on me?"
Buffer grinned at his sister struggling
with English in her thick Polish accent. "You're getting better
Izz, now if only you'd leave my furniture alone we'd be alright."
He gave her a smile and pulled open the fridge, looking for food.
There was little. He groaned and looked back up at her. "Would you
just leave it alone and find me some breakfast?"
"I am not
your niewolnik, Peter. Find breakfast alone." She tucked the chair
she was holding back under the table and smiled. "There, more room
see?"
Buffer glanced at the room before him. Indeed he now had
more room, but his sister's re-arranging had now pinned two chairs
up against the wall, unable to be moved let alone sat in. "That's
great Izz, but now there's only four seats. How am I supposed to
entertain?"
"You throw party is like Haley's Comet. Not
problem at all." She teased with a cheeky smile. Buffer shook his
head at her and she laughed. "Alright, not better, but at least I
try. You accept problem, you say 'no Izzie, is fine' when is not
fine, is cramped and horrible. Table is too big for little
apartment."
"What do you suggest I do Iz? Navy pay isn't
exactly big enough to afford a new place."
Isabel turned
serious. "Peter, I wish you accept Dad's money. He wanted you to
have it, and Damien too." She frowned. "Mum took it, before she
got sick, knew he only wanted to help. He'd want to help you
too."
Buffer frowned, not so much because Isabel still hadn't
mastered tenses, but more because he knew his father would give him
whatever he wanted. The problem was he was too proud to ask. Many
years ago, when Isabel was barely 6 and he was only 12, the family
had left Poland bound for the safety of Australia. Back then Poland
hadn't been the safest place to live and Australia provided warmth
and freedom. Peter, his mother and his brother never left again, but
Isabel had returned to Poland with their father. The man was sincere
enough, but he was a businessman who'd never had much time for
people. For some reason this hadn't affected Isabel, who had been
born with the same lack of emotions that their father had, but Pete
was an emotional person like their mother and had shunned his lack of
concern for them. When their mother had fallen sick three years
previously he'd flown over to come see her. He still loved his
wife, but understood she had moved on since he went home, and had
offered only one thing – to pay for the treatment. In Poland their
father was now a name amongst the masses and a very wealthy man.
Their mother accepted the generous offer, but Pete's emotions got
in the way. He turned on his father, told him the money would never
make up for abandoning them, and forced him out of his life. His
father had moved back to Poland thinking his middle child hated him
and they hadn't spoken since. Then, completely out of the blue a
few months ago, his sister Isabel turned up. Isabel was every inch
their mother, which was hard as they'd just lost her (their father
hadn't turned up for the funeral), but very much a livewire. She
spoke little English and although on a duel citizenship was having
trouble with the government about getting a working visa, so she'd
bunked down with Damien first. But when their elder brother had to go
do some business in Perth last week, Izzie had been unceremoniously
dumped on him. Of course, as he was due back on the Hammersley in two
days, Buffer wondered what would happen to Isabel. But then, her
English had improved dramatically, and she'd scored a secretary job
nearby, so he couldn't see why she shouldn't stay at his place
while he was away. But they hadn't talked about it. He'd taken
for granted that his sister would like to stay with him.
"Peter,
you asleep on your feet again?" Izzie said with a laugh and Buffer
awoke from his stupor.
"Sorry Izz." He frowned at the
cupboard. "Look, we've got nothing, want to go out for
breakfast?"
Izzie smiled. "Sure, if you is paying?"
Buffer
rolled his eyes. "Of course tightwad, just give me a minute to get
changed."
"Mama,
Peter hit me with a snowball." Isabel's young 5-year-old voice
flowed over the street as Peter and Damien ducked down behind a wall,
clutching the snowballs they'd been saving all day to use on their
sister. "Mama!"
Luka,
a big man every inch what Peter looked now but with dark curly hair,
came out instead. "Pietr, Damijan come here now." His voice
thundered and the two boys scuttled out from behind the wall, their
grins gone. "Your sister is but a child. And a girl. Real men fight
men like them with courage and by looking them in the eyes. They do
not face harmless little girls by hiding behind a wall. You are 11
and 13, you should know better." He touched Isabel's head as she
now clutched the hem of her father's long coat and hid behind his
leg. "Apologise to your sister." Isabel's bright blue eyes
poked out from behind his knee. She looked so tiny next to the huge
figure she was using as a shield, but then they were all smaller than
Luka.
Peter
gave in first. "Sorry Isabella." Damien nodded and followed
suit.
Luka
nodded at them then grabbed his daughter's hand. "Dinner is
nearly ready. Clean yourselves up and get inside soon." He led a
sniffling Isabel back into the house and shut the door loudly. Peter
and Damien just looked at each other and smiled.
"Hey,
how's the housemate going?" Charge asked Buffer with a smile as
he reached the bridge.
