Authors Note: Well I'm back again. I think I'm going to but more effort into my stories. You people are so nice too me –smiles x.x since I can't use any up arrow smiles x.x; - Anyway lucky you I'm going to be focusing on this story for a long while. Did you know for my other story 'Runaway and never say goodbye.' I made a promise to them if they reviewed Darklife and Cherryblossomlove's fanfic up to 40 reviews by Jan 1 I would make that story 100 chapters long…and I didn't tell them but I plan a sequel too! Plus that chapters are going to be long…I mean really long….yup…I'm in for it now……..-.-;
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Last time on, You never know what you have until you loose it.
'Yes the process is already in affect all I have to do is keep her away from any other male.' Sesshomaru said smirking. 'Also make her love me…but that shouldn't be too hard'
"Sesshomaru?" Kagome called back. "Are you ready to go?"
Sesshomaru looked up from his thoughts and smile. "Why of course"
Sesshomaru caught Kagome of guard by his smile. "You know…you should smile more often your smiles are beautiful." Kagome said gazing at him.
"And you koi give me something to smile about." Sesshomaru said kissing her hand and leading her into the elevator.
'Did he just call me love?' Kagome thought looking at Sesshomaru. 'It wouldn't be so bad to be loved once in awhile even if it's not real.'
Chapter 6: Control
Turn me inside out so I can see…
That part of you that's drifting over me…
When I wake… you're never there…
When I sleep… you're everywhere…
You're everywhere…
Kagome glanced at Sesshomaru from the corner of her eye. He seemed not notice her.
'Stage one of the… forget it ever happened.' Kagome sighed.
Flash back Kagome's Point of View.
When we got in the elevator I scooted closer to him thinking when he called me koi he was giving me a green light, but boy was I wrong. Sesshomaru moved away from me.
"Sesshomaru?" I questioned
Part of me was scared that he would tell me to go away and part of me mad that he probably just used me. Then again…it was a one nightstand…I told myself this before I even left the party. I…I just feel so drawn to him.
"Kagome…" He started making my heart pulse with fear. "Kagome I wish that you pretend this never happened for your sake."
That's all he needed to say. I just looked the other way and nodded.
Sesshomaru's Point of view
When we entered the elevator, Kagome scooted closer to me and I panicked. What if Inuyasha finds out? He would surely inflict some damage on her pretty skin. In addition, try to reverse my process. If I remain hidden to him then the process with still be in face.
"Sesshomaru?" I heard her question her very voice sent shivers up my spine.
"Kagome…" I paused not sure how to say this. "Kagome I wish that you pretend this never happened for your sake." I said a little colder than I expected. It pained me deep in the chest when she turned away. Therefore, I did the next thing I knew. I kissed her.
Normal P.O.V
Sesshomaru pushed her forcefully to the corner of the elevator kissing her. Kagome gasped in shock and Sesshomaru took the advantage and pushed his tongue into her mouth. Kagome relaxed into his arms moaning.
"Sesshomaru…" Kagome sighed out.
"Kagome…I assure this is not a one night stand…" Sesshomaru started making her pulse quicken. "I will come for you…I will take you away from him…I swear." Sesshomaru finished planting butterfly kisses along her lips.
"P..Promise?" Kagome questioned not wanting to fall for a trick.
"Hai koi…I promise…" Sesshomaru said softly moving his hands lower to grasp her butt.
Kagome arched her back moaning into his touch. Sesshomaru pressed himself closer to her. Kagome could feel his erection. To their annoyance, the elevator doors opened. Sesshomaru stopped and looked into her eyes.
"Like I said…" Sesshomaru started. "I will have you crawling back to me. You will remember this Sesshomaru with every ounce of you body I touch." With that, he walked out of the elevator doors leaving a breathless Kagome.
Now she understood. He didn't want Inuyasha to know what had happen or he'd probably…hit her. Inuyasha has been growing violent lately but not violent like it's always been in him and he's finally releasing him. Violent…like he's hiding something…but what?
