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Stephanie Meyer created all things Twilight and there is nothing I can do about it, but turn all her characters into hormone driven teenagers!

Chapter 6 Confessions

EPOV

I could kill Alice right now, but she did have a right to Bella also. I went up to my room and cooled of on my bed thinking about Bella. I could probably sneak down to Alice's room later on and steel her away. My room only locks from the inside so if you don't want to come out, you don't have to. And I was pretty sure I wouldn't let Bella out once she was my captive.

I walked over to my piano and started playing Bella's lullaby. I let the song consume me, and clear my head. Every time I was away from her I would play the song over again. When I wrote it, I wanted to include every aspect of what she was into each note and chord progression. I captured the essence of her in the melody, and her mystery in the harmonies. But something was missing, I never finished the last measures of the song. It was that part of her that was hidden and secretive that could only complete my work.

As the final written parts came, I ended with a sigh in the song. It was nothing but my longing. I looked up from my now still hands, to find the beauty herself standing in my doorway looking back at me. I was off my stool and over the floor in a second. She wrapped around me forcefully, and tackled me onto my bed. I didn't fight back.

"How did you escape?" I managed to breath out in the midst of her kisses.

"A little persuasion, but I only have an hour." At this I writhed free from her, a disappointed pout, cute as ever, on her face. I quickly shut the door and locked the dead bolt with a sharp snap. A smile broke out onto her face. It stopped me in my tracks, as I stared at her beaming up at me.

"What's the matter?" Her smile vanished as I was frozen.

"Nothing." And with that, I leaped on top of her and kissed her deeply. I entwined my fingers in her hair as she leaned back on my plush white blanket.

"I missed you." She gasped as I briefly pulled away. My body was covering all of her soft being. I slid my tongue over the length of her neck all the way up to her chin. The thin white t-shirt revealed a bright blue lace bra over her perfectly soft breast, ordained with hardened nipples, I could just bite off. Take it easy there Edward.

With ought knowing it I let out a soft growl when starring at her.

"Edward." She said. It was the most seductive sound I ever heard. I had to make her say it again. I could feel my erection start to grow. But I couldn't move myself from her.

"Say my name again." I whispered into her ear.

"Edward." Pure bliss. My mouth traveled over every inch of her bare skin, running my tongue over her collarbone and brushing my lips along her jaw line. I listened to her heart beat quicken when I grazed my teeth over the exposed curve of her right breast. Slowly I took her arms and held them over her head. I had her pinned to the bed with every other part of my body. There was no hiding the rock hard erection I had now. When I was done tasting her, I locked her eyes with mine.

"Edward. If you ever do that to me again… I'll…" She said breathlessly.

"What?" I chuckled knowing that I had completely dazzled her.

"I'll have to do it back." I had not expected those words. And in my moment of weakness she rolled me over onto my back pinning me down. Again I wouldn't fight her, but her grasp on me softened. And she laid her body slowly over mine. Her right hand held my face running her thumb over my cheekbone. She laid a soft kiss on my lips, and in that the lustful insanity that I was driving into at top speed had vanished, and what I saw was a girl in need of safety, comfort, and trust.

I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a hug. Her face was buried in my neck, and her hot breath wrapped around me calming me down. I needed her in my life.

"Bella, do you trust me?"

"Yes." She whispered against my neck.

"So you know I'm not going anywhere."

"I know." She said tentatively.

"Good."

It was bursting out of me like a bomb, I had to say it. I'd been dying to say it for days and now that she was in my grasp I needed to hear and feel her reaction. So I closed my eyes and thought of all the reasons why.

"I love you."

Immediately, and to my horror she pulled away from me and sat on the edge of the bed. If I was a weaker man, I would have cried then, but inside the tears were trickling down. I know she must love me to, I can feel it. Why is she pulling away from me?

"Please, Edward." She stopped, her voice was all chocked up, but I couldn't see her face. She positioned herself away from me clutching the bed post. "Please don't say that to me."

"Why not? It's true." I said containing my sadness and the slightest twinge of anger.

"How do you know that?"

How was I to respond to that? I just knew that I needed her, and from the second I saw her I knew there could be no other person on this planet for me. Her distance from my body, though small was causing great strain within me. I reached over and put my arms around her waist pulling her back onto my lap and twisted her so that her chest was perpendicular to mine. She kept her face down staring into her lap.

