Hi everyone!!! I am sooo sorry I have not uploaded when I said I would. I am really really really sorry. Anyway… enough with my super boring intro… on with the story!!!

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Chapter 4- bye-bye

Clare POV (she is still 4)

I woke up the morning after my fight with mommy and I felt really bad. I didn't want to fight, but I couldn't help it. After what Elizabeth said I felt so unloved, and then mommy started to say bad things I felt mad… and sad… definitely not glad. Hey that rhymes!!!

I look around my room and it is just as happy and cheerful as it was the day I moved in… but i'm not as happy. I slowly walk into my bathroom, and get ready for school. When I am done I walk downstairs. I notice the clock in the kitchen says that it is already 9 o'clock… I am pretty sure that it means I missed some of school. Why didn't my mom wake me up? Oh yah… she stopped caring when she got a divorce to daddy.

I felt like crying just thinking about the divorce.

Instead of crying I look for mommy… I really want to say sorry to her… I wasn't being nice to her last night. I look in her room, but I can't find her, and she isn't in the house. I have never been home alone, it's scary. I decide to go upstairs to find something to wear, because mommy isn't here to stop me from wearing whatever I want.

I look for something that looks how I feel right now, like I always do… I find black shoes… I think that they are called converse and a red t-shirt with a silver and black design on the front… I have never worn it, but it was a gift, so I never got rid of it, and I found a pair of black jeans… I have no idea why I have those, but whatever. I look in the mirror, and I look like one of the older girls in La Push, I think that Quil the Wolf called her goth… she wore a lot black, and she had really dark makup. I think I want to try being goth, it sounds fun!! I go back into mommy's bathroom, and I find her makup that she puts on her eyes… eyeliner it think.

OUCH!!! I POKED MY EYE!!

I have no idea how other people put on eyeliner… but I not trying that again until I am like 8!!! Instead I try putting on the black nailpolish that mommy keeps for Halloween. I can actually put on nailpolish because quil the wolf told me how to. Then I find the dark lipstick which is really dark. I put some on my lips. When I looked in the mirror I look kind of like that girl in La Push.

I walk downstairs and decide to watch some tv. Lets see what's on… SPONGEBOB!!!

***one spongebob marathon later***

Mommy finally came home!!! It was already 4 o'clock in the afternoon!!!!

"mommy!!!!" I screemed and ran at mommy. She just looked at me, and walked upstairs. I started to cry again. It wasn't fair. Daddy wasn't here, and mommy didn't care!!! I ran all the way up to my room.

Instead of thinking of how pretty the pink was, I just took all of my dark markers and colored all over everything. Then I took the adult scissors from the kitchen, and cut up all of the clothes that looked happy or mommy bought… which was almost everything. After that I threw all of the scraps into the big trash can in the garage, and broke almost everything in my room. When I finished I sat on my bed, turn on my ipod, and think about how much better my room looked when it was the way I made it.

Random neighbor's POV

Damn it! Damn it! That damn casserole was going to burn!! I was going to bring it to the new neighbor's. I cant believe I actually forgot that they moving in!!! I am sooo stupid! Too caught up in everything... crap that reminds me… I need to…. NO, casserole. Neighbors. NOW!

I grabbed the hot casserole out of the oven, put it in a nice plate, and began to walk the short distance to the neighbors, because it was a nice day, and I forgot to take my daily walk today. Wow, I am really forgetful today, aren't I? Oh My God!!! What is that dreadful noise!! It sounds like breaking glass! O crap! It is coming from the new people's house. What is going on in there?

I look up into the window which is open and I hear a girl… maybe 4 or 5, in her room and there is a lot of crashing glass! That cannot be good! That young girl could hurt herself! Where is her mother? I ring the doorbell, and a few seconds after I do, I hear the noise upstairs stopping.

Mommy's POV

When I came home, the first thing I see is my daughter coming and rapping her arms around me. I cannot stand any type of love right now, so I decide not to hug her back, and instead go up to my room, which now has a hidden flat-mini-fridge under the bed. The thing was handy for hiding a couple kegs.

