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I woke up my body sore. I was starting to feel the withdraw symptoms of not having pain killers. I went to my sock drawer and found 3 pills and eagerly gulped them down (I know what a spiffy place to keep drugs). I took a shower and my strawberry shampoo filled the air instantly relaxing me I got my clothes out of the laundry and put on black skinny jeans with a black long sleeve shirt and my E necklace. I checked my envy 3 black cell phone to see it was about 10:00 am I texted Jacob
Hey Jakey whats up?
A little bit later he texted
Fixing up some motorcycles txt yu later Bellsy
That text was immediately followed by another one
You can come over I'll be in the garage
I texted him back
Kay
I went down all of the stairs to see Jasper and Edward and some random guy next to an elevator whoa whoa whoa! Jasper and Edward bought an elevator for the house?! The elevator was the size of a hotel one and probably could fit 8 people in there! When I walked into the room the random guy wolf-whistled at me and was staring at my chest I folded my arms across my chest I absolutely hated when people did that to me it made me feel dirty after what happened.
"Ahem." Jasper cleared his throat in annoyance
"Oh um yeah" He said still looking at me but then he looked down at his clipboard then at Jasper and Edward.
"Sign here" He said handing the clipboard to Edward and Jasper then I noticed that he was walking towards me crap. It was to late to turn around since They were only 5 feet away from me.
"Hey I'm Embry" he said he had dark skin was shorter then Jacob (of course who isn't?) had Black short hair a buzz cut type hairstyle and a tattoo of some sort (AN: it is the wolf tattoo from new moon) I could see Edward shooting daggers with his eyes at the back of Embry's head.
"Yea I can tell it says Embry on your name tag. I have to go." I said a little bit distracted and I turned around but he caught my arm and I winced a little because, of the cuts and bruises I had on my arms.
"Aren't you going to tell me your name?" He pleaded
"Aren't you going to do your job?" I snapped at him getting annoyed and jerked my arm away from him I turned around and started walking but he grabbed my waist and turned me around.
"Here's my number can I have yours babe?" Embry said trying to play in cool and handed me his number on a piece of paper.
"Don't freakin touch me." I told him
"Frisky nice." He said
"Look I'm taken and I don't think my boyfriend would like it if some random guy was trying to feel me up." I said and ripped his hands off of my waist and pinned them to his sides.
"Why are the hot ones always taken?" He asked himself and started to walk away. Recognition hit me.
"Wait" I said and he turned around smiling Edward and Jasper gave me a what the fuck look. Embry was one of those shirtless guys that was cliff diving the same ones Jacob warned me about.
"Do-Do you know Jacob Black?" I whispered
"Yeah we used to be friends but I found a better group of friends a couple weeks ago." He whispered back
"Are you Bella?" He asked and I nodded
"Wow Jacob the pansy told me that you were hot but wow you are smoking hot." He whispered while wiggling his eyebrows and I punched him in his arm not hard but he winced ha ha pansy
"Don't call my friend Jacob any names" I whispered a tad bit threating but he just nodded and walked towards Edward and Jasper I followed him wanting to see the elevator.
"Okay the elevator is ready for use" Embry said
"Dude want to get your swimsuit and meet me at the pool?" Jasper asked
"Sure" Edward said his velvet voice rough he hit the elevator button up. I noticed that I forgot my jacket so when the elevator doors opened Edward walked in and I walked in after him I was going to press the 3rd floor button but Edward's hand beat me to it but my hand brushed up against his and I felt an electric shock. I quickly pulled away and stood at the opposite side of the elevator as him. All of a sudden the elevator stopped and the lights flickered off but then the emergency lights flickered on. Edward frantically pushed the buttons but nothing happened.
"Shit" Edward said underneath his breath. I just remembered that I had Embry's number I called him on my phone and on the first ring he picked up.
"Hello?" Embry said-asked
"Hey it's Bella" I said
"Bella so you do want to go on a date with me?" Embry asked excitedly
"No I do not want to go on a freakin date with you." I said annoyed and as soon as I said that Edward looked over to me.
"The elevator is stuck can you fix it?" I asked hopefully
"Yea babe I'm still at your house it was take about 5 maybe 6 hours." Embry said
"What?!" I practically yelled 6 hours in an elevator with Edward alone!
"Don't worry my crew will work fast to get it running. Bye" He said and I hung up.
"Fuck" I swore
"6 hours till they get the elevator working." I told Edward and his face dropped 6 hours stuck in a crammed place with Edward great note my heavy sarcasm. I called Jacob to cancel the plans.
"Hey Jake" I breathed
"Bella you sound pissed off" Jake said worried
"Yea I'm stuck in an elevator with Dickward for 6 hours minimum." I said Jake laughed
"Hey I'm right here" Edward said annoyed that I called him that
"Unfortunately" I muttered but he heard me
"So yea I can't come over today maybe later on though." I said
"Oh okay" Jacob said trying not to sound too disappointed
"Hey do you know anyone named Embry?" I asked him
"No" Jacob answered a little too fast I could tell that he was lying and he hung up.
