16th chapter at last! It was very long to write it. And I tried, for once, to put songs in it. Yep. I thought that it worked great with the context and since this chapter is in Yuki's point of view, I decided to do it differently. It is a bonus chapter... well... because every time I did a scene in Yuki's point of view I called it a bonus. So... well... you get the point.
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Fighting! Lemon! Itachi! You get all this in here! But no yaoi...
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"Move on. I have something to take care of. I'll join you shortly." he says.
I nod and move forward, going in the next room.
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
The room is annoyingly silent and empty. Big windows are on a wall, the glass foggy and dirty. I walk to it.
"This is too silent for my liking." I mutter to myself.
Something metallic drop behind me. I turn around with a gasp.
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed/but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
There is nothing. Not even a rat. I frown. This damn barrier is seriously getting on my nerves. I walk slowly away from the windows. The silence is once again weighting over the room. A faint flapping of clothes comes from the windows behind me. I turn around in time to see a dozen of kunais and shurikens flying in my direction. I get in stance.
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
And watches everything
I block everything thrown at me and unsheath my katana. The guy blink a couple of times and then rushes to punch me. With a swift movement of wrist, I cut off his arm before he can hit me. A short, faint shriek escapes his lips. Taking advantage of his suffering, I cut his head off. The decapitated corpse falls to the floor with a thump.
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face is hearing me/right underneath my skin
A chuckle comes from behind me. My eyes widen as I can easily recognize the voice. A voice I haven't heard for centuries.
"So it is really you." I say, frowning while turning slowly around.
His black hair is longer than I remember. I remember exactly what his upper body looks like and I can tell, even if he wears a tight, leather shirt and a trench coat, that his very toned chest hasn't changed that much. A teasing smirk appears on his lips.
"It's been quite a long time since we last saw each other, I agree with you." he says, his deep voice resonating on the walls and creating echoes.
It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
"Not long enough, it you ask me." I reply, my eyes narrowing.
"Don't be disappointed, Yuki, but you're not the one I'm here to see."
"You can't see Sasuke right now, he's taking care of some business with Itachi."
"I already know that, dear Yuki. Don't forget that this is my castle. I have spies everywhere even though you can't sense them."
"Bastard." I mutter under my breath.
I know I've got a face in mePoints out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
He frowns. "That' not a way to talk to me, girl. You should know that by now."
"I don't care. You can't stop me anymore. I'm much stronger than before."
An arrogant smirk comes to his lips. "What do you think I did during all those years? Pray that you were safe and in good health while I slowly killed myself?"
"No. I thought you would suicide for having been abandoned by the daughter of your precious healer."
He frowned while gritting his teeth. "I'm not so weak anymore. I have overcome any feeling of attachment."
"Is that so?"
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can
"Just try and see for yourself, girl. Come up and fight me, I think you've been waiting for this event for quite a long time. Let your anger out."
"I'd be glad to." I say with a smirk of my own.
I get into a battle stance, my silver katana glimmering in my hand with the half-light passing through the cover of clouds.
But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
And watches everything
No rain can be seen outside, no wind can be heard inside and still no presence to be sensed nearby as we charge. He had unsheathed his black katana and as our weapons meet, a big clash is heard and sparkles set off. All my senses are locked on my enemy from that moment on. Thunder would have striken right beside me and I don't think I would have noticed. We back away slightly before rushing again in a tremendous clash of katanas.
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too/right inside your skin
He does a roundhouse kick but I crouch to dodge. I try to hit him with a uppercut but he blocks it with his free hand. We jump back as we sweep our weapons to try to hit each other. He smirks.
"I must admit that you've made some progress. But you're still not as powerful as I." he says.
I frown. "You think so?"
"Yes. Because you can't transform into a werewolf anymore. A battle between us when I am in my true form wouldn't be fair."
It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
"Never underestimate me, Nerezza." I says before rushing to try to hit him with a punch in the face.
He goes to punch me in the stomach and I let him punch me, not hitting him. He quirks an eyebrow.
"Why did you let me punch you, Yuki?"
I smirk before puking a silver coloured liquid. His eyes widen.
"You did it to get rid of the formula in your body…"
"Exactly, usuratonkachi. So now we'll do a real fight for dominance as soon as the sun sets."
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Nerezza gritts his teeth. "You're crazy. So much power unleashed at once could easily blow up the entire castle."
"I don't care. This is my last resort and I'm not afraid anymore to use it."
He catches up to my thought and smirks. "So your beast has got to grow even with all this quantity of formula you took. How much time will you have left if you transform now, you think?"
