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Previously…decided to let fate take its course I went back on the rode and shut my eyes tight and just stomped on the gas.
I heard a lot of horns honking and people screaming profanities I wondered why I haven't hit anyone yet. I heard police sirens behind me crap I re opened my eyes and pulled over. Shit shit shit shit shit I'm high ok it's just pain meds if I act normal they won't notice I said to myself trying to calm myself down.
"License and registration please." The officer said and I took out my license and looked quickly in the compartments for my registration. And I handed it to him.
"Wait your Isabella Swan do you happen to be related to-" The officer started and I knew what he was going to say so I cut him off.
"Charlie Swan yes I'm his daughter." I said in a bored tone Charlie is more than a chief of police he's a legend.
"Funny he never mentioned that he had kids." The officer said yea that's because, he doesn't care about me or Emmett
"Oh" was all I could get out even though I was expecting that answer it still hurt
"I'll let you off with a warning. Wait get out of the car." He demanded
"What the hell?" I asked and he opened my door and practically dragged me out He took the pain pill bottle out of the cup holder shit The pain pill bottle said Jane Volturi. He slammed my body against the car and pinned my hands behind my back
"Don't touch me" I said but he tried to hand cuff me
I was panicking it reminded me of how Phil handcuffed me without thinking I ripped my hands from behind my back and kneed him where the sun don't shine and he fell to the ground. Oh shit Bella what the hell did you do know they got you for speeding, drug possession and assaulting an officer. I felt a painful shock and yelped he fucking tazed me.
"Fuck" I said aloud that fucking hurts
"I need back up" The officer said don't move the officer said but I stood up and got tazed again on my side
"Fuck stop fucking tazing me Fuck" I swore damn that hurts
"No wonder why Charlie doesn't talk about you." He mumbled I would have beat the crap out of him for saying that but I could barley move getting tazed hurts. The officer hand cuffed me and another one pushed me in the cop car and the tower towed my truck to the station for evidence. I some how maneuvered the note from Phil from my pocket to my bra so that they wouldn't find out about him.
When I got into the station everyone started laughing saying stuff like
"Ha Ha Joe this little girl took you down"
And everyone burst out laughing when Joe the officer put ice down his pants I got my fingers printed and my mug shot then they put me in a jail cell.
"You have one call." Joe the officer said and gave me a dirty look. Damn who should I call Emmett is pissed at me Edward is probably busy fucking Tanya Renee will old this against me, and Jacob has no money but he's the best option to call. The phone started ringing please pick up please pick up I chanted to myself after a couple of rings he picked up.
"Jacob?" I asked
"Who is this?" Jake said probably not recognizing the number
"It's Bella I'm in some serious shit." I said
"What happened?" Jacob said his voice still alert
"I'm kind of in jail." I blurted out
"What?!" Jacob asked
"I got caught speeding then with drugs and I kicked a police officer in the balls." I said half laughing at the end and Jacob laughed too
"That's my girl" Jake said and I laughed but stopped quickly it hurt when I laughed from getting tazed
"Ow" I said aloud
"What?" Jakey asked
"A freakin police officer tazed me twice." I said and the pain was starting to kick in it hurt to even talk
"No fuckin way twice?" Jake said
"Yup it's the worst feeling it even hurts to-" I started but Jacob cut me off
"Talk." He said finishing my sentence.
"Yea how do you know?" I asked
"I was messing with my dad's tazer when I was 8 and accidently tazed myself and kind of cried for 3 hours. Did you cry" Jacob said and I couldn't help but laugh.
"No I didn't cry but I did swear a lot." I said
"Whoa your one tough bitch." Jacob said and I laughed
"Ah Stop making me laugh it hurts too much." I said
" Ok don't worry Bells I'm on my way over to there now." Jacob said and hung up I hung up shortly afterwards. They took me to some interrogation room and my side protested in pain when I walked. Charlie was interrogating me great did you pick up on my heavy sarcasm.
"Drug possession, speeding, insulting an officer?!" Charlie yelled outraged
"Who gave you the drugs?" Charlie said and I didn't answer
"I don't know." I said
"So they magically appeared in your truck." Charlie asked
"Apparently." I said and Charlie slammed his hand on the table I had two options either rat Jake out or take the blame for something I didn't do.
"I stole it from a pharmacy." I said with a sigh and Charlie looked satisfied
"Well Joe add stealing to her record too." Charlie said
"Isabella come to my office with me." Charlie said in a angry tone that was still professional. I limped to his office slowly my sides hurting like hell I sat down in a chair and he sat down behind his desk and folded his hands.
"Isabella Mary Swan" Charlie said
"That's not even my name. Do you even know how old I am or how old Emmett is what sport he likes whats my favorite song? You don't even know my fuckin name" I screamed and Charlie looked like he didn't even care looking at me like I was a physco
"Isabella." He said and pinched the bridge of his nose looking stressed
"78 hours of community service and a 7,500 fine and congratulations you have a police record" Charlie said with mock enthusiasm.
"Ok a how are you would be nice seeing as one of your cop buddy's tazed me twice!" I said
"I'll pay your fine." Charlie said trying to avoid the subject looking through a person's record not even looking at me
"Oh ok your trying to buy your way back into my life?" I said pissed
"Who said I wanted to be in your life again I need to focus on my work. You could have worse than a father who bails you out of jail Isabella." Ouch
"I don't want to be bailed out of anything." I said over it (AN: that line was from the remember me trailer)
"You're pathetic." I said to him with venom in my voice
"I'm pathetic? You're the one who got knocked up at 18." Charlie said back
Flashback
Positive The little test said and I started crying I cannot do this I'm only 18 I am carrying Phil's child why'd he have to rape me and ruin my life I started sobbing harder. SO I did the only thing I could do I left I packed my bags and moved to Renee's house about 2 months into my pregnancy something went wrong with the baby he died inside my stomach they made a slice into my stomach to get him out. And I had my hands over my eyes.
