Me: short!

Amu: I am not!!

Ikuto: face it you are short.

Me: yepp!

Amu: effers!

Me:*notices* oh hi!

Amu: rofl

Me: shuddup shortie!

Kukai: burn!

Me: get out of this story!

Kukai: but you let Ikuto stay in my story!!

Me: cus I like him better.

Amu:*sigh* on wiff the new chapter. Longest hopefully!


Chapter 8: the visit (gasp!)

Yaya's pov (candiee!!XD)

I sighed. Amu-chi hadn't visited since forever!! I hate it! I saw the door open and I saw a familiar pink head come inside.

I jumped her and said, "amu-chi!! You haven't visited me in forever!"

"Haha. I'm sorry yaya I've been busy."

"Lame!!" I said. She laughed.

"Ok, ok I just forgot!" I frowned and pretended to cry.

"Bwah!! Amu-chi forgot about yaya!!" she grinned and I saw a bag behind her.

"Well yaya I guess you don't want your surprise." I grinned and tackled her.

"Gimmie!! Yaya want it!" I finally got the bag and opened it. I gasped. Inside was the cutest stuffed animal (I just had to get a pic so it's on the profile. XD) with candy all over the bag!

"Amu-chi!!! Arigato!!!" I said.

"Haha you're welcome yaya!" she replied laughing.

"Amu-chi, yaya wants to go get clothes!"

"Does yaya have a boy she likes?" amu teased me.

I blushed and said, "Yaya does!"

"Haha, ok yaya lets go!" amu-chi said.

"amu-chi can we go home and change first?" she looked down and said, "Deal!"

I grinned and we parted ways for now.

I got home and decided to ask my cousin utau for cloth. (Have I mentioned utau yet?)

"Utau-chi!!!" I yelled.

"Ugh what do you want yaya?" she replied. Annoyed.

"Do you have clothes I can borrow?" I asked.

"Yepp!" she said and handed me some clothes.

"Arigato utau-chi!" I yelled as I went to go change.

I gasped when I saw the pretty clothes! (pic on profile) I put them on and headed out the door.

Amu's pov:

I decided to sing a song while I got ready. (Too many songs ?)

(Song is ice by lights)

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
What a disappointment, I had it perfectly
What I was going to bring up suddenly
Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me
All I can do is freeze

I sighed as I tried to find an outfit and decided to go to miki but then I heard the lyrics to the song.


What I mean is, all I need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

Hmm I don't know why but it reminded me of someone.


I don't think you're knowing how hard this is for me
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees
But still you just stood there as you stared at me
Your ego is getting old
How did you get so cold

I couldn't stop getting that feeling that someone, someone that I love was going to do something bad or turn bad.

I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
it's a little late but you know I just want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me,
Even better yet I'll let a little light melt the ice, ice baby!

Even worse leave me like my parents did. No I'm sure it's just my imagination. I sighed and went to miki, the fashion expert.

"Amu!! You are too dense!" I laughed.

"Shut up miki!" I said to miki's comment.

"Gosh here wear this!" she said handing me a very pretty outfit if I say so myself. (Picture on profile.)

"Wow miki your fashion is going down!" I said joking.

"Amu!! I'm going to get you!!!" I laughed and went into my room.

I decided to just put my hair in a ponytail. (Ok so I really like this ponytail so pic on profile!)

I sighed as I walked, yes walked my skateboard, and bike had been taken away, to the mall.

I hope yaya is already there.

Nagi's pov:

I saw amu walking, if I am correct to the mall. Was she going with tsukiyomi again? I sighed as I remembered what I saw yesterday

*flashback*

I looked up and saw amu-chan with tsukiyomi-san. Then I saw him lean closer to her. I saw her go on her tippy toes and then they kissed. I was shocked because I had a crush on amu-chan.

"Fuck it." I said and turned away.

*end of flashback*

I followed amu-chan and saw a hyper looking yaya. I sighed in relief. Then I looked closer and saw the outfits they were wearing. I swear I was about to get a nosebleed.

I decided to go home. At least tsukiyomi wasn't there.

Amu's pov: (too many pov's!!!)

I saw Yaya's outfit. I have to say she was looking mature and very pretty her hair was down which was a surprise.

"Yaya you look so pretty!" I complimented her.

"amu-chi looks very beautiful!" she complimented back.

"This? I just picked it out randomly!" I lied.

"Oh. Well come on amu-chi let's go!" she begged.

I laughed and let her pull me away.

5 hours later…

"amu-chi I'm tired let's go get some food!" yaya complained.

"Hai, hai!"

In the food court…

"I want 1 mcflurry and 1 happy meal please." I said as we ordered at McDonalds.

"Is that all?" the person asked.

"Yepp!!!!" yaya said!

"Ok."

We sat down and started eating when a certain dress caught my eye.

The dance was in a couple of days.

I decided to go after we finished eating

"Yaya can we go to that store? You see I want to buy a dress for the dance." I said.

"Sure lets go amu-chi!"

I saw the perfect dress and decided that one was the one I wanted.

Yaya and I left with more than 10 bags in each arm. I was going to need more money.

