Hey guys,

1. Sorry for the delay I had an operation last Friday on my hip and have been learning to walk all over again. You know all that shizz. But I'm doing okay now, home from the hospital yesterday.

2. This chapter is not as long for reasons previously explained. Now I thought well....check the note at the bottom because I don't want to ruin it.

3. I didn't get many reviews last time :/. So I'm just wondering whether you want me to continue or not.

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God telling them about Chase yeah what a good idea that was. I remember the blow-up well. It was rather sweet, in a scary, you-look-like-crazed-murderers way.

"What!?"

All of the men slammed their fists onto the coffee table which, shuddered, buckled and shattered under the force. Kristin eyed it warily while I sat twiddling my thumbs and staring at my lap.

"Yeah….I just…..I suppose it was my fault really."

"How do you figure?" Came the clipped reply.

"Well if I had just……It's not important."

"What made him do it?" John demanded shaking slightly.

The others had regained their composure but Ted and Cody had their jaws clenched and Randy's eyes were wide as they only where when he was livid….Okay so maybe the anger is still there in a….less destructive form.

"That's irrelevant."

I mean come on I didn't really want everyone knowing that this happened because I refused to sleep with him. Call me crazy but that would make me feel a little awkward. Admitting to that. Maybe it's just me. Or maybe others can sympathize….I have no idea.

There may be a lot of things I should of done but that choice and the rest of this small conversation I think by my standards was handled pretty damn well. But then again, maybe it could of gone slightly smoother….

The raised their eyebrows at me. So okay it was kinda relevant but I'll be dammed if I'm going to tell them.

"Oh for gods sake! She refused to shag him when he waltzed in at 5am feeling horny." Kristin blurted.

TRAITOR!!!

I glared at her.

Bring on the awkward questions…

"So he woke you up?" Ted inquired.

"No if I was asleep he would of just d-" I changed my mind and decided not to tell them that bit, "I was already up."

Okay so now their looking even more pissed. I think they got what he would of done if I was asleep…but anyway lets just hope not.

"Why?" Cody asked.

I assume he's referring to the being awake thing not the why Chase does what he does because that's obviously for his own sexual gratification. Wow that sounded posh…anyway…

"I had a bad dream."

If they ask what it was about I will gag Kristin if necessary.

"So he was already home when you had a bad dream and woke up?" Randy pried.

"No I woke up a few second before and he came in, in one of his 'moods' and I didn't notice because I was too preoccupied with the dream and he tried to 'make it better' and I told him no and he hit me."

What is it with this man and getting things out of me? Also I used an awful lot of air quotes there. I can't believe it though. I'm normally quite confident and with one single action Chase has blown that all away. Along with all the trust I have for new people and is making me doubt the trust I have for people I've known for years…GREAT.

"Has he done this before?" John was attempting to keep calm now.

That's so good for me I'm sitting looking at my hands worrying that my brothers going to get mad and hit me when the whole reason he's angry is because Chase hit me. See how much he fucks up my life? Dear god.

"No." I flicked my eyes to him and then looked down again.

"Really?" He was skeptical. Oh yeah…so John.

"Yeah, really."

"But he's done something before?"

"In the interest of keeping you out of jail I'm not going to tell you."

Okay so that was kind of telling him but I don't think John would revel in knowing the specifics. You know hearing how Chase would get into a 'mood' and slam me into a wall just enough to hurt a little bit or how, I wouldn't give him what he wanted so he just took it. Yeah John would just LOVE that.

He shook his head at me. I knew my brother so well he was obviously frustrated. I could almost here him thinking, 'Why won't she just bloody tell me! I'm going to kill the bastard anyway.'

"John I'd rather not talk about this at the moment."

The anger basically built up on his face. First he clenched his heavy jaw, then he set his eyes on me in a with a fierce gaze and as his puckered lips started to open I was pretty sure I was going to shrink into my seat and tell him everything then, I didn't have too because it didn't get that far.

God I don't think I've ever been so thankful in my life. I remember being ready to shrink completely back into my seat but I didn't have too. I was just thinking of a way to get out of it but I was saved.

"John maybe you should just leave it. I mean come on she's been hit by her boyfriend and then managed to run out here she looks like she needs a really good sleep actually."

THANK YOU ORTON!! I screamed in my head smiling inwardly.

Kristin nodded to me subtly, "This is the time to get up!", She was meaning. I absolutely agreed with her. She slid up from her seat and kissed Ted. I flicked my eyes to Randy, I had a craving for a kiss right now. Oh shit. The hormones are kicking in. I hugged all the guys goodnight and we made our way upstairs in the large house and too the guestroom where I promptly unpacked.

"Seriously though Nat," Kristin said continuing with the interrogation I'd been subjected to since our flight from downstairs, "What are you going to do?"

"I suppose," I said huffing and flopping on the bed, annoyed at having to answer this question for the thirteenth time tonight, "I'll have to tell him."

"Who?"

"Well Randy obviously, it's not going to be John is it." I replied rolling my eyes.

She looked at me calculatingly. I know I've been trying to avoid him all night, pretending to sleep through dinner when I was actually really hungry. Eventually, when I was staring to become uncomfortable under her scrutinizing gaze, she shook her head at me.

"Well I'm going to bed now…good night…." She got to the door, opened it slightly and turned back, "And good luck at sneaking down to get dinner later."

Fuck she knew me too well. Damn her.

I fell back on to my over puffed pillows and all the air blew out as they deflated. I put my hands behind my head and looked up at the ceiling.

What the hell was I going to do? Seriously I mean, how do I tell him…..I tried to imagine it in my head….

"Randy you know that one night of wild unforgettable blow-your-brains-out romping rough sex we had? Yeah now I'm pregnant and yes it's defiantly yours because I haven't slept with chase for about ten months."

Yeah I could see that being an amazing conversation…

Just as I floated back into well…not consciousness but…um…say I zoned back in to reality, there was a click and the door opened, well fuck….should of locked that.

Randy came in and shut it behind himself. Oh I am sooooooo not ready to deal with this right now.

"Now why don't you tell me what else happened and why the hell you've been avoiding me? Huh?" He said stonily sitting on the bed, he looked a little pissed but I thought it was more the hurt.

"Randy I…."

"Don't give me any of the bullshit Cena. Just fucking tell me." His jaw was clenched and he was becoming rapidly more pale.

I knew I should be scared since I was scared of my brother earlier on and I was sure as hell scared of Chase but I still felt protected around Randy. Something made me trust him.

"I'm pregnant." I whispered looking down at the bed and fiddling with the covers between my fingers.

"So is it??…I mean who??" He stuttered.

"You." I replied roughly.

"Are-Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yeah…It can't be his….we haven't….ten months…" I said shaking my head.

He was starring at me, I could feel it, I felt his warm hands encase mine.

"I'll look after you, you know that, you know I've liked you for ages…"

I nodded there was one question ringing through my mind that I had to ask,

"What about John?" I left the question ringing in the heavy air as I looked into his eyes and his expression seemed to mirror mine….what about John?

God, maybe if I hadn't told him that day or if I HAD told John that day the days wouldn't be so hard now and I wouldn't have to think about how the hell I'm going to get out of this big fucking hullabaloo I managed to get into.

But then again….there's a lot of things I SHOULD of done.

Well what did you think?

What I was saying before was I originally wasn't going to make Randy find out right now but as I was writing I realized it has to be here because it fits :). A little spoiler Chase'll be back soon :).

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