Rated M for language. I want to thank Ms. 'Wonderful' Rodriguez for Beta-ing this story and her ideas. I want to thank my parent, I want to thank …. Okay that's enough.

Disclaimer: Stephenie !

I was laying down on my bed in my bedroom, with the same god damn words bouncing inside my head. I. Just. Talked. To. Him!

I repeated his name over and over again, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward fuckin perfect Cullen. His perfect face, his lips, his eyes, his body, his hair, and his...What the... UGH I DID IT…AGAIN!

I stared at myself back at the mirror, seeing my shocked face. I shook my thought out of my head. "Okay Iz, wake up now!" This is completely insane. I've never ever fall in love before. No way. I hug my pillow tightly to my chest. He's way too perfect for me anyways. I'm nothing compared to him. He needs some feminine, perfect, beautiful girl who can stand proudly besides him without feeling subconscious. Seriously, that girl is really not me.

I've always been the anti-social tomboy. You can count my friends with your fingers (Okay, if you don't understand what I mean… see you below!). Girls called me a freak and don't care how much I tried to be a boy, and I can't denied my true gender, I am a…girl. 'Boys don't play with girls' that's what the guys say to me.

I hate girls; the only things in their heads are shopping, gossiping, parties, fashion and boys. I always am being alone. And I can't say I prefer boys; they cheat on their girlfriend, think the world goes around them and all that shit. I want to be...different. Heck I am different, I'm a freakin' tomboy.

I stood up and threw my pillow at the wall. I hate my life! I want to be the strong, independent one! I want to be different, so people finally recognize me...

Before I turned to this 'Izzy', I'm just a plain girl with long brown hair and eyes... and pale skin, named Bella Swan. I was the typical shy and clumsy girl except I blush more than normal people. So I took Yoga, Basketball, swimming well…I took everything until I was changed and left the 'old' Bella behind. Though I still cook, thanks to my grandma, she always said that everyone needs to know how to cook.

Another reason why I changed was because…I want to know much more about my mom's 'case'. There's something really strange about her body and I want to find out more. Of course I can't tell Charlie and grandma what I am doing. I've searched everything that related with her 'case', and – bada bing bada bong – I found some similar cases like hers; they were found just like her: not a single drop of blood in their bodies. And I swear that I will find out more, so I knew that my 'old' me can't do these kinds of things. Investigate and such…so I'm like, I think, an ace detective now, right? Good luck Nancy Drew cause here comes Izzy Swan!


"Can I have your attention Ms. Swan?" I looked up from my phone to meet the pair of Mr. Carson's cold black eyes. He already repeated those words twice to me. "Uh, sorry Mr. Carson..." Humph! 'Concentrate'. 'Focus.' Ha what a joke, has she ever heard one of her lectures?

I looked up at the board and saw all the numbers were dancing together on the white board with Mika's We Are Golden as soundtrack...Whoops, there goes one of my wild imaginations again. I can never stay concentrated for very long. I crossed my fingers under the desk and hoped the bell will ring…Five... Four... Three... Two... One....

Riiiiiiiiiiiiing!

"YES!" I hissed under my breath, I gathered my things and run to my English class, leaving those dancing numbers behind.

In English class we talked about Austen's Pride and Prejudice. I guess you can say its okay. It was way better than those tons of numbers that's for damn sure. Ha-ha, but during the lesson I truly I don't listen to Mrs. Chalk's lectures, I just played 'Word Mole' on my phone the whole damn time.

"Okay guys, see you next week. And don't forget about our exam!" What, exam?! I didn't make any notes from this lesson! Shit! Well no need to talk to Mrs. Chalk, I'll just borrow Angela's notebook.

When I stepped out of the class room I looked for her everywhere, the cafeteria, the girl's bathroom, the library, the parking lot, and I came up with zero. Nada, nothing! Where is she?

