Authors Note: Thank you guys for sticking with me o.o for so long, something happened and I lost my thrill to update, but hopefully things will get back to normal.
Review Responses: You guys probably forgot what you said o.o so I'll just add your review too xD.
Emmyjenny: so... um... is this finnished? or have you forgoten? well! i really like your story and all but you need to get updateing again ok?? we have an agreement??
No, obviously this isn't finished, yep I forgot, thanks okie I will yes yes o.o agreed xD
BlackVampire14: CAn i seethe sword? and KAGOME KILLED HER FATHER! GO KAGOME! WHATS UP WITH HER ANYWAYS?!?!?! Porr Sesshy! But still please write the next chapter soon?!?!?
Sadly, I've forgotten what I had for the sword xD, yes she killed her father, um I'm not telling o.o cause I forgot xD and I don't want to spoil anything. Okay o.o ish writing and Sesshomaru will be fine.
SK Lovers: that was cool update more
Thankie o.o;
Sesshomaru4ever: sweet, but your story says its copleted? that doesnt make sence but hey. well n e way good story and keep at it
o.o um what…completed..no..its no x.x;
Jana : hello i taught the story was pretty cool..but something weird happened in the end of it. when i look for fan fictions i loved the ones of sesshomaru and kagome but they have to be complete. when i read your story at end it seemed it did not end. can you explain what happened..? i'm so confuse...?--?
ITS NOT COMPLETED GAWH T.T….gomen for the confusion
Ashlee Kaiba: Great Story but WRITE MORE CLIFFHANGERS ARE NOT MY MY FAVORATE! sorry i would like to see the swords plz thanx! by the way Sesshy is MINE! -grabs sesshy sticks him back in closet- yeah -cough- great story!
o.o walks away slowly. xD
Green Penguin: this is a pretty good story. keep it up! i can't wait to see what happens next, and what these two will go through. what'll happen to inuyasha and kikyo? you've got a neat concept here. keep it up!
o.o thankie…that's… . a very interesting screen name you got there buddy o.o xD
Darklife: boo!!
Great review -.-;
Silvermoon15: I LOVE IT!! I CANT WAIT TILL U UPDATE!! IT'S SUCH A WONDERFUL STORY!
o.o nod.squeal.happy dance. ME EITHER!!! ..o.o..
blue diamond-hime-WOW! This is so cool. Please update soon. I really want to see what happens.
Sure thing ..
FINALLY! Thanks for all your reviews and support it really means a lot to me!
Author: Dormant-angel
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"Talking"
'Thinking'
Talking to self (thoughts)
DisclaimerI do not own Inuyasha, and you don't own my socks
Last time:
"K…Kagome…you…" Mindero said softly.
Sesshomaru stood up and looked at her with a blank expression.
"Who are you?" Sesshomaru said softly.
"I…I don't know…" Kagome said dropping her sword to the ground and falling only to be caught by Sesshomaru.
You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose It
that's a flippin long title o.o
Kagome awoke to a different room than she had been placed in, this room seemed more full and elegant. Surely this had to be some type of dream, because the way she acted last night. All her actions were on impulse, the memories of last night and the night of her father's death just came flooding back and it was unbearable.
'Who are you?' Sesshomaru's soft voice still rung in her head like an annoying chime. There's a chance that now he might see her as a fake. It's true, Kagome's not perfect.
'I give up, I quit, I'm sick of this every time I go right someone or something throws me back left.'
Kagome nodded agreeing with her mental self, silently she sat up out the bed swinging her legs over the side, getting ready to stand up only to be stopped by a pale hand at her waist.
"Just where are you going this time of night?" Sesshomaru's low voice cooled at her easily sliding her back into bed with the slight tug of his hand.
"Sesshomaru.." Kagome turned looking at him shocked not expecting him to be anywhere around her.
"And just where did you find masking powder." Sesshomaru spoke easily, his eyes remaining closed.
"I…don't know." Kagome said honestly trying to remember where she got the powder from.
"You don't?"
Sesshomaru sniffed lightly for any lie, though all he found was confusion and sadness, what is with her anyway.
"No."
"My, I never knew you were a killer." Sesshomaru said trying to spike her anger, succeeding.
"What! He was beating them to death!" Kagome yelled throwing her hands up in the air in a frantic plea for understanding.
"It appears…you were the only one beating someone to death." Sesshomaru pushed trying to get her anger to spike higher, what a lovely smell it made. Though his efforts were useless when the only scent he received was blank, nothing, was she finally broken?