'But who…is what I probably should be saying.' Kagome sighed.
"In true tale…if a demon marks a human…then she will be pregnant with his child…and their child will be born hanyo. With the stone of power, it is said that when a demon marks a human she will become pregnant with his child and once the child is born the child and his/her mother will become a full fledge demon. Although the nigen will have a choice in the matter. If she decides not to love the demon then the process shall be reversed. The woman will not begin to go through the stages of childbirth until her love is shown to the demon who took her, but there is a catch…if the demon waits for nine months with out pronouncing his love or her pronouncing his love to the demon then both shall be cursed. The baby inside the nigen will kill her. The demon who took her will be forced to live life alone and heartless for all eternity. I give you Lord Sesshomaru of the Western Lands this stone of power. Use it well and don't take the same footsteps as your father."
The noises of the cars filled his nostrils. Toxic…disgusting. If he didn't leave quickly, he would pass out from all the fumes. Ever since he came here, he made a company called Kanekiru Mesiru, which in demon language meant a place to where they could get breathers. Much like inhalers humans use today. Yes demons very much flooded this earth, these weak humans have yet to realize. Most of the demons are their own children.
'Ever since Kagome made the wish on the Jewel of Four Souls everyone has been at peace with themselves. Sometimes I wish she would have just made a wish for something else, but being Kagome…she made an unselfish wish for everyone.
It was really a bore…there wasn't anything to do anymore.
No people's lives to ruin.
Nobody to kill.
Nobody to make die a slow painful death.
Since Kikyou was with Kagome, she let her have two wishes. The second wish was for my sake. She wished that I would live a pure life and that I have no powers at all unable to conflict any evil on the world, but still…it burned deep in my soul. I wanted so bad to just….kill…and I did.
Boy did if feel good. Kagome may have taken away my powers and ASKED me to live a pure life…but that didn't help. I still have a black heart. I will always have a black heart and theirs nothing these weak humans can do about it. I will escape from this prison and I'll do it again…starting with her.
It felt so good…It felt so nice…to draw her into the ally. Push her against the wall…run my fingers over her body…hear her call my name. It felt so good to take out that blade and cut her creamy white skin. She'd been my fifth so far.
My fifth victim.
There was something different about this one…I couldn't control myself. I lead them to me…I took that blade and carved some letters into her stomach enjoying her screams for me to stop. This time isn't any different from my past…still there was people walking by ignoring her screaming. Some covering their ears and whispering 'Hookers these days…'
They should have stopped…but they never did…even if some stopped…they couldn't stop me…nobody will ever stop me. Not until I have what I want.
The love of Kikyou…
The body of Kagome…
And the head of Inuyasha…'
When he finished he took the knife from her stomach and licked it clean. The letters that lay on her stomach were…N…a…r…a…k…u
Naraku…
Inuyasha walked into Merkiru the restaurant he was suppose to meet her at, and there she was…just as he expected. Sitting there in all her glory. She must think she owned him. What if he decided not to come…if anything he was going to put her in her place tonight. Inuyasha walked into Merkiru the restaurant he was suppose to meet at, and there she was…just as he expected. Sitting there in all her glory. She must think she owned him. What if he decided not to come…if anything he was going to put her in her place tonight. Inuyasha walked into Merkiru the restaurant he was suppose to meet at, and there she was…just as he expected. Sitting there in all her glory. She must think she owned him. What if he decided not to come…if anything he was going to put her in her place tonight.
Inuyasha walked to the table when she motioned him over.
"Nice of you to join me Inuyasha…I started to think you wouldn't come." She said not taking her eyes away from the tea she was sipping.
"And why would you say that…Kikyou…" Inuyasha spat out sarcastically.
"Tell me Inuyasha…why do you put such harshness to my name?" Kikyou said looking him straight in the eye.
"I need not to answer you." He said flatly.
"My my…taking the characteristics of your brother are we?" Kikyou said smirking.
