OH SHOOT,I WAS WRONG
seems my folks are ashamed, ah yeah
said i ain't worth a thing lord, lord
but i'm glad i am chained to my dreams
- never had a dream come true, jackson 5
a surprise! Like I didn't already knew that was comeing...After that event ( huh ) I'm crying even more!!! For fucks sake - I'm obssessed dreamer, ofcourse I thought that some white thing and wind in my room was a start of my dreams comeing true...fuck...I'm crazy if I think that's gonna happen , but I have nothing left!
Yeah,March is crazy time,just like me...Hate summer,hate sun,hate hot weather...Ofcourse I hate hot weather-with my breathing problems who wouldn't?Today weather is perfect-no sun,little wind,few men,women,teens in the streets ( like its hurricane outthere, but I like it )...Before going to school I have to drink some medicine ( ugh ) than eat something ( ugh,hate eating,I'm not anoreqsic or something but,ugh ). Whatever,school here I come!
My school is pretty week some thieves tryed to burn it but it fortunately or unfortunately survived!now first floor is soooo green!!! but I like the colour-my favorite coloures are green,silver or gray,black,purple and red!ok now I'm standing here,first floor,fuck,I'm late-again!!!!! I hurry up to second floor and knock on the door!!!! and I see something white,not like the day before(ok stop thinking about that u creep-I'm not a creep-oh,yes you are-prove that-ok,you are talking to yourself,bud-uugh) Anywhooo,this white thing are Kikbera's teeth! I should be starteled,like any other average teen-girl would be,but noooo,I'ma creep,remember? (told u that-shut up-ok,miss la la land-I'm gonna..)
-"Tamuna,you are late, again"
-"sorry miss. Marry"-she's really nice teacher,my god she loves me sooo 's easier this way.
After that I make my way to my sit.I'm sitting alone on english,I don't know why.I meen there's Salo,very good girl from my class,but she's sitting with Kikbera...eh....Today we had something by heart...I don't remember..oh yes,something about Starbucks Coffee,and (damnit) some kind of test....uuugh...ya know what? I don't even know why I'm uuugh-ing,it's not like I won't get A or something , I think I'm just some little boring whiney obsse...
-"...that blind singer or something,I can't remember his name.."-uugh,Toko ofcourse u don't remember,how can someone don't remember Ray Charles,ugh
-"It's Ray Charles"-I mutter so that he could hear ,now he's looking at me like I'm Barak Obama in diapers...
-"Are u shure?"-huh
-"Yeah,but.."-mmmm-"maybe u are talking about Stevie Wonder?"-yeah,maybe
-"I don't know.I think there was a movie about him."-oh that's easy
-"yeah,that's Ray is called Ray and the lead actor or something is Jamie ,yeah,I'm sure it's him."-and that's thanks,no okeys,. Bythe way I miss that Fox is truelly amazing,his sooo time I see that movie I cry!!! ooh gaash!!! I'ma cry-baby!!! wait a minute!! Cry-baby!!!!! ooh,that movie is freakish-good,Johnny Depp is such a cutie there! I have seen it 23 times,no kidding!!! I told u I love movies!!!
Second class-Math!!! I wonder if Nini is here today,I haven't seen her...
-"Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."-yeah,she's here.
-"..."-I say,I mean,I scream and we give eachother biiig bear miss. Mary sees it she smiles.I said she loves me,soooo she loves nini . Mary is pretty gorgeus u know.I wonder if her every shoes is on such a big heels...whatever,she's good!!!so back to nini-bua conversation!!!
-"soooooo, what have u been doing whooole day yesterday?"-she asks that and imediatelly rolls her eyes( I told u that we are TWO PARTS OF ONE WHOLE )
-"you already know,don't u?"-I say rolling my own eyes and sit down
-"yeah I I know that I have told u this billion times but-DO SOMETHING INSTED OF READING ABOUT HOT WOLVES ON FANFICTION!"
Before I answer her,I take a note
-"what's that?"-she curious-I smirk at that
-"I took a note-it's billiononeth time!!!"
-"oh come oooooooon!!!"-she says irritated,but I know her and I know that she liked this joke and she's least irritated.
-"can't help it,sorry!"-as I say this I do Nini's famous puppy eyes with Bua's famous Lip-pout...5STAR thing,trust me
-"uuuuugh"-but she's smiling...I smile so this conversation ends and starts new conversation about-Converse Allstar,Nike,Chris Brown,Avatar...etc.
School ended pretty couldn't be seen...and I loved again there was that strange feeling that someone was watching I thought that I ooooooon...it wasn't some kind of detective for christ's sake,it was my life,nothing 's no way that would change so swiftly.I looked around and only then I realized that I was all alone in the school the ... oh yes,I told nini to go home without me,'cause I wanted to be alone.
oooookey...so what now?huh,I think I'll go home alone,but before that I'll just sit here,under the tree,listening to the -Lonely Girl.I like music soooo much.I mean if I could sing I would describe my emotions or even talk by singing...yeah,Lonely Girl lyrics are just about it and u'll know how I feel now.
After doing nothing I stood up and tryed to go out of school yard,but KABOOM...what the fuck?what..how..why am I on the other side of school yard?
-"well,well,well...confused much?"-said the most velvet voice I have ever heard in my whole know,I hate goosebumps but with that cold and unnatural voice there's no way u can avoid I looked at him and FUCK!!!!theres noooo way...okey-this,mmmmm,man,has pale skin,white and cold like snow,his eyes are red and he's inhumanely beautiful...what the...no way....that means that he's a...
-"bloodsucker..."-I just thought it outloud didn't I?when HE heared this he chuckled darkly
-"oh yes my dear,I am one!but now you have to wake up!"-I think my expression was like WHAT THE FUCK!!! 'cause he chuckled may ask-what about me?I'll tel u,Iwas just DAMN he started to come closer.I became HELL his lips were against my ear he whispered
-"wake up!!!"-and my vision started to blur but after 5 seconds...do u remember when I said that there was nooo way that my life could change so swiftly?! well,now I was lieing in bed in somekindof hospital room and only thing I could think about was - OH SHOOT,I WAS WRONG!!!