"…"
Silence was all she had to offer.
"Kagome…" Sesshomaru's eyes shot open flashing red for a instant then returning to his normal golden ones.
"You're right." Kagome said barely audible, moving out of his grasp wasting no time leaving his bed making her way to the door.
Surely, she did not think he was going to let her leave so easily. Sesshomaru had her by the waist holding her firmly against his chest.
"Once again, where are you going?" Sesshomaru said nuzzling her ear.
"How can you touch me like that, when you know what I've done." Kagome said trying to move from his arms, feeling like she didn't belong there.
"Tell me, how many people do you expect to hurt you?" Sesshomaru said letting her go, deciding he would not force himself on her.
"Do you think everyone you come across is just going to hate you, abuse you, or leave you, do you not trust anyone?"
"How can I trust people, there's some rule book on how to live, and I just can't seem to follow any of them. I don't understand what is so wrong with me." Kagome spoke more to herself than anyone.
"Come with me." Sesshomaru said leading her by her hand to a beautiful mirror laced in gold, turning her to face the mirror.
"Do you understand why this mirror is so beautiful?" Sesshomaru said looking at her through the mirror.
"Because of the design, and the gold lace." Kagome said looking at the mirror in slight awe, not really in the mood to feel it completely, even materialistic things are more beautiful than she.
"No, I've never cared for this mirror, made by a human hand, bought by a rich demon, and branded as the most beautiful mirror in Japan, I never cared for it one bit, because I could not simply see why a mirror so dull, could have so much worth." Sesshomaru said running his eyes over the mirror.
"So…why is it in here then." Kagome turned looking at him questionably, only to be turned back towards the mirror again.
"Because, I am known to have the most prized possessions in Japan, I am a high Lord, I must have the best, strength, and possessions, even if they mean nothing to me, these possessions hold my name and my strength holds my title. But that is another story, What makes this mirror so beautiful is not its beauty and title, it's the woman that is standing in front of it."
"W-What…" Kagome said feeling dizzy in the head.
"I use to think, that all I needed in life was money, power, and strength, but as time passed by, I realized this is nothing with out someone to share it with. I've always watched you and my brother together, and wondered why the filthy hanyou was able to have a better life than me, the Powerful Western Lord, I had everything, at least...I thought I did until I met you."
That's all Kagome needed to hear before her mind began to swim, "Sesshomaru…I.."
"You, Kagome, a name so sweet to say, a voice so nice to hear, a body so lucky to touch, should stop worrying about the past and focus on the future, our future."
"Our future.." Kagome chanted softly.
"Yes…" Sesshomaru caressed her stomach lovingly, "Our future."
Kagome rested her head on his shoulder feeling like she belonged, though that feeling was cut short when she noticed his extra nice attention to her stomach, 'our…' realization hit her like a ton a bricks.
"Our…baby…Sesshomaru!" Kagome said turning to face him with fear evident in her eyes, "I'm pregnant?!" she said looking down at her stomach then back to him.
"I would hope so." Sesshomaru said smiling mischievously.
"Hope?! When were you going to tell me?" Kagome nearly yelled.
"Don't worry my dear, things will be fine." Sesshomaru smiled at the thought of a child, a mental image of a little Sesshomaru played in his head, terrorizing everything in its wake, in this image it just happened to be a annoying cat.
Kagome noticed the grin on his face and decided to play evil too, he wasn't going to get the last laugh, suddenly her features calmed.
"Who am I kidding, I can't have children." Kagome smiled rubbing her irritated head.
"Sure you can, and you'll be a terrific mother." Sesshomaru cheered her thinking she was feeling sorry for herself again, which was starting to get old.
"No, I mean physically, I can't.have.children." Kagome said stressing each word causing Sesshomaru to back up slowly as the realization hit him.
"Sesshomaru? Are you alright?" Kagome said walking closer to his retreating form, he looked scared to death.
"Yea...sure I'm just-" With that the demon became acquainted with the smooth floor.
"Oh my…" Kagome whispered poking him with her foot.
Present Day Tokyo
"Mr. Naraku you have Kikyou on line one would you like to take it?" A woman called out from his desk top call box.
Casually Naraku pressed the receive button to take the call, "Yes dear?"
"Oh its dear now is it?" Kikyou sounded too happy to speak to him, it seemed that her heart was now driven to him for some reason, things just happened to be this way.
"What do you need, sounding a bit happy to speak to me are you." Naraku replied dryly.
"Nothing really…just calling…" Kikyou said her voice trailing off as she suddenly felt like a silly school girl.
