N/T im still learning how to do all this, so sorry if its all crap and confusing, but hope your enjoying it anyway. i will try to update every few days and yeah please let me know what you think
I won't hurt you
She hears the words, but she doesn't believe them. How can she, when she sees the crimson rimmed eyes, the cold, white skin that was once her safe, humane damphire he tell, she has already been hurt, more than her heart can take when he was turned to this evil, deadened spectre.
Yet he still is Dimitri, she can see this in his dark curled hair, the arrow straightness of his jaw line that she used to trace with her finger. The deep timber of his voice, now tinged with menace, but used to lull her to sleep in his arms.
It is him
But it isn't HIM!
His eyes glint with coldness, and his arms pin her down with steely strength that he never would have forced against her before and her heart weeps for the man he used to be. She loosens her grip, curls up in herself, surrenders from the fight, after all what match is she for him.
And he lets go
He stands before her, a looming shadowlike, a terrible vision.
And she sees his lithe silhouette and remembers his warm fingers tracing hot streams down her spine, his breathe wet in her ear as he gently takes her, consumes her, but she pushes this painful memory away because all that was good is now lost.
She cowers beneath you like a lost kitten, and pride swells in your chest, you scare her. Your powerful and magnificent strigoi body reduces this bold, fiery girl to a quivering child, and you enjoy the feeling it gives you, that empowerment.
You own her!
But Rose will always surprise you; her small, sturdy body rises to face you, determination clenched in that exquisite face.
'I find it hard to believe you won't hurt me!"
Stupid girl, you think
If I wanted you dead, you would already be dead
Does she underestimate your strength?
But you are also curious; although you are pleased she has come right into your clutches, why has she come here. She knows what you are, what you have become so why is this young girls roaming around your isolated, cold foreign country of Siberia. She must surely understand that she is no match against you, as a mere damphire your strength was unpassable but as a strigoi its is massive, unbeatable, even for your own kind. Yet here she is.
Why did you come here?
To kill you
She whispers softly, her chocolate eyes flick nervously
Stupid girl!
Does she not realise you came here to get away from her
From all the complications she will bring to your new existence
Does she not realise that you shouldn't be in this situation
But she has brought all this on by herself
Caused your life to shatter
Into a million fragments
Although you concocted you plan, your ladder to complete power
You had hoped...
That she would never come back into your life
So that you wouldn't have to face
The most extraordinary, wonderful object from your dull,bleak past
And now here she is
Slap bang in the middle of this invigorating, exciting way of life you preside
And it is too late...
And there is no going back
She is involved now
She is here
And she will be your victory
Or she cannot exist