I looked over at Edward he had on grey sweatpants and a navy blue shirt with white writing that had University of Alaska written on it and the shirt perfectly hugged his light muscles.
"You got accepted?" I asked eyeing his tee shirt trying to make the best of the situation by starting a conversation.
"Yea yesterday." Edward said
"Following in Carlisle's foot prints?" I asked
"Yea I'm going there to major in the medical field." He said I remembered that Edward always wanted to go to medical school.
"Let me guess you're going to minor in music." I said as I sat down and he sat down too.
"No I'm not into music anymore." He said and my jaw dropped Edward was so great at music and he enjoyed that so much he wrote me a lullaby on the piano that he would play for me and hum tome all of the time. But then I thought did he stop playing because, his music reminded him too much of us and what we had. I stopped doing things that reminded me of Edward.
"Oh" Was the only response I could come up with.
"So who's your boyfriend? Is it that guy who always hangs out with you Jimmy?" Edward asked and I could of swore he was a little bit jealous.
"No I'm single and the guys name is Jacob. I only said I was taken so that, that creep would stop bugging me." I said and moved over a little closer to Edward and he did the same.
"So how are things with Tanya hot and heavy?" I asked him I don't know why I asked that I just set myself to get hurt
"Things are great." Edward said and It felt like a knife just went through my heart.
"Just don't have elevator sex in here." I said Edward was about to say something but I started talking before him.
"Look I know you two are sleeping together because, you too are really loud and my room is next to yours. Also, I saw your XL condoms on your dresser huge ego much?" I rambled on.
"When is rent due?" I asked Edward to break the silence
"Friday" he responded
"Shit" I said I don't have that kind of money Edward gave me a questioning look
"I'm broke" I explained me and Edward were now sitting side by side next too each other I could smell his 'Edward scent' that smelled so good. Edward ruffled his hand though my hair and I froze. Then I realized that he used to do that all the time when we were dating because, he loved the smell of my strawberry shampoo. He froze realizing what he was doing and pulled away. I sighed and hours passed by and we just talked it was nice.
"You know this conversation doesn't change anything between us Bella." Edward said
"I know" I sighed then gave him a sad smile. It was silent until Edward spoke up
"How are you?" Edward asked
"I'm doing the best I can what did you expect me skipping around whistling show tunes? You know me better than that." (AN: from new moon) I said
"Well it wasn't really I walk in the park for me." Edward said bitterly
"Why would you cheat on me Bella I loved you Bella." Edward said his voice was strained and I could tell how much this hurt him.
"I don't know." I lied
"Edward" I said my voice nervous scared and full of pain he seemed to pick up on it and his piercing green eyes met my brown eyes.
"I-I" I stuttered Come on Bella you can say it its only three words tell him that you were raped tell him.
"I-I'm sorry" I said chickening out at the last minute I couldn't tell him that he would think that I was the biggest whore ever.
"How long are you staying here for?" Edward asked
"I don't know." I said I couldn't go back to Phil and if I don't want to mooch off of Jacob
"I think it would be best for us if you left when I said that I never wanted to see you or talk to you again I meant it." Edward harshly said building up a wall between me and him again. Ouch. I didn't know how to respond. Tears started to build up but I fought against them.
"I have no where to go." I said my voice vulnerable All of a sudden the elevator started moving and Edward immediately stood up so did I the doors opened and Tanya hugged Edward when he came out.
"Eddie!" She sneered I fast-walked out of the elevator and I saw Edward looking at me concerned I gave him a sad half smile that didn't reach my eyes. Edward pulled away from Tanya and walked towards me.
"Be safe Bella and don't do anything reckless" He whispered and went back to Tanya. I went to my room. Then it all hit me at once I'll probably never be able to talk to Edward again, hold him, kiss him, see him again I took out my razor and silent tears dripped down my face as I cut myself deep multiple times I bandaged the cuts up but they still bleed I had to rinse out the cuts which stung like hell and re bandaged them. I called Jacob saying I'll be over in a few. I grabbed my jacket and walked to my truck and the keys were there Jacob must have dropped the truck off late last night.
I got to Jacobs and walked to his garage there were two motorcycles He was underneath a car working on it that must be his 'Rabbit' car he was always talking about.
"Hey Jake" I said and he pulled out from underneath the car
"Hey Bells." Jacob said I looked at him his white tee was stained with grease and oil so was his jeans
"Wanna ride motorcycles?" Jacob asked "I'll teach you." He said before I could answer
I remembered Edward telling me not to do anything reckless.
"Sure" I said a bit too excitingly
"Why do you always hold yourself like that?" Jacob asked
"Like you're going to fall apart." Jacob motioned to my arms wrapped around my sides I didn't notice that I was doing that.
"Jake I'm not a car that you can fix. I'm never going to work right." I said my voice choked with tears (AN: Another quote from the movie new moon)
"Let me get changed" Jacob said later he came back out and had cleaner clothes on.
