June 7 2010 - Errors have been fixed. Thanks to Yengirl once again for acting as my Beta. Also since my original posting of this chapter I've added a sentence here or there. (Mostly towards the end of the bed scene.)
A/N Here's the last chapter. Sorry I took so long. I wasn't sure how to end it but then as I was typing away the last sentence popped out and that was it.
There's a couple of references to Zero's first time: One near the beginning of this chapter and again, indirectly, at the end. It was an unpleasant experience for Zero and if you haven't read "First Times" or you have, but want to refresh your memory, it's covered in that story.
Thanks for reading and my thanks to all of you that reviewed chapter 1 & 2. You're the reason I finished chapter 3.
Chapter Summary: Zero and Kaname take their relationship to the next level.
Warnings: Bad language and sexy situations. The usual.
Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Knight. I'm just playing around.
Chapter 3 - Go
In the cab Zero kept looking at him as if he couldn't believe this was happening. "Is anyone expecting you to call? To let them know you're home safe?"
"Yeah. Hanabusa." Hanabusa would grill him mercilessly but Kaname had no intention of telling him anything more than that he was back from the club and going to bed.
"Text him," Zero said thickly. "Tell him you've left the club and that you won't be home tonight."
Kaname, already beginning his message, looked up quickly at that. It sounded like Zero wanted him to stay. They would have sex and sleep in the same bed, curled around each other like puppies, then wake up and eat breakfast together, maybe even have sex again. Outwardly he managed to appear calm but inside he was rapidly and repeatedly cycling through happiness, nervousness and intense sexual excitement. The effect was making him horny, giddy and mildly nauseous. Kaname shook with a mixture of excitement and nerves. He clamped his thighs together and clasped his phone tightly, hoping his case of the shakes wasn't being transmitted through the cab's seat.
"You want me to spend the night?" he clarified carefully.
Zero squeezed his hand reassuringly. "I'm not going to send you home afterward. I want you to stay. Since the night I met you I've wanted you in every way possible but I said I wouldn't pressure you and now that you're ready, I'm going to treat you properly. You only get one first time," he said seriously.
Considering Zero's first time Kaname could understand his concern. He smiled. "Don't worry. You know what you're doing and I'm ready. I want this."
He wasn't worried. Thanks to some judicious, though mildly embarrassing and stimulating Internet research Kaname had a pretty good idea of what to expect. And they'd been experimenting in their most recent encounters. They'd touched each other in the most intimate of places. He already knew he liked the way it felt when Zero touched him there, when he pushed his fingers in deep, twisting them inside before he pulled them back out, only to do it over and over again.
Liked? Who was he trying to kid; he loved it! He was rock hard just thinking about it. Even so, a certain amount of discomfort or even pain was apparently to be expected during actual intercourse but if it got to be too much or he freaked out, he knew Zero would back off and they'd do something less … invasive. Maybe Zero would ….
"Then let Hanabusa know you won't be home tonight, Kaname," Zero encouraged quietly.
"Oh. Right." Kaname stopped thinking about all the things Zero could do to him and looked up, smiling before bending his head over his cell phone, finishing and sending his message. He turned his phone off and slipped it back in his jacket pocket. There was no way he was going to answer it anytime soon and he definitely did not want to read whatever response Hanabusa might text him back. Knowing Hanabusa there would definitely be a response, probably some 'helpful' tips or advice. He sat back in his seat and tried not to think too much about what they were about to do. He was as hard as he'd ever been and starting to ache.
The fact that Zero couldn't seem to keep his hands off him didn't make it any easier. Zero was continuously making little touches to his thigh, his arm, even his face. He alternated between glancing out of the window and back at Kaname, periodically shifting in his seat. "Come on," he implored the cab driver under his breath.
Kaname heard this and felt relieved. It seemed Zero was just as eager as he was.
It was an eternity before they pulled up outside Zero's building. Kaname already had his money out and passed it to the driver. He didn't bother to wait for change.