I was walking in the hallways looking for her still and I saw Eric Yorkie, one of her friends, walking by as well. "Hey, Yorkie! Did you see Angela? I search her everywhere but..." I started but slowly got off tract as he got pale face and panic grew in his eyes. I narrowed my eyes, "You know something, don't you?" His expression grew more panic.

"W-what? No, I have n-no idea where she is!" He stuttered. "Sorry Iz, I really need to go now."

He was about to run but I grabbed his collar and pushed him against the wall before he could get away. "Where is she?!" I hissed in his face. "Tell me now or so help me I will make sure you will never have kids in the future!"

His face grew paler, "Alright, alright! I'll talk!" He took a deep breath before he continued. "Lauren and her cloneswanted to talk to her, I think. They were at the corner behind the cafeteria that was the last time I saw them. I swear."

I let go of his collar, which made him fall on his ass, and I ran to the cafeteria. If they hurt Angela in any way I'll rip their tongues out!

I opened the double doors that lead inside the cafeteria and saw Angela, she was standing still in the corner of the room, like Yorkie said, but Lauren and her copycat clones were all around her. I began walking towards them and I could feel the eyes of the student body on me but I pay any attention to them. I just kept on walking until I was able to hear what they were saying.

"Now, Angela. You know what was your fault right?" Lauren sneered at Angela with her screeching voice. Angela whimpered and back up to the wall a little, the clones chuckled at her reaction. Lauren slapped Angela when she didn't answer and I winced when she quietly screamed. How can anyone just sit and eat when this is happening right in front of them?

"You knew I was dating Ben Cheney right? And now we broke up because of you! I knew he's attracted to you!" Lauren pushed her shoulder roughly. "This is your entire fault!" That's it! I can't stay not doing anything while my best friend cries.

I ran to her and push her back hard. "YOU SLUT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER?!" I helped Angela backs on her feet. She's shivered and cold. I turn back to face Lauren's confused face. "What the...?" I ignore her friends. "You! Go now before I slap your face as hard as I can!" I said in dark voice. "And if you dare to even touch her again. I swear you'll get my revenge!" I tried to control my anger.

She stands still for a sec. Then whispered "Let's go!" to her friends. After they left, I helped Angela back to the empty cafeteria.

"Izzy, thank you very much. I don't know what am I going to do if didn't come..." I hug her. "Shh, it's alright. What happen?" She sobbed a little.

"Lauren thinks I wooed Ben so he broke up with her." She hides her face from me. "But I'm not! We're just friend, I swear..." Her body shivered again, I rubbed her back. "I know. She's a slut. Ben just realized what kind of woman she's, finally."

I stayed with her for fifteen minutes. After she wiped her tears and gave me her beautiful smile, I go to my own car, thinking of what had happen. I'm proud of myself. Before, I had always been rescued or helped by someone, but not this time... this time I saved someone, I saved my friend. I smiled happily.


"I'm home!" Charlie said from the living room. I already made Swedish turkey burgers for our dinner. Well, it tastes good... I think.

Charlie must have been very hungry; I can hear his stomach growled. "Dinner's ready!" I shout, before he could turn on the TV. He sits on the chair, I saw his tired face. "What's wrong dad? Did something happen?" He left with bright face like usual this morning. Wonder what had happen to him…

"Nothing. I'm tired, that's all…" He bites his burger, before continued. "They found a human corpse in the woods this afternoon. It looks like he was died at the morning." I looked at him with suspicion. "What happen to his body?"

He added some ketchup to his burger. "…No blood left in his body." I put down my dinner. No blood… left? The same case with what happened to mom. I wonder…

"Don't worry Izz. We'll find out what happen soon." He smiled and finishes his dinner. I nodded and smiled back weakly. Another case… and I'm worried about my dad's safety too.

Aaah! Finally! For that 'count with fingers' problem… maybe just in Indonesia, but we use it to describe that we only have few friends, you can count them with your fingers, they never reach 10!

Oh, and for anyone who has read 'Lullaby for Bella', let me know if you want me to continue it… Okay…

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