30 minutes after…

I was bored and at home so I decided to go the park (it's around 9 pm) I told my mom I'd be back soon and left still wearing the long skirt and old fashioned shirt.

I was at the park and there was quite a bit of people so I decided I could make some money.

I started to sing my immortal by evanescence.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

I stopped singing. I noticed I was crying, I didn't know why the tears where coming nonstop, I was happy though.

I looked around and saw Ikuto looking at me with such sad eyes. I looked back at him and stared at his midnight blue eyes.

I looked away and grabbed my case which was full of coins and dollar bills and just ran home.

'Why did he look so sad?' I thought.

I plopped on my bed when I got home. I went to take a shower. A long shower.

When I got out I looked at the time 12:38. I went and laid on my bed listening to my iPod. It was around 3:27 am when I heard someone knocking at my balcony door.

I got up and saw it was Ikuto. He was wet and I noticed it was raining.

I opened the doors and grabbed his hand, pulled him inside and handed him a towel.

"What's wrong Ikuto?" I asked worry and concern filled my voice.

He didn't answer instead he hugged me and I just hugged him back.

After what seemed forever he let go and whispered, "I'm alone." I stared at him.

"What do you mean?" I whispered back.

"My mom and dad died today." he sounded sad. He was sad.

I hugged him and said, "as long as I'm alive you will never be alone.

He hugged me back and put me on the bed and laid beside me hugging me. After a few minutes I heard his breathing meaning he was asleep.

It was around 4 am when I fell asleep.

But before I went to sleep I sang him a lullaby. (Link for the lullaby is on profile.) Soon enough I fell asleep.

Ikutos pov:

I was still awake when I heard amu humming a song. It was calm and soon I fell asleep.

When I woke up I saw amu was still sleeping. I sighed and got up. I left her a note explaining that I was sorry.

After what seemed like hours I was finally awake for good. I was walking all over town with my violin case strapped around my shoulder.

I sighed as I saw a little boy walking grinning ear to ear with his parents. I looked away feeling the need to cry.

What a turn my life had taken.

I saw rima with nagihiko walking. That made me remember how nice amu was being with me yesterday.

I loved amu. She was so nice and treated me different then the other girls at my school.

I went on walking humming the lullaby amu had hummed for me yesterday.

Amu's pov:

I woke up to find Ikuto missing but a note in place. It said,

Dear amu,

I just wanted to apologize for scaring you yesterday.

I am very sorry and I want to make it up to you my little strawberry. Meet me at the park at 3 pm.

See you there,

Love, Ikuto

I bushed at the words strawberry. I sighed. It was 10:47 so I decided to get ready.

I looked around my room and picked out my own clothes.

I went with something simple and my hair down.

I was wearing a blue asphalt plaid shirt dress with some grey skinny jeans underneath and boots. (pic on profile.) when I was done it was 2:30 so I left. While I was walking I was listing to my iPod and my favorite song cam on so I sang along.

(song is it ends tonight by all American rejects XD)

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

I smiled when the song ended and I was finally at the park. I saw I crowd of people standing at the fountain like a celebrity was going to sing there. I gasped when Ikuto waved me over.

'no way I am not going to sing!" my mind screamed!

"What's up?" I asked Ikuto!

"amu I know you already know what I'm going to do so get your butt up there!" I sighed knowing there was no getting out of it.

"I don't know what song to sing" I said trying to make an excuse.

Ikuto took my iPod and showed me the song I was going to sing.

I sighed took it back and got on the mini stage they had set up for me.

I closed my eyes and started to sing every time we touch by cascada.

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.(my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

I opened my eyes and applauds were heard from all over the place and I saw Ikuto talking to a business man.

I sighed. I knew who he was. He was amaya fujasaki's (my oc!) manager and she was a singer. It was probably about me getting a job with them.

I jumped down and ran to them.

"sup?" I asked them both!

"hinamori-san would you like to work for my company?" he asked. I sighed and smiled.

"I'm sorry but I would much rather sing here and be normal then what you are asking me. So the answer is nope!" I said with a cheerful voice.

Ikuto looked at me somehow he seemed pleased.

"I see thank you even though hinamori-san." He said and left.

"Why'd you say no?" Ikuto asked me.

"Cus I wanna sing here not let my 'fans' pay to see me sing!"I said.

"But they are paying you in a way." He said.

"Yepp, but on their own will!" I snapped back.

He smiled and hugged me.

"yepp." He let go and walked away.

I smiled and walked to my house.

What a turn my life had taken.


Me: this has been the longest chapter ever!! Banzai!

Ikuto: yepp and its bad.

Amu: I don't know it did take quite a turn.

Me: shut up! *cries* I had a writer's block!!*sniff sniff*

Yaya: read and review!!!

Everyone except me: at least 3 reviews!!! Please!!!

Me: o.k. O.o weird….anyway hope you liked it!!

Ikuto: she hopes.

Amu: she wishes.

Me and Ikuto: shut upp strawberry shortie!

Amu: I am not short!!!

Me: whatever any way help me with the songs! I need more ideas!!