"Up to two days, instead of a week."
He throws his coat in a corner of the room and his sadistic smirk lifts the corners of his lips, darkening his already black eyes. "Then get ready for what will surely be your last fight, Yuki."
A vivid pain comes into my chest and I look through the foggy windows. An orange colour is tainting them. I can feel my body pulsing as I sense the beast slowly awakening in me.
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
I get to my knees as the pain takes over every inch of my body. My head is aching. My heart is racing. I can feel a sudden aggressiveness come in me. I feel thirsty for blood, too. Anybody's blood. My rationality is slowly fading away as this thirst took power. Then suddenly I feel like every bone of my body is grinded into nothingness and every muscle is torn apart.
The sun goes down
I feel the sun betray me
I scream as result of my pain. Somewhere in the back of my head, the only place where I still feel a little of sanity, I can hear words whispered to me. Words whispered by a deep voice very familiar.
"You feel a lot of pain because you've fought the beast during many years. If you had accepted its presence in the past, you would feel less pain. But it seems you've fallen into my trap, my dear Yuki." The voice got deeper and huskier. "You never should have come into my lair. You should have suicide when the three old geezers told you about your lack of time to get rid of the base of the curse. You're finished."
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (end of first song)
I black out and find myself in my thoughts. In a white, square room, to be more precise. I feel no pain. I feel no fear. I don't hear anything. The silence reigns in the room.
"So it seems I blacked out. I wonder in what part of my brain I ended up. Usually I'm on the roof of a building, not in a white room that reminds me of nothing except the room I took Sasuke during his dreams."
The window and the door are closed. There is a knock on the window. I turn to it and find myself not in the white room but in the room Sasuke told me to take in his mansion. I am standing at the feet of the bed.
So I am in my memories…
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
I walk to the window and open it before putting my head out. I look everywhere, searching for the reason of the knock, but I see nothing suspicious. I sigh, get back entirely inside and close the window. My eyes widen as I sense chakra behind me. I turn around only to see a man standing before me. Before I can do anything, he pins me to the wall, putting a hand on my mouth to restrain me from saying anything.
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
"Don't scream or struggle, or I'll kill you immediately. Do I make myself clear, woman?"
I don't like how he calls me, or the tone he is using, but I nod. He kisses me fully on the lips and forces his tongue in my mouth. I can feel his hands starting to undress me. As he throws my last piece of clothing in a corner of the room, he takes me in his arms and let me down on the bed. Now I can have a good look at him. He looks like an older version of Sasuke. If I didn't know better… I could end up enjoying the things I suspect him of wanting…
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
But that man isn't Sasuke… Even though he has the Sharingan too… Even though he has the same raven hair… The look in his eyes just isn't the same. He undresses himself and immediately pins me to the bed, immobilizing me completely by tying somehow my arms above my head. His husky voice resonates in my ears.
"I've been watching you. And I find it a waste that my little brother doesn't see the affection you have for him."
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
"Who are you? Why do you want me?" I ask, my voice harsh.
"My name is Itachi. You'll need that information. What is your name, woman?"
"Don't think I'll tell you that easily, madman."
"I'll make you do everything I want. I'll break you, woman."
"You'll break yourself first."
"We'll see about that."
He sits on my legs and starts tying them too.
There's a place so dark you can't see the end
Skies cock back and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping/an acidic question
Forcefully the power of suggestion
It is raining. The wind is blowing, too, but not hard enough to make the windows shake. As I am tied to the bed, my body fully naked in front of a man equally naked, I start to shiver slightly. I can't scream or defend myself physically. I know he is stronger than me and quicker. Tonight, anyway, I am vulnerable. It is a side effect from the formula. The man licks his lips at the sight of my helpless form. I want so much to cry, but never in my life did I shed a tear. I was never able to.
Then with the eyes tightly shut/looking through the rust and rot
And dust/a spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and it's dark again
He kisses me again on the lips, then he kisses his way to my chin, my jaw line and all the way down to my neck. Then he bites me hard and licks away the blood. My eyes are tightly shut as the waves of feral pleasure and anger go through me one after the other. I never was a gentle girl. And I can't hold the gasp of pleasure from escaping my lips as his wet mouth takes my nipple in. I can feel his tongue circling and then he starts sucking. A groan escapes my lips.
"What is your name, woman?" his hoarse voice asks again.
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
"Not goin' to tell ya." I take again my mother's accent I worked so hard to get rid of.