Inuyasha stood up slamming his fist onto the table.
"I am not my half brother and don't you ever compare me to him." Inuyasha said looking down at the table red stripes appearing on his face.
Many people started to gasp and others ran out of the restaurant.
"Calm yourself Inuyasha you are scaring the people away." Kikyou said not caring about what he just said and Inuyasha caught on to this.
"Fuck the people you better remember what the hell I said Kikyou." Inuyasha said staring into her eyes with so much hate.
"I said calm yourself Inuyasha. Right now. You're changing stop it and sit down now." Kikyou said dangerously.
Inuyasha reluctantly obliged to her warnings and sat down. If Kagome were here, she would have calmed him. Kami he missed her. It was this bitch's entire fault that things are the way they are. Inuyasha stared at Kikyou with so much hate.
"Inuyasha…" Kikyou said softly. "I am sorry for comparing you to your brother."
"Whatever Kikyou." Inuyasha said turning away. "What did you want from me anyway?" He questioned with his back still turned to her.
"The same thing I want every time I call upon you. You said…" Kikyou started but Inuyasha cut her off.
"I know what I said Kikyou." He spat out. "I refuse to hurt Kagome any more."
"Again with her…." She said coldly.
Kikyou's original plan was to tell Inuyasha of the affair Kagome and Sesshomaru had behind him back. Then again, that would just make things worse for her. For she knew the powers of the Jewel of Power. If she would just keep Inuyasha busy then things would go all according to plan. Kagome will bare Sesshomaru's child and Kikyou will have Inuyasha all to herself.
'For now Kagome I will be your…friend…but only till I get what I want. Inuyasha. He will be mine…and nothing you do or will do can stop me. With your dearest Sesshomaru with you it's not like you'll care anyway.' Kikyou thought smirking.
Inuyasha stared at Kikyou like she was crazy. Tonight was not a good night for him. He didn't feel like being around this woman any longer.
"I am leaving." Inuyasha said standing up.
"No goodbye kiss?" Kikyou said smirking.
"Feh you wish." Inuyasha said flatly.
"Inuyasha." Kikyou hissed.
"Fine." Inuyasha said leaning over to kiss her. Kissing her to him was like kissing a clay pot everyday. It's a wonder to him why when she takes baths she doesn't turn into mud. Inuyasha shivered at how disgusting she felt. In him mind he was comparing her to Kagome. He'd take Kagome over her any day. What was he thinking in the feudal era?
Inuyasha pulled away from her and with out even a glance at her he left out of the dinner.
Once he was outside, he spit on the concrete.
"How disgusting…" Inuyasha said coldly sticking his hands in his pockets walking down the sidewalk.
After Sesshomaru left her alone Kagome started to walk down the sidewalks passing up her house not really in the mood for Inuyasha. Therefore, she decided to go shopping. She passed this department store with a lovely kimono and decided to stop in.
The kimono was much like Sesshomaru's but it seemed to be fit for a queen. Kagome looked at the price. 'And priced for a queen.' She thought smirking. 'Guess I'm going to be a queen today.' Kagome picked up the kimono and gasped when she saw the swords underneath it. Always wanting to have full-outfits Kagome picked up the swords…shoes…and sheaths placing them on the clerks counter.
"Will that be all mam?" The young girl asked.
"Yes." Kagome said simply. "Do I know you from some where?" Kagome questioned looking the girl up and down.
"Um…I don't think so…" The girl said uneasily. "The total is $1,659.30"
"Alright…" Kagome said giving her cash causing the girl to gasp. " I assure you it's all there." Kagome said when she saw the girl struggling to count it all.
"Okay I'll take your word you seem trustworthy." The girl said smiling up at her.
"Thank you goodbye." Kagome said waving and walking out of the store.
Kagome hummed happily, as she walked down the sidewalk but her happiness was cut short when she saw an all too familiar red causing her to stop short in her path. Even though Inuyasha didn't wear the old yukata he use to wear, although he did wear modern clothes but red was the only color he ever wore. Every red outfit he had was made from the same material of his old yukata.
