A/N: This is my longest chapter yet which is surprising because when I started this chapter I had no idea what was going to happen in it so hopefully everyone enjoys it. There is the spoiler I talked about before in this one about Eric's past…not in great detail, but a brief summary of what is said in the ninth book. Still don't own any of it…Please review it's what keeps me going to make new chapters so if you don't want another chapter don't write a review I'll understand. Oh also my punctuation is really bad in this one if someone could tell me how to use the Beta Reader thing I would be grateful

Neither one of us said anything the whole drive or even when we got to Eric's house or when he carried me into his room. He laid me down on his bed and discarded my clothes, I laid there watching his muscles flex as he took off his own clothing. I could just watch Eric all night long and be perfectly content, Eric then bent over and brushed his lips against mine which I knew meant he wanted me to bite him what he didn't expect is that I would bite his lower lip which aroused him pretty quickly. I got up and pushed him against the head board as his ips dripped blood. I kissed him massaing his tongue with my own and every once in awhile we would nip each other's lips drawing blood every time. I stroked his member as I climbed on top of him and positioned his member into me. Eric placed his hands on my hips guiding me on how fast he wanted me to go still with no words passing through our lips besides for the moans of pleasure that escaped every once in awhile. As Eric guided my hips to quicken in pace I gripped his shoulders and arched my back as he bit into my neck. He laid me back down thrusting harder while he licked the blood trickling all the way down to my breast. I wrapped my legs around his hips, I wanted him to go deeper and harder. When I moaned his name he pulled me up to him while he made long hard thrusts into me. We were both close and we knew it. Right before either of us cam we bit into each other's shoulders sucking each other's blood as we cam was complete ecstasy for us both.

"Cum for me Sookie"

In that moment I had the biggest orgasim of my life and we both fell back on the bed in exhaustion. Eric always seemed to know exactly what I wanted each time we had sex even when ut was different from the previous time. I moved my head to lay on his chest wile his right arm was around my shoulder and his left holding my hand. I loved eric and I hoped it would never change.

"I love you, Sook and I must say out of all the women and occansially men you are by far the best."

"Well I have only had two men, that includes you, but I still think you are the best."

"Bill was your first?"

"Yes…You know he came into the bar tonight apparently according to Sam he's come in every night asking about me"

"Do you regret your decision?"

"Never even if Bill was the same person I had been with before I love you more than I had ever love him.

"I am glad to hear it."

We laid there for a little while with both our eyes shut, but neither of us sleeping or speaking. Even though he didn't have to breath Eric did anyway just for me, it was comforting and soothing when I laid on his chest. After awhile I remembered his note he left me on his car and the initals on it.

"What does L.E stand for?"

"le?"

"Yes it was at the end of your note you left me on your car."

"Oh! Those are my initals."

"Thought they were E.N."

"They are."

Obviously I was going to have to yank the truth out of him. I rolled over onto my stomach and looked into his eyes he stared straight back at me with the smirk across his lips I loved so much.

"And the story behind that?"

"L.E was my name before I became vampire"

"Which stood for?"

"Leif Ericson."

I didn't know what I had been expecting, but it defiantly was not that.

"So you are…"

"Yes I am"

I watched Eric realizing his eyes were no longer looking at me, but past me, past this time, remembering his human life and how he became vampire.

"I had a wife and children when I was still known as Leif, but when my wife died I couldn't take care of the children, a man never took care of the children back then it was always the wife's job. I went to meet a woman one night to see if I could marry her her family approved and we had quite a few drinks. On my way home that night I saw a man laying on the ground."

"What happened?" I was mesmerized by his past

"Normally I wouldn't have gone over to him, but I was drunk"

He kissed my hand after that letting me know that man that had been laying on the ground was not hurt, but the one that had turned him. I could tell he didn't want to talk anymore about it so I kept my mouth shut. About a minute later my phone ran it was Sam, but I didn't want to be bothered by other things while I was with Eric.

"Are you going to answer that?"

"No"

I didn't even realize Eric had gotten up until I saw my phone in his hand.