"What do you want to name him?" The doctors kept on asking and they kept on saying to look at him
"Why are you doing this to me I don't want to fucking look at him or name him." I screamed
"You have to name him for the gravestone." The doctors said even though that kid was made by rape I loved him the first time I saw him on the ultrasound. I said the first name that came to mind
"Carter Edward Swan" I said I thought Carter was out of the room so I opened my eyes to see he was still in there he looked so tiny and different shades of blue and purple then I lost it I started to sob. I called Emmett sobbing telling him I needed him to comfort me in the hospital but he never came.
End Flashback
I walked out of his office pissed off and slammed the office door despite my side hurting I ran out of the station tears starting to form in my eyes some of the tears poured over. I saw Jacob's rabbit that he built himself pull up. I hopped into his car.
"Are you ok Bells" Jacob said and his fingers brushed softly against my cheek wiping some of the silent tears off in the process I only nodded yes because, I feared if I spoke I would start to sob. I closed my eyes trying to calm down.
"It's just Charlie the police chief or something my dad, he is an asshole who doesn't give a shit about me or my brother Emmett he doesn't even know my full name and when I was little he never was home always working he wouldn't even shed one tear if I died. He wants me out of his life so that he could focus on his work." I said my voice thick with tears.
"You have a brother?" Jacob asked curiously
"Yea Emmett you've seen him the muscular tall guy with curly short hair and brown eyes." I said
"Oh yeah he does look like you except the way you act towards each other it seems like you're enemies." Jake stated
"Yea I fucked things up with him he hates my guts." I said which added to the tears that were now falling
"Well my dad Billy was a police chief too he was in a high speed race his car flipped over and now he's in a wheel chair." Jacob said and I saw some tears in his eyes too
"Sorry Jake" I said sincerely Jacob started driving fast but he was no where near driving as fast as Edward used to Edward drove like a maniac
"So was it hard core interrogation like in the movies?" Jacob asked and I chuckled
"No Charlie tried to seem bad ass but came off as a poser. They found the drugs I bought from you in my truck but don't worry I didn't rat you out I said I stole them." I said
"Thanks Bella" Jake said and we arrived at my house 10am in the morning
"Fuck" I said as I tried to get up
"Here I got you." Jacob said
"No I'm fine" I tried to protest but he picked me up carefully I cringed a little bit at his touch but he didn't seem to notice. He put me down at the front porch and gave me a hug before he left.
I painfully walked into the kitchen and was getting some frozen peas out of the fridge to put on my side. Jasper was in the kitchen making some popcorn probably for movie night
"Bella are you ok?" Jasper asked then I realized that tears were forming in my eyes and they were probably bloodshot from the me crying earlier
"Why would you care?" I asked and Jasper was quiet for a second
"Bella I've known you since I was 5." Jasper said
"Although we're not the best of friends.-" Jasper said but I cut him off
"We are not friends." I said my voice a little shaky
"Anyways I know when you're hurting what's wrong?" Jasper asked a little concerned
"Let's just say I visited Charlie." I said my voice was thick why was I telling him this?
"Bella" Jasper said with a sigh about to comfort me and say something else because, he knew how Charlie could be but Alice came in glaring at me
"Come on Jazz get away from the slut. Before she sleeps with you to just like she cheated on Edward and slept with Rosalie's boyfriend." Alice said with venom in her voice. I don't know what happened but something inside me boiled.
"Alice shut the fuck up you do not know what happened you just went off of what Rosalie told you. You have no right to call me that you've probably had sex more times than me. So by calling me a slut technically you are calling yourself one too. You are the most annoying person I have ever met that cares more about clothes than people. I don't get what Jasper see's in you Oh yeah remember when you had long hair and got it cut really short like you have it now I lied that haircut looks terrible." I shouted angrily at Alice. Alice and Jasper had their mouths wide opened they were beyond shocked
"Well you're you're a backstabber." Alice stuttered
"Oh good comeback I'm so hurt." I said sarcastically and Alice shrieked and ran off and Jasper ran after her I went to the bathroom and pulled out my razor box lifted up my sleeve and cut myself three times. I bandaged myself up. I couldn't walk up the stairs so I put the frozen peas under my shirt on my side and felt instant relief from the burning pain. I took out my journal and wrote.
Dear diary,
I tried to let fate take its course and drive my car off of the road but it didn't work I kicked some officer in the balls and got tazored twice for that. Charlie called me pathetic and didn't even know my full name he doesn't give a shit about me. Jake told me about his dad and I cried not from the tazor pain but from the emotional pain. I stood up for myself today Alice called me a slut and I called her out. Oh yeah So here I am on the couch with peas on my side.
From the Bella that can finally stick up for her self
I put the note Phil gave me in the journal closed and locked it I slowly drifted to sleep on the couch.
So how was this chapter good or bad hit or miss. So you learned a little bit about Bella's past how she had a miscarriage.
And what did you think about Bella getting arrested, The Charlie encounter or Her sticking up for herself when her and Alice had a fight? Hey I wrote an extra long chapter please review I hope you liked this chapter. Review!