Even though Kagome told him, there would be no reason to be walking around wearing a bulletproof outfit all the time he still insisted. Now a days everyone wants one. With all the killings now. Kagome had feared that he returned.
"Kagome?!" Inuyasha yelled snapping Kagome out of her thoughts.
She hadn't even noticed that she stopped walking…in fact, she wasn't even three feet from the store. After Kagome didn't say, anything for a while Inuyasha grabbed her arm and shook her.
"What?!" Kagome yelled back.
"Where were you last night!?" Inuyasha yelled infuriated with Kikyou and taking it out on her.
"Why do you care?" Kagome asked her face darkening with anger.
"Because…I do.." Inuyasha said turning away.
"Yea what ever…save it for that whore you're with now." Kagome said coldly.
"I am not with any whore Kagome!" Inuyasha yelled at her.
"Go to hell Inuyasha." Kagome snapped at him.
Inuyasha unable to control his anger anymore turned around and slapped her hard to the ground his eyes glowing red. Inuyasha was growling furiously at her. However, Kagome showed no fear she just stood their staring at him with tears in her eyes.
"If I knew you were going to come to my time to push me around…and treat me like the dirt you step on I would have never bought you here. If I knew you'd never love me…I would have never fallen in love with you. You always complained that nobody cares…and I always have and will. But I never expected you to say you loved me back…never and when you said those words I was so happy…I…" Kagome wrapped her arms around her knees and started to cry harder. "I've just…been use…I was only your play toy."
Inuyasha looked at Kagome. 'What have I done…my Kagome…she's gone…away from me. Stop it…what is happening to me…this isn't me…but I can't stop.' Inuyasha thought frantic.
Inuyasha dropped to his knees and hugged her. "Onegai….onegai shimasu shimashita….please Kagome….please forgive me I'm so sorry…" Inuyasha said hugging her tighter. "I just…I can't control it…I don't know what's happening to me. I can't stop it. I fear for you…maybe you should stay away from me." Inuyasha said loosening his grip on her.
"Inuyasha…" Kagome said looking into his eyes. "I told you…I will never need you I'm with you always no matter what you do to me I will always be there for you." Kagome said causing Inuyasha to look up at her.
"Kagome…" Inuyasha said staring into her eyes longingly. Oh how he wanted to kiss those swollen lips.
"Inuyasha?" Kagome questioned. "Are you o-…" Kagome was cut off when Inuyasha leaned forward to kiss her passionately.
'Her lips are so much unlike Kikyou's…she's so pure…so real…I love it…I want more…' Inuyasha thought kissing her deeper laying her on to the ground.
Inuyasha moved his hands along her sides kissing down her neck.
"Inuyasha?!" Kagome questioned. "What are you doing?!" Kagome asked panicking. Inuyasha's eyes started to glow red again as he kissed her forcefully on the lips. She refused to let him in so he bit her on the lips forcing his way in when she let out a cry of pain.
Kagome didn't know what to do. She fought back but it was to no avail he was just too strong. Kagome panicked. Something inside of her pulsed and throwing Inuyasha off her. Kagome got up grabbing her bags and started to run. She ran to Sango's house as fast as she could. She could hear Inuyasha's footsteps trailing behind her but she just ran faster.
To her advantage, he stopped following her. Although Kagome didn't know if that was a good thing or bad. Once she got to Sango's house, she beat on the door franticly.
"What?!" Sango asked running to the door. "Who is it?"
"It's me Kagome!" Kagome yelled tears streaming down her eyes. "Let me in please!" Kagome sobbed still beating on the door.
Sango opened the door quickly worried about her friend. "Kagome what's wrong?" Sango asked when Kagome ran into her arms sobbing.
"Shh…take your time." She said softly.
Miroku came down the stairs worrying what all the fuss was about. "Kagome?" he asked worried. "Shall I make some hot tea?" Miroku asked looking over to Sango instantly knowing what was going on.