"Hello this is my lover's phone"

I couldn't hear what was going on it would have been a good time to have that vampire hearing right about now.

"Yes this is Sookie's phone. Didn't I just say that?"

"…"

"Don't you think it is a little rude to ask who you are talking to when you are the one that called? But since I am such a nice person I will tell you. My name is Eric Northman."

"…"

"Alright I will let her know eventually"

"…"

"What a rude boss you have he hung up on me."

"Sam can be like that sometimes when he's angry."

"The shape-shifter right?"

"Yes…What did he want?"

"You to come in tomorrow at 3pm"

"I wonder why so late… Oh well… Shit! I forgot to pick up my clothes from my house. Now I have to run home again before work."

"Don't worry I bought you some new clothes, but your car is still at your house."

I was too tired to care about it at this moment and even though I wanted to spend more time with Eric I needed to sleep. Right before I dosed off Eric kissed the top of my head and told me to sleep.

When I woke up it was morning, but Eric was gone maybe he just decided to sleep in his coffin… it didn't bother me though… not much at least. I walked to the closet to find it filled with clothes, mostly lingerie, including a couple of my uniforms for work which I had no idea how he got. There was a note attached to one of the uniforms."

"Sorry I was not there when you woke up. While you were sleeping Pam called so I needed to go to Fangtasia which is where I am sleeping now. After you get off work just come on by I will most likely still be here.

Love,

Leif"

I better take something for me to change into after I get off work if I am going to go to Fangtasia. There was a number of elegant dresses in the closet, but only one really caught my eye. It was a long black strapless dress, in the back it was bare besides for two thin straps keeping it up and even though it was a long dress there was slits on either side going all the way up to my mid-thigh. I decided to wear my red sliky thing today with my red strpless bra luckily the straps in the back of the dress would cover up my bra's back.

When I finally got to work I saw my brother's truck in the parking lot which was unusual for this time of day, but I had other things on my mind before I could worry about that. I parked the corvette and walked in the employee entrance and as soon as I walked in Sam came out of his office and motioned for me to come there I really didn't want to hear whatever he was going to say, but I had to deal with him sometime.

"Sit down Sookie."

"I'm fine. Whats going on?"

"Sit down."

I could tell Sam was in a faily bad mood today so I sat down in one of the older chairs. Sam at down in his office chair and positioned it in front of me. He sat there for awhile just starring at me I didn't know what to do and I was too scared to try to hear his thoughts. After a few minutes he sighed and looked down. I knew I was going to have to explain Bill and Eric.

"This…Eric is he the reason you are not with Bill anymore?"

"Yes and no."

"What does that even mean Sookie? Bill almost died because of you don' you think you should wait awhile before you jump to another man?"

I knew this wasn't about Bill, but I also didn't want to acknowledge the fact that it was more about me hurting Sam.

"You wouldn't understand"

"Try me"

I proceeded to tell Sam about leaving my house just so I could get away from everything and then I ended up finding myself at Fangtasia, Eric's bar. I left out the sex, but not the fact that Eric gave me his blood to heal my broken bones and bruises. I explained about Bill's reaction and my devestation about what I had done to Bill until the things he said. Sam's eyes widened after I told him about the fight and that Eric could have killed Bill, but didn't because I asked him not to. When I finished Sam looked at me for awhile and then got up and left the bar. He didn't come back for three hours and when he walked in everyone watched him as he walked right past everyone not saying a word back into his office. I kept working as usual until I looked over at the pool table and saw Jason I had completely forgotten all about him, but I knew I was going to have to talk to him.

"Hey Jason"

"Oh hi Sookie"

"Something wrong?"

"No, can you get me another beer?"

I tried to listen into Jason's thoughts, but he was purposely thinking about just beer so I wouldn't know what was wrong.

"Alright just let me know if you need to talk."

I gave Jason his beer and he chugged it down before I even had time to walk away and then left. Something was seriously wrong with him and I had no idea what it could possibly be. I spent two more hours working without a single word from Sam not even when I came into his office to get my things. I went into the restroom so I could change into my dress, I brought my black high heels as well which I hardly ever wore, but I wanted to be at eye level or close to it with Eric tonight. As soon as I walked out of the restroom Sam came out of his office, he looked like he was about to say something until he saw what I was wearing his jaw dropped and he just about ran back into his office. I left before anyone else could see what I was wearing.

As I drove back to Shreveport it seemed as though everything was going to be alright from now on. I parked in the back of Fangtasia so Eric's car couldn't get scrtched just wasn't too sure about using the employee entrance so I walked up front while men passing by whistled and yelled inappropriate things at me. Pam was at the entrance as usual, when she noticed me she winked at me with a huge smile on her face. I knew it would be alright for me just to go in as I passed her to go in the door she laughed as I tilted my head down and blushed. Fantasia was exactly as I remembered it from when I came here with Bill well minus LongShadow, Chow was the bartender now he winked in my direction as well and flashed his fangs. It was going to be a while till I could show my face here again. Eric was in the same chair at the front of the bar looking bored with people's constat questions. He was wearing a silky navy, almost black, shirt you could see his beautiful pale chest in its entirety, it amazed me that someone as beautiful as Eric could ever want someone as plain as me. I walked towards Eric's podium and when he saw me he gave me the exact same look as Sam had given me just he didn't run to his office and Sam didn't have any fangs showing. I blushed and went to sit down in the chair next to him, but as I started siting down there was a yank of my arm and I was in Eric's lap with his arms folded around my stomach, I could feel his member grow by the second which sent overwhelming pleasure throughout my entire body, mostly between my thighs.

"There are people watching Eric… including Chow and now Pam"

"I know isn't it a turn-on."

It was actually, but I would never admit that to Eric because I didn't actually want to have sex in front of everyone and if Eric knew it turned me on we would end up having sex right here it fron of the entire bar.

"No actually I don't"

"You paused"

"And?"

The back of my dress moved out of the way while the front piece stayed straightened out in front. Eric moved his hand between my thighs cleverly so no one could tell it was there. A gasp of breath slipped my lips which I knew I should have kept in. two fingers inserted into me massaging the inner walls going deeper and exploring everything they could. I couldn't let Eric know how much I was enjoying this so I kept my mouth shut, but gripped the arms of the chair.

"Did I say how much I loved the dress?" I could tell by the sound of his voice he had a smile on his lips.

I couldn't say anything in response otherwise it would come out in a scream. I closed my eyes as he inserted a third finger, I could feel his throbbing member beneath me. If people were not here I would have him right now, but I still could not find any words. Next thing I knew someone came up to us Eric talked to him normally and as far as I could tell from the man's thoughts he had no idea what was going on. While he was still happily chatting with the man his thumb applied preasure just about my entrance a little moaned escaped me and Eric knew that was going to happen. The man left wishing he could be on Eric's lap instead of that whore in the slutty dress.

"Eric" I said in the lowest voice I could.

"Yes?" he asked while positioning his mouth right beside my ear, he was loving every minute of this in more ways than one.

"I'm close"

"To what my lover?"

He wanted me to scream out his name for everyone to hear, but I couldn't even catch my breath let alone make out words until each one of his fingers knew exactly where to apply preassure to send me over the edge.

"LEIF!"

That moment every set of eyes in the bar was on me besides for Chow's and Pam's they were laughing as hard as they could. I was so embarrassed and Eric wasn't helping by laughing either luckily no one besides the people laughing knew who or what Leif was.

"Lets go to my office now"

"I don't think I can move from all the embarrassment"

Eric picked me up Rhett Butler style and glared at everyone to continue what they were doing, they did. When we got to his office and he shut the door I yelled every profanity I could think of at him while he stood there and took it all. I sighed realizing I couldn't stay mad at him because I could have stopped it if I had wanted.

"I have to go back into the bar, but I will be back in an hour. Will you stay here till then…for me?" he asked while tucking my hair behind my ear and staring deep into my eyes.

"Yes I will stay, but if you ever pull a stunt like that again…" I had nothing to threaten him with really, but he nodded his head anyway then turned and laughed as he walked out the door. I laid on the sofa waiting for his return and before I knew it I was asleep.

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