She never loved me
Summary: After the birth of their daughter, Renesmee. Bella came forward after her change with a heart braking lie to Edward, She never really loved him in the first place, only used him for the immoral life. Her lie turned the whole Cullen family up side down, the only problem was she left her daughter with them. Edward's POV.
Chapter 1: The days grew longer then a normal life for me, the anger to her, was building up, as how she used me to get what she wanted in life. I could have stop this all, if I could only read her mind, the blankness of her mind, held the betrayal of the lies in her words. I believed her when she said "I love you, Edward." or "I can't live with out you." All words meant nothing to her, as I was locked up stored away in a bedroom, that wasn't mine, another part of the house in Forks. I couldn't bear going into that room, knowing the memories that were in their, lies. I knew my eyes were black, with the hunger building itself deep inside my throat.
I decided not to take the self pity in myself any longer; it was time after years of being inside this room. It was time for me to be a father to the girl that grew up without a mother, and my own fault not being there for her. I should have been there to help her as she grew rapidly into a teen age girl in have of the time as a normal human grew. I walked down the stairs at normal speed, just not aware of who was in the house. Renesmee was attending school, as I didn't know if there was another human in the house. I fear that the blood would temp me into attacking that person.
"Edward," Esme smiled as I landed at the bottom of the stair well. Her eyes were different then the smile on her lovely face. The hurt of my family was surrounded by the betrayal of what had happen years ago.
"I guess I'm going to hunt." I said with a weak smile, to help ease the mood in the house. They knew I was the hard hit by the lies she told, and the guilt was my fault being her into our home.
"I'll go with you," I heard a soft musical voice; the girl had copper locks were curls, and deep chocolate eyes, just like her mother's. Renesmee, the girl, my daughter was more beautiful to me, as I watched in the minds of my family grew into a young lady. She smiled up to me, as this was the first time she seen me. I sent her once when she was first born, but with the emotional events that were place in our lives. I didn't get to see her grow with my own eyes.
"I would like that," I smiled, as I opened my arms for her to embrace me for the first time, in years. On our hunt, I talked with her; I learn so many things about my own daughter that I miss. In her eyes, I was someone that she could turn to for the need of help, protection from the world that wasn't real. I learned that the treaty between us and the wolves were different, as she was dating Jacob Black. She blushed at everything talking about the boy, and how he was going to marry her one day.
We feed, and sat into a clearing to just talk more about her, and I talked about the things what happen in my life time. I told her about her mother, and not the bad parts, I made her seem like someone that might return someday. She would find her true self in this world. I learn that she ate human food, slept, and did normal human things. But she also feed on blood once a month, to keep her strong. I grew to love my daughter more then anything in the world. And promise her I would never leave her again. That night my family, along with Jacob and a couple of his pack members packed and moved out of Forks. We were going to start a new life somewhere that didn't remind us of that day.
I was glad that I meet her, but also upset of the fact that her lies torn us apart. We made friends with the wolves, and my daughter was born into my life. I would never have the change to become a father again. This was my one shot of a normal life, with a child that I shouldn't have been born.
The smell of someone walking in the woods, hit my nose, I knew this was human, it's been years for me being around humans. I looked over to Renesmee seeing if she could here the quit sobbing coming from the deepest part of the forest. The cries of a young girl echo through out the forest, like she was crying to be freed from a cage. "Dad, I smell something salty?" Renesmee said in her mind. The smell of more then salty, with more of a fishy smell, like someone been into the ocean for a long swim.
"Let's see if they are lost," I told my daughter. The cries were louder as the forest come into a clear, at the edge of the shore line, as the wave crash into the rocks of the coast of the sea bed. I looked around for this crying girl, but there were a figure around, but the crying was loud as day light. Renesmee point out something sitting out in the water, some one was sitting on the rocks, just off the coast of the beach. I could tell by the long flowing hair, that she was a girl, a young woman in her teens.
"She beautiful," Renesmee said, as she looked over to the weeping girl on the rocks. How did a girl get in the middle of the ocean? I have to say she was the most beautiful thing I seen, but I would still upset with what happen with Bella. I wasn't going to let myself be tricked by another human again. I realize that she was nude, as her long blond hair rolled down her body hiding her curves. Her eyes were ocean blue staring at us, her thin fingers resting over her mouth, trying to hide a sob.
"Hello," Renesmee said, I notice the girl had the long legs of a goddess, beautiful but deadly to a man. The unnatural beauty wasn't like a human beauty, but something more different than anything else in the world. "I'm Renesmee, and this is my brother Edward." I hated not telling the world that she was my daughter. The girl looked back at me, before leaping into the sea, never coming up for girl. I was shock, worried about this human that took to her death. I dove into the icy sea, looking for this girl, who just disappears into the waters. But I could felt the eyes watching me as I panic looking for this girl.
When I came back to the dry land, Alice was standing next to Renesmee worried about me. She must have a vision of what happen out here. I looked around for the girl, but nothing was there just the million miles of water hugging the horizon. I looked over to my sister with a frown.
"Daddy," Renesmee said, she looked up to me with a smile, "You know that story about the girl that lives under the sea." I nodded, thinking about the Disney movies, the little mermaid. I knew that was Renesmee's favorite out of all the movies. "I think she was a mermaid, Daddy."
A mermaid, but they are human myths, but we are myths too. Anything is possible in this world of vampires, and werewolves. Only to come across someone that lives in the sea, but the images of her weeping out in the middle of the rocks, was heart shattering. I turned looking back to the sea, mermaid, was on my mind. Mermaids were folk tail, they aren't real.
Hello, thank you reading my story. I've looking for names for my mermaid, but i need a name that fix her well. My mermaid has blond hair long past her waist line, but her knees, and the ocean blue green eyes. Thats all i'm going to say because her story comes to play in a few more chapters. Enjoy.