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See Me as I am 19

Naruto and its characters belong to Masashi Kishimo

Warning: Yaoi and course language

Kyuubi POV

We have been in stone for almost a month and so far all kit and the others have been doing is separating fact from fiction. Because people say many things weather or not it is true.

Hayate has been working with Sakura and Kakashi during the day and Kit has been working closely with Genma during the night.

Every night they go out and begin searching through abandoned houses, caves, mines, and such. Looking for strange and mysterious men that supposedly kidnap young men and women.

Rumor has it these people are taken to these places and have horrible experiments performed on them. Leaving them either dead or barely alive. And if they have by some chance they have survived they are no longer themselves. They have become 'Dark and Unnatural Creatures'

It had also been mentioned that they act as if they are under some kind of curse or worst are being controlled by a demon or outside influence. Attacking and killing loved ones and friends showing no remorse for their actions.

I hate it when they go through those things I can smell the vermin and snakes that have taken residence in those places. The smells bring back terrible memeories and feelings of greif and guilt that are best buried and left alone.

They have come back home from another fruitless search. After a shower and a fast meal of ramen Kit decides to get some much needed sleep that leaves me to sit back in my cage and keep my senses active while he sleeps... watching over him as only I can.

As I lay back and relax my body and mind I let my senses take over.

I can hear Sakura talking to Kakashi about the information she has gathered from the hospital. I hear them sifting through their notes comparing them to the stories that Hayate has gathered from the previous day.

I hear Hayate in the kitchen making himself something to eat humming a song to himself.

I feel Genma in his room sleeping and tossing around from a nightmare.

Suddenly I feel a presence INSIDE kits mind inside the seal here with me.

I snap my eyes open and see Genma running towards me calling out my name his voice laden with panic and fear.

What the hell?? How did he get in here ?

"Kyuubi , Kyuubi come on I have to get you out of here and you have to help me save Naruto !!!" He pants as he begins picking the lock on my cage.

" What in the hell are you going on about you mortal ?" I snarl ready to attack. My head snaps up as I hear a clinking sound of the lock hitting the ground and the squeek of the cage hinges creaking as the door opens.

" Naruto was taken by some guy and he may be experimenting on him so COME ON !!!" He yells at me as he reaches inside and drags me out from the cage.

I allow him to drag me from the chakra cage and pull me along just to find out what the hell is going on. At no point in time should anyone be allowed to enter the seal and be able to do this.

I am positive that some way or another he has dream walked in to Kits mind and my seal.

After being dragged along for what seems like 30 minutes I suddenly find myself entering HIS nightmare.

The land scape has become dark and eerie. There is a thick mist hanging in the air making it very diffucult to see and is stifeling enough to make you lose your breath.

Off in the distance I can hear what sounds like water dripping and the echo of it hitting a hard surface I can also taste the blood and decay in the air.

It is enough to make me want to throw up.

I look around as my senses go in to overdrive attempting to locate someone...anyone in this hellish place.

The only person I sense is Genma which would make sense as this is his nightmare.

All I can sense is his fear and terror under any other circumstances I would be reveling in it.

Suddenly a man appears before us out of the mist I hadn't even sensed him approaching; And begins attacking Genma with every intetion of killing him and ...apologizing profusely for his actions.

Who ever this man is he has made Genma start crying and running away from him as not to fight him.

I can't help but wonder why it is he won't fight back or even attempt to defend himself. The name he screams out catches my attention and answers my question...Raidou.

I blink once and unleash all of my fury on this...Raidou.

How dare he do this to Genma?

Granted I am still upset with both Genma and Kakashi... for betraying my trust. But, not even I would stoop to levels such as this ...and I am a demon.

To play with someone's mind and heart like that is not something I will not tolerate no matter what; No one deserves this kind of mental and emotional anguish.

I attack and rip off Raidous' head nothing happens. His body still keeps attacking. I notice that inside of his skull I find a kunai with a tag attached..I reach inside and rip it out almost immediatly Raidoous' body turns to dust.

I can hear Genma sobbing in misery as I have killed his loved one. I feel lower than dirt for doing this yet on that same token I can not allow Genma to die because I am selfish that way.

The tag is a seal to bring the dead back to life.

Looks like someone has had way too much time on their hands to come up with this.

This isn't just a nightmare it is an omen... a very bad and dangerous one.

I get up and run back to the direction Genma had dragged me from. I run as fast as I can until I can get back to Kits mind and my seal. Getting back seems to take longer than leaving.

I am almost afraid that I may not be able to get back to my seal.

Dear Inari no, I don't want to be stuck inside Genma.

I finally make it back to Kits mind and my seal; Never again will I ever complain about being stuck inside here.

After a few moments I am able to free myself from the seal and take over his body. I jump up from the bed and almost tear the door off the hinges in my haste to open the door. As I run down the hallway I almost knock Kakashi down in my haste to get to Genmas room and wake him up.

