As I lay in my room I realized the one I needed to talk to, I was mad at. So I was kinda screwed. I decided to go to his room, right across the hall, to tell him exactly how I feel. (Wow I am really bad at this whole grudge thing.)

"Draco… I need to talk to you," I said as I knocked on the door. He opened the door and stepped aside so I could come in. I walked over and sat down on his bed. He came in and lay down across from me on his side.

"What's wrong?"
"…I don't know how to say it…"
"It's ok you don't have to be afraid," he assured me.
"…It's just…I don't know…" I started to cry.
"It's ok," he said as he pulled me into a hug. "Let me make this a little bit easier for you…"

He leaned in to kiss me. It was a gentle kiss filled with kindness and love. His lips were soft against mine, and then all of a sudden he kissed me with such passion and force. He forced my lips open with his. As he slipped his tongue inside my mouth, he breathed into me. His breath was extremely minty with a sweet aftertaste. I loved this but this is not –Oh!

"Damnit Draco!" I said as I pulled away.
"What did I do?" he sounded worried.
"Ugh! Damnit! I'm dizzy!"
"Am I that good of a kisser?"
"Hell yes! But now I don't remember what I wanted to talk to you about and on top of that I'm still seeing stars!"
"Well in that case…" he leaned in for another kiss.

"Am I that good of a kisser?"
"Hell yes! But now I don't remember what I wanted to talk to you about and on top of that I'm still seeing stars!"
"Well in that case…" he leaned in for another kiss.
"Damnit. No I need to talk to you," I said as I pushed him back.
"But I thought you wanted it…" he sounded hurt.
"Ugh! You are unbelievable!" I sighed. "Let me lead. Okay? Please don't' get out of hand or I'll have to do that again. Do you understand?"
"Yes I do," he said with that gorgeous sparkle in his eyes that I love.

I leaned in to kiss him. It started out as a gentle kiss and as he promised, he let me lead. I slowly traced my tongue along his lower lip asking for entrance, which he granted a little too quickly. We slid our tongues into each other's mouth and they started dancing to their own rhythm. I could tell he was beginning to get a little out of my control. So I broke away but kept my lips inches from his. He grunted in disapproval. I leaned to his ear and whispered "You promised." At some point we moved to a sitting position. My legs were wrapped around his waist and my hands were tangled in his gorgeous head of hair while his arms were wrapped around my lower back. I gently kissed and sucked on his earlobe. I kissed his jaw down to his chin and I lightly nibbled on his lower lip. I felt his hands tighten around me and that was when I realized I had found one of his weaknesses. I stopped nibbling his lip and trailed my kisses back up his jaw line and gently kissed his ear lobe. Then I kissed my way down his neck and stopped to start sucking on the soft spot in the crook of his neck. I was leaving my mark; he was mine! Then all of a sudden I heard him let out a soft but audible moan of pleasure. I quickly stopped and looked at him. I was snapped back to reality. I didn't realize that I had been grinding my hips up against him the whole time. I noticed the hard bulge that formed in his pants. I backed away shocked but instantly felt bad seeing the hurt look on his face.

"I'm so sorry. I-I-I didn't mean to do that. You know… how I feel about you but… I-I was sc-scared I-I mean…"I was now shuddering, he leaned in to hug me.
"Ow! Holy Shit!"
"Ohmygod! What did I do?" I could see the pain in his face.
"You gave me-"
Oh! Ok- umm I'm getting in the shower. You can… do what you need to do."
By the time I had sprinted to the door he had already unzipped his pants.

I quickly slammed the door shut and turned on the hot, steaming shower that had six different shower heads. I sat on the toilet and started crying again. I can't believe I did that. My first kiss and I caused someone pain. Wow. Just my luck.

I jumped into the steaming hot shower and washed my hair. I just stood there for a while leaving him time to finish and clean up, letting the shampoo mix with my tears. I felt so bad. There was so many new emotions that I had never experienced before. It kinda scared me. I turned off the shower and wrapped a huge, fluffy green and white towel around me and lay on the cold tile floor crying. The cold floor mixed with steam felt great. I was about to fall asleep when I heard a knock on the door.

"Are you ok?" asked Draco.
"Yea," I whispered.
"Can I come in?"
"Umm… sure"
He opened the door and found me on the floor, crying.
"Awww, baby. It's ok," he said as scooped me up off of the floor.
"I-I'm s-so s-sorry! I di-didn't m-mean to! I…" I stammered.
"It's ok. It's all better now. Don't worry about it."
"Let me put my pjs on. I'll meet you on the couch ok?"
"…Ok…" he hesitated.

Ten seconds later I found him on the couch with his head in his hands. He was stressed. Really stressed. I sat down on the other side of the couch.

"Ok. I have some questions to ask you. Will you be totally honest with me and tell me everything?"
"…….Yes"
"I want to know what your are hiding from me. Who is this 'Voldemort' guy? I want to know everything."
"Ok. You won't believe me."
"Yes I will. I promise."
"I'm a wizard."