In the lobby Zero turned and kissed Kaname deeply and Kaname gave as good as he got, holding nothing back. They didn't stop kissing even as they started walking and they stumbled up the stairs, tripping and staggering in between assaults on each other's mouths. By the time they got to Zero's door Kaname's coat was undone and his shirt was somewhere up around his ribs. Kaname was doing his best to reciprocate and as Zero unlocked the apartment door, Kaname rubbed against him desperately, sliding his arms around Zero's waist and kissing and mouthing the back of his neck.
In the apartment Kaname closed and locked the door and when he turned around Zero was on him. His head hit the door with a soft thump as Zero pinned him to the door with his body. He really ought to stop banging his head on things, Kaname thought randomly. Then he almost stopped thinking because Zero was pulling his coat off and talking to him in between almost frenzied kisses.
"… don't know if you really mean it." More hot, wet kisses to his mouth and jaw. "It might just be your hormones talking."
Kaname was going to protest that it wasn't just hormones but then Zero did something with his tongue and teeth to his shoulder, up near his neck, and he couldn't seem to form words anymore.
"It's going to be way too fast and I don't wanna hurt you. I never want to hurt you."
Now both his coat and shirt were gone and Zero was sliding down his chest, mouthing his nipples and licking his stomach.
"Gotta take the edge off, for both of us."
Kaname wasn't sure what that meant but he wasn't really capable of thinking logically right now. Zero had more than two hands. They couldn't possibly be in all those places at the same time if there were only two of them. They seemed to be everywhere at once, rubbing a nipple, kneading his ass, stroking his thigh. Someone was continuously moaning and groaning and Kaname realized that it was him.
Then Zero's hands were at his pants, working his zipper but Kaname still had his shoes on. He struggled to get them off without accidentally kneeing Zero. He shook his foot frantically to get the second shoe off as Zero dropped to his knees, sliding his pants down and kneeling between his legs. Kaname looked down and buried his hands in silver hair, then Zero's mouth and tongue were doing things that made his balls draw up tight and his legs shake.
Kaname kept up a steady mantra of "Don't pull his hair, don't pull his hair," as he watched his erection sliding in and out of Zero's mouth. Zero's hands pinned his hips to the door, helping him stay upright and Kaname bit his lip to keep from screaming as he released deeply into Zero's throat.
Zero's mouth and hands left him and Kaname slid slowly down the door till his bare butt hit the cold wooden floor. He focused fuzzily on Zero, who was still kneeling between his now outstretched legs. Zero's pants were undone, his hand was wrapped around his hard length, moving fast and he was looking at Kaname, at his mouth, his chest, his stomach.
"Kaname, Kaname, oh God, I want you so much," Zero hissed. White liquid pulsed from his erection, splattering onto the floor and running over his knuckles. He was breathing as if he'd run a marathon and his head was down, shoulders heaving.
Kaname stared. Only a few seconds passed before Zero pulled his tank top up and over his head with one hand and cleaned himself up quickly. He wiped up the drops on the floor and did up his pants before looking up at Kaname. He was blushing as his eyes met Kaname's then skittered away.
"I'm sorry. I just …." Zero stopped. "Bet you think that was pretty gross huh?" he said softly. "It's okay. We don't have to do anything else. I mean…I want to, but if you've changed your mind, that's okay. You can still stay over or go back to the dorm if you like. I'll walk you back. I won't make you stay or … do anything."
Kaname felt a knot of tension ease. He wasn't nervous now. He might be later, but not right now. Zero's words and behaviour were reassuring. He wasn't Mr. Cool when it came to sex after all. In fact he was just as worked up as Kaname. It made him seem more human, less of a perfect lover and Kaname realized that somewhere in the back of his mind he'd been worried about disappointing Zero when they eventually did this.
But it was all right. Sex was an organic, messy process with very little higher brain function involved. It didn't have to be perfect like some romance novel. It would be fine with Zero if they banged their teeth together when they kissed or if it hurt a bit and he couldn't hide his discomfort. On some level he'd known that, but now he actually believed it.
