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Halfway during my shift my other best friends, Blair, Roxy and Casper, showed up. Roxy was my second friend at Perry. Once I had seen her at the beginning of the school year, I knew she would be my type of a friend. When she walked in I saw her bright green eyes search the whole store but I had been in the back with a customer. Then I heard my other best friend, Blair's, voice echoing throughout the store, indicating that she had seen me. They had arrived with Casper too. He was my third friend at Perry. At first Casper hadn't liked me because he thought I was boring but once he found out how wrong he was, we became real tight. Blair also hadn't liked me at first because she thought I wanted to steal Casper from her, when my real intentions were to just make him like me as a friend.
All of them, Abel, Phoebe and I made up the "skater" clique at our school. Although Phoebe and Blair are more of the scene type. Most people at Perry seemed to stay away from us, and most were never stupid enough to mess with us. The only people that ever did mess with us was Jennifer and her little posse.
We all talked for a while, in between the times when me and Abel had to help someone. Then after Blair bought a shirt that went just perfectly with her brown eyes, and Roxy bought a pair of jeans that elongated her legs, they left to go see a movie.
Now it's time to lock up and go home.
"Hey babe, wanna come over?" Abel asked me in a very, very tempting voice and gave me a quick kiss leaving me wanting more. I know that I should go straight home and deal with my mother, but I also know that I can just go over to Abel's, stay the night and deal with her tomorrow. I mean, either way I'm going to get busted for the fight, it's just do I want a small punishment or a huge punishment? Oh well, punishment is punishment.
"Yeah sure." I told him, gave him a seductive smile and then started walking out the back door. "But I'll have to stay the night."
"Wouldn't have it any other way. Meet me there." He kissed me one more time and then we went our separate ways. I climbed into my car and drove over to where Abel's car was parked. He has a black Chevy truck. As we slowly drove out of the driveway I could see he was smiling, which only means one thing, race. Once I got to the exit we both floored it. One of the funniest songs blasted and I sang along.
When you first left me I was wanting moreBut you were fucking that girl next door, what ja do that for?When you first left me I didn't know what to sayI never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all dayI was so lost back thenBut with a little help from my friendsI found a light in the tunnel at the endNow you're calling me up on the phoneSo you can have a little whine and a moanAnd it's only because you're feeling aloneAt first, when I see you cry,it makes me smile, it makes me worst, I feel bad for a while,But then I just smile,I go ahead and you see me you say that you want me backAnd I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jackI couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myselfSee you messed up my mental health, I was quite unwellI was so lost back thenBut with a little help from my friendsI found a light in the tunnel at the endAn' now you're calling me up on the phoneSo you can have a little whine and a moanAn' it's only because you're feeling aloneAt first when I see you cry,It makes me smile, it makes me smileAt worst I feel bad for a while,But then I just smile, I go ahead and smileAt first when I see you cry, (when I see you cry)it makes me smile, it makes me smile (it makes me smile)At worst I feel bad for a while, (I feel bad for a while)But then I just smile ( But then I just smile, I go ahead and smile...)
I think he forgot that I can get my car to a top speed of 253 mph. I left him in the dust and pulled up to his apartment complex in five minutes. I had to wait for him for another couple of minutes. Once he arrived I flashed him a smile and sauntered my way up the stairs to his apartment. I knew he was watching so I added extra sexiness to my walk.
I heard him park, the beeping of his alarm, and him taking the steps two at a time. I leaned against his door and gave him a smug smile. He flashed me a smile and then put each arm on either side of me. He then gave me a chaste kiss one more time, teasing me. Time to tease him back, I bit my bottom lip. Then he pressed his warm lips to mine. After only a minute of sweet kissing his tongue glided across my bottom lip and I allowed him entrance. His slid on my lower back while my heads grabbed a hold of his hair. He let go for a second to search for his keys without separating our mouths.
Once we are inside he leads back into his room. Abel is only seventeen, like me, but his parents have gotten so tired of him that they got him his our apartment. I spent most of my time here or at Phoebe's or Roxy's house when I was sick of my mom and Phil. None of their parents seemed to care.