Buffer chuckled. "Last week she was
re-arranging my dining room and now she's moved everything around
in the kitchen. She's mad!"
Charge nodded. "She's your
baby sister mate, she's supposed to be mad." He gave Buffer a
smile and went back to work. Buffer agreed, she was driving him mad
but he wouldn't change it for the world.
A day later she called
him, completely out of the blue, and Buffer took the call quickly.
"What's happened Izzie? Don't tell me you burnt down the
apartment." He said with a chuckle.
But Isabel was serious. "No,
is father. He called, unexpected, and wants to come visit you. He
said is important."
Buffer shook his head, though he knew the
only person who could see him was RO. "Uh, no. There is no way that
Luka Tomaszewski is stepping foot inside my door, you hear me Izzie?
You call him and tell him to stay away from me."
Isabel sighed.
"I already told him he could come."
Buffer groaned. "What?"
He glanced up and noticed RO watching him and continued the
conversation in Polish. "You know what I think of him Isabel, how
could you do this?" RO turned away, it now impossible for him to
understand.
Isabel replied in broken English. "You is ashamed of
our father. Do your crew even know about him? He is good man who make
mistakes."
Buffer frowned and continued in Polish. "Makes
mistakes? Isabel he walked out on our mother to go and make more
money. He didn't even come to the funeral."
Isabel replied in
Polish this time, clearly too angry to form the words in English, but
no matter the language the words still hurt. "You weren't even
there when mama died!"
Buffer took a minute to calm himself
down, but he could hear Isabel breathing hard, an indication she was
beyond mad, she was worked-up furious. He continued in English once
again. "Let's not talk about this okay. We'll talk when I get
back. I have work to do."
"Work to do, work to do. As always
Peter." She growled in Polish. "Your problem with father? You are
too much like him." And she slammed down the phone. Buffer frowned
at the beeping handset then put it down calmly. He gave RO a quick
glance then left the room. He really did have work to do now. Work
that would hopefully keep his mind off fighting with his sister.
***
"What
is it?" Peter asked, poking the small pudgy pink thing like it was
about to envelope him like a giant man-eating blob. Damien laughed at
his brother.
"It's
our sister Peter." He shook his head.
Only
6 Peter couldn't quite understand why his sister looked so much
like a martian. "That's not a girl, it's a creature from out of
space. It comes to you at night and eats your brain!" He waved his
fingers menacingly at Damien who just laughed. That was the problem
of being the younger brother, he couldn't scare Damien with his
stories. From the doorway their mother laughed.
"You
have a wild imagination Peter, you should write stories." She said
with a smile. Peter looked up at his mother with a smile. Sophia was
the most beautiful woman in their small Polish town. She had long
wavy brown hair and the most striking bright blue eyes. Unlike their
father she wasn't Polish of birth but from Belgium and so spoke
fluent French and quite a bit of English. But Luka could only speak
Polish, so that was all they spoke at home. However she often spoke
of Belgium and the countryside, as well as their plans to live
somewhere with lots of open country like England or Australia.
Peter's grandparents had left Belgium bound for Australia only two
years previously, and though he barely knew them he wanted nothing
more than to go to this beautiful land that they spoke of. He loved
it so much he had recently done a talk on it at school, showing many
students on a globe exactly where it was. He'd earned 5 gold stars
for the report.
"I
don't need to write stories mama, I'm going to live them. Fight
fire-breathing dragons and save the world." He said, waving his
arms like he was slaying a dragon right then and there.
Sophia
laughed and Damien rolled his eyes. "My brave little soldier. But
there are no dragons around here anymore Peter, your father and the
other war heroes scared them away."
Peter
smiled. His father had fought in the war, like his father before him,
and this was the reason that Poland was now safe. Well, as safe as it
could be in those times. At 6 he didn't know the threat of the
USSR, but his mother did and feared staying in Poland, especially
with a young daughter now come into their world. She gave a sad smile
at Peter's bright little face as he again showed Damien the right
way to fight a dragon. Peter looked up at Sophia then and saw her sad
smile. "Don't worry mama, Damien and I will protect you. Isabella
too."
He
could still remember the look in Sophia's eyes as she pulled her
sons into a hug. Peter felt so special then.
***
Shore
leave came and Buffer arrived home to find the house empty and quiet.
He called for his sister but it seemed she wasn't home. So, with a
sigh, he went to the phone and called her mobile. It rang through to
messagebank. Either his sister had left her phone on silent or was
purposely ignoring him. He didn't leave a message with her but
instead went to start dinner.
When she didn't turn up for dinner
he tried again, but still nothing, so he went into her room to see if
she'd left any indication of where she'd gone. Sitting on her bed
was a small throng of stuffed animals, many new ones that his sister
had acquired during her travels, but one he'd seen before. Lady
Duck had been a small stuffed duck Peter had given Isabel when she
was 8 and was missing home. It had reminded her of all the days they
spent in summer, sitting by the pond and throwing bread at and to the
ducks. She'd loved Lady Duck and took it with her everywhere.
