Hey guys, thanks for the support once again, but i've been getting TONS of hits, and barely any comments :(. You guys are the reason I keep writing. Anyways i'm planning on starting a new story, it's pretty much going to be about my life, from my past to my present to my future, a never ending story, like my diary outloud. I should have a chapter of it up tonight, tell me what you think. Much love, me.

John -

"Hey Angela, can we talk?"

She nodded her head yes and we both went to sit down. She had her hair down, jeans, and a blank t-shirt that Jeff decorated on.
She looked cute, no doubt about it, but she wasn't my Angela. I decided I better tell her how I felt now, before she got to distracted by Jeff. I told her not to talk until i'm done, and to just listen, she nodded her head yes again.

"Angela, i'm sorry for getting so mad this week. It's just you act one way with Jeff, and a total different way with me, and I just want to know the truth, what are you really like? I want to get to know that you. Not the one you are with me, or the one you are with him, I want to get to know the real you, the one I know I could love, the one that I kind of already do."

I watched her frown and then she pulled her headphones out of her ears, crap, she didn't hear me, why did everything have to not work out the way I wanted it too.

"Sorry John, My music got to loud and I couldn't hear the last the last things you said after lets talk, want to repeat it? Sorry."

"Oh it's fine, I just said the guys and I were going out, and wanted to know if you and a few divas would like to join us."

"Ah, okay, I thought it was something important, good thing it wasn't huh?"

"Yeah, good thing."

I walked away, still confused on how I could spill most of my heart out to someone who obviously doesn't care about it. Oh well I guess that's the way it's suppose to be, her with him, and me with Maria. It never really was just me and Maria though, she always had some other guy,
maybe I was just destined to be alone.

"Hey John."

"Whats up Morrison?"

"Whats wrong?"

"Ahh nothing, my legs just sore."

"Wrestling does that too you, Oh, and I'm really sorry about what you saw the other day."

"Hey, no worries. It just wasn't meant to be bud, besides that, it's not like I like her or anything, she was just someone fun to be around with."

"Well you still have Maria right?"

"yeah, Maria..."

"Whats wrong with her? She's smokin'"

"Then you have her."

"Woah, back up, whats really the problem."

"Nothing, I just realised how screwed up this company is."

"Hey, i'm going to go let you cool down, we'll talk later."

"Yeah, that might be a good idea."

I got invited to go to a Red Sox game with Dave and there was no way I was going to miss it. We had a great time, the Sox won and I met a girl and her name was Liz. She was fine. Brunette, skinny, and hot. I think if anyone she could be the girl to change my mind about everything, the girl who will make me forgot about anyone by the name of Angela.