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OH and about the chapter 11 thing I deleted it because, I accidently uploaded the rough draft :/ which is very similar to the final draft.
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All Human Edward left Bella when she was pregnant with twins when Bella runs into Edward will she be dazzled by him or will he even want to be in her life? Story better than summary but what fanfic isn't better than its summary? R&R Rated M to be safe
I started panicking I felt uncomfortable I pushed my chair out almost knocking Phil over but he moved out of the way. I got another beer and Jane followed me into the kitchen.
"Why didn't you tell me he was coming?" I asked her in disbelief
"Look Bella chill Renee told everyone not to tell you she was afraid you wouldn't want to see her and she really wants to talk to you." Jane explained
"Fine but I'm going to need two beers for this." I said only so that she wouldn't expect that I was terrified of Phil. I grabbed another beer out of the fridge. I went to the table and sat down Phil sat next to me and Renee sat next to Phil. I opened my beer can and chugged it. And ate some of my burger while everyone was talking.
"How are you Bella?" Renee asked directing the conversation towards me
"Fine" I said then took another sip of my beer and started my third can
"Bella what are you doing drinking beer you're 19!" Renee said horrified
"I'm 21 Renee" I lied but I could tell she didn't buy it and I noticed how Emmett called Renee mommy and I called her Renee. Everyone was staring at me. I returned to eating my burger and ate all of it before anyone except for Emmett made a dent in theirs.
"You know Bella your gained a lot of weight since Me and Renee last seen you maybe you should go on a diet." Phil had said in a warning tone I was shocked I looked fine my weight was normal but then I remembered that Phil used to beat the crap out of me if I weighed more than 105
"Actually I think I'm going to get another burger." I said half smiling I finished my beer then got another burger and beer
I went back to the table and sat down taking a bite of my burger
"Mhm this is so good." I said trying to rub in how much food I was eating to Phil he couldn't beat me not in front of all these witnesses
"So we have some news" Renee said happily how can she be happy when she's with Phil I was taking a sip of my beer when Renee said well more like screamed
"We're getting married!" And she raised her left hand to show the gigantic rock I practically choked on my beer and Jane was looking at me worryingly.
"Congratulations" Alice said and so did everyone else except Rosalie said it a little bit bitter and Emmett squeezed Rosalie's hand and she gave him back a quick sad smile.
"What?!" I asked my eyes were probably watery and I probably had a what the fuck expression
"We're getting married!" Renee repeated
"What the fuck?" I said processing the words the whole table was silent and everyone was looking at me
"Bella I know how hard this might be for you since you and Phil had a thing in the past but can't you at least be happy for me?" Renee asked
"How can you love him when you don't even know some of the things he did to me?" I asked her
"Ew I do not want to know all the ways he sexually pleased you Bella" Renee said
"I'm not talking about that!" I said frustrated I wish that I could tell Renee what happened but I can't.
"You're fucking marrying a guy that's fucking Emmett's age!" I practically was yelling at her
"We're in love age doesn't matter and watch your language I didn't raise you to be a potty mouth." Renee talked to me like a little girl
"How can you love a fucking bastard like Phil?" I got up and she got up to
"Bella" Renee said outraged I grabbed my plate and went to the kitchen with it
"Here let me talk to her." I heard Phil say
"Damn it" I swore I either let Renee marry that scumbag or tell her the truth what really happened that night of the party I guess there is no way around this FUCK wait I could just tell her that he beat me I don't have to tell her about the rape part. I chugged a can of beer and then I felt someone's hand brush up against my ass it was Phil me and Phil alone in the kitchen crap. Ugh I'm starting to feel nauseous but I had no more than 15 beers and I usually don't feel nauseous until my 15th
"Here why don't we go in that closet over there and have some fun?" Phil said while grabbing my waist and started kissing my neck I was in shock right now I couldn't register what was going on.
"No, no, no, NO!" I said realizing what he was doing and pushed him off of me my vision was starting to blur
"No one says no to me" Phil said in a warning voice and pushed me into the broom closet and shut the door his hand slid up my shirt and he started touching me.
"Stop please stop" I whimpered pathetically Every memory of Phil raping me before came back to me and I felt vulnerable (AN: Phil only raped her once at the party)
"No I won't because, you are mine a useless slut." Phil said and I panicked he wