A/N: Hey guys!!!! I am so TOTALLY blissed out by all of your reviews especially Twilight_Lover 1993, your review really cheered me up on a down day. I am soooooo sorry about the wait for updates but starting a new school in a new country and going into sixth form and stupid boys does screw your writing ability to no avail. Anyways thanks for stickin n being patient. This is for all you guys who comment!!!!
Luv u all!!
Bliss and Bastards
"Uhh" I groaned, joining the land of the living and leaving my vampire-filled dreamland. My head felt like Trevor had cleaved it in two.
'honk, honk' went Becky's horn from outside my house, could she not give me a break just once?
I quickly pulled on my black mini skirt, pink and black tights, HIM t-shirt and combat books and hurled myself down the stairs, yelling a quick 'Goodbye' to my mum and dad, then dashing out of the front door at the speed of light to Becky's beckoning horn.
"Hey" I gushed, completely breathless from my morning 'exercise'.
"Hey, where did you disappear to yesterday?"
"oh," I said, embarrassed "well, Trevor pissed me off about me and Alexander not doing it yet. I smacked him one but, I, uh, kinda got abit emotional about it. I went to the mansion to see Alexander"
"Ah Raven, don't worry about it. Everyone can get emotional sometimes and so what if you and Alexander haven't gone that far yet, neither have me and Matt haven't gone there yet" she giggled, a glassy far away look coming across her face as she thought of her ex-soccer snob boyfriend.
"Earth to Beaky, we gotta get to school! Oh my god I can't believe I just said that"
"Oh yea, I have to meet Matt" she gasped
"Since when don't you meet him?" I asked sarcastically as she started the engine and pulled away from the house.
"Hey guys, god I'm glad its lunch, I'm starving!" I said, slumping down onto the bench next the Beaky and Matt and starting to scoff my food into my mouth.
"Hey monster girl, you and monster guy have fun last night? Oh wait, you two don't have sex do you" he yelled, loud enough for the whole canteen to hear and turn around to stare with interest. "do you think vampires can get STI's Raven, they'd be STB's wouldn't they, sexually transmitted bites! ha ha" he chortled stupidly at his own joke.
"Trevor just fuck off and grow a pair, just because you think you've had half the town, doesn't mean the rest of us are gonna go out and follow the idiot's lead" I said, starting to get worked up again.
"I have got a pair, maybe you should tell Alexander that, might help him to get it up"
That was it, I hurled myself at his stupid face, punching every inch of him I could get my hands on, my fists pummelling his muscular flesh and his yells sounding like music to my ears.
"Hey..uh..you.." Trevor gasped between punches, hoping someone would help him.
But no one was coming to his rescue, they all just watched, knowing full well that he deserved the beating.
"Raven! Stop, that's enough, before a teacher comes" shouted Beaky, grabbing my shoulder and pulling me off the slug.
"Lets go, the bell's gonna go any second and we have English over in block 12."
The rest of the day went in a frustrated blur, Trevor's words had pissed me off so much 'at least I gave him a good black eye' I thought during English, a smirk stretching my black clad lips.
I leapt out of my seat the moment the bell went, shouting goodbye to Beaky over my shoulder and joining the usual congestion of students trying to break free of the prison they call public education.
Ten minutes later, I walked through my bedroom door and slumped down onto my bed, Nightmare instantly jumping up onto my chest and starting to lick my nose.
"Nightmare!" I giggled, picking her up and rubbing my nose against her's " little monster" was all I could say as images of my vampire prince drifted into my mind, it was only 4 o'clock and I was beginning to become impatient.
By 5, the sun was starting to set, I hopped out of the shower, wrapping a towel round myself and twisting one around my hair and walking into my bedroom to change before going to the mansion. I slipped on a silky dark purple bra with matching knickers and black knee socks, a black mini dress and combat boots, looking in my full length mirror, I applied some eyeliner to my pale eyes and flicked on my mascara, ready to blow dry my hair to dash off to Dracula.
"Hello Miss Raven, how are you this evening?" Jameson asked, letting me into the mansion to the handsome scene of Alexander waiting at the top of the stairs for me.
