so... i entended to make you wait much longer. to let the suspense build up. to where your on the edge of your seat begging for more. basically, i wanted to be a bitch, lol. but i got excited, and i know which way, this story will turn! :D its 1:50 am, and i was reading "i say we shoot cupid and see how he likes it" something like that, and on one chapter the emotion, and intensity, inspired this chapter! so here it goes.... which way did i choose?! make you wonder huh. well.... guess what? your about to find out! :D:D:D
Edward's POV
bring my sharp teeth closer to her neck, i felt a frenzy of emotions. i didn't have to kill her, she could be like me, and we could be together! we could both be happy. everyone could. why should i kill my only love? But i was already in this deep... i couldn't just back out... could i? "Edward, 10 more seconds before the transformation begins, hurry." CArlisle said, as gentle as he could telling me to hurrily kill my love. Alice was counting down the seconds in her head, she didnt Bella to be gone forever, and her mind didn't hide it at all. 10....9....8...7.. the time was clicking down, all i have to do is suck the poison out.... pressing my teeth to her neck, getting ready to break the skin.... 5...4..3.. i close my mouth and kiss her wound. 2...1! YES! THANK YOU EDWARD!!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!! but not like i love Jasper, or like you love Bella... but like a friend love.... no not a friend love, a sister love.. hah! oops my mistake, i just accidently called you my sister when in reality your my brother and i'm your sister, well, were that by adoption i guess you could say? well actually, it's more by biting. hah?! hear that... its a joke! get it? do yah? edward!? EDWARD!!!! DID YOU GET MY JOKE? HELLO?! "YES I GOT YOUR FUCKING JOKE!" i screamed at Alice, everyone stared at me like was insane. Well except Alice. She ran over to me and hugged me, as tight as she could, "oh thank you thank you!! you are the best! i love you!" she said in excitement that i didnt kill her best friend. a wave of jealousy washed over us all. I smirked, poor jasper. i let go, and looked at Jasper, rolling her eyes. "Seriously? Jasper, he chose not to kill my best friend! of course i'm going to get excited, and when you choose not to kill someone dear to me, i will treat you the same way." she said jokingly.
Carlisle picked Bella up, and carried her to my bed room. letting the transformation begin. i knew she would be going through hell, so i ran up there and decided i would not leave her side until i was on the verge of killing the whole forks cummunity. I laid beside her and held up closely to me. trying to comfort her even though i knew i couldn't.
yeah... this would be way long and boring if i wrote about her whole 3 day transformation. so skipping to day 2!
Bella's POV
i had an intense headache, which is quite odd considering i o.d on aspirin. am i dead? Surely i am, all i remember is seeing Edward's face, as i was fading into the darkness. What a nice way to go, seeing my love right before this. I couldn't feel anything. it was as if, was paraliyzed everywhere, and the feeling drove me crazy.
I tried to move but i didnt even flinch. I tried to scream but... my wouth wouldn't even open. this is what dying felt like?! not being able to move or speak or open your eyes, my mind got jittery, and i all i wanted to do , was being able to move a simple inch. but i couldn't, i felt like i was tied down to something, being forced to staye still. i hated it, i wanted to pull my hair, i wanted to kick and scream ,and fight what ever it was that wouldn't let me move, i was going insane, i wanted to cry, i couldnt even do that. i was trying to fight it, but i was like heavy lead, i wasnt going anywhere. Death is awful! I tried to calm down, but i just couldn't. I felt burning... it was me? what i am in hell!!? i was terrified, i didnt want torture. i felt it burnig more and more, and i couldnt fight the feeling that i was buring from the inside out! All i wanted was to run and jump into a lake of ice cold water. hmm... maybe im burning because the stinging form the cuts sorta burned too. no this was way worse. like i was being torched. I just wanted it to end!
Edward's POV
Seeing her like this tortured me. i poured ice water on her glorious body, to try to stop the burning sensation. i knew it wouldn't but maybe she would feel as if someone was trying to help her. she had a look of discomfort, and was moving just a little bit, you had to watch her to tell she moved half a centimeter. Day 3 was coming in just 3 short hours, and i wanted to be here with her through it all.
"Edward, you have to hunt. you will be to weak, and wont be able to control, her." CArlisle said trying to make me leave my loves side. but i wouldn't. never again! He tried to rub my shoulder but i stared him down and he somehow changed his mind. the minutes ticked by slowly, as did the never ending hours. My Bella was going through this and i made her. Seeing her with so many self inflicted scars, and a couple of burns, hurt me deeply to know i caused her to do that to her self. i made her choose to kill herself. what was i thinking!? After a couple of hours, rolled by it was now day 3 that last day of hell.
Bella's POV
The Burning was cooling down, some but not much to really tell a huge difference. I was still torturing myself by trying to move, but i was making improvement, i could move a little. but my eyes still couldn't open. My move could a little bit, i was singing a song to try to distract me from this. it wasnt working that well, but i kept singing. i was a horrible singer, but i didnt care. no one could hear me anyway. I was feeling much stronger. and was finally moving after a couple of hours later. Seeing my improvement i was fighting this as best i as could. But couldn;t fight it forever, the burning soon came back, and and i was over whelmed and was screaming, from the pain. Grabbing my hair and pulling as hard as i could, my usual habit when feeling distress.
Edward's POV
My love was singings nursery rhymes, and i couldnt help chuckling. "if your happy and you know it clap your hands" she mumbled. i gave her the satisfaction, and clapped my hands. after her singing, happy and you know it, hokey pokey, peanut butter jelly, wheels on the bus, and my little pony, she went quiet for a second. who knew she was so childish? Seconds later she started squirming, and scratching at her arms. it hurt to see her hurt herself. then.... she started screaming, and pulling at her hair, furiously. She was going to take huge clumps out, with he rnew strength, so i held her arms down and best as i could. This was the last part of her transformation, and was the most horrid. it would soon end. an hour of her screaming, she finally quit, and her eyes opened. she raised up and looked confused, "Edward?" I smiled, "yes?" "Your dead too?" she asked confused. did she really think she was actually dead? "No Bella your a vampire now, i saved you." i said kindly. Her eyes face frowned, and her eyebrows furrowed together, and stood up and slapped the hell out me.
wala! she lives! but why did she slap Edward? okay well, this is the longest chapter i wrote in a while. well it is on my notepad. lol but yeah. i hope you enjoy it. and please if you read it, review it. its so discouraging, to to see no reviews, for the climax of the story. sorry if it has any errors. i got to typing quite fast, so there probably are some, but i can't read over it. it's to weird to read something i wrote. lol i'll pick it apart, and torment myself with negativity, then you wouldn't get to see it lol. but anyways. review or im not going to write anymore on this story.