finally! time to find out why Bella slapped Edward. i was gonna wait long but i got excited like a child in a candy store.
Edward's POV
"why the hell did you slap me!" i shouted at her. that was completely un called for. "You saved me!" she shouted angry, i didn't get it. "how is that a bad thing?" i asked. Her eyes widened, i could tell if she could she would be crying right now. "Bella, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to yell, i lost my temper." i said trying to calm her down, i couldn't stand to see her upset. She didn't say anything, she said stood there. i walked over to her. She still didn't move, and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Bella... please tell me why it's a bad thing." I asked as softly as i could, trying not to scare her. I still saw her as the fragile Bella i once left. She broke out of my hold, "you know why!" she screamed at me. "i honestly don't." i said, still trying to stay calm.
Bella's POV
i couldn't believe he would do this to me. How could he?! i didn't want to say why, but he just kept pushing me into saying it, pure torture. so... i said it. "your just going to leave me...." i whispered, i knew he heard. "Bella no i'm not." he said, in his velvet smooth voice. "Don't lie! you made me this, just so i could live forever in pure toture!" i shouted, how i wish i could cry, it was so natural, but then again it was a good idea. He walked toward me slowly, i didn't know what to do so i stood there. and he wrapped his arms around me. "Bella... the reason i left you in the first place because i was dangerous to you... you needed to live a normal life. but now your like me. we can be together forever!" my jaw clenched, and pushed him away. my new found vampire strength was awesome, he flew into the wal, and there was an indent of his body. "you jerk! you think i want you back? after all you put me through!?" I couldn't control the words coming out of my mouth. my mind was telling me to shut the fuck up and just take him back, because that all i ever wanted... was him. And now i have him... and i'm pushing him away. stop you idiot stop! take him back! shut up! "what?" he mouthed truley hurt. My heart twisted in agony at the pain i was putting him through. "bella.... please" His eyes begged for forgiveness, as his mouth couldn't form words properly. "Edward... i can't, you take away eveything i need, sooner or later..." i tried to explain... not just just to him, but to myself. "what do you mean?" he asked. "i needed you.. and you left. i wanted to die, and you made me this." i needed to release this bundle of confusion somehow. so i punched the wall, and slammed my head into with such force it would have instantly killed me if iwas still human.
oohhh did you expect that? if you did sorry for being so... expectant? lol i forgot the correct word. please review. (: i'll try to have the next chapter up soon. i'm trying to make this story end faster it's been up for almost a year. haha. and still not finished.