"Hands off Jameson, she all mine" he said, descending rather quickly and wrapping me in his arms.
"Wouldn't dream of it sir, I know what you're like when you're annoyed. He's worse than a bear with a sore head" he exclaimed, chuckling to himself.
"see you later, we shouldn't be back too late. Then again it's a Friday so we'll be back later" Alexander waves as we stepped out the door.
"Car or feet?" I asked, grabbing his hand with my pales one,
"feet I think, I could do with fresh air" he chuckled, squeezing my hand and leading me down the winding drive. We walked a route I knew all too well, the cemetery our most favourite place in the whole world. We both clambered over the gate, our feet hitting the dirt path with muffled 'thump's and we started to wander towards his grandmother's grave.
After awhile we reached it and Alexander pulled out a blanket from his backpack, laying it on a space near the grave and pulling me down with him onto it.
"This is nice" I whispered, my hands on his chest as he wrapped his around me.
"yeah, I thought you might like some air after last night"
"I'm sorry about yesterday, I just couldn-" what I was about to say was stopped instantly by Alexander's soft lips pressing against mine in a passionate kiss, my hands instantly wrapped around his neck, pulling him on top of me as I lay back and they travelled into his hair, weaving through the midnight strands.
I could tell how much he was enjoying this as I felt his member poke my stomach and his hand drifted to my knee, hiking it up around his hip, but then a noise, sounding like a twig snapping broke us apart.
"Vampire sex in a cemetery, how original" jeered a familiar voice from behind a tombstone, "make sure you used a condom or we'll have little Raven bitches swarming this place"
"Back off Trevor, this is none of your business" growled Alexander, " come on Raven, lets go" he said, grabbing my hand and starting to pull me back down the path.
"Aww, not got enough blood to get it up? Here, have some of mine bloodsucker" yelled Trevor to our retreating backs, laughing yet again at his own stupidity.
"why can't that bastard leave us alone for five fucking minutes!" I growled, pent up sexual frustration and annoyance gripping my insides as I launched myself over the gate, " I hope Luke rips his balls off"
"Its alright love, we were going abit far then anyways"
"what? Alexander, I thought you wanted this" I asked, hurt shining in my eyes as I felt the pains of rejection replace the anger.
"No, I do! Just, I don't want our first time to be in the local cemetery next to my grandmother's grave. As its only 6, we could go back to mine and continue where we left off" he answered, a nervous smile spreading across his beautiful features.
"Yes! Uh, um, I mean, sure if you like" I said blushing like a tomatoe.
"Come on" he said, laughing and grabbing my hand, we started to run back to the mansion.
Once back in his bedroom, we kicked our boots off randomly and Alexander wrapped his arms around me again, kissing me with so much passion, I could feel it burning my lips as we tumbled onto his matress.
The soft porcelain skin of his hand as it cupped my face sent a shiver down my spine, pressing my lips more firmly against his, I ran my hands through his hair and continues to trace them down his chest to the hem of his 30 seconds to mars t-shirt. Tugging a little, I manged to pull it over his head to reveil his toned pale chest, Alexander didn't have a six pack or bulging mucles like you hear in most cases, his chest was smooth and almost hairless except for a small trail of thin ebony hairs going underneath his black jeans. I slid my finger along it, slightly dipping under the waistband of his jeans, Alexander suddenly pulled away,
"Raven, are you sure? I don't wanna do something if you feel rushed" he asked, worry etched onto the lines of his face.
"Alexander," I breathed, my hand stroking his cheek, "I love you, I really want to share this with you. But, I'm alittle nervous" I said truthfully
"me too, we can take it slow, we have all the time in the world and we can stop whenever you want"
He leaned down to reclaim my lips, stroking his hand down from my face, sending more tingling sensations through my nerves and starting to kiss and hot trail of kisses down my body. His hand reached the bottom of my dress and disappeared underneath it, stroking my thigh gently as his hand moved up and down.
"Now, I think I should get rid of these socks first," he said, pulling them off slowly as I giggled like a little girl.
