A/N: Wow, nice reviews, guys! Haha, this chapter's longer because some people are requesting longer chapters ;). Here you go, enjoy!! X

BPOV

I kept walking from him until I reached a corner. And then I fell to the floor and let the tears come. That was so cruel, I don't know what happened to me. Was it because of my anger? That was the most logical reason. But everything in my life was always logical, I could never let loose and let my hair out. I always put my feelings before others and I hated myself for it. It was time for a change. No more selfishness. But right now, I had to put myself first. At the same time, I was putting Edward first too. If I were to go back there and talk to him, he'd feel worse than ever. I couldn't trust myself to speak right now, especially to Edward. After another couple of minutes of weeping, I picked myself up and made my way to my room for yet another round of tears and self-pity. Rose wasn't in there, she was probably out with Emmett. Lucky girl. She had her guy. Why couldn't I have mine? There I go again. Putting myself first. This has got to stop. But not now. It had had been what? Three days? (Yes, I know. Only three days? They rushed into a relationship, the story will explain itself) And already, my world had turned upside down.

EPOV

Bella, Bella, Bella. I wanted Bella with me now. She was the best company any guy could ever have. And only after three days. I.. I rushed into it. I know that now. We weren't ready. But after bonding for only one day, I felt that I'd known her all of my life. I fell for her on that day. (There you go, explained :p) I ferociously wiped my tears away. I never cried. I walked back to my room to find Alice on my laptop, again. "Alice!"

"What?" she asked.

"Who said you could use that?" I said picking her up off her chair.

"Edward, get off me!" she said slapping my face. I immediately put her down.

"Ouch, crap, Alice! What the hell was that for!?" I yelled.

"You're such a jerk, Edward Cullen!" she almost screamed.

"What did I do to you this time?"

"It's not what you did to me. It's what you did to Bella," she whispered.

"That's none of your business, Alice."

"I'm your sister, I'm supposed to be in your business," she smirked.

"Alice, I'm not in the mood right now!" I said clutching my hair in frustration.

"And I care because? Look, Edward, if Bella ever forgives you then she'll be the most forgiving person I've ever met," Alice said flopping onto the chair.

"Why is that?" I asked.

"You confessed your love and then kissed another girl. That' so low. Even for you. Infact, it's low for anyone."

"You don't understand."

"Well then please explain," she said swivelling the chair round and round.

"Alice, you know I've only recently quit my player reputation," I told her.

"Yes, I do."

"Well then you'll understand."

"But I don't!"

"Alice, what do players do?"

"Kiss girls mostly," she said.

"Exactly."

"I don't get it!" she whined.

"Oh for goodness sake. I used to kiss girls every single day. Alice, it was a reflex reaction. I'm used to girls kissing me and me kissing girls back. Tanya caught me off guard," I explained.

"Mhm.. Ok, that's a pretty good point but you have to tell her that."

"I've been trying," I mumbled.

"You've got to fix this by yourself. I don't know how to help you, Edward," Alice said standing up and walking out. She was right. Only I could fix this. But how can I if Bella won't listen to me?

BPOV

I just thought about him. Which absolutely sucked seeing as right now I hated him so much. Then there was a knock on my door. "Please don't be Edward, please don't be Edward," I whispered as I made my way to the door. There was another impatient knock and then I opened it. And guess who it was? "Hey, Bella. Can I come in?" he said.

"No, not really."

"Please?" he asked.

"I said no, now what do you want?" I spat.

"Bella, if we're going to talk you best be comfortable," he said.

"Oh, fine!" I almost yelled and then I stormed into the room. He closed the door and sat on the stool across from me. I was sitting on my bed. "What is it, Edward?" I said crossing my arms.

"Can we talk?"

"Well yeah, I suppose I have time."

"Bella, I hate seeing you like this," he sighed.

"Like what?"

"You're all tough and confident. But underneath it, I see the pain you're trying to conceal. Bella, I know that you still love me."

"Keep dreaming," I said looking out of the window. He could see that I still loved him. I knew that it wouldn't work. I'm just rubbish at keeping stuff from people. I heard him take in a deep breath. "Bella, I love you very much. I don't want to see you in pain. Yesterday wasn't the first time I cried here in Forks Academy. By the football pitch when you punched me, I cried after you left. But not because of the pain. I don't want to lose you," he explained. So it wasn't because of my punch like I assumed. "Bella, please talk to me," he pleaded taking my face in his hands so that I would face him. I shut my eyes. I would refuse to look at him because when I get lost in his beautiful green eyes. And then I'd be under his spell again. "Look at me, Bella."

"No!" I said shutting my eyes tighter.

"Why not?"

"Because I'll get lost in your beautiful eyes and then I'll be under your spell again and I don't want to get hurt again!" I blurted out. Oh my goodness, I did not just say that.

"What?" he asked. I knew he was smiling now.

"I didn't say anything!"

"Yes, you did, Bella. My beautiful eyes, eh?"

"No, no, no! Your eyes are not beautiful!" I lied.

"I told you. You still love me," he said.

"NO. I. DON'T."

"Yes, you are," he argued. I opened my eyes and his face was centimetres from mine. "Haha," he laughed. His sweet breath dazed me.

"Oh my goodness," I breathed out.

"You're completely dazzled," he smirked.

"Nuh-uh," I mumbled. I was completely under his spell. He moved his face closer to mine and rested his forehead on mine. His eyes were fixed on mine and as I gazed deeper into his eyes I felt something. I felt my capability to act confident slip away. "Oh no," I gulped.

"Haha, what is it?" he smiled.

"N-nothing," I stuttered. His lips inched closer and closer to mine. I knew that once our lips met, I wouldn't be strong anymore. I'd let everything out. I just couldn't pull my forehead from his. I couldn't stop gazing into his beautiful eyes. "Wait-" His lips silenced mine as he kissed me passionately but desperately. I pulled away to gasp for air. Wow. That was utterly mindblowing. "You don't know how long I've been waiting to do that," he smiled.

A/N: Not too much sadness ;) yeey! Please keep reviewing!!