Me: O.o is this the 9th chapter?
Ikuto: I don't know! You haven't updated in forever!!
Amu: //.O yooh updated!!! :D I'm not emo anymore!!!
Me: bxtch…
Amu: me!!??!?!?!?!?
Me: making fun of her.
Amu: what?!?!
Me: HER!!!!!
Amu: who is her?
Her: me!
Amu: so what's yerr name?
Me: her.
Amu: yes her!
Me: her!
Amu: yes her!!!
Her: noo my name is her!!!
Amu: so your name is Thelma?
Me&&her: *sweatdrop* never mind!
Ikuto: girls…
Me: *glares*
Ikuto: she does not own anything!! Except her!
Amu: so herself?
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chapter 9: the leaving.
Amu's pov:
I walked back home and smiled.
I decided to sing something short.
(song is say it again by marie digby)
The thing about love is i never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true? i wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)
Say it again for me
?cause i love the way it feels when you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again
The thing about you
(about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really wanna let you
(really wanna let you)
Open that door
(open that door)
And walk into my life
Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)
Say it again for me
?cause i love the way it feels when you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought
The sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have i heard words as beautiful
As when you say my name
Say it again for me
?cause i love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(ooh)
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again
Ooo
(ooh)
Ooo ooh
Ooo ah ah ooo
I got to my house and saw my parents with ami.
I smiled.
I loved my crazy family.
I went upstairs and wrote a note.
Dear mama and papa,
I won't be gone long just a few months.
Don't worry I'll be fine. I'll stay with a friend and I just want to become a greater singer.
I'm sorry mama and papa. Hopefully ami won't be too sad. I love you guys! Fam(ily)
We might not have it all together but together we have it all.
I love you mama and papa and ami.
Love…
Amu
I smiled knowing everything would be alright.
I walked it to Ikutos house and saw him sad, like always.
"Ikuto?" I asked.
"Hm?" he mumbled kind off.
"I love you." I whispered only low enough for me to hear.
"Do you need something amu?" he said looking up.
I sat down and said, "No I just want to be a singer on my own. So I came to sleepover for a few days maybe?" I said and asked.
He smiled.
"Sure."
It was 3 am when I heard Ikuto say, "Amu…. I love you."
I blushed and decided to say, "Ikuto…………….I loveeeeeeeeeee you." It sounded more like, 'iku I leee y."
I smiled at my dumbness.
I heard him get up and I turned to face him.
"You heard me?" he asked.
"Yeah…" I said uncertain.
He leaned in and kissed me.
"Good. Now amu wanna be my girlfriend?" he asked very certain of himself.
"sure." I said, knowing the next thing I was going to do was wrong.
5 days later…
It was night time and I and Ikuto had kissed for the 100th time today.
I smiled and cried silently.
I sang in a whisper.
(song is leaving on a jet plane by Chantal Kreviazuk)
I'm ... I'm ...
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
it was around 6 am now.
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
I heard the taxi and smiled.
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
He would never understand why I had left him… but I knew why.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
I hated to go. And now when we had finally confessed.
I'm ...
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
I had played with your heart, but I had always loved you.
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
Why was I leaving? For my own selfish good.
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
When you see me on the TV know that you're on my mind.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't want to go.
I grabbed my bags.
Why was I going?
Why?
I was too selfish.
I hate you amu. Yes I hate myself.
Not her but me.
Hinamori amu.
I love you Ikuto but for now let's go on our separate ways.
Maybe one day when we meet again I'll be worthy of you.
Ikuos pov:
I woke up to find amu missing.
I stood up to get some orange juice and found a note on the table.
Dear Ikuto,
By the time you read this, I'll be gone.
I have gone to further my career. Don't worry.
I just want u to know a few things.
1st: I love you.
2nd: I'm very selfish.
3rd: if you see me on TV know Ur on my mind.
4th: maybe if we meet again I'll be worthy of having u.
And 5th: let's follow our own paths and make our own destiny.
love….
XOXO amu xoxo
I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
If she loved me so little she wouldn't leave.
But she loved me a lot so she left.
And amu it's vice versa when you see me on TV your going to be on my mind.
I smirked and said, "It's on!"
Me: I don't really like it…
Amu: ohh.
*cricket*
Me: well while amu goes to look for Ikuto I have a question.
Should I make a re-make of this? Because I think it's getting off track.
So r&r!