He'd never seen Zero so passionate, so out of control before. Zero wanted him. So much he'd just brought himself off kneeling in front of Kaname and moaning his name. If Zero was uninhibited enough or needy enough to let Kaname see that then it was stupid to worry that he might be clumsy or awkward. That he might somehow disappoint.
Zero was still kneeling, sitting on his heels, his head down, hands balled loosely on his jean-clad thighs and Kaname let his eyes travel over the nape of his bent neck, his naked shoulders, and his spine. His shoulders were rounded slightly and to Kaname right now Zero's body language said he was embarrassed and vulnerable.
Kaname pushed off the door onto his knees and leaned forward touching Zero, urging him into a more upright position and running his hand over Zero's smooth, slightly sweaty chest.
"Hey," Kaname said softly. His tongue felt too big for his mouth and he was getting hard again. He swallowed and tried again. "That was so hot. I've never seen you like that," he whispered, huskily.
Zero looked up at him in amazement his dark, purple eyes wide. "You're not freaked out?"
Kaname shook his head. "Do I look freaked out?" he asked, flicking his gaze to his rapidly growing hard-on and then looking back at his sweaty, disheveled boyfriend.
Zero smiled, relieved. "No. You don't." His eyes softened and then he seemed to realize Kaname was kneeling on his floor, with his pants and underwear around one ankle.
"Jesus. I barely let you get in the door." Zero rose, his joints popping nosily. He held out his hand and pulled Kaname to his feet.
"Come on. Let's get you cleaned up. How about a shower and then we'll take it from there?"
"Okay. Just give me a minute." Kaname gestured at the tangle of material around his ankle. Shit. He was still wearing his socks.
Zero flushed and let go of his hand. "Sure."
He gave Kaname a chaste kiss and then turned and walked towards the bathroom, carrying his tank top bunched up in one hand.
Kaname kicked off his pants and underwear, shook them out and draped and them loosely over the arm of the sofa. He pulled off his socks and dropped them beside his shoes. He found his shirt and put it next to his pants before hanging up both of their coats. Then he padded quietly down the hall to the sound of running water.
Zero was bent over the tub checking the temperature when he entered the bathroom.
"Okay. I think it's ready to go. Just adjust it if it's too hot or not hot enough." He gestured at the counter. "There's a fresh towel there."
"You're not coming in?" Kaname asked, surprised.
Zero flushed slightly. "I have a couple of things to do first. I'll join you in a minute."
"Oh." Kaname wasn't entirely sure what Zero might need to do but he wasn't going to ask. It might be something embarrassing like a desperate search for condoms or picking up all his dirty clothes off his bedroom floor.
Zero smiled at him and left, closing the door softly behind him as Kaname stepped into the shower and washed dried sweat from his skin and hair. The water pressure was better than in the dorms and he relaxed under the hot spray, smiling slightly as he pictured a frantic Zero racing around and tidying his bedroom. They'd never actually done anything in Zero's bedroom, he'd didn't think he'd actually crossed the threshold though he'd peeked in that one time. Maybe Zero hadn't wanted him in there, on his bed, unless they meant business. His erection twitched at the thought.
The shower curtain rings rattled and Kaname almost jumped as Zero slipped in behind him.
"Hi." Arms came around his waist and Zero nuzzled his neck, his hard-on pressed against one cheek. That was a new experience. Kaname wasn't sure if he should stay still or turn around but Zero turned him gently and kissed him, maneuvering them both till Zero was under the spray.
"Ah. That feels good." Zero released him to push his wet hair off his face and Kaname moved back a little, partially to keep the spray out of his eyes and partially to get a better look at Zero standing there with his hands in his hair and streams of water running down his toned body.
Zero shampooed quickly. He didn't say anything else but he watched Kaname watching him as he washed his body and the sexual tension between them was almost palpable as Zero turned off the water.