We slowly made our way to his bedroom and laid down on his bed. I turn my head to deepen the kiss while we both battle for dominance. He then left a warm trail of kisses on my neck and jaw and chest. It was when he started to unbutton my pants that I freaked out and pushed him off of me.
"Stop! Stop! Stop! Just stop!" I screamed at him, but he wasn't shocked. We went through this every time we kissed, it would last while, he would push further, and I would freak out. I can hear him breathing deeply on the floor while I try to compose my self. Every single freaking time! God, what is wrong with me?
"I'm sorry." I heard Abel's quiet voice come out in a barely audible whisper. I have to be honest, this is the worst I've been in a while. I could feel tears sliding down my face.
"It- It's o- okay." I stuttered. I laid back and threw my hands onto my face. Every time. I felt a shift in the bed and warm arms wrap around me. We didn't speak for a long time.
Suddenly he lifted me up and brought me over to his living room. He sat on the couch and I followed him and we put on the stereo. The first song that played from the speakers was from the mixed CD I had made him a few months ago.
So am I still waitingFor this world to stop hatingCant find a good reasonCant find hope to believe inDrop dead a bullet to my headYour words are like a gun in handYou cant change the state of the nationWe just need some motivationThree times I see no convictionJust lies and more contradiction
As the CD played on, I began to lean on Abel and fall into a deep slumber.
I walked through the doors of Perry High School for the very first time. Although it seems as though I'm watching myself do this. The school is huge and way expensive compared to the schools that I went to in Mesa. I look around and finally find the sign that points to the front office. I walk in to see a young women bustling around the room with papers in her hand. I cough quietly and try to capture her attention, it doesn't work. I cough a little louder and she finally turns around and just stares at me expectantly.
"Hello, my name is Isabella Swan. I didn't seem to get my schedule in the mail. I was hoping I could pick it up here?" I spoke it like it was a question. She grunts, turns back around, and heads to the desk on the left of the room. She types on her keyboard quietly and then the printer starts up behind her. While its printing I look around the room and stare at all the motivational posters. But I stare at my outfit that I wore that day. I wanted to be plain so I threw on a pair of dark jeans and my black D.A.R.E t-shirt and I matched it with my black converse. How weird, now I do anything to stand out from the crowd.
The lady rudely hands the schedule to me and I walk straight out the door without another glance back. I head to my first period class, which is Physics with Ms. Baca. When I walked into the room there were big two seated desks. The only desk left was next to a girl with black hair, when I pulled back my seat and the girl looked up, I recognized it to be Phoebe. She was wearing a black skirt, a pink plaid shirt and a pair of pink heels. Suddenly the class seemed to be on fast forward and I just watched Phoebe and myself talk through-out the period, since Phoebe is such an outgoing girl. We also saw how many classes we had together, which was four. We had Physics, Trig, which is my fourth period class, Spanish 3, which I have fifth, and English, which is my eighth period, together. After the bell rang, me and Phoebe waved good-bye to each other and I headed to my next class, which was AP World History.
The desks were set in a circle and there was one girl who was surrounded by other people, who I soon found out was Jennifer. The only girl that wasn't around her was a girl with long black hair and bright green eyes. She also was wearing a pair of jean shorts, a black short sleeved hoodie, and a pair of black flats. As I stepped toward her she flashed me a prefect smile, making my self-confidence plummet to the ground, and patted the desk right next to her. A few minutes later our teacher, Ms. Torres, walked in but the class continued to talk. I learned that the girl's name was Roxy and that she was really quiet and analyzed things a lot. She also loves to skateboard and wakeboard.
The day continued in a flash until it was lunch time. It was then that I met my other friends. I met Blair, a short and pale girl with bleach blonde hair with other dyed colors and brown eyes, and her boyfriend Casper, a tall boy with dark brown hair and blue-grey eyes. Blair was really outgoing but didn't talk to me as much, along with Casper. They were also friends with Phoebe and Abel. Right when I saw Abel I saw myself gape and turn a bright red. God, I'm such a loser! Then as I was talking to my new friends, Jennifer showed up.
