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I sighed and got off the subway I walked the streets I went down an alley and saw a drug deal being made I went up to the seller and whoa I saw a guy about 6 freakin'3 he had deep russet colored skin and jet black short hair with loving brown eyes but a hint of pain was behind those eyes.

"What do you want? I got roofies, coke, pain meds" The Indian looking guy was rambling on but I was stuck on the word roofies I know this is a sick twisted thought but why couldn't have Phil given me that so that every time I close my eyes I won't have to remember I just want to forget.

"I just want to forget" I said accidently aloud

"Roofies it is. Roofies makes you forget" Jacob said

"Wait no did I say that aloud"

"Can I have coke and the pain meds are oxycontin right?" I asked

"Yup" He said popping the 'p' I handed him $500 that I stole from Edward's wallet ha that teaches him to act like a jackass

"Hey I'm Jacob" he said

"Bella" I said and I shook his hand

"Want to grab some beer?" Jacob asked

"Sure" I said and we went to some bar we talked and laughed for hours this is the first time I felt alive in a while.

"Bye Jakey" I slurred

"Bye Bells" Jacob slurred equally drunk I gave him a hug.

"Here let me drive you home" Jacob said

"Noooooo your too drunk. Gimme the keys" I slurred

"Your right I am too drunk." Jacob said

"Yup and friends don't let friends drive drunk" I said trying to sound official and Jacob laughed and handed me the keys. It was about 3 in the morning.

I drove home and we were singing sweet home Alabama at the top of our lungs. We walked more like stumbled in.

"SHHHHH" I shushed loudly and Jacob was still singing Sweet home Alabama really loud All of a sudden the lights flicked on and it was Emmett with Rosalie hiding behind him and Alice was hiding behind Jasper and Tanya was hiding behind Edward they probably thought an intruder was in the house. Jake was still singing and he stopped we laughed at there confused faces.

"Bella your 19 why the hell are you drunk?" Emmett said

"Nooooo I'm not drunk watch zyxwvutsrqponomlkjihgfedcba" I said

"Whoa impressive I'm going to have to learn how to do that." Jasper said

"I am not not drunk I drove home. Jacob was going to drive us home but friends don't let friends drive drunk." I said the last part like an officer and me and Jacob burst out laughing

"What the Fuck you drove home Bella are you insane you could have got killed!" Emmett screamed

"Ha by the way you say that it almost sounds like you cared about me but I know that's not true because, who didn't visit me in the hospital last year. Your just like Charlie." I said and I knew I struck a bad nerve with him Charlie loved his work more than us.

"Emmett your really really tall" I slurred I was even surprised when I said that.

"Come on Bellsy" Emmett said and picked me up and was bringing me upstairs to my bed

"Emmy I miss when you used to call me that." I said

"Bella you're drunk you don't know what you're saying" Emmett sighed

"If I said I was a slut would you say that I knew what I was saying?" I asked

"Night Bella" Emmett said and I frowned Emmett left and I took out my journal

Dear Diary,

Let me start by saying SWEET HOME ALABAMA hahahaha. Emmett the guy who's really tall called me Bellsy! YAY I met a friend a guy named Jacob Black and I'm a good friend right he was drunk and I said in an officer-y voice friends don't let friends drive drunk. I felt alive for the first time in a while.

From, The not drunk Bella

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