"Ready to ride?" Jacob asked and I just nodded
"Ok slowly let go of the clutch" Jake said and I let go a little too fast.
"Whoa whoa whoa Bella" He said and I stopped
"Slowly" He warned I tried to go again but let off too fast again and was speeding down the dirt rode I was about to crash into some rocks.
"Brake Brake" Jacob yelled but it was too late I crashed and hit my head on a rock Jacob came speeding over with his motorcycle.
"Bella here" Jacob said taking off his shirt and pressing it to my forehead.
"Your sorta beautiful." I said to Jacob and he gave me a sad half smile. (AN: also from new moon)
"How hard did you hit your head Bella?"
"Hello Biceps you know Jake steroids are really bad for you." (You guessed it also from da da da new moon!) I said Eyeing his body and how muscular he's become. Jacob laughed and eventually the bleeding stopped so I didn't have to go to the ER. We walked back to his garage.
"Jake?" I asked
"Yea Bella." He said
"Can I have some oxycontin pain killers?" I asked and Jake sighed
"I just gave you some." Jacob said
"I ate them all." I said looking at the ground I hated how the drugs made me this desperate.
"What! Bella there was at least 20 pills in there!" Jacob yelled
"I know. Can I have some?" I asked trying to get to the point
"Wh-No!" Jake said he seemed to angry to speak
"Please Jake" I begged
"No what if you overdose Bella then I would blame myself for giving you the pills." Jacob said
"I'm not going to overdose." I said trying to keep my voice steady
"How many pills do you have a day?" Jacob asked and I was silent
"How many!" Jacob yelled
"Four maybe five." I said ashamed of how bad my addiction has became
"Shit Bells. You need to stop." Jacob said
"No" I answered to fast
"Well you're not getting them from me." Jacob said angry realizing that nothing could be done to stop my addiction.
"I'll just get them from Embry" I threatened
"I told you to stay away from them." Jacob warned
"So you do know Embry." I said
"Damn it Bella stay away from them I care too much about you to see you doing this you're killing yourself!" Jacob raised his voice
"Jacob you know how hard this is you do drugs to." I said then Jacob was silent and then it hit me I've never seen Jacob do any drugs.
"You don't do drugs?" I said my voice puzzled
"No I don't I just sell them to help pay for my dad's medical bills." Jake admitted
"Bye" I said hopping into my truck and I took out my cell to call Embry.
"Hey it's Bella" I said when I picked up
"Hey-" Embry said but I cut him off
"I don't want to go on a date with you I just want some drugs" I sighed
"Cool " Embry said and gave me the address to meet him to get the drugs. When I got there it was a log cabin type place. I knocked on the door and Embry answered.
"Come on in. Sam doesn't like it when you stare at Emily" He said and whispered that last part and I couldn't help but feel a little creeped out. There was a bunch of guys and a girl. The girl which I'm guessing is Emily had a huge scar on her face but I quickly looked away and a guy kissed her on the cheek.
"Can I have some oxycontin?" I asked
"Sure 200 dollars for 20 pills. I'm Sam by the way and this is Emily my girl." Sam said he introduced me to all of the guys.
"I only have 100" I said and handed the cash to Quil
"10 pills then." He said and handed me the pills all of a sudden there was a knock at the door.
"It's Jake" Paul warned
"Don't let him in" Sam said but it was too late Jacob already opened the door and grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the house.
"Damn it Bella give me the pills." Jacob said
"I don't have any I'm broke and they wouldn't give me any." I lied through my teeth
"Bull shit" Jacob said It was kind of annoying that he was so protective of me but it was kind of hot too I remember how Edward used to protectively put his arm around me whenever a guy looked at me. Jacob put his motorcycle in the back of my truck and Got in the driver's side I got in the passenger's side and we rode to my house in silence. I got out my journal and started writing
Dear Diary,
So I spent 6 hours cooped up in an elevator with Edward which was great (I'm not being sarcastic) until he told me he never wants to see me or talk to me again. Being with him made me realize how much I love Edward and never will be with him again. I wonder if I should move on I'm trying to but I can't. Jacob taught me how to ride a motor cycle kind of and is currently pissed at me which sucks.
From, a Bella that is in love with Edward
"What are you doing?" Jacob asked
"Writing" I said and quickly shut my journal and put it in the glove compartment.
We walked into my house and when we got in Edward and Rosalie was standing in the kitchen they looked like they just got done with and argument and they were staring at me and Jake.
"Bye Jake" I said in a sad voice
"Wait" Jake said and spun me around Edward and Rosalie was still starring at us and he kissed me…
WHOA BABY! What a cliff hanger! I had a bunch of reviews saying that I needed more Edward Bella interaction so I decided to put that in this chapter!
What did you think about Edward and Bella in the Elevator or Embry, Jacob and Bella's fight, or Jacob kissing Bella?? Review! This is a realllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy long chapter so please review!