"Let's dry off." They stepped out of the tub and Zero handed him a towel. Kaname took it, watching as Zero toweled his hair roughly, leaving the rest of his body available for ogling. He wanted to dry Zero with his tongue. To lick every drop of water from that smooth, satiny skin. He looked at Zero's erection. That was going to be inside him soon. His body reacted physically to the thought and his heart stuttered and stopped. Then it started and sped up and his pulse raced. His knees felt weak and suddenly he was breathing too fast. He sat on the edge of the tub, not sure that his legs would hold him up much longer.
"Are you finished?"
"Y … yeah." It came out sounding much breathier than he'd expected and Zero turned his head sharply and looked at him, coming to crouch in front of him, placing his hands on the tub's edge on either side of Kaname.
"Hey, you okay? It's fine if you're scared. We don't have to do this."
Kaname shook his head. He wasn't scared. He was just incredibly turned on, well maybe a tiny bit nervous. "I'm not scared. I want to." He shot Zero a desperate look. "I really, really want to. Please. You can't change your mind now."
"Okay. Let's just take it slow." Zero gazed at him and swallowed. "Slow and careful."
He pulled Kaname gently to his feet, patting the towel over him. The fabric was rough against his sensitive nipples and Kaname's breath hitched. His stomach was tingling and his balls were aching with anticipation. He groaned softly as Zero's hands rubbed his body through the towel.
"Fuck." Zero whispered. "You are so sexy." He dropped the towel on top of his laundry basket and stepped closer to Kaname, taking his face in both hands and kissing him. "I want to take you into my bedroom, into my bed, and make you feel so good. Make you moan and shudder until you can't take it anymore. Until you beg me to stop. I'm not sure you'll get any sleep."
"Oh, God," Kaname heard himself moan. He could barely wait. He'd bend over the bathroom counter right now if Zero asked him to. Just the sound of Zero's voice made him writhe inside and when Zero touched him he felt as if he was bursting out of his skin. How much better would it be if Zero were actually inside him, pressed tightly against his back, holding him firmly, whispering sexy things in his ear?
Zero eyed him then smiled slowly, showing a lot of teeth. "You like that idea. Don't you."
Kaname met his eyes and licked his dry lips quickly as Zero's eyes flicked to his mouth and then back to his eyes. Kaname nodded slowly. "Yeah. I …." It was hard to get any air into his lungs. "Yeah."
"Come on then, sexy." Zero took his hand and tugged him out of the bathroom and into his bedroom.
Kaname followed Zero into his room and stopped just inside the door. Zero had been busy. The room was lit with tiny candles in dark red votive glasses, grouped together on the dresser, the night table and the top of a bookcase. What he could see of the room in the dim light was tidy and clean but Kaname focused on the bed. The top sheet and comforter had been turned down to the foot of the bed and the wide mattress with its crisp sheets beckoned invitingly. The sheets looked fresh and unwrinkled, as if they hadn't been slept on yet.
"Kaname. Are you coming in?" Zero's voice was soft, coaxing. It sounded as if Zero thought he was having second thoughts.
"Did you change the sheets?" Kaname asked without thinking, and then cursed himself for saying something that sounded so dumb.
Zero moved closer and took Kaname's other hand, gently pulling him further into the room.
"I did. I wanted to make the bed nice for us."
"Oh. That's … that's sweet."
Zero snorted and shook his head, biting his lip. It looked like he was trying not to laugh.
"Sweet. Not exactly the adjective I'd have used in this situation but if you say so. Yeah, that's me. I'm a sweet guy. A sweet guy that's about to have my wicked way with you," he teased. He turned them and backed Kaname gently to the edge of the bed and Kaname sat down.
Suddenly the anxiety was back. Kaname took a couple of deep breaths. He could do this. He wanted to do this. Oh God, he wanted this.
Zero looked at him quizzically as Kaname tried to control the rapid rise and fall of his chest and find something to do with his hands. He settled for trapping them between his knees.
"Hey. You look like your brain's working overtime. It's okay. We've done most of this before."
Zero caressed his face, rubbing his thumb gently over Kaname's lip. "Don't over think it. Everything's pretty much the same, right up to the last part and I'll stop anytime you ask me to. I swear. I want this to be good for you."
