Hey people In the back round information I forgot to put Jasper so here is his back round info
Jasper Hale: 20 twin brother to Rosalie currently dating Alice
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Previously…I rung the door bell and Emmett answered the door the first emotion that flickered across his face was shock.
"I got kicked out can I crash here for a bit?" I ask-lied I didn't get kicked out but I ran away and no matter how pissed off I am at Emmett I don't want him to get dragged into this or worry about this- wait why would he worry about me he hates me. He just stood there silently ok how high was I when I thought of the idea to come here I might as well go back to Phenoix.
"Ok bye" I said awkwardly and turned around
"Only a few weeks" Emmett said with a sigh and a bit of venom in his voice I see I'm not forgiven yet. Like I give a fuck what he thinks. I went inside and it was just as huge as the outside as the house the old sisterly Bella wanted to ask him did he win the freakin lottery or something but that Bella died a long time ago.
"3rd floor second door on your right." Emmett said bored like he was forced to look after me. I said nothing and walked up the stairs I opened the door and put my backpack on my bed. I was in a rush so I only packed my razors, my journal (I've been writing in it everyday since the incident, 3 pairs of pants, 2 shirts and 2 sweatshirts, some pills of oxycontin, and cocaine and of course my fake id. I'd probably have to find a drug dealer if I'm staying here for a couple weeks. I saw something that I hadn't realized I packed it was a necklace that had a E and next to it was a picture of Edward kissing my forehead, I quickly threw that back in the bag.
Flashback
It was my birthday the day I hated the most Edward was taking me to his house and when I walked threw the doors everyone yelled surprise! I'm sure that my cheeks were bright red from embarrassment.
"Happy Birthday Bella!" Alice and Rosalie yelled and came up to hug me and Emmett gave me his famous bear hug.
"Emmett can't breath" I said and Emmett's booming laughter filled the house and he let me down
"Show me the love." Alice said and took a picture of me and Edward, Edward was kissing the top of my head. Edward gave me a present wrapped in blue wrapping paper I opened it and gasped it was a necklace with the letter E on it E for Edward.
"Thank you I love it" I said and gave Edward a quick kiss and Emmett wedged in between us putting an arm around each of our shoulders obviously separating us stupid overprotective brother. "I have one too" Edward said and un tucked a chain necklace that said B on it and I was there grinning like an idiot I couldn't have been happier.
End Flashback
Seriously I need to get high right now whenever I'm not high I start to think. I took out my bag of cocaine and prepared it and snorted it. I felt high after a couple minutes. I started fidgeting uncontrollable I could not sit still and my heart was definitely racing. I heard a knock at my door ah shit Emmett can't see me like this. I looked in the mirror and saw two of my self what I could see my eyes were dilated.
"Bella Household meeting down stairs" Emmett said I was confused why was Emmett here didn't he hate me I pounded my head.
"Bella" Emmett yelled irritated I'm starting to get irritated of him actually
"I'm in the shower" I yelled and turned on the water
"There is no shower in your room" Emmett yelled what is he talking about there's a freaking shower next to my dresser stupid cocaine playing with my mind.
"OK be out in a couple of minutes I'm taking a freakin shower." I yelled and I heard Emmett sigh I was just fidgeting for 20 minutes I could feel the high starting to wear off I looked in the mirror and saw my eyes were dilated but I'm fine other than that. I went more like stumbled down the stairs and everyone looked irritated and annoyed.
"Took you long enough" I heard someone mumble under their breath. I saw Emmett was there, so was Rosalie, Alice, Jasper, the strawberry blonde chick I saw a while ago and Edward with his arm around her. My heart skipped a beat when I saw him he looked just a gorgeous as before but he would never want to talk to a dirty slut like me. Hey why is the strawberry blonde wearing a E necklace and Edward had a chain tucked into his shirt that probably said whatever the strawberry blonde's name was.
"Why are you fidgeting so much?" Jasper asked oh was I, I didn't notice
"Why are you such an asshole?" I asked Jasper and everyone looked at me shocked and there was a long silence.
"Look Bella if you want to stay here you're going to have to pay rent 1500 a month." Emmett said and my jaw dropped did he know how much pot I could have bought with that money.
"Of course if that's too much you can just leave its not like anyone wants you here anyways I mean you are a back stabbing slut." Rosalie said with venom in her voice.
"Screw you" I said I mean I could have said more vile stuff about her but I didn't want to be kicked out. I walked to my room and slammed the door. I took out my razor and lifted up my sleeve every inch of my arm was covered in cuts or and hand shaped marks on them 1 2 3 I said to myself then made a cut and the emotional pain went away I wrapped my arm in a bandage. I took out mu journal and flipped to an open page
Dear Diary,
This is Bella who else would it be? Anyways I moved in with my brother Emmett that hates me, My ex friends who glare at me and my ex boyfriend that I still love Edward who had his arm around another girl. And to top off my day I have to waste my drug money on fucking rent. I got called a slut today I hate when people call me a slut because, I know its true. I mean I was raped I'm a waste of space a freakin worthless whore.
From the whore Bella.
Hey I was thinking of ending each chapter with a journal entry how does that sound? Review!