Disclaimer: I don't own KND
A/N: Yay! Another update! I have to make it up to you guys for the elongated wait. So here you are- a fairly short piece, but it just seems that the others were way too long…
My name is Kuki Sanban and I have no regrets. Truly, I don't. For a girl my age, that must sound so unfamiliar. As often, we are moody and very sensitive. Thankfully, I've retained my childlike state of mind and have attempted a joyful and carefree world of bliss.
Attempted.
With my eyes wide open (as far as an Asian's can go. Haha.), I see the world in its entirety simply choosing optimism. I differentiate good from bad and have seen and do know what is evil. I see death, life, sorrow, elation, and all things in my midst. But what I realize, apart from others, is that we need this balance to survive. How can you know the true value of happiness if you've never known the extent of sad? How can you appreciate life without taking things for granted unless you lose them?
I believe at this moment you may be wondering: How is all this coming from a ditz? The truth is, I'm not. As I've stated before, it is my optimism and extreme emotional fulfillment that keep me in my mannerisms. It is simply my choice that I feel Apathy just isn't my thing.
But quite frankly, sometimes it sucks.
My energy burns out really fast and my hormones go haywire. The extremities wear me out and everything is blown out of proportion. Numbuh 1 is afraid I'll go too far on the deep side one day and go insane, or worse a teenage state he calls "emo." And what hurts normally to you, hurts crazily for me. And what's supposed to feel simply happy inside crashes down harder since as kids, we cannot help, but fall.
And my friends hate that. They loathe falling: Nigel from trust; Hoagie from embarrassment; Wally from his standards; Abby from hope; Fanny from herself; and Chad from his past. Each has moments where they regret what they could've, should've, and wish they hadn't done.
And I can only hope that maybe my friends will look up from their masks of fear and see the sunlight.
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