"Okay." Kaname swallowed and nodded. "How do you want me on the bed?"
"Kaname." Zero clicked his tongue disapprovingly and shook his head. He crouched down till their eyes were level. "Stop," kiss, "thinking," kiss, "so" kiss, "hard," kiss.
By the third or forth kiss Kaname was a lot less focused on waiting for instructions. Zero pulled back from a long slow kiss that involved a lot of tongue and a scrape of teeth and gazed at Kaname's face. His hands were still stroking up and down Kaname's back and one hand was dipping lower to cup his butt cheek.
"Yeah. Relax. That's better."
Zero moved in, still kissing him and Kaname got caught up in the feel of Zero's soft, warm skin and hard, sleek muscles against his own naked body. Other than in the shower a few minutes ago, it was the first time they'd both been completely naked at the same time and it was one of the greatest sensations he'd ever felt in his life.
He felt the coolness of the sheet against his back. His legs were tangled with Zero's and Zero's weight was over him, hard heat pressing into his lower stomach and hip as soft lips and a wet tongue traveled over his neck and chest. Kaname rubbed his hands up and down Zero's arms appreciatively.
Long minutes passed before Zero pulled back a little, raising his upper body.
"You like?" Zero asked, grinning.
Kaname nodded enthusiastically.
"Then you're really gonna love this."
Zero shifted and pressed down and their arousals rubbed together, hot and slick.
"God. That feels so good."
Kaname grabbed Zero's butt with both hands and pulled him closer, finding a rhythm, grinding against him determinedly.
Zero grinned, "You want to be on top?"
Before he could say anything Zero rolled onto his back, pulling Kaname with him so their positions were reversed. Kaname shifted till he was lined up, frowning and biting his lip as he rubbed his erection against Zero's, concentrating on moving like Zero had.
It worked almost too well and he was getting too close to his orgasm. Zero was panting and talking to him softly. "That's it, Kaname. Do it. Yeah, like that. Yeah. Fuck. That's good. You're so hot."
He was going to come and he didn't want to. Not like this. He scooted down as Zero groaned disappointedly. To make up for it, he kissed and licked his way down Zero's body, stopping at pale pink nipples before tracing Zero's hip bone with his tongue. He grazed his lips over the head of Zero's hard-on and Zero's fingers threaded through his hair, stroking but not pushing.
"Lick it. Please. Just a little," Zero pleaded.
Kaname obliged, opening his mouth and sucking and licking eagerly. Zero tasted so good. His skin was so smooth, smelling soapy clean and slightly musky. Zero was panting and rocking his hips gently, his fingers still in Kaname's hair. Kaname stroked the inside of a lean thigh, sweeping his fingers up and down, going deeper, sucking harder.
"Oh. Shit, Kaname. Stop. You've got to stop."
Kaname backed off, planting little kisses and light licks up and down Zero's shaft and then his stomach.
He sat up as Zero lay there gazing at him. Zero's eyes were bright, his lips a dark red and his face flushed.
"Lie down, Kaname." He patted the space beside him invitingly. "My turn." Zero's voice was low and husky.
Kaname climbed over Zero's thigh and lay on his back, his legs hip width apart and his erection jutting up, almost touching his belly.
Zero straddled his hips. His eyes were dark, the pupils blown wide open. They traveled over Kaname, devouring him and the heat of his gaze was a physical thing. Kaname could feel it sweeping over him and when their eyes made contact, his insides shuddered and his heart lurched. He reached out and stroked Zero's thigh and Zero leaned forward bringing his mouth down for a kiss. His tongue pressed in and he worked his lips and tongue slowly, tasting Kaname, stroking the inside of his mouth as the fingers of one hand traced invisible patterns over his chest and his stomach, leaving hyper stimulated nerves in his wake.