"Bella. Look at me." She raised her head, and her eyes ready to burst with tears met mine. I held her face in my hands, and kissed her softly as she had done to me. I felt her tears role over my fingers as I lingered on her lips.

" I love you." I whispered against them.

"Edward." She pleaded. I pulled back to look into her eyes.

"No, Bella. You know it's true. Why are you guarding yourself from me? I will never hurt you. Please understand me. Don't deny yourself either, I know you love me too. I can feel it when you kiss me, Bella."

" I can't love you." She said looking down again.

"Why!?" I said shaking her a little. "Tell me why and I'll stop." That twinge of anger grew larger, and now I knew I was scaring her a bit, but I held her down on my lap still.

"Don't you see Edward?" She sobbed. "Charlie and Renee thought they were in love but they weren't, and now they can barely live together. I don't want that. I don't want to make that mistake. I don't know if love that lasts is real."

How could I blame her for being scared? She was right. But I did know what love was. It was Carlisle and Esme, Rosalie and Emmett, and Alice and Jasper. Love was Bella and I. I had to make her see that.

"I am not Charlie, and you are not Renee." I kissed her again trying to convey all the feelings I had, and release all the ones she was hiding.

"Look at me Bella." She rose her head again, clutching to my chest slightly.

"Look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me and I'll wait as long as it takes with out a word, for you to change. I told you the truth, now be honest with me. Do you love me?"

She starred right into my eyes. The tears had vanished slightly. No words were spoken for a moment, her lips parted slightly.

"I…please Edward."

"Do you love me, Bella?"

Tears collected around her eyes once more, but I kept the connection locked, daring her to look away.

" Tell me." I whispered. She drew in a breath, and let it out.

She stared at me begging with her eyes, but I wouldn't let her hide from me any longer. I knew she couldn't lie to me now.

" Do you love me?" I said forcefully shaking her again. And for a second there I saw a flash of anger and aggression fly across her eyes but before I could look closer I was on my back with her hands grasping my hair down to the bed. Our eyes still locked, and she was on her knees, on top of me.

"YES! I love you. Edward, I love you more than anything or anyone, I love you more than I love myself , more than air, more than life. And it scares me to death."

She crushed her lips to mine, but released to soon and continued.

"I want you in every way. I want to marry you, I want your baby, I want it all! I don't want to eat breathe or sleep with out you there."

She kissed me hard again and continued.

" I want to live with you, sing with you. I want to be there when you are sick, and hold you. I'd do anything for you. I want to make love to you, and to feel you everywhere. I want you with every cell in my body, and love you the same. I want to be with you and love you for the rest of my life! I never want to be with out you ever, and if I was to ever loose you, I would surely die, because I love you Edward, and I always will. And that is the truth."

I was struck still. The whole time she spoke her eyes were wild, and a smile spread right across her face. She looked reckless and completely her inner being for those seconds she confessed herself. I felt like God had just given me the keys to the universe, and more. I didn't know if I wanted to laugh, sing, or cry. Maybe all at the same time. I didn't deserve her in the slightest. She was still starring into my eyes, waiting for a reaction, and I could only think of one thing to do.

I pulled her down to my chest holding her tight to me, rolling over on top of her, spreading my body over hers.

"Bella…" I kissed her. I couldn't help the smile that I was showing.

"Thank you."

As we liad there, I cradled her body against my chest and covered her face in kisses. She clutched to me with and intensity that she never had before. I'd broken down that wall I had told Alice about earlier.

" I love you." She whispered against my cheek, before kissing it. She stroked my face and neck. Her touch was like pure ecstasy rolling over my body. I thought over about what she said about making love to me. I couldn't stop my thoughts from racing all over the place.

She reached her left hand under my shirt and ran over my chest moving down over the ripples of my abdomen. This was farther than Bella had ever gone in exploring my skin. I liked it.

I let out a soft groan when her fingers ran over my nipple. "You'll be the end of me." I growled out.

"Oh, this is just the beginning." Her seductiveness leaked out. And I knew then and there things were going to get so hot, Kelvin himself couldn't measure the temperature.

Can anyone say raging teenage hormones??????????? I love this chapter, and I hope you do too. Now I know that a lot of you are thinking, were is this going SI? Oh you wish you knew! Hint: Someone's coming to town, and it ain't Santa Claus. Review! Per favore! Se para kalo! Review!