1Naruto and its characters belong to Masashi Kishimoto

Warning: Yaoi and some language

Thanks to Hatochan she was my muse for this

See Me as I am chapter 12

Sasuke POV

After all that happened with the death of my clan and the betrayal of Itachi. I had been training as hard as I could to get stronger so that I could avenge my family.

Five years has passed since then and I do not feel as though I am any closer to my goal than I had been.

I had been training with Naruto. For some reason I felt as though he was holding back on me and hiding something from me as well. I have to find out what it is he is hiding.

I walk in my home wanting nothing more than a shower and dinner. Suddenly I see someone on front of me and the entryway disappears and I am standing in a red field and I hear Itachi's voice coming from nowhere yet everywhere say

"Sasuke you will spend the next 120 hours within my memories and see the truth of all that happened that night and every night up until tonight.

I see our family laying slaughtered and I see him looking at himself I feel the sharingon activate and see someone that is known as Orochimaru.

I can see myself as him and all his memories seem to be mine.

I now know that he is innocent and that I have been used and am ready to be used a...host to a freak that has delusions of immortality.

I feel sick and violated at the thought of someone wanting my body like that.

I see a group of strange mutant looking people that want Naruto for ...Kyuubi no kitsune.

Well that explained a lot.

Next I see all of them die. "Heh serves you bastards right"

Now I know that Orchimaru plans on attacking Konoha. I feel my blood boil with hatred for him

Just as quickly as it begins it ends and I find myself dropping before I feel Itachi catch me and carry me to the couch. I open my eyes and Itachi is sitting a glass of water on the coffee table as he stands nearby watching me.

" I will kill him " I tell Itachi

" No what we need to focus on at the moment is rebuilding our clan. making it stronger and better than before. We also need you to get stronger as well" Itachi tells me

"Itachi, I am to young to get married" I feel sick at the thought of marrying anyone

Naruto is the one that I want he has always has been and always will be the one that I love.

"Sasuke there is way too rebuild our clan without getting married right now. And, YOU are going to be the one to do this as you well know at this moment I cannot do too much of anything out in the open to where that snake-teme knows that we know ... So you will have to act in my place...understand ?" I am listening close to what he is saying.

"First off you have to train harder there for I want you to ask Naruto to help you to get stronger, secondly before the next two months is up you HAVE to invite two people in to our clan and they will take our clan name."

"WHAT?? We can have people join our clan without getting married?" I demand my mind is racing.

All this time I thought I had to have a gaggle of women and have them all constantly pregnant. In order to rebuild our clan. Instead I can invite people in to our clan.

"Yes, All clans can do this you can become a member either by adoption, marriage or asking someone to join. But at the moment I am picking who will be in our clan.. They will be the strongest and will only get stronger as time goes on Sasuke...listen to me before two years is up I want Uzumaki Naruto and Rock Lee in this clan. Am I understood?"

I feel a slow smile come across my face.

I love his plan I had no idea that I could actually get Naruto to take my name I always thought that I would have to marry to rebuild the clan.

"Why are you smiling like that?" Itachi demands

" Well if Naruto becomes an Uchiha then..." I lets my sentence drop.

"For now people must think that you still hate me. Acting in other way will alert any of the spies that Orochimaru has around. So feel free to hate the snake-teme but make sure that you use my name in h is place you got that?" He says as he sits next to me.

"yeah I got it ... will get stronger and help you defend our village" I tell him as I lay my head on his shoulder. I deeply inhale his scent and fall into the most peaceful sleep I have had in five years.

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Two months later

I am ready to kill... why is it that I can not get Naruto alone. I have been trying and trying. It seems as though Kami is conspiring against me.

Something has always interrupted us either fan girls or we get in an argument about something so damn stupid that I can't even remember why we started fighting in the first place.

At every turn I have Sakura ,Ino interrupting me from what I HAVE to do. Sakura and Ino both believe that they have my heart.Truth be told I would rather die a million deaths before they EVER became Uchiha's !!! Getting to Lee was no easier if not for that damn Hyuuga.Once again at every turn there he was. Always trying challenge me with the I am better than you attitude of his. I actually pity him becasue his clan is so damn ruthless as to have to curse it's people in to knowing their place.

I know that I could have had Lee if Neji would just back the hell off.

We all get along so well on stormy nights why is it that we can't get along when it ISN'T storming. Hell I have even tried asking when we all go to bed. But, Iruka -sensei is always keeping an eagle eye on us.

I really do like Iruka-sesei but I can not have him knowing Itachi's plan. I will guard that secret with my life.

I keep training and working harder to make Itachi's and my dream come true.

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Two years later

After hearing that Naruto and Kakshi-sensei are leaving I ask Naruto to help me get stronger. He agrees to.

Sad thing is I already have chakra weights on and have been doing all the same things he has been as well. I am already at his level I have been holding back and evidently so has he.

We both have our own agendas.

To say that I am livid is putting it mildly after two years I am no closer to my goal of having those two as Uchiha members. But, Itachi has gotten some jounin and a couple of chunnin as clan members.

Funny thing is though they are ROOT and Hunters.

"It is only a small set back that is all...Go and see him tomorrow and tell him that you are tired of being without family and tell him that you have considered him as a brother for a while now and would he please consider becoming an honorary Uchiha ? And while you are it also ask Rock Lee to join as well by saying that you have admired his hard work and dedication and would like him to be an Uchiha as well." As he finished saying that I smiled again.

"Good aren't I ? And just think not one word of it is a lie" Itachi looks at me and smirks.

"Yes Itachi you are good and I am going to get them tomorrow no matter what. This should have been done long ago."

I walk over to Itachi and give him a fast hug and walk back out to our training field.

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After hearing Itachi