Kaname's hands petted Zero, feeling his ribs and trailing over the muscles of his back and shoulders as Zero broke the kiss and moved down, his mouth warm and moist against Kaname's oversensitive skin. He gasped and arched as Zero's teeth and tongue worked first one diamond hard nipple, then the other. Zero sat up looking at him. "You are so fucking sexy." He rubbed a nipple with his thumb and Kaname arched against him again, his hard-on sliding against Zero's inner thigh and the cheek of his butt.
"Ngh. It feels so good. Don't stop, please."
Zero's teeth gleamed as he smiled. "Anything you want, Kaname. Anything. What did you ask for earlier, a blow job or a shuddering orgasm? I think we might be able to manage both."
He slid down Kaname's body and settled between his thighs. Then his mouth was on Kaname's erection and Kaname cried out at the sensations of hard suction and warm wet heat. Eventually Zero backed off. Kaname was so close to an orgasm that he wasn't sure if he was glad Zero had stopped or frustrated that he hadn't kept going.
"You're close, aren't you."
Kaname nodded, trying to catch his breath. "Yeah. Really close."
Zero leaned back and reached and felt around under the covers at the foot of the bed. He came up with a familiar bottle and flipped the cap. "Good."
Just that one word and the way Zero said it brought Kaname a little closer to the edge.
"Bend your leg, Kaname."
Slick, cold fingers touched him and Kaname felt the sexual tension in him ratchet up as a finger circled and teased his entrance then pushed in smoothly.
"Feels good, huh?" Zero kept up a steady in, out movement, watching Kaname's face. He didn't wait for a verbal response but then Kaname wasn't sure he was capable of giving one.
"Ready for more?"
Kaname swallowed and licked his lips. He was close but Zero was keeping him on the edge. His body was shaking and his mouth was so dry. He worked up some saliva. "Please." The word came out as a long drawn out plea.
Zero pushed in another finger, or maybe more and Kaname felt his body open and the familiar feeling of fullness and the wonderful sensation of something hard stroking his insides. Zero bent his head and tongued and sucked the head of his hard-on.
"Agh." Kaname pushed his hips up and then ground down onto Zero's fingers. Zero sat back on his heels and gazed at Kaname as he moved his fingers inside.
"I wish you could see yourself right now. You're so incredibly hot," Zero shook his head "and so into it." He twisted his fingers and Kaname groaned as his back arched and pleasure shot through his body.
Zero did it again. "I've thought about this so many times. Hoping, dreaming, imagining what it would be like. Fantasizing about you. I've lain in this bed, touching myself, thinking about you, groaning out your name. You have no idea how much I've wanted to make you mine. To be your lover in every way possible."
Kaname's legs were shaking. He was sweating and he was so hard he was throbbing with his heartbeat. He needed to come so badly. "Zero. Please. I need you."
Zero's fingers left him and irrationally Kaname felt denied and deprived. "No! Please."
"Hey. It's okay. I'm not gonna leave you hanging."
Zero's tone was soothing and he stroked Kaname's thigh gently. Kaname blinked as Zero seemed to magically pull a little foil packet out of nowhere. He ripped it open and Kaname watched as he rolled the condom down over his erection, wiping slippery lube from his hand over the condom. He crawled to the head of the bed, pushing the pillow out of the way and sat there, leaning semi reclined against the wall. "C'mere."
Rising to his knees, Kaname scooted closer. Zero had a hand towel and was wiping his fingers off. He looked at Kaname and cupped his face with the hand that wasn't sticky with lube.
"It's easier if you ride me. You can control how fast and how deep you go. Okay?"
"Okay." Kaname's excitement wasn't as high anymore but he was still hard as granite and he still wanted this. Zero guided him into position so that he was straddling Zero's thighs and hips.
"There'll be a bit of resistance and then suddenly I'll be in you. It might hurt at that point but any pain should be fading even before you feel it. Just stay still and don't panic. When it feels okay you can start to move again, alright?"
Zero looked at him tenderly and leaned forward to kiss Kaname gently before pulling back.
"You still want this? You can change your mind anytime. Lots of guys stick to hands and mouths only. There's nothing wrong with that."
