Things I Should Of Done Chapter 2, a wrestling fanfic

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The next morning I woke up to the god-damn alarm Chase always set, and I was alone. If only I wasn't alone that morning then maybe things would have turned out differently….

I turned over expecting to be met with a warm body and all I got was a cold mattress. I never felt so alone. He'd gone, again. I don't know why I was so annoyed, I mean I knew this was what I signed up for. You can't help it when you're with someone in the army, but sometimes I just wish things were different.

I dragged myself into a sitting position feeling around for the note I knew would be there.

How had my life become such a simple existence, I thought, as my hand grasped the crumpled piece of paper that had the writing on it in the careful, neat hand so obviously belonging to Chase. I had always wanted an exciting life. I wanted something, someone that I would make my life interesting.

Natalie,

Don't think I'm not still annoyed at you. I don't want to question our relationship but you know that I worry. Please don't cheat on me. I'll see you when I get back.

Chase.

I crumpled the letter into a ball and threw it across the room with force. It bounced off of the wall opposite and I grunted in frustration. He didn't trust me, six damn years on and off and he still didn't trust me. I have to wonder sometimes if it's worth it. He doesn't love me. I'm property to him. I mean there's no love Chase. No. Just Chase. Plain simple to the point.

There was a knock on the door. I sighed and pulled my cover up to my chin and tucked my knees in.

"Come in." I said just loudly enough for whoever was outside to hear.

"Where's Chase?" Rumbled a deep voice from behind the door.

"Hey Randy, he's not in. Got re-deployed. Come and have a seat." I replied patting the bed next to me.

He waltzed over in the typical Randy Orton strut and sat on the bed.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"It's just getting to much." I sighed. "I love Chase I do but I don't think I'm IN LOVE with him anymore." I said stressing my point. "He just….it's almost like I'm property or, I don't know he's always angry and I can't have certain things because it's his house. He's just overbearing. Problem is, if I leave Chase I lose everything. I haven't worked since high school because he want's to pay for everything. What am I going to do?" I asked on the verge of tears.

It was then I realized how desperate my life had become. I was trapped and I needed to feel close to someone, to feel loved. Like I actually meant something. Chase could do that if he was in the right mood but so often then he wasn't or he'd get home at some obscure hour and be in that mood, and I wasn't which would cause an argument. It just wasn't the same anymore. I didn't realize how much of an impact the next decision would have on my life. Or the negative effect and confusion that would follow.

"You need to leave him, or do something for you for once." Randy said. He didn't say it meanly buy he was right and I knew it. I just didn't want to believe it.

He moved closer to me and put his hand on the side of my face. I looked up at him. His bright blue eyes were clouded with concern. He was worried I wasn't fine and he was hoping that it would be, because he cared and that felt so good.

"Randy…" I said. I was unsure of what he was doing but I knew his face was closer now and his warm breath was wafting across my face.

"When was the last time he did something for you? Or you did something for yourself?" He asked.

"Randy I can't….it's wrong and John won't like it and….I….I just…." I was abruptly cut off as his lips gently touched mine. They molded together and I smiled into the kiss.

His large muscled arms wrapped around my small frame and he pushed me backwards and my back hit the bed. I wound my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He rand his hands up and down my sides. I sighed. He roughly and animalisticly trailed kisses down my neck and I moaned as he nipped my soft spot.

I could feel him smile as he placed a kiss against it. I pulled him closer yet again and as I did pushed my hips up. He groaned as they rubbed against his erection.

Smiling I roughly pulled his face back to mine. Before I knew it we found ourselves ripping off each others clothes. I let my eyes wander over his tattoos and licked my lips, I smiled and ran my hands and arms over his muscled body. He pushed into my entrance as soon as my underwear was off and I groaned against his lips. He was much bigger than Chase and so it hurt almost as if I was still a virgin but I liked it. The harder and faster he pumped inside of me his big body over mine, the more I moaned, gripping hard so my tiny nails dug into his back. Biting his neck I moaned long and strained as his member started to throb inside me. He groaned and I moaned again.

Suddenly I felt my self clench around him and he tightened before releasing inside of me. I screamed his name as the feeling of pure ecstasy washed over me, it had never been that good before in my life and as he pulled out I sighed contented.

As I snuggled into his arms he said, "Nat that was wow."

Since that was my first time doing it rough and I knew he was amazingly experienced so I took that as a compliment.

"Randy I can't even describe…I just….uh!" I leaned up and rolled on top of him until he was holding up my small weight completely and I placed a rough kiss on him.

I could feel him smirk into it. I sat up so I was straddling him, "You have no idea how long I've been wanting to do that." I said.

"You're not the only one, I've liked you for ages but you, you've always had him." He spat out the 'him' "I just never thought I'd get a chance." He finished.

