note/ oh god its getting so hard to write this, there is so much in my head its all just rushing out, and i'm getting pretty emotional. hope its not to confusing and next part is coming soon, time is running out for these two lovebirds =(
She stands with the wind teasing her hair
And the stars surrounding her
Like the long lost daughter of the moon
God, she is beautiful
She steals your breath
Freezes your limbs for a moment
You are senseless
She is shaking like a leaf in the frosty breeze
She step backwards as you approach
Eyes wide, a frightened deer
A magnetic force, you need to feel her skin beneath your hands
She freezes in your arms for a second
Then crumples against you, softening like a rose petal
Her lips part, and you crush yours to them
Silk and blackberry wine
Draw in her breath with yours
Stop, hold this moment, this is your love, your eternity
As flighty as a dove, as inconsistent as mist
Keep it in cupped palms, locked in your heart
Don't let it go
You pull away, disconnecting those two thin membranes
And you see that she is crying
Frozen tears on her eyelashes
You trail hot kisses down her neck, her fragile clavicle
Taste the salt of her, want to consume her, to bury inside her skin
' I'm sorry'
Her sobs shudder beneath you
'I'm sorry I couldn't be what you want me to be'
You look into her eyes now
Oh rose
You're already everything I want you to be
She waits, as his kisses tattoo a map against her skin
Waits to feel the sharp needle points of his fangs rip into her
To feel his hard muscles crush and break her
She has given up, she is ready
And yet it doesn't come
Please, she whimpers
Please just do it,
I'm done, I have nothing left
'Rose, ROZA?'
He gently tilts her chin so she is looking into his eyes
Deep crimson, bottomless oceans
'Don't you know? Can't you see me at all'
She stares at him
Puzzling
There is something different about him
Some small speck of softness in his eyes,
The redness muted like warm mulled wine
A note of tenderness in his voice
'Dimitri?'
And then she knows
And she cries out
Crushes her body closer to his hard coldness
Her fingers tracing his smooth jaw line
Oh god, it.. it is you
Yes, YES, ROZA
He kisses her again, drawing so deeply from her she feels she may faint
'But we don't have much time
This won't last; It is taking so much of me just to hold on to myself right now
And I can feel it slipping away
ROSE I don't want to lose this again
Don't want to lose you
You won't! She grips harder onto his face
As if her hands could anchor him there for ever
Your strong enough I know it. Stay, STAY WITH ME!
He turns away from her
His face twisting into an expression she does not understand
' I can't, I'm not strong enough for this. My kind, we not meant to even feel what im feeling right now, it is not in my nature, I'm too weak
I need you rose,
I need you to end this
He faces her again, his eyes BURNING fire
His hands knotted in her hair, pulling her so tight against him
Something is glinting silver in his palm
And he thrusts it towards her
She feels her stomach drop violently, she feels sick
As she begins to understand
'"rose I want to remember this, remember you as you are right now.
Only you can do this, please give me just this one last thing
Give me back my soul"