"No. I want this." Kaname wasn't one hundred percent sure anymore but if he didn't do this now he'd only get himself to this point again in the future. He looked Zero in the eye. "Do you stick to hands and mouths only?"
Zero looked back at him calm and serious. "No. But I would for you, Kaname."
Kaname kissed him. "Let's see if you have to." He took a breath and wiggled around trying to position himself over Zero.
"Here." Zero gripped the base of his hard-on, holding it as Kaname pushed down slowly. It felt fine and then oh, sharp pain that was fading even as he started to tense and panic.
"Easy, Kaname. Relax and breathe. That's it."
He held himself still as the pain receded, fading to a dull ache. It wasn't too bad but how could this feel good? Zero's hands were clenching the top of his thighs and Kaname looked up. Zero was biting his lip.
"Are you okay?" Kaname asked.
"I …" Zero swallowed and held himself very still. "I'm fine. It's just, you feel really, really good. You okay?"
"Yeah. I think so."
Zero let his breath out slowly and gave him a shaky smile. Kaname smiled back and held Zero loosely at the waist as he cautiously lowered himself a few centimeters at a time. Zero's grip tightened on his thighs and he cursed softly under his breath but he stayed still, letting Kaname take control. There was no more pain though it didn't really feel all that good either. Eventually Zero was all the way inside. Kaname could feel Zero's groin nestled against his butt, brushing his skin.
He paused, marveling at the feeling of Zero inside him. It felt strange and yet not strange at the same time. Zero was breathing carefully, his muscles strung taut under Kaname's thighs. Kaname shifted his weight, carefully rising on his knees and sliding back down. The muscle ache was still there but not bothersome. He could ignore it, concentrate on Zero. Make this good for Zero. He did it again, this time a little smoother.
"Oh, fuck!" Zero groaned. His head went back and his eyes closed. He shifted his hands to Kaname's hips and his thighs trembled.
Kaname kept up a steady, careful rhythm, watching Zero's face as he moved up and down on Zero's hot hard length. The ache was gone and it was starting to feel pleasant.
Zero opened his eyes, watching Kaname's face as he moved. "Does it hurt?"
Kaname shook his head, his bottom lip caught in his teeth as he concentrated.
"Does it feel good?"
Kaname hesitated. He didn't want to kill Zero's pleasure but he didn't want to fake enjoyment and he didn't want to lie. "It's okay."
Zero tightened his hands on Kaname's hips and pulled him closer. "Lean forward. Find the angle that works for you."
"Oh!" The pleasant sensation morphed into something else entirely and Kaname rocked back and then forward again as his body seemed to wake up. He lost that feeling for a minute but shifted his weight around till the angle was right and prickles of pleasure spread through his insides. "Oh, yeah."
He kept moving as the feeling built, desire thrumming through his blood, driving the movements of his hips.
"Gonna move with you." Zero rocked underneath him, tilting his hips up, slick, hard flesh sliding past his entrance, stroking him inside, igniting and sparking nerves, building sexual tension at the base of his spine. Zero's hand cupped his butt and traveled up his back, sliding around till a thumb brushed his nipple.
"Shit!" Kaname closed his eyes tightly, rocking on Zero's rigid length. It was feeling really good now. He might just be able to ...
"Are you close?" Zero's voice was strained.
"Yeah," Kaname managed in between groans.
"Me too. Come with me."
Strong fingers wrapped around Kaname's hard-on, pumping him, and Zero's other hand gripped his hip as Kaname drove his body up and down on Zero's thick shaft. Kaname's thoughts were fragmented and incomplete. It was so hot. He was hot. He was on fire. He was a flame. No, he was the shimmering air above the flame. He was super heated air and Zero was the flame. Kaname flicked his hair out of his eyes as a bead of sweat tricked down his temple, ignored. His body knew what it wanted. What it needed. Instinct was taking over and there was no question about it now. He was definitely going to ….
