Naruto and its characters belong to Masashi Kishimo

Warning: course language

See me as I am 22

As Hayate follows Naruto in to the hall way I follow Kakashi and Genma in to the kitchen. I can't help but remember all that Naruto had told me about Kakashi cheating on Kyuubi.

That had left me with quit a few questions...not to mention that I know Genma has been 'friends' with Iruka-sensei for a couple of years now. I seem to have a lot of questions but very few answers. All that I can come up with is that those two are up to no damn good .

But, that also leaves me wondering what the hell Kyuubi is up too... After all just too suddenly forgive the two people that had betrayed him and make them his mates after a betrayal like that.

I shake my head as I mentally run in circles..look underneath the underneath. There is a lot of underneath here and I really do not care for any of it. Because non of it adds up and what does promises nothing short of a blood bath later.

Fuck it ... I am getting my answers; I quickly cast a silence barrier and look at both of the men and crack my knuckles.

" At first I wasn't going to say anything...but what the hell are you two playing at ?? Genma I know damn good and well that you and Iruka-sensei have been sleeping together for a while now. Kakshi-sensei I know that Kyuubi made you his mate and later that same day you...FUCKED Genma and Iruka-sensei. Not just that but before you realized how strong Naruto was you didn't see him as anything more than your student...so what I want to know is how you both can stand there and look me in the eye and say that you are both in love with him!!."

My vision has a pink tinge to it and I already can tell all it will take is for one of them to say the wrong thing and I will snap. They will kill me because I will do my damndest to kill them,

I can see them narrowing their eyes and I can feel the killing intent start to roll off of them . Yeah, I know that I have pushed my luck but, I want answers. I can't just let well enough alone on this... call me a nosey bitch. Somehow, I just can't back down I will NOT sit back and watch Naruto and Kyuubi get hurt by these two.

" All of that is NONE of your damn business" Genma snarls at me .

"Yes, it is my DAMN business.. I will NOT just sit back and watch the two of you hurt them AGAIN !! If I didn't care I would just let the two of you do as you damn well please." I can feel tears of rage streaming down my face as I clench and unclench my fists that is how enraged I am.

"Sakura...we do love him. I ...can not begin to explain my actions and I have no intention of doing so . However, Genma and I are both in love with Naruto and my feelings for Kyuubi are mixed as I have not really had the opportunity to spend anytime with him. I am positive that I can love him as much as I love Naruto." Kakashi answers while looking me in the eye.

" I have no intentions of explaining a damn thing .." Genma began when Kakashi held up his hand.

"Genma... can't you see what she is feeling? The need to keep him and Kyuubi safe. You push her she WILL attack you." At that Genma closes his eyes and gave a short sigh.

"Fine... Here is the truth I am in love with four almost five people. Do NOT give me that look!! Sounds crazy I know but, I am. After Raidou died I never thought that I would love again." Genma takes a deep breath and continues on.

" After Naruto took me to his home after finding me in the cemetery; That was when I started falling for Hayate. However, He was involved with some ANBU chic at the time . So, Iruka caught my eye... well you know about that. Then when I started teaching Naruto I fell.. HARD for him. However, he was at the time what I call Ibiki bait.. Touch and you get tortured by Ibiki for being a pedophile." I notice that both Kakashi and Genma cringe at the thought of Ibiki.

I gave a small nod and Genma continues.

"Seeing as how I was already in love with Iruka he and I planned on making Naruto our third. Then along came Kakashi... well you know all that happened from there." Genma gave me a sad smile and looks down at the counter top.

Sweet Kami, how in the hell can someone be on love with so many people and yet... I can see the sincerity in his eyes. He is and they both mean every word of what they are saying.

I give a deep sigh and lean back against my counter and look at them. I can feel my anger fade away as if it was nothing more than a wisp of smoke.

" I am not even going to pretend that I understand both of your feelings because I don't. My next concern and it should also be the concern of the two of you as well; Is this... doesn't seem odd that Kyuubi has forgiven the both of you rather suddenly?" As I ask them this both their heads snap up and look at me.

"Yes, it does. I am sure that he has his reasons and I am more than willing to wait for him to explain them to me." Genma whispers.

"I ..." I mutter looking down as I feel a faint blush cross my face.

" Sakura we understand and we also know that if we harm either of them you will make us pay dearly." Kakashi replies calmly looking at me.

I feel bad for accusing them earlier...But , really what else would someone think of with all of that evidence in front of them? I feel like a small child trying to play a grown up. All I want to do is protect my friend nothing more.

My bad ass attitude is just a front for my insecurities. I am so damn weak.

I dispel the jutsu and run from the kitchen. I need to be alone so I don't break down in front of them. I can hear Kakashi call for me but I ignore him as I run out the front door and hide in a tree near the house.

I give in to my tears and once again my anger rises. I hate being this weak what good am I if I don't have the strength to go along with my knowledge ? No matter how hard I train I really do NOT see any type of improvement in my speed or strength.

How in Kami's name will be able to help defeat this unknown enemy if I can't get stronger. All this has built up over the time we have been together on this mission. Though not lack of trying... When I am not gathering information I train till I drop. Still I am weak ... I hate myself being this weak and if the others knew what I did to myself .

I pull out my kuanai and look at it. I hate this but, ... I also love it. The bittersweet control. This is the one thing that I have control over. this strength is like a drug and I am hooked.

Suddenly I feel someone grab my wrist and hold the blade away from me.

"Tell me what the HELL do YOU think you are DOING??" Genma hisses at me.

I look away and refuse to answer.

Suddenly I find myself back in the kitchen with him holding my wrist and fury in his eyes.

"Kakashi... you were right she is a cutter and I caught her before she could hurt herself."

I can just hear the disappointment and pain in his voice. I have a flash back of my father being so disappointed that he had a daughter instead of a son.

I feel the room begin to spin as I fall in to blackness.

A/N: Sorry I haven't updated but I was doing some research to improve my stories. Also I will be doing Hayate and Naruto maybe next chapter .

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