'Nothing really?…What is up with this girl'
"Is there something wrong?" Onigumo's love appealing in Naraku's voice, it was true Naraku was starting to appeal to the woman as well not really caring about their differences, it was also a way to get to the hanyou.
"N-No….nothing's wro-"
"Dinner." Naraku said cutting her off surprising them both.
"Dinner?" Kikyou was short of breath, she felt a feeling she hasn't felt in a while, her 'heart' was racing.
"Yes, seven o'clock at the Tiller, I will pick you up okay?" Naraku said businesslike though on the inside he was hoping she wouldn't resist.
"Okay." Kikyou smiled into the phone not knowing if she should squeal like a girl or play her cool.
"Until then."
"Until then…"
Kikyou hung up the phone dancing around and squealing, though her actions were ceased when a young girl stopped her pace and starred at her, causing her to cough and carry out with her shopping, now it was her turn to shop for a nights out dress.
Sango refused to come out of her room, not ready to face the reality of her best friend being gone. If she would just stay in her room then maybe she could pretend that Kagome was just in her own house sleeping, and it was all a dream of her own.
Miroku watched her like this for days, unsure of what to do, when he tried to comfort her she just snapped at him wondering why he wasn't sad, but who would be? Common sense told the woman Sesshomaru wasn't going to let Kagome die.
'Take Control…'
Sango's voice rung clearly in his head, maybe it was time for him to take control, he was getting sick of this, the last thing they all needed was her drama, and then the nerve of her to snap at him when he tried to comfort her.
Suddenly Miroku's good mood turned bad, growling lowly he stood up and walked over to her and ripped the covers off her causing her to gasp.
"Get up." Miroku said coldly never losing his tone when she looked at him with those beautiful eyes that use to make him melt.
"No…" she said flatly laying back down. "Just leave me-
Miroku slid her back by her leg and forced her up by her arm kissing her forcefully, "I said get up."
This caught her attention, he never took control like this, all she could do was sit up and look at him like a child all this did was feed in to his newfound power.
"Look, do you really think that Sesshomaru would let her die?" Miroku said staring her straight in the eye.
"He's the one who killed her!" Sango yelled her tears starting to fall again, she said it, she said her friend was dead.
"Yes, that might be the case, but did you see his face? Did you even bother to look around at the others that were affected? Don't you think I feel bad, did you forget about his sword?" Miroku said softly cupping her chin in his fingers.
"No…I suppose not." Sango looked down feeling bad.
"You suppose not…" Miroku said leaning towards her lips placing a soft kiss on them.
"Well I suppose you get out of this bed and stop feeling sorry about yourself."
Sango kissed him back allowing herself to be pulled up by his grasp, "I like this, this new you."
"New me?" Miroku said looking at her questionably.
"Yes." Sango said flatly kissing him softly.
"I see.." Miroku said smacking her butt then griping it tightly causing her to moan. "I'm guessing you like that too?"
"Oh yes…" Sango said doing something he didn't expect, by placing one of his hands on her breast squeezing it tightly between her fingers moaning, "Don't forget these.."
This is all Miroku needed before he had her pinned on the bed pressing himself against her licking her neck, his erection evident against her pants.
"I won't forget anything…" Miroku slid down her sliding her shirt over her shoulders.
Sango willingly held her hands up letting him pull the shirt over her shoulders, shivering lightly when she felt his cool tongue slide down her stomach slowly.
Miroku licked along her pants line taking the fabric into his mouth sliding it off letting his nose brush against her panties, down her thighs…until the barrier between him and her legs was gone.
After her pants was dismissed he eyed her panties eagerly, though he was not going to rip them off, and get his business done, he was going to take it painfully slow.
Miroku sat up and removed his shirt tossing it to the side, next removing his pants and boxers, not wasting anytime.
"Eager are we?" Sango said smiling at him softly.
"We'll see who's going to be eager." Miroku spoke seductively licking her through her panties causing her to moan out again.
"M...Miroku…" Sango gritted her teeth at his teasing.
"I've only just begun…." Miroku said sliding her panties to the side licking her softly spreading her legs with his hand.
"Do you like this?" Miroku ask with half close eye lids as if he was drunk in her sex.
"Yes…" Sango replied softly.
Miroku shook his head. "That wont do…" ripping the panties apart, he licked up to her cherry focusing on the most sensitive part, sucking at it before taking it into his mouth completely biting down on it, asking her once again. "I said…do you…like this…" sucking her harder between each pause.