"Hello, my name is Jennifer, you must be new." She glared at all my new friends and then smiled back at me.
"My name is Bella." My name seemed to echo.
"Bella… Bella… Bella…" But it isn't my voice, it's, Abel's? "Bella, wake up!"
I jolted awake to the smell of eggs and bacon. I looked around and the night before began to come back to me. School, fight, work, kissing, me freaking out. Oh shit! Mom's going to be pissed! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!
"Why?" Oh, I hadn't realized I had spoken my thoughts. I looked over at Abel and he smiled at me. God, he's so absolutely perfect. I glanced at the clock behind him, on the microwave, and almost screamed. It's almost ten. I got up and grabbed my keys.
"The fight yesterday! I'm in huge trouble! Like big time!" I yelled. I ran over to him and kissed him on the cheek.
"I love you." He kissed me back.
"Love you too!" I yelled while I ran out the door. I ran down the stairs and hopped into my car. I started up the car and my radio started to play Le Disko. I sang the lyrics.
Hello little boys, little toysWe're the dreams you're believingCrawling up the wallsRunning down your faceRazor sharp, razor cleanFeel the weapon's sensationOn your back...With loaded gunsNow hold onto me pretty babyIf you want to flyI'm gonna melt the fever sugarRolling back your eyesWe're gonna ride the race carsWe're gonna dance on fireWe're the girls Le DiskoSupersonic overdriveSo what's it gonna take?Silver shadow believer....Spock rocker with your dirty eyesIt's a chance gonna moveGonna fuck up your egoSilly boy gonna make you cryIf what they say is true...You're a boy - and I'm a girlI will never fall in love with you
I arrived home and drove up the driveway. Once I parked in the garage I took a deep breath while one of my all time favorite songs played, NJ Legion Iced Tea. Okay, time to just face it. If I'm lucky, maybe mom wont even be home.
I walk into the door, and honestly, I'm pretty shocked.
"No." I just stare down the women in front of me. All of my belongings from my locker were on the table in front of her. This only meant one thing, we're moving again.
"Oh yes." She patted the seat across from her. "I believe we have some things talk about." I sat down and we began our glaring war and waited for the other to break the silence. I give up.
"She was driving me crazy mom. She's a complete bitch and she needed to be put in her place." I tried to explain myself. She clicked her tongue indicating she wanted more.
"She pushed me off my board mom, what was I supposed to do?" I yelled. "Should I have just let her pick on me, and most of the school's student body, for the rest of the year? I don't think so." I put as much force in my voice as possible. She just looked at me for a few minutes, then spoke.
"This was the last straw Bella, and you knew that. And I am so sick and tired of you being like this. So I hope your prepared to say goodbye-"
"Exactly what to?" I butted in.
"Shut up Bella! Now you listen to me!" She yelled. Damn, she has never yelled at me like this before. "You are leaving. Not we, you are leaving. I am so tired of your shit. So say goodbye to your friends, your boyfriend, and most of all, Arizona. You're going to live with your father in Forks, Washington." I could feel the tears falling quickly down my face, but I didn't speak. Her tone was serious enough for me to keep quiet. "You've already been expelled from school, so you will be leaving as soon as possible, which is Monday morning. You will start school the next day. I'm sorry Bella, but you've wasted all your chances. Now go pack."
I just stared at her for a while. She then got up and left to go to her office. I didn't move for quite a long time. I'm moving. I'm leaving everything. This is big time, I really screwed up this time.
Finally, after what felt like days, I got up and grabbed all my stuff from my lockers and headed up to my room. Once I walked into my room I saw many suitcases laying on the floor. I just dropped my stuff and flopped onto my bed and cried and screamed. This is horrible. This the worst. This is impossible. This is happening. I'm moving to a place I've never been to. I'm moving in with my father, whom I have never meant. And I'm attending a school in the middle of the year, which means I'll be the new freak.
How could this happen? My life is officially over.
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