I run through the door and jump on top of the bed yelling at the top of my lungs for him to wake up. The racket I make causes him to fall out of bed and makes him search around frantically for a weapon.

"Genma that wasn't a dream you had but a prediction of what we can expect to come." I tell him as I come around the bed and pull him up from the floor.

"Dear Kami no...anything but that. I can't... I won't be able to fight him!!" Genma whispered hoarsely as the blood drains from his face hearing what I have said.

" I will fight him then for you . It will be better that way as I have no ties to him nor do I have any feelings about him." I say as I dust him off and have him sit on the edge of the bed.

Kakashi and the others have come running in to the room to find out why I was screaming at Genma to wake up.

"Kyuubi,... I know that you are still ...upset with Genma but really did you have to wake him up by yelling at him and making him cry?" Hayate asks while glaring at me as he walks over to Genma and holds him.

"I woke him up because he dragged me in to his dream and from what I found out from it. Who I do not know yet has developed a method to bring the dead back to life." I tell them and watch the blood drain from their faces.

"Dear Kami" Sakura says as she shakes her head and runs back to the living room. I can hear her shifting through papers trying to find something

"Then that would explain all of the reports of people acting as though they were possessed. Now all we have to answer is who this person is and how to stop them." Kakashi mutters rubbing his chin .

"When I fought Raidou he had a kunai with a tag stuck inside his skull. I found that ripping his head off had very little effect. However, pulling the kunai out destroyed him." I say as I wave my hand in the air.

" So we may end up fighting a mess of zombies...that's fucking perfect. I had no idea an S-rank mission could end up like this. Having to fight my dead lover of over 10 years." Genma whispers shaking his head.

"Listen Genma...I will be here for you and I will fight by your side. The way this will be played out is that we will all just have to stick together and never go anywhere alone. There is no telling how strong they are or what jutsu we can use against them if any and I am sure that it won't be an easy feat trying to get the kuanai out. " I tell him as I look at each of them .

I can feel kit listening closely to what I am saying.

What if this person has brought my dead mate and kits back to life ? I know that I would NOT have the heart to fight them let alone kill them. My only hope is that someone will kill them for me.

I feel a tear leave my eye at the thought of seeing them again...knowing it wouldn't really be them is enough to bring me to my knees. This is the third time in 13 years I felt this vulnerable.

And I hate it.

I feel Kakashi hesitantly wrap his arm around me and hold me close as Genma also gets up and hold s me to him.

"Kyuubi, I am so sorry for hurting you ...please forgive me and give me another chance. I can't promise that I won't ever hurt you or make you mad again. But, I...will do my best to make happy and will do what ever it is that you want. Please reconsider.

I love you and Naruto so much that it hurts. " Kakashi whispers in my ear making me shudder with desire.

Kyuubi, If you do this just remember who it is that I am with and that his feelings need to be considered.

If I take Kakashi the I will take Genma as well. This way there will be no cheating... Not only that but Genma had been my first pick as a mate any way.

I can hear Kit saying to me with a touch of dread. The only thought that is running through my head is " I AM GONNA HAVE A HAREM !!!!"

Oh my ...you aren't ...you are !!

I suddenly bite Kakashi on the neck snarling and then I bite Genma before he can move. I lunge at Hayate and mark him as mine as well.

" You are all MINE" I snap at them and suddenly I find myself on the receiving end as they lunge at me and mark me as theirs.

I can hear Saukura start choking back a laugh as she has heard all that has been said in this room.

" Mmmm and you are OURS so don't even think of running off Kyuu" Genma whispers in my nuzzling me.

"Tonight you are getting your birthday present... Naru" Hayate whispers in my ear making kit and I both shiver with desire. He then turns and drags Kakashi out the door to the living room all the while discussing what needs to be done so we can have a night off.

Genma throws me back on the and snuggles up next to me covering us up and drifts back to sleep with a smile on his face.

Kyuubi what the hell are we going to do with three lovers ????

Actually it would four...remember Iruka-sensei?

WHAT ??

Aren't you the one that suggested I give them another chance and forgive them and all that mess ?

Yes I am but at no point did I imagine you would start a damn harem !!

Kit, this is the only way we are going to survive this mission... believe me on this one. Not only that but we have to get closer than we are now to that Sakura. We will have to become her best friend / brother. Loving each other is what will make us stronger and better than that person and I have a feeling that this person has no clue that love is stronger than hate and anger combined.

And please believe me when I tell you that I am talking from experience on this one.

So you really don't love them you are just using them.

NO!! I do love them each in their own way. I am so much in love with them that if the betray me again ... I will die from the heartbreak...

Love is a dangerous thing.

A/N Heh lemony goodness will be here soon