Buffer smiled, realising the poor old toy had managed to last this
long, and picked it up. It was then that he heard the front door open
and walked out into the sitting room where Isabel was shutting the
door behind her slowly.
"Where have you been? You didn't
answer your phone." Buffer exclaimed.
Isabel frowned at him.
"Stop talking to me like I'm a child Peter, you aren't my
owner." She growled at him in Polish, clearly still maddened by the
mere sight of him.
"Where were you?"
"I was with dad, we
went to dinner. I didn't think you'd come straight home so I
didn't worry about leaving you a note." She shot back, again in
Polish, as she headed back to her room.
"Dad's here already?
You didn't tell me he…"
Isabel cut him off. "Ty nie zrobit
zapytac!" She repeated herself in English, calming down
considerably. "You didn't ask, you didn't care."
"When
did he get here? Where is he? What did you talk about?" A million
questions flowed at once.
Isabel sighed and sat down on her bad.
"Dad is in trouble. He have problem with investors. He's losing
the business Peter. He wants to come live here with me. He say we buy
house together with what he have left, start again. I say good
idea."
Buffer gaped. "He's moving here? When? Soon?"
Isabel nodded. "What? I, and you're moving in with him?"
Isabel
shrugged. "I is sorry Peter but I make up mind. It quick decision,
but I go back to Poland next week to help him fix up everything then
we come here. He wants to live in Melbourne but I tell him very
expensive so maybe we live in Adelaide. Damien say Adelaide is nice.
Many Europeans!" She gave a smile.
But Buffer could only gape.
"Have… Have you thought about this? I mean…"
"What
Peter? I live in cramped little apartment with you for rest of my
days. No Peter, is fresh start for us and dad need my help. He our
father Peter, you must understand that he need us like we once need
him.
Buffer made to protest but Isabel stopped him. "We talk
later Peter. I need shower." She pushed past him and into the
bathroom. Buffer just stared at the door in shock as he heard the
water begin to run in the shower. Then, with a sad frown, he went
back to the dining room to sit and think.
***
"Mum,
it's huge!" Peter exclaimed as he looked up at the house before
him. He grinned at his mother then cast Damien a look. He was also
grinning like an idiot. Gripping Damien's hand was little Isabel,
and while the boys looked delighted she looked simply
terrified.
"Mama,
I don't like it. I liked our old house."
Luka
picked her up. "Isabella, we can't live there right now, but I
promise that one day we'll go home okay?"
Isabella
smiled then and buried her little face into her father's big neck.
Peter didn't look at her at all but looked back at his mother. "Is
this really our place mum?"
Sophia
smiled. "It's your home for as long as you want it to be,
courtesy of your grandmamma." She touched his head. "Now, go
inside and pick your rooms."
He
and Damien raced off to fight over rooms, making a lot of noise as
they ran up the stairs. In the room Peter chose he could see the
water in the distance and the sun shone through his window although
it was 3pm in winter. In Poland the sun would've gone down already
and it would be dark and cold. Peter lay back on his bed and smiled.
He loved Australia right then and there and knew he would never
leave.
***
Buffer
stood at the gates of Brisbane airport and watched his sister lug two
large suitcases behind her. Isabel didn't know he was there. While
Isabel had caught a bus and train, Buffer had driven. He knew his
sister wouldn't accept if he offered to drive, so he hadn't
bothered to, but now as he watched her he felt a pang of sadness. He
thought he and his sister were close enough, but it seemed they were
completely different people after all. Now she was following their
father back to Poland, having ignored Buffer for the last week since
he'd virtually forbid her to go, and there was the chance that he
wouldn't see her again. His pride stopped him walking right up to
her now and helping her with her bags. That damn pride again. It ran
through the entire Tomaszewski family.
"Why you just watch her?
Why you not help her? What kind of soldier is you?" A strong Polish
accent spoke from beside him and he turned to see his father standing
beside him. Time had got the better of Luka and his dark hair had
turned grey to add to the lines on his face. But still he looked
strong. Of course these days Buffer wasn't scared of him as he knew
he was still stronger.
"Go away dad." Buffer said, turning
away from the man.
Luka followed him. "You is soldier like me
now but still you not protect your sister? What kind of man is
that?"
Buffer turned back on him. "A man who knows she doesn't
want his help, just like I don't want your input. You're her hero
dad, you always have been, so you go help her."
Luke shook his
head. "You disappoint me son." He walked away, off to help
Isabel, and Buffer followed him with a death stare that he knew would
make even Bomber step back and take notice. Then, turning on his
heel, he left the airport.