***a few hours later***

That shitty doorbell! I can't believe it rang! Wait! I think that that means someone is at the door. I try to get up from the bed, and fail miserably. I use the beer I have in my hand as support, I works, and I am able to get the stairs in one piece. I am wobbly as I try to get the door… why did I try to get the door while I am drunk? I really don't know… but wateva! I open the door, and see some lady holding a dish of… casserole? Ick. Gross. She looks scared and I just laugh and slam the door in her face. I cannot get myself up the stairs so I settle for the living room…. floor.

Random Neighbor's POV

Holy shit! I cannot believe that the lady was that drunk that she would actually hurt her daughter! I grab my cell phone and dial 911 emergency.

Clare's POV

I am shaken awake by a lady wearing a suit who is standing next to my bed. She is looking around my room like something terrible happened… then I remember that I completely trashed it last night. Maybe this is what mommy meant when she said that I would get into trouble if I didn't clean up my room.

"Hi sweety." The lady said.

"hi" I say, but my throat hurts… I think I ended up screaming a little when I ruined my room last night.

"hi sweety… do you mind getting dressed?" the lady asked me

"why?"

"well, sweetie--" why was she calling me sweetie… it was really annoying!!!

"do NOT call me sweetie" I told her

"ok, then clare, you see, you will have to come with me, because your mommy did something bad, and she is dangerous."

"mommy isn't dangerous… she is mommy" I told her.

"yes, I know that your mommy is your mommy, but you really need to get dressed because you need to come with me"

We both went back and forth for a little while about how my mommy was my mommy, and she would just say that mommy did something bad, and the funny thing was that I knew that mommy wasn't being a good mommy, but I decided to be a little mean, so I made her think that I was clueless. Eventually I gave into her but I realized something.

"I don't have any clothes except the one's I am wearing." I told her.

"that is ok… you can just wear those for a little while." She said.

She lead me outside to a black car, and she drove me to a place which had a sign in front. I didn't understand what the sign said but I could read the letters. They spelled O-R-P-H-A-N-A-G-E. that sounds like orpanage. (a/n like with a 'p' sound instead of a 'f' sound) what was that anyway?

The lady drove to the side of the place, and opened the back door for me. I jumped out and saw a few other kids playing around. The lady took my hand and took me inside. Inside I met another lady who seemed nice, and she told me that I would be living here with 25 other kids until I got adopted. I asked was adopted was.

"well, adopted is when you get to live with a new family."

" but I don't want to…"

"well, am sorry clare but right now you don't have a choice," she told me

"sure whatever" I said, very upset.

Quil's POV- (and you thought I would end it without quil!)

When I got back from clare's house I met up with sam.

He saw that I had been inside her house he started to freak out.

QUIL what is WRONG with you!!!

Well… I just thought that it would be ok…

I told you to be careful!!! And you go into her house!!!

She didn't see me!

Well you came awefully close!! You could have blown your whole cover!! How stupid are you!

I am soo sorry sam!

I am sorry too. Sorry that you can't go back ever again.

WHAT!!

You heard me. I am sorry, but at this point you need to learn some discipline, and this is the only way I can think of (a/n it was also the only thing that I could think of to make this story work )that is an alpha order, and right now you get some sleep because you need to actually go to school tomorrow.

I phased back to human and ran home. I actually started crying. I didn't care if any of the guys caught me. I just cried until I finally fell asleep.

Hey everyone! I am sooo soooo soooo sooooooo sorry that I didn't update sooner, its just that I have been really busy and really lazy lately. At least I got this chapter up. My goal is to get a new chapter up for all of my stories by next Saturday, because I am leaving on a class trip to DC on Sunday morning, and well… I want to get something up for each story. And remember I took time to write this super-long chapter instead of studying for my social studies test tomorrow. Btw… this chappie is 6 pages in Microsoft word.