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Chapter 2

It's almost morning, you know that you have to get ready. Today is an important day for you. You're starting your internship in Seattle Grace hospital, one of the best teacing hospital in the America. Normally you would have been excited, thrilled to start finally what you've been dreaming , working for. But now you don't even know how to be happy, how to put a smile on your face because the man who claims to love you wiped all happiness out of you and you don't know how to get it back because you seem stuck, like you can't move or even breathe.

Like usual the morning, you stay in bed waiting for him to leave because you're too afraid to face him in the morning. He has mood swings and you don't know how he's gonna react. If he's in a good or bad mood. So you stay in bed, still naked from last night event. The window is slight open, but because of the emptiness of your heart and body you can't even feel the wind touching your body. So you wait, you wait until you hear him slamming the door hopefully on his way out.

You finally find the strength to get up ant head towards the shower. Before stepping in, you look at yourself in the mirror and you don't even recognize yourself. The woman you see is you not you and deep down you know it but you decide to let it got and hop in the shower.

You stand still and let the water hit your body, you don't even feel when it turned cold. But you let the water wash away all the things you can't even describe like it can touch your soul and renew it.

A moment later, you are all ready to go to your first day. You don't even eat breakfast because of course there is nothing in the fridge and you forgot to do grocery shopping. So you take just your usual coffee and go to your teaching hospital.

You hop in your car and hit the road. Minutes later, you arrive and you don't know why by you have a feeling, a very bad one. Like you'll face something or someone that will change everything in your life.

You park your car, turn off the ignition and head towards the entrance of the hospital. You step in and look around. It's big and people are either walking or running due too the rush, the adrenaline of being a surgeon. So that's where you're gonna spend most of time, where you're gonna learn how to be a surgeon. You can't help yourself but feel a little pinch in your heart by pronouncing this word Surgeon.

You always wanted to be one, but you know that you are here because someone help you to get through this. To not give now you're here without that person.

Sadness overcome your heart just by thinking about those moments you spent with each other but you shake your head and try to put your mind on other things. Beside the past is in the past and you don't want to think about that anymore.

So you decide to walk around and discover the hospital a little bit more. You end up in the locker. It smells blood,sweat,rush all wrapped in on. what can't you say it's a locker room.

Minutes later, some people come in and greet you, you do the same and live because you don't wanna talk to anyone now. So you leave and you hear by speakerphone that the interns must all go to the big conference to meet the Chief and of course all their attending.

You arrived to this big meeting and thankfully you're not late.

You decide to sit down on the third row and you to notice that there is nobody next to you who would want to engage a more time pass the more people are finally coming in.

A few minutes later, the place is full and you're looking at an Afro-American man who is supposed to be in his mid-fifties starting to adjust the microphone to finally talk.

"Well Good Morning you all, I am Richard Webber the Chief of Surgery of Seattle Grace Hospital. I'm glad that all of you are here. I'm sure you are all excited to hold a scalpel in your hand. But first let me introduce you to your Chief resident and attendings.

You have the opportunity to work under the best surgeons in this country" the Chief said

You hear him talking but you can't concentrate on what he's saying because you don't why you seem to feel a presence. A strong one. And you know that the only time you would feel that way it was for that particular person. But that's impossible you think, because that person is very far away from you. In fact you left all of that behind and now all these feelings are coming up to you like a big wave and you can't help but feel nervous about it. So you start to change your thoughts by trying to pay attention to your Boss.

"So here's the people who keep you on your toes

Chief Resident Dr Miranda Bailey

Head of Neurosurgery department Dr Derek Shepherd

Head of Cardiology Dr Erica Hahn

Head of Trauma Dr Owen Hunt

Our promising Orthopedist Dr Callie Torres"

As the Chief was calling for them, the attendings went up to the again you don't pay attention because you can feel the presence you were feeling a few minutes ago is getting stronger and stronger. You don't know what to do and you try to breath. But nothing helps. You wish that this conference would end soon so you could get the hell out of here.

Meanwhile the Chief is about to present the Head of Plastics and Reconstructive surgery and yet the feeling is growing even more. But when the Chief pronounces Mark Sloan, your breath is caught in your chest, you don't know how to move. He's more handsome than ever, he hasn't changed one bit.

Your eyes locked at his. His piercing blues eyes are still the same, the same who can read you, or even pierce your soul. You notice that he's surprised to see you too but don't show it and yet he doesn't look away. His eyes are still fixed on your yours.

You're looking at the man who took your heart and never gave it back. You're thinking about the first time you two met and when yours eyes locked with each other and you knew at this moment that this man would change your life forever.

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