Well she was talking to Lana and they said that Sammy fancied you and that she'd heard you...love me and want to get back together.

I had said that? Noope me and Alice NEVER said that.

Edward seemed torn now; Tanya - I do like you but remember what we agreed, you never wanted the relationship to end, but when you said you were pregant and it WASN'T my child and you cheated on me - just too much to bear and that is still...

I had the fucking abortion Edward! I had it so we could try again! SO That you'd know it was your kid. I waited, you waited, come get me Im horny right now. Just stick your warm fleshy hand up my..

whoa! I turned the voloume down and then up again to check it was safe. Edward was half yelling at her now. He was also 10 minutes late for his lesson.

Tanya! You can't just decide other peoples oppinions. If I remember rightly, I said that if I WANTED to get back together and wasn't intrested in anyone eles or otheriwse in a relationship, then we'd continue being friends! I don't like you that way anymore!

But I still love you Edward! Come into the loos and just one good fu..

Enough Tanya! Fuck off and get some sly bastard who'll listen to you!!

I then heard him storming off to Tanya's heartbroken sobs, echoing off the halls. I switched the mircophone off and sat back in my seat. Holy shit!n Didn't know I'd get some much imformation. I feel like an awful evesdropper. I cannot ever repeat this at all! I felt really guilty. Holy shit!

Memory Of Love

Chapter Six: ConvesionsAllight

It had been a week since the incident, that I decided to talk to him - not about what I heard but just talk. I was being mean, at some point I had to reveal I wasn't Sammy Whites and actully was Bella Swan - But I wasn't ready to spill the beans yet, not even to Charlie. I walked outside to put the trash out and didnt look where I was going. I hadn't realised that it had been icy as well - the temputure near to freezing. I gasped as I fell, dropping the bag and fell staight onto my bottom. I held the pain in, god that hurt!

I sat there for a few seconds, not really deciding on what to do. I decided I should of been inside already but I didn't really care. Instead I laid my head down and closed my eyes, the cold seeping into my tousers and jacket like water. I heard the door open and Charlie came out. "Bells? Why are you lying outside on the freezing ground?"

How would I answer that? I simply got up wincing and tunred. "I slipped" I stated and he grimaced, picking up the bag and putting it in the dustin, then helped me back inside to the head was spinning, still burried upon the pressure I started to feel.

When I got back into my bedroom, I pulled out my laptop. It was 10 times better than my old Windows 98 verson, no pop ups, very fast and trendy. I had Windows 7! And it took me no time to find what I wanted. An online agony aunt.

I paused on the welcome screen of a likely one. 'ConfessionsAllight' it read on the top. Reading the description made me feel better. I could sign up and it would chose my personal agony aunt and I'd mail them with my problems. Hmm Intresting.

I did the test and downloaded the messager thingy that I would send the emails on. I did the quiz which was quite funny to read.

Name:
Age:
Location:
Sex:
Any Problems:

I gazed down at the list, wondering if I should be truthful or not. I decided to lie.

Name: Janet Kathson
Age: 21
Location: Seattle, Washington
Sex: Female
Any Problems: None

I chuckled as I clicked 'Submit' and waited for the next page to load - which didn't take long. Another page welcomed me to the site and told me my new instructions. I clicked my tounge as I read it and the information filed into my clogged brain. The image of Edward's face floated to the top of my mind and I stopped. My sadness made me well up. What on earth was I going to say? Would I say anything? I had been nosy, by acident. Maybe I should keep shumm. I finished my quiz and my selected AgAt was a woman called Agness. I added her to the messenger and loaded it up.

I then typed out my message.

Dear Agness

I am new to CovessionsAllight and even though I read what it explained - it didn't make sense. Could you explain so I know what to ask exactly.

Thanks

I'm called Janet by the way.

- Janet

I sent it and waited.

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