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CD Two, Track Three: Believe
Marguerite & Percy: Like stepping on the air so blindly
I trust you will be there to find me
Like reaching through the blue
I place my faith in you
I do believe
"Keep your eyes closed, D. I said keep them closed!"
"But I want to see the apartment!" the young Chinese protested and tried to peek through his fingers. Leon firmly placed his own hand over his eyes and carefully guided him forward. "Not until I say so."
D sighed impatiently, but bent to his lover's will. "If you insist…"
"I do."
They walked through a dark corridor and then reached a door which Leon opened for his boyfriend. "Now you can open your eyes," he said and let go off D.
The Chinese opened his eyes and looked around curiously. "Oh Leon, it's beautiful!" he gasped and took a few steps into the room. It was right under the roof of the building, and the roof consisted of one great window through which sunbeams were filtering. A big bed was right in the middle of the room, flanked by two light wooden wardrobes. The bed sheets were of a bright blue-violet colour.
Otherwise the room was empty, but still, D turned and hugged his lover tightly. "It's beautiful, Leon," he repeated. The blonde grinned lopsidedly. "Well, I'm glad you like it. The rest of the apartment's pretty empty still, but we can move our stuff here soon, and then it will be better. Just thought the bed should be made if we're going to spend the night here…"
These tender hearts of ours
May be endlessly naïve
But we grow strong if we believe
This fragile world of ours
Spins us off into the storm
Hold on to me and I'll be warm.
"Kiss me," D whispered, cutting him off. Leon smiled, bent down and captured D's waiting lips with his own. His hands raked over the blonde's back impatiently, tugging him closer and closer. The kiss that had started out sweet and lovingly became desperate and needful, both Leon and D trying to feel as much of the other's mouth as possible. Their breaths were becoming short and ragged, hands were slipping under clothes and finding warm skin there.
Leon's fingers fumbled helplessly at the small closures of D's complicated outfit, and with an impatient growl, he simply ripped them open, making D gasp and cling to him ever tighter. There was insecurity in his gesture, even fear, and Leon cooled his head enough to pet and stroke D until he had relaxed again. It wasn't difficult, and he gently moved them both towards the bed. D came willingly, let himself be laid into the soft cushions. In his eyes there was a look Leon had never seen before, a little wild, anticipating and warm, so warm he could feel the gaze burning into his skin.
"D," he whispered as he crawled beside the younger and took him into his arms immediately. "D, you're –"
"Yes?"
Leon took a deep breath and buried his head in D's hair. "You're the best that's ever happened to me," he mumbled and wasn't sure if D had even understood what he'd said. But overall, that wasn't important, was it? Important were D's hands on his back, under his shirt, D's body, half buried beneath his, slim and warm and pliable, and D's eyes, asking him to do what he wanted, what they both wanted...
D offered no resistance as Leon slowly began to undress him completely, followed every touch and ministration. He trusted Leon to do it right; to do what D liked, although he himself wasn't sure what that might be. So far everything was feeling real good, and he bit down on his lip to suppress a little whimper when Leon's hand carefully slid lower to the waistband of his pants.
Feathery kisses were placed on his naked chest, all over his body, down his arms until Leon reached the insides of his hands. A small gasp mixed with a giggle as he began licking the soft skin there. D writhed on the bedsheets, not knowing what to do. He was inexperienced, and he wanted to give something back, but he didn't know how.
"Ssh." Leon came up again to him and kissed him. "You don't have to do anything, baby, you just have to leave it up to me. I promise, I'll make it good. Relax."
"I am trying to," D replied, then clasped a hand over his mouth as Leon's hand suddenly was inside his pants. "B-but when you're touching me like this..."
The laugh was deeper than usually, told of the desire Leon was feeling right now, too. "Relaxing's difficult? Can take care of that, too."
His hand, careful before, took a fast hold on D and he started moving it. The young Chinese tensed up even more. Much to his embarrassment, a low moan escaped his throat. He tried to stifle it, but that only made Leon tighten his grip on him until it was almost painful – almost, bordering right between pain and pleasure.
Then Leon slipped down until he was between D's legs and took him into his mouth. Moan and scream tangled in his throat. D grabbed the sheets and held on to them for dear life. Leon's mouth was hot and wet, and he was – D couldn't believe it in the last rational part of his brain – he was really sucking on him like he was some very special treat.
And it felt so good, although it shouldn't have felt good, should it, because after all, this was his penis, which he used for going to the toilet and... and...
D screamed and gasped while Leon came up to him again, blue eyes dark with joy and desire. "That – why – am I...?"
He couldn't speak coherently, not now, not about this, but Leon understood what he was talking about nevertheless. Quiet laughter made his body shake as he bent down and kissed D, who forgot to turn his head away and kissed back before he could think about it. Oh. This was...
"Ain't that bad, baby," Leon whispered. "You'll get used to the taste in time. When you want to get used to it."
A silent sigh made D's body shudder with relief, but Leon didn't let him have his peace for very long. Quickly he slipped out of his remaining clothes and came to lie beside D naked. The Chinese blushed, but then he wrapped his limbs around Leon, the sensation of feeling his skin nearly making him moan again. Leon's hands started wandering over his body again, here and there, in between his legs and farther, down his back, cupping him in both strong hands.
Unwillingly D pressed himself closer and started breathing faster. He didn't really know what Leon expected him to do and that was worrying him, although right now, he felt like just melting into the sheets and staying there forever.
"You wanna give me that condom and the lube from the nightstand?" Leon's voice was rough, he sounded slightly breathless and also impatient. D stiffened in his arms.
"Ah – I am – not sure if I..."
Leon let go of him a little, leaving D some space. He looked up into blue eyes, fear written clearly all over his face. "Is it going to hurt?"
"A little, probably," Leon admitted, closing his eyes for a moment and taking a deep breath.
He was afraid, but so far, everything had felt good. Leon wouldn't hurt him on purpose, he'd not do that...
D reached out and got the required items, then tried to follow Leon's advice, tried to relax and breathe like his lover told him to.
It hurt. Not much, not enough to make D ask Leon to stop, but it wasn't exactly pleasant either. At least for D, because the expression of bliss on Leon's face told him that the American was enjoying himself very much.
Halfway inside, however, he stopped and caressed the side of D's face with his fingers. Then he bent down and kissed him. "I think that's far enough for the first try, mm?" he whispered. "I'm hurting you."
D nodded, trying to smile. It was so strange, but he wanted it so much to feel good –
"Relax, D. Pushing yourself won't make it any better. It's okay," Leon soothed him and slowly inched out. And now D managed to relax. But his face burned with shame and he didn't dare meet Leon's eyes. The American took a hold of his chin and turned his eyes to him. "D, baby, make slow," he murmured, kissing his forehead. "We'll do this completely one day, but not today. Just take your time, you've got all the time in the world. Okay?"
The blush hadn't yet died down, but D dared to meet his eyes and returned the smile shyly, then snuggled closer to Leon and allowed him to find release in his hand.
Percy: As roses bend through breeze, unbend me
Marguerite: As the rose bends to the sun
Percy: And in the darkness, please defend me
Marguerite: Two in love become as one
Marguerite & Percy: As waves lean on the sea,
My love come lean on me
I do believe in you.
Please, tell me what you thought! This was the first time I wrote something like this, and I'm not sure if it turned out good!