"yeah, and I should get rid of these jeans, they're offending me greatly" I said, sitting in Alexander's lap once he finished with my socks and tugging on his HIM belt buckle, then pulling it out of the loops.
"You're looking very sexy like that Raven, just slowly stripping me with those hands" he breathed, kissing and nipping my ear, "I really want you"
Our lips found each other again, kissing like they were on fire and the only way to put them out was to keep moving, he lowered us back onto the mattress, pinning me beneath him as my hands undid the button and zipper on his jeans, drawing it down slowly to tease him even more, brushing the tip of his erection as I worked it down.
"mmm" he moaned against our heated lips.
I brought my bare feet up around Alexander's waist, pushing his jeans down to reveal black boxers with red bats on them, noticing what I was doing, he kicked them the rest of the way off.
Alexander's hand was on the hem of my dress again, he pulled away, looking me straight in the eye as if he was asking permission to take it off of me. I just smiled at him, trying to tell him that it was ok, I knew what it meant and I wanted him as much as he wanted me.
He pulled it up gently, drawing the fabric off my pale smooth skin, kissing every knew inch revealed and eventually pulling it over my head.
"You're perfect, my amazing Raven" he whispered, looking lovingly into my eyes as they shone with tears at his heartfelt words.
Kissing me again, he tried to do the impossible: undoing the clasp of my bra with one hand. I could help but giggle at his sudden frustration with my underwear.
"is it glued shut?" he asked, giggling too after a while.
"ha! No, here let me do it," I reached behind my back with one hand, slipped it under the back of the clasp, pushed the two thicker pieces together and it undid instantly, "see"
"very funny, I'll manage it one day" he murmured, too preoccupied by the newly exposed skin than to argue.
Our lips met again, tounges battling for dominance as our actions started to become heated once more, touching every inch of each other we could.
Alexander's fingers hooked under the waistband of my knickers, tugging slightly, I lifted my hips to show him that he could pull them off, I felt the silky material drag slowly down my legs, inch by inch and I knew he was doing it slowly just to tease me, then finally they were off and he carelessly threw them over his shoulder just like they did in the movies.
Giggling slightly underneath the assult his lips where giving mine, I started to use my feet again to push his boxers off, opening my eyes to looks at him as he broke the kiss,
"Its ok, you can" he said, looking at me with a serious expression, he rolled over so I was straddling his hips and I continued to use my feet to push his boxers all the way off, revealing him to me completely. He was perfect. His 7 ½ inch penis stood proudly in front of my hand, glistening slightly at the top and black curly hairs surrounded it, finally, I didn't have to imagine where that tempting trail lead, it was sitting right in front of me.
"Raven," he asked, looking at me nervously as I returned the gaze exactly, "do you, um, want to do any foreplay or would you prefer to, uh, not?" he stumbled out, nervers spilling over his words.
" Let's just relax and do what feels right" I answered truthfully, not sure what to do as neither of us had been in this situation before.
He rolled us back over again, using his arms to hold himself up so that I didn't feel his weight, he lay between my legs and started to kiss a trail up between my breast and along my neck, his hand travelling down across my stomach and towards my inner thigh. Two of his fingers slowly entered me, pushing and pulling in and out slowly as a burning sensation that I'd never felt before seeped up my legs, I couldn't help moaning slightly when his thumb pressed against my clit, making the burning travel further up to my stomach and my folds become wet.
"Alexander" I breathed into his ear as he sucked my neck, leaving a mark for everyone to see that I was his, his fingers began to move faster but I reached down and grasped is wrist, pulling slightly to signal for him to stop,
"can we just do it, sorry but I really want you and I'm scared about how much this will hurt" I said, my voice trembling slightly.
"of course, I was just trying to relax you abit, I don't want to hurt you too much so you have to be relaxed" he said, brushing the tip of his nose against mine, "I really do love you Raven Madison"
"I love you too Alexander" I said, hugging him close to me.
He reached over to a cupboard and pulled out a condom,
"I wasn't expecting this or anything, I just wanted to be prepared incase you wanted to one day" he mumbled, hoping his precaution didn't offend me.