"Randy I've always liked you and Chase knew that, why do you think he doesn't want you to stay he hates John and he's always known I liked you, he's not a complete idiot. He is the polar opposite of you as well which doesn't really make him feel secure that he's 'my type'." I replied.

He nodded.

"Do you think anyone heard us?" He asked.

Until that moment it hadn't even crossed my mind. Suddenly I was in a slight frenzy.

"Oh my god, I really hope not, John would kill us." I was jabbering away like an idiot for a good few minuets before he let out a deep rumbling laugh.

"Stop getting all wound up. I don't think they can have. John would be in so quickly, we wouldn't even be able to pull apart." That put my mind at ease.

I laid down so my head rested on his chest and his steady heart beat made me calm and collected. His breathing made me feel like I was close to someone again. It had been so long since I had any kind of close relationship and I needed this.

Of course all good things come to an end. After an intense sexual encounter first thing in the morning it's really hard to get up and be normal but of course I had to because although he loved us both John would not love us together.

I pulled on my underwear and the shirt and boxers of Chase's I had gone to sleep in last night and made my way downstairs.

I made a coffee and toast and sat at the counter waiting for the others to come down. John was the first. He ruffled my wild morning and sex hair. Obviously only thinking it was a little wild as it's morning and I hadn't brushed it yet.

My hair was curly and I sighed trying to pull my fingers through it.

"Morning." I said smiling at my brother.

"Morning sis how are you?" He asked.

"Alright. Chase was re-deployed again sometime last night." I replied.

"Oh sis I'm sorry I know he only just came back but I can't say I'm upset."

"Don't worry about it. I just…don't worry about it."

"Look Nat, you're my sister and I love you so whatever you need to say you can say it. Remember you can tell me anything."

I nodded. John did love me and I did love him. I'm really close to all of my brothers that's what comes with being the youngest and only girl. It also makes you close to your mother and father because you have girl time with mum but your daddy's little girl.

However I didn't think my big brother would really appreciate being told that I wasn't happy in a relationship with a man he hated that was always angry and overbearing so to solve my little problem I slept with John's best friend first thing this morning who I have had a crush in since forever because I think he's a sexy beast. I also didn't think it would go down so well to tell him the extent that overbearing-ness reaches so instead I settled for:

"I know that John really though it's nothing."

I knew John wouldn't let it go that easy and he was about to ask me another question when Ted and Cody tumbled into the kitchen.

"Good Morning." Cody greeted us taking a seat.

"What have you got to eat in this house bitch?" Asked Ted.

This was a little joke of ours whenever we went to each others houses we'd ask each other what we had in the house to eat referring to whoever lived there as bitch.

I smiled a bit and pointed him in the direction of the pancakes because that was Ted all over. He smiled and nodded at me.

The reason it all started was that Kristin Ted's wife was my best friend since kindergarten and she moved at the start of high school across country with her family where she met Ted.

I met him a couple of times but when I went to visit her at her house just after their wedding at which coincidentally I had been the maid of honor. I woke up one morning and I ended up in the kitchen with Kristin.

"What's you're bitch got to eat in this house?" I had asked since she had moved in with him.

He had come in right behind me and replied:

"Well Cena I'm quite offended I thought you liked me?"

I said that of course I liked him but to me he would always be Kristin's bitch because that's the way we roll.

I smiled thinking about that time it seemed so much simpler and I was happy enough in my relationship with Chase. It annoyed me slightly that when I thought back that was three years ago and after that I couldn't actually remember being happy with him. In fact it was after the wedding Chase got even more overbearing because I saw Randy even more every time I was around Kristin's house.

Thinking about Randy made me think back to this morning and I smiled. It was defiantly a good time for me. The most amazing time in fact.

"What are you smiling about?" Asked John, "You're practically glowing."

Ted looked at me and smiled then Cody made the most innocent observation that would have made me smack him if he wasn't so sweet but he was. It was virtually impossible to hate him if he liked you.

"Someone got lucky last night before Chase left." Cody said.

Randy walked in that point and couldn't help but smirk slightly before taking the seat next to John.

"Who got lucky?" He asked.

I blushed.

"Obviously she did before Chase left." Cody said.

Or after. I thought to myself.

"Dude quit the conversation about my sisters sexual encounters." Said John.

"Sexual encounters?" Asked Randy, raising an eyebrow.

"Oh shut up." John shot back.

Thinking back that was the best morning of my life. The man of my dreams and I slept together and admitted we liked each other. But it was also a big error we weren't careful or cautious and it has made my life so up to now a hard time but I couldn't bring myself to correct that error because I didn't regret it. I deserved this and so did Randy. Perhaps I should have been more careful but then there's a lot of things I should of done.

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