"Please…" Sango said softly. "Come…lets go sit down Kagome." Sango said leading Kagome to the kitchen.
Sesshomaru walked into the store he made for Rin. She was so cute but once she struck puberty all hell broke loose. With all the explaining…mood swing. A shop was the perfect idea for her to keep her busy.
"Daddy!" exclaimed happily running to Sesshomaru hugging him tightly. Even though she was a teenager, she never out grew her love for him.
"Well hello Rin…how are you faring today?" He said patting her head.
"Great!" She said happily bouncing up and down. "Guess what!!!"
"What?" He said chuckling.
"I made $1,659.30 dollars today!" Rin said happily.
"Oh real- WHAT?!" Sesshomaru stared at her shocked. "Just what did you sell?"
"Remember that pretty outfit you bough in that looked kinda like your old one." Rin said looking him in the eye.
Sesshomaru's eyes went wide. "Rin that was my mother's kimono! Any woman that wears it that is not fit for it will be burned and sent to hell!" Sesshomaru said shocked.
"Then why did you put a price tag on it?" Rin questioned.
"That wasn't a price tag!" Sesshomaru yelled. "That was my dry cleaning bill!" Sesshomaru growled.
Rin shrunk to three inches tall. "Oh…" She said softly.
"What did she look like Rin?" Sesshomaru asked in a serious tone.
"Oh she was pretty! Very pretty!" Rin exclaimed.
"Okay…Rin that doesn't help me any thing else?" Sesshomaru questioned even more ticked that he couldn't sniff her out cause of all the human smells that filled his nostrils.
"Um…" Rin thought for a moment. "Oh! She was with your brother!" Rin exclaimed.
"Oh really?" Sesshomaru said raising a silver brow.
"Yes! But…" Rin said trailing off…
"But?" Sesshomaru questioned.
"You're brother was very mean to her." Rin said sadly.
"Mean like how?" Sesshomaru asked curious.
"Mean like…well…" Rin trailed off.
Sesshomaru was getting furious. "Just spit it out!" he snapped.
"Fine!" Rin snapped back. "Well she left the store humming then she stopped and rolled her eyes she looked like she was thinking. He came up to her and started yelling but she didn't answer him she still looked like she was in some kinda daydream then he grabbed her arm. Then she yelled….then he yelled…then she…then he…blah blah..then she again…then he..then she…then he slapped her so hard! He slapped her so hard she fell to the ground." Rin said putting drama in every word she said.
"I see…carry on." Sesshomaru said.
"Then…she started to cry…" Rin said sadly. "Then she started to say things that made the other man soften some then he dropped to his knees and looked like he was saying sorry…then he said something to make her look shocked…then her eyes softened then…" Rin gasped for breath.
"Then she said something…then he did…then she questioned him and he cut her off with a kiss she looked shocked. He looked like he was having the time of his live he had a romantic look to him she didn't look like she was kissing back though…then he pushed her to the ground…his eyes started to glow red and he got red stripes like yours on his cheek…then she started to struggle and he just pushed himself on her more then oh my god this was amazing…a huge light came from her and it sent him into a pole then she got up and ran." Rin finished gasping for air.
It took a moment for all this to register into his mind. "I see thank you for telling me-" Sesshomaru started but was cut off by Rin yelling.
"There she is! She looked like her! But younger!" Rin said pointing to a woman walking by.
'Wait a minute…Kikyou? If she looked like Kikyou then…Kagome!' he thought in panic.
"I will be back Rin." Sesshomaru said running out of the store following Kagome's scent.
Kagome…
Authors note: Well –yawn- I was aiming for 21 pages…but I guess 12 is enough x.x; the original name for this chapter was Long as chapter…bring me coffee' X.x;; Well you know you love that sexy button! Review! Btw you people can thank Linkin Park and Puddle of Mudd x.x;;; I write according to what i'm listing to XD!
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