"…" Sango pulled at the sheets unable to control herself biting down on her lip, afraid if she said something she would scream her lungs out, this only got worse when she was about to come, Miroku did something that made her world just freeze, he stopped.
"Well…since you don't like it." Miroku said sitting up about to walk away before she screamed out.
"YES YES YES! Don't stop please….please Miroku…don't…stop." Sango called out arching her back up in sexual frustration.
"That's my girl…" Miroku said laying her back down once more sticking two fingers into her playing around with her causing her to moan loudly, he knew she was close, but he wanted to make her feel the pain he's been feeling.
"This is how it feels…" Miroku said slowing his menstruations, "This is how I feel when ever I get close to you, when we kiss…I feel like this…"
Miroku leaned down licking her softly continuing his speech. "So good, your taste, its sweet like honey…."
"Hone…y…" Sango moaned out closing her legs around his face as she came screaming out her pleasure.
Though he didn't stop, and this drove her mad. "M-Miroku…" Sango panted as the feeling became unbearable.
"Yes…" Miroku said licking her once more.
"Please…its to much.." Sango pleaded.
"It is…what do you mean? The wait…or the feeling?" Miroku teased licking her harder than before.
"Both…just please stop…" Sango said backing back some to get away from his tourture.
Miroku grasped her hips pulling her back towards him pressing his need against her.
"But we haven't even started yet."
Miroku pressed into her causing her to scream, her screams turning into a deep moan as she fit him like a glove..
This time it was Miroku's turn to moan, the feeling of her on him driving him mad, her every twist, turn, breath, sigh, moan he felt it…oh he felt it with need.
This became to unbearable, and the plan of taking her slowly was easily tossed into the trash.
Miroku grip on her hips became forceful as he began beating her like a drum, never slowing his pace.
"So.tight." Miroku gritted through his teeth gripping her butt as he went along causing her to be turned on.
"Is it tight?" Sango ask his actions turning her on causing her to feel like being naughty, if she wasn't already enough.
"Yes..so tight." Miroku barked out at her.
"Well…why don't you try harder.." Sango teased looking bored, throwing him off for a second.
"Try..harder?" Miroku looked at her questionably.
"Yes." Sango thrust her hips against him. "Harder…do it." Sango sat up gripping his butt tightly pressing herself against him.
Miroku kissed her forcefully, only to be kissed back with equal force. Their lovemaking rung to new heights, making even the dogs that passed by stop and look.
A old woman stopped in front of the home, hearing the noises they were making, "Animals…" she sighed walking away. "Only if I could be a animal." she laugh joking with herself.
Feudal Era
Kagome walked around Sesshomaru's palace searching for something entertaining to do. A long time ago she would of found herself content with this old style of living.
The only thing that could possibly calm her was the sweet sounds, actually the sweet smells and less sounds.
Less in her condition, is surely more. Rin, now being a teenager, did not enjoy the simple pleasures of life anymore. No more smiling, running around, and eagerness to go pick flowers.
'I feel like a mother who didn't get to see her child grow up.' Kagome froze at her thought, 'Get a grip girl, this won't last , nothing does.' Sighing she continued through out the never ending halls.
Kagome froze at her thought, ' Sighing she continued through out the never ending halls.
"What do these people do for fun around here?" Kagome wondered out loud, frustrated with her failure to find something to do.
"We…spar." Came a masculine voice not to far from behind her.
Kagome turned around surprised at the intruder, surely it wasn't Sesshomaru, she knew that much.
"Who are you?" Kagome questioned as a tall beautiful man can into her view.
He was quiet handsome, his eyes were a light blue that had a tint of amusement in them. His outfit was much unlike Sesshomaru's, it had to be more military. With slow gaze, she measured this man up finally coming to the conclusion that he had to be a body guard of Sesshomaru, since when did he need body guards?
Kagome's musing was broken when the man cleared his throat, causing her to blush furiously, 'He probably thinks I was checking him out! Oh kami…'
"My name is Yukio, I'm Sesshomaru's top general." Yukio spoke very seductively leaving chills down her spin after each word.
'Oh…' Was all her reply, 'Of course Sesshomaru didn't need body guards baka!' she cursed herself.
"I can tell from your features, that you are bored, care to spar with me?"
"S-Spar?!" Kagome looked horrified, here Sesshomaru's top general, was asking her to spar! If he thought she had a chance against him, then he wasn't the strongest general in the world.
"No worries, Miss Kagome, I shall not harm you." Yukio bowed his head in respect.
