Me: ugh! I nervous I finished my report barley now I gots to do my math science social studies and library! Stupid hw!

Amu: wow you have a lot of homework.

Me: ya think. :O I forgot to do my mythology book!!!

Ikuto: wtf is that?

Me: it's this homework that is supposed to be more than 10 pages and it's to be in 12 like this big the letters!!!! I'll never finish.

Ikuto: I'm imaginary but ask your brother.

Me: oh yeah!! *screams* ISRA GET YOURE BUTT OVER HERE!!!!

Isra: what do you want?

Me: *.* mean much? Anyway you do my mythology book and library! I'll do the rest!

Amu and Ikuto and rima: let's hope they finish. Well here's the 4th chappie!

Me: thanks for the reviews ps: I love the word mayhem too!!! But I like cookies more! I dnt own sc!


Chapter 4: memories…

Ikutos pov.

Mommy! I yelled as my mom sped off with utau in her arms.

"Hai hai." My mom said in her calm voice.

"Where we going?" I asked.

"Hmm. I think I shouldn't tell you it's a surprise." She said as she put her finger to her lip and said "shh"

"Mommy! Ikuto tired!" I said in a kawaii voice. (Means cute for dee ppl who dnt noe!)

"Ikuto please be patient even utau your new born sister isn't as inpatient as you!" I hated to get scolded.

25 minutes later…

"Ah were here." My mom stated.

I looked and saw a beautiful lake. (pic on profile)

"Mommy why bring Ikuto here?" I asked her in a small voice.

"So you can play me a small tune." She said with a smile on her face.

"Nani?" I asked confused.

"I told you to bring your violin, play me and utau a nice tune Ikuto." She said calmly.

"Hai!"I said excited.

I started to play a small but sad song.(link on profile)

After I finished my mom stood up with a tear in an eye and a smile on her face and said,"Ikuto lets go home."

The next day I saw my dad sneak out I followed him and tripped on my feet. I looked at him about to burst into tears. He just looked away and started running. I burst hysterically into tears. I knew he had left but I didn't know why.

The following days were hell. The house was a mess. My mom was always crying saying she wasn't good enough. My younger sister utau was too always crying.

There was never a smile in our house.

One day my mom fell ill. We spent a few years at relative's houses. When we came back home my mom had remarried. This meant that maybe just maybe she would always have a smile on her face. I was wrong she would always be strict saying the old me is gone now listen to me!

One day I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to the lake my mom had showed us that one final happy day.

I played a new piece I had composed (link on profile) with tears in my eyes I heard choked sniffles and sobs. I turned without stopping the music and saw a girl about my age crying. She seemed tired and very sad.

I wanted to go up to her and comfort her. I didn't know why but I felt connected to her.

I decided the best thing to do was keep playing the piece and let her cry herself away. I couldn't care for anyone anymore I had been betrayed way to many times. But somehow I still wanted to touch her to listen to her story I was so curious about her. And yet my feet stayed still.

I heard her get up and run away with a small yet noticeable smile on her face. I couldn't help but smile myself. I saw she had forgotten what seemed like a picture of her family I assumed the pinkette was her, and the rest was her family. When I got home that day my mom told me something I never wanted to hear. I was to be married. My partner was already chosen I would meet her in a couple of years when we are ready to be married. I sighed knowing there was nothing I could do. My mom said her name was amu and soon to be tsukiyomi amu. I sighed again knowing I could never marry the love of my life. Not that I cared I just didn't want to get married. My mom looked at me with sad eyes as if she was regretting something.

"Whatever!" I said. And went to my room.

The next day my mom told me that amu's parents were to be divorced. I of course did not care but every time I heard that name my chest felt warm. I wonder why.

Amus pov…

I had heard half of Ikutos story and yet I heard my name or my presence quite a few times. I smiled I don't know why but I knew Ikuto a long time ago apparently and we were to be married. My smile disappeared when I heard of my parents.

He seemed to notice my smile disappearing so he skipped to when I first transferred here.

Ikutos pov…

When I first saw you amu I thought maybe I can use her.

Maybe she can be my play toy.

I was wrong I felt attached to her. I felt I needed to be with her. If I didn't I felt my world would fall apart!

'What's wrong with me' I thought as I mentally slapped myself!

A few hours later I realized why I felt I recognized her name and decided to tell her.

Amus pov…

I didn't really like the way he didn't tell me anything at all…

Ikutos pov…

I didn't want amu to worry so I didn't tell her anything she needed to know but I knew what it felt to run away. Like my father did to me.


Me: omg I hate this chapter I like the beginning but I had a writer's block towards the end!

Ikuto: I could tell….

Me: *takes chainsaw out and smiles sweetly* what did you say Ikuto? L:

Amu:*sigh* well tell them the bad news….

ME: *cries!* I *sniff* will not be able to update soon!

Ikuto: now tell them why!

Me: cuz Ikuto is a child molester!

Amu: Thelma!!!

ME and Ikuto: she called me/her Thelma! Oh noe she's gonna get it!

Amu: JUST TELL THEM!!!!!!!!

Me: gah! Fine fine….im too busy with my life….*gets a glare from amu* eek! Fine cuz I have violin and piano and dancing practice on the weekends and weekdays now! I don't know when I'll update again so wish me luck!

Ikuto: yeah good luck klutz!

Me: what did you say get your butt over here!!!

Amu:*sigh* read and review please!

Me: yes click Mr. I is so sexy to be here green button!

Ikuto: yea click him or I'll have my fan girls chase you around forever!!

Amu me and Ikuto: smile and ill give you a cookie! Not! :D