But at that moment I don't really care. The waves of pleasure and anger are practically battling over the sanity of my conscious self and I feel like I would have gone into a rampage, if I were to turn into a werewolf at that moment. But even then, the gory pleasure of blood is far from being able to quench my current thirst. Damn feral hormones…
His hot mouth is now crossing my stomach and getting lower and lower…
"Let me ask you one more time… What is you name?"
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
"Y… Yuki Suikitsu…" I reply, my voice husky and just above a whisper.
I am starting to sweat as desire replaces anger. I open my eyes only to meet his blood-red coloured ones. I don't quite understand why he is looking suddenly so serene as he is about to rape me… but in a way I think it can't be totally considered as rape…
"Is it your first time, Yuki?"
My eyes widen. Why does he ask? Is it a sadistic phantasm of his? Or does he care?
"Just get on with it… talking later…"
In the memory you'll find meEyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
"I'll see for myself, then."
Without further ado, he plunges all his member into me. I sense something breaking in me and a sharp pain shots through my being. A faint shriek escapes my lips and I shut my eyes. But no tears. A strong hand cups my cheek and I reopen my dark green orbs to meet Itachi's Sharingan. I can see that he cares. He buries his face in my neck.
"I don't think you would have given me a chance in other circumstances."
What is he talking about?
"I am supposed to be strong… but I am weak…"
Moving all around/screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go 'round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
"Like all humans, I guess."
"Will you forgive me?"
This is getting really creepy.
"Move or I'll screw you. I thought you wanted to rape me."
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again
His face lifts up with a surprised look. I am pouting. Even though I can't move my arms or legs. Even though my heart is beating fast. Even though I am sure my sudden lust is shining in my eyes. Even though I have the member of a man of which I only know the name inside of me. Even with all this I am challenging him by pouting. He smirks and nods. Then he gets out almost entirely and goes back in. A vivid wave of pleasure shots through me and I moan.
"Don't moan too loudly, Yuki-koi, or lil' bro might hear you."
I nod. He repeats his previous movement and I half-bit back another moan. He repeats again and again, picking up speed and strength. It feels so good, so wrong, so feral, so gentle… everything at once, Heaven and Hell mixed together.
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Suddenly, the pleasure reaches its roof.
"Itachi!" I scream his name.
Almost at the same moment, he reaches his edge, too.
"Yuki!"
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
We are panting, sweating, but it feels strangely good. He unties me and lay down next to me. As if by reflex, I cuddle up to him.
"I fell for you, Yuki."
I ain't surprised. I just sigh.
"I should have guessed. But… I still have stronger feelings for Sasuke… sorry…"
"Forgive me."
"For what?"
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
"For having done this to you. You didn't deserve it. I shouldn't have…"
"You've said it yourself, Itachi. In other circumstances, I wouldn't have given you a chance."
"I feel so weak…"
"Don't."
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
He looks at me with surprised eyes.
"You're not weak. I may have stronger feelings for Sasuke, but it doesn't mean I feel nothing for you. I won't take it if you say again that you're weak."
"Thank you."
In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
I find myself in the white room again.
"So the flash back is over. Great. I get to skip all the cuddling and all the sweet words."
A young version of myself appears in front of me.
"They're calling you. Can't you hear them? They all worry about you. It's time to wake up." she says.
I nod.
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I can see it right through you
I come to. I am laying on something flat and hard. Something warm is on my lips. My eyes flutter open and the first thing I see is… blond boy. Kissing me. I push him rapidly away.
"What are you doing, blond boy!" I ask, raging.
"Sorry, Yuki! It's just that you weren't breathing… and… well… I didn't want you to die. We need you."
My vision is hazy and I can see a pink blur beside blond boy.
"So… you okay, Yuki?" asks Naruto.
"Yeah… Sort of…" I reply, glaring at the pink blur.
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I can see it right through you
"Oh! I introduce you to Sakura." says blond boy, motioning to the pink blur.
The scenery gets clearer and the pink blur becomes a pink-haired girl. We are trapped in a cylindrical-shaped cage.
"Hiya." I tell Sakura.
"Hi." she simply replies.
I sigh. Great. I'm stuck with blond boy and cotton-candy girl.
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End of the bonus chapter! The first song was "Papercut" from Linkin Park and the second one was "Forgotten" from Linkin Park, too. I just love this band! And their songs! And those two songs are on the album "Hybrid Theory". I hope you enjoyed.
In the next chapter, it'll be in Naru-chan's point of view! You'll know a little bit more about what's happening in there.
Review, people. I want to know how you liked (or disliked) this song-chapter. First time I do it. You'll get a cookie if you review!