"Okay, sure I guess." Kagome smiled not wanting to seem rude.
"Right this way." Yukio ushered with his hand the direction the should go walking two steps behind her, not for respect purpose, but to see her rear.
"My my, the beauty." Yukio whispered low enough for her not to hear.
He had been watching her for sometime now, when he realized she was lost, after checking every inch of her body out, she decided he would make his appearance.
Yukio stepped ahead of her to open the huge dojo doors, holding them so she could walk through.
Gazing around the room, Kagome came to the conclusion that this room could fit Sesshomaru in his true form, two of him, what was the point of a room so big?
Almost on cue, Yukio spoke, "The rooms size is actually, meant for the whole army to fight in, why take men to war if you are not sure of their abilities?"
"Right." Kagome nodded agreeing with the statement, of course, she didn't know why they didn't just practice outside, but that was besides the point at least she had plenty of running room.
"Shall we?" Yukio said handing her a sword.
"I don't know how to use a sword, though I'm really good at the bow." Kagome said examining the sword.
"Ha!" Yukio laughed at her sarcastically, "You're a miko, you'd purify me in a second, I feel safer with the sword, like I said I will not harm you, I'm not so sure about you not harming me."
"Hmph." Kagome crossed her arms at the insult of her carelessness.
Yukio stood at a pose reading for her to mock his movement, but instead she just stood there, then she finally caught the drift and came into battle stance, a rather amusing one.
Her legs were sort of set in a foreign way, the sword was bought up to the side of her face as if she as trying to slice her head off. Her other hand stood out as if to block anything in front of her.
"Good thing I watched those Jackie Chan movies." Kagome whispered to herself.
'Jackie…Chan?' Yukio wondered silently, 'Well this Jackie Chan, certainly has weird stances, ones I've never see, this should be interesting.'
Realizing that she wasn't going to make the first move Yukio took off to a start at Kagome, knocking her softly on her rear, though he was surprised when their swords met. He only intended to scare her, but when she blocked his attack, and proved she was ready and on guard, the fun just grew.
Pushing away from her sword Yukio flipped backwards, blocking another attack from her as she ran forward.
"Quite daring aren't we?" Yukio chuckled cutting the top of her shirt loose.
"Wh-WHAT?!" Kagome stopped in mid stance. "Why'd you do that?!" Kagome yelled furiously, a deep blush evident on her face.
"Oh my." Yukio chuckled eyeing her bare shoulders.
Once again she shocked him attacking with much fury than before. This upset Kagome was much dangerous than the calm one.
"Calm yourself dear, you don't want to rip your clothes again."
This earned him another wave of anger and a very deep growl from Kagome, Yukio whipped around her sliding his hand across her butt, quite mischievously.
"Hentai!" Kagome growled, she should just walk away, but not until she gave him a piece of her mind.
Elsewhere
Sesshomaru sensed Kagome's distress, and hurried back to his castle, something had to be bothering her.
Back at the Castle
Kagome threw her sword down and stomped over to him. "You listen here! How dare you trick me into fighting with you, only so you can get your feel?!"
"I have no idea what you're talking about…" Yukio said never taking his eyes off her breast, walking towards her licking his lips.
Kagome was to mad to notice him closing the distance, she continued with her rant, "Either you're gay! Or you're perverted! There Is no way that you spar like this!"
"Sure…" Yukio nodded walking closer, drowning in her features.
"What…what are you doing?!" Kagome squeaked backing away from him, thankfully, she was far from a wall and she could run.
Yukio sensed her urge to flee, and decided to take her forcefully.
Yukio licked his lips at the though of those bare legs pressed against him played in his mind. Kagome gasped when his eyes flashed red, in a flash she was pinned against the wall with her legs pressed tightly against his waist.
"Get off of m--ah." Kagome tried beating against his chest, but he press him self against her allowing her to feel his need, and kissed her forcefully, cutting her off mid-sentence.
Sesshomaru was clueless to why her scent was everywhere, though her presence was quickly known when he heard her scream, what caught him off guard was her yell seemed to be quite odd.
Sesshomaru stormed into his dojo slamming the door open, causing Yukio to rip his mouth away from her and Kagome to look over his shoulder at her savor, or so she thought, looking at herself she realized her position, and gasped.
"Sesshomaru…"
A/N: OMGSH CLIFFY! THEY SO OWN XD! Well…tis the end of my story. Sorry I like…died XD -snicker- okie well, review!
Kitty-sama
Kagome froze at her thought, ' Sighing she continued through out the never ending halls.