Oh and by the way Bella already knows Jacob is a werewolf. Or a "shape shifter"

Disclaimer: me: please!!!

Alice: say it!

Me: no. *turns head*

Alice: don't make me take u shopping…….

Me: *smiles evilly* I like to shop.

Alice: *gasps* You do!? OME! What are we waiting for? Lets go SHOP!!!

Me: heh heh I win!

Alice: no u don't we are not going shopping until u say it….

Me: *pouts* fine…… I do not own Edward…… or any of the other twilight characters… PLEASE STEPAHNIE MEYER!!! CANT I JUST HAVE EDWARD!!!

Alice: *puppy-dog eyes* what about me?

Me: and Alice!!!

JACOB'S POV

I was sitting on my couch watching the crappy T.V. that my dad, Billy Black bought maybe centuries ago. Flipping through the channels and thinking of the silly superstitions Dad had told me year's ago -the same one's I told Bella.- How true those stories really were. Maybe he was a nice vampire? I laughed at the thought yeah and maybe Bella was graceful. I smiled to myself hah. Bella? Graceful? Never going to happen.

I got up from the couch and went to the fridge to find the leftovers from last night. I decided against getting a plate and stuck the whole bowl of Spaghetti in the microwave and turned it on for four minutes. I stood staring at my food going around and around, my mouth watering. I opened the microwave door before the ding went off and quickly stuck my fork in the bowl and took a HUGE bite. HOT! HOT! HOT! HOT! I screamed in my head, while trying to quickly chew the scalding food. I took the bowl and went to sit back on the couch.

While I ate I thought about Bella as I usually did. I thought about when I told her I was a werewolf. How calm she was as if we were talking about the weather. Then I thought about how she acted when the leech left her after telling her "he didn't love her" how broke her heart, left her there in the woods, sure they were close enough to see the house, but she still followed him and got lost. How when I saw the crystal clear image in Sam's head when he found her lying there so helpless, and out of it. It was a constant reminder of how much I wanted to kill him, for hurting her. My hands twisted up in to tight fists, as I tried to calm myself down. Okay, Jacob calm down, you know what happens when you lose your temper. Your running out of clothes, I can't waste another pair of shorts. I gave myself a pep talk, and I quickly calmed down.

I hated how when we were in wolf form every member of the pack could read each other's mind. Their really was no secrets between us. So they knew how I dreamed of Bella every night. How I imagined how it would sound when I ripped Edward's head of his neck. Then I would instantly think of how Bella would hate me. "You got it bad" Embry told me when we were alone talking.

I had finished my bowl of Spaghetti when I heard the sound of a loud familiar truck. Bella! My heart leaped for joy, as I heard her pull into the drive-way. Bella's here! Bella's here! Bella's here! I sung in my head. I ran for the door before she even got out of her truck I was already opening her truck door for her and lifting her out of the truck and hugging her. "Jacob…. I cant breathe!" She gasped out. I laughed and sat her on her feet. I forgot how breakable she was. "Hey Bella, what's up?" I asked practically jumping for joy. She didn't notice. "Just came to see you." she said while walking to the house, I followed behind her quickly passing her up and making it to the door before she even made it half way up the sidewalk. "What you want to do today?" I asked while holding the door open for her.

"I don't know, I'm up for anything. Got any idea's?" She asked me as she tripped over the step. She caught her self before she fell. I chuckled and she glared. Yeah I got a couple of ideas……….. (A/N: psh, he is such a perv. =] ) I though to myself, I quickly shook my head as if it was an etch a sketch. I had to erase that idea. She was still getting over the leech, and didn't think of me that way. She looked at me confused. "Well?" she urged me on. "We could go to First beach." I suggested. As I closed the door and we turned to go the beach.

I let my emotions take over, and I reached out for hand. To my surprise she let me grab her hand and hold it. She look up at me smiling sheepishly then look down at her feet, embarrassed. I chuckled at her reddening face. "What?" she asked sounding confused. "Nothing, I just find it funny how you get embarrassed over the little things." I said while holding in a laugh. "Oh really? Well then I'm so glad I can entertain you." she said sarcastically. It had my heart racing, I knew she was being sarcastic but I really did like the offer.

"What's on your mind?" I asked suddenly worried at the silence. "I'm wondering what Edward is doing." she said leaning her head down trying to hide the tears in her eyes. "Why can't you just forget about him!?" I shouted getting angry. "Because I love him!" She shouted at me. I turned my hands into fists and fought the urge to phase, knowing she could get hurt. "He left you!" I snapped letting her know the obvious. A tear rolled down her cheek. "I know." she sighed, her voice breaking. I stopped and tilted her head up to look at me. I wiped the tear off her face and slowly went for her lips.

She didn't pull away and before I knew it our lips were touching, and she was kissing back. I didn't want to pull away oh god, please let this last forever. I thought. Finally I pulled away gasping for air. She was smiling (A/N: he really cant read emotions can he?) and so was I, for once in the last four months I saw her smile. And I knew that we were more then just best friends. We had something special.

"I love you Isabella Swan" I proclaimed my love for her. Please say you love me back…. (A/N: please say you don't love him back….) She smiled and blushed. "I love you too" she simply stated. SCORE! (A/N: *gasp* how could she!!???) "But that doesn't change the fact that I still love Edward" She said while sticking out her bottom lip pouting. how cute when she's stubborn. "As long as you love me more" I smirked. how could she not? (A/N: so full of yourself.)

"Jacob… I'm not saying that" She hesitated. what!? "Why not?" I demanded getting really pissed. "Because! I am in love with him!" She screamed at me. "But you kissed me…. And said I love you back…." I said my voice breaking.

"Jacob, I do love you, but I'm not in love with you. And I didn't kiss you back, I was actually fighting to get away." I admitted. no fucking way….. Ugh… I'm such an idiot! (A/N: yes way…. And watch your language! I agree with the idiot part though) "Don't say that!" I shouted. just kill me now… (A/N: poor Jake… and yes I do feel sorry for him) "Do you want me to lie?" she asked- shouted at me. Part of me wanted her to lie and the other part didn't. "No.." she could barely hear me. "Then don't tell me not to say that!" she snapped. I felt like crying, actually breaking down right here and cry right in front of her. then maybe she will feel sorry and love me. "Jake.. Listen, it's too soon." She said trying to comfort me. "It's been four long horrifying months!" I shouted. "Listen…" she started but I interrupted her. "No! You listen! You have been doing this to me ever since he left! Teasing me letting me think you love me when you break my heart yet again! So just go away!" I shouted at her. She was fuming. Without another word she walking to her truck.

What have a done. I can't let her leave like that. I sighed "come back" I turned around and ran for her. She was crying and I felt like shooting myself in the foot. I'm such a bastard (A/N: finally he admits it.) I came up to her held her in my arms. She cried all over my t-shirt soaking it. "Jake, I'm so sorry!" she pleaded. "Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything. I'm the one who over-reacted." I admitted. Without another word I picked her up and carried her to her truck. "Jacob this isn't necessary." she objected. "Shut up Bella and enjoy the ride." I said rolling my eyes. She sighed and I was already at the truck. "um, wow that was fast." she complimented. I smiled triumphantly and gave her a kiss on the cheek good-bye and she drove off.

It hurt so much that I had grab my chest to try and soothe my heart. rip me out. Rip me out. Rip me out. it was thumping "I love you Bella" I said as I walked into the house.

Well????? Did you like it??!?!?! HAHA just kidding it's not over yet. Well that chapter is but not the story! You want the 3 chapter? Then you better REVIEW! *puppy-dog eyes* please?