"its ok," I said, stoking him face, " I'm glad someone's prepared" I giggled, both of us finding my comment funny somehow.
He leaned his back against the wall and started to open the pack, when I grabbed his hand, "Do you mind if it put it on for you?" I asked, hoping he would allow me to.
"if you want to"
I took the blue packet from his hand and ripped it open the rest of the way, pulling out the clear slimy object, I placed It on the tip of his penis, he jumped slightly at the contact and hissed through his teeth slightly.
"Did I hurt you?" I asked, worried I'd done something wrong,
"No, no, it just felt good" he murmured, his cheeks flushing slightly.
I put my hand back on his erection, slowly rolling down the condom to the base.
"Thank you" he said, leaning over to wrap me in his arms, kissing my head, "I tink it would be better if I went on top, I will be easier for you" I said, thinking out loud,
"ok" I said, my nervers returning.
We layed back down, Alexander hovering over me and balancing on his arms,
"I'm so sorry Raven" he said, then he started to push into me slowly inch by inch, making me wince slightly as my body stretched to make room for his thick member, suddenly he stopped,
"I'm sorry love," he whispered, kissing my cheek, "this will really hurt, if it's too much, please, please stop me" he pleaded, feeling guilty already, dispite the fact that he hadn't even hurt me yet. He started to push slowly again and then he thrust hard into me, causing me to gasp from the sudden intense pain and screw my eyes shut to sheild the tears threatening to spill over for te second time that night.
"Raven? Are you ok? I'm sorry! I thought if I went quicker it would stop it from hurting too much" he hurried out, staying as still as he could,
"it's ok," I hissed out, feeling the pain begin to reduce to a dull ache, "I'm ok, its going, it's ok"
Alexander claimed my lips again, pulling out slightly and then pushing back in again, I winced slightly from the friction but with each thrust, the pain became less and less.
"Alexander" I moaned, feeling the burning return to my legs and move up my body faster than before.
"Uh, Raven, you….uh, feel so good" he moaned in response against my lips, his pace quickening.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer to me, pushing him deeper, I could feel a knot in my stpomach form and begin to tighten, pulling me towards something I was scared of but curious as to what it might be, the end of the world? Possiblely, but I knew it would be blissful with the way our bodies joined together,
"Raven, a-are…uh, you close?…uh"
"I…uh…think s-so.." I gasped, feeling the knot getting tighter and tighter by the second.
Suddenly, my world exploded, Alexander kept pushing into me but I knew he was feeling the same sensations I was feeling.
"ahh…Uhh" we both moaned in unison, feeling ourselves cumming together for the first time.
"Raven!"
"Alexander!" we both screamed, loud enough for Jameson to proberbly hear us, but we didn't care, we were too blissed out to even care if my parents walked in.
Once we came down from our organisms, Alexander slumped against me, both of us exhausted and covered in a thin layer of sweat. He pulled out and removed the condom, tieing the end and throwing it in the bin near his bedroom door, then pulling the blanket around us, he curled his arms around me, cuddling me to his chest.
"wow" was all he said, still trying to catch his breath "are you ok Raven? I hope I didn't hurt you too much"
"I'm perfect," I said, "still alittle sore but I'll be fine" I reached up to kiss him softly on the lips, "that was amazing"
"I really love you, I'm glad we made love, its was magical" he said, trying to be a hopeless romantic as always.
"cheesey line" I giggled, cuddling closer to his cool damp chest.
"I love you" I yawned, my eyes beginning to drift shut against my own will.
" its only 7 so you can sleep for awhile" he laughed, kissing my sweaty forehead, "Goodnight my gothic princess" he whispered.
"Good night my Gothic prince"
A/N: sooooooooo what did you think? This has taken me three days to write so I hope its ok. I was trying to make the scene as realistic as possible as most sex scene you read are all horny and full of moans and stuff. Love the work but I think it needs to be written that loosing it hurts(or so I'm told).
Please review and again, im sorry for the long wait but I promise they won't take this long in future.
Love always, Hols xxxxxx