"Agh!" Kaname's cry drowned out Zero's as he ejaculated over Zero's chest and stomach. His body felt wide open now and Zero grabbed him by the hips, pushing up into him in quick desperate movements that made his body sing with pleasure.
Kaname knelt there, head hanging and breathing heavily as his heart rate slowed and his eyes slowly focused. It was several seconds before he realized that what he was staring at was the evidence of his orgasm which was all over Zero's chest and stomach. He closed his eyes, mildly embarrassed.
"Kaname. You okay?" Zero was petting him, stroking his lower back.
"Yeah." He was tired though. So tired. He wanted to lie down. The ache was there as he moved, slowly pulling his body off of Zero's and easing onto his side.
"Just lie there. I'll be right back." Zero grabbed one of the pillows and dropped it at the head of the bed. He got up and took the condom away with him. Kaname could hear the sound of running water and the fridge door open and close. Zero came back into the room, cleaning him up with a warm washcloth and then drying him. "You want some water?"
Kaname shook his head so Zero put the glass of water on the nightstand. He got back into bed and pulled the covers up over them. Soft lips kissed his face, his eyelids, his temple and mouth.
"You were incredible. Are you sore?"
"Not really." Kaname shook his head again his eyes still closed. He couldn't seem to open his eyes. "Maybe a little tender."
"Sorry," Zero sounded apologetic. Fingers carded gently through his hair and stroked his bare shoulder.
"S'okay … was worth it." He snuggled closer to Zero's body heat. Pressing his face close against a warm chest.
"Sleep if you're tired, Kaname." A warm hand rubbed his back soothingly.
"Thought you were gonna keep me up all night," Kaname complained sleepily.
"Next time," Zero soothed.
Kaname smiled against Zero's skin as he drifted away. There was definitely going to be a next time.
Omake
He floated closer to the surface and eventually woke, disoriented. The sheets didn't smell familiar and he knew he wasn't in his own bed. Then he remembered. He was with Zero.
His body inched over; seeking the other's body heat but there was no one there. Kaname stretched his fingers out till he felt the edge of the mattress and disappointment flooded his body, he was alone. Zero had left him.
A toilet flushed and a few seconds later the bathroom door opened and light spilled across the hall and onto his face, making his eyelids twitch. Quiet footsteps approached the bed and then … nothing. Kaname kept his eyes closed. What was Zero doing? Why didn't he turn off the bathroom light?
There was a funny whirring noise. Kaname knew that noise though in his confused, sleepy state he couldn't place it. He cracked open one eye, squinting against the light. Zero was standing at the side of the bed examining the screen of his cell phone and instantly Kaname knew what the sound had been. Zero had taken his picture.
"What'cha doin?" he mumbled irritably.
"Shh. It's okay. Go back to sleep," Zero soothed.
He padded from the room and flipped off the bathroom light. Zero returned quietly and eased the covers back, slipping carefully into bed. He sidled up to Kaname, pressing cool skin against Kaname's body, soft lips kissing his hair.
"S'cold."
"Sorry, babe."
"S'okay." Kaname said sleepily. He would tell Zero to delete the picture in the morning.
He would wake the next day to the feel of a warm mouth and hands teasing him gently awake and he would remember his irrational fear that Zero had left him and wonder why he could think that when Zero was looking at him so intently and kissing him so sweetly. He wouldn't remember that Zero had taken his picture or that he was going to demand it be deleted.
Zero would look at the picture almost every day, smiling fondly at the image of Kaname asleep in his bed, dark, messy hair falling across one cheek, his eyebrows drawn together in a slight frown. He would have better pictures, ones with Kaname smiling for the camera or of them grinning at each other as someone else took the pictures. This would be his favourite though because it reminded him of the first time he had made love with Kaname and the first time Kaname had fallen asleep in his arms and snuggled into him as they lay together in his bed. It was a first time worth remembering.
A/N Though the story basically focuses on Kaname's sexual awakening rather than their romance, there definitely is a romance. So I thought I'd give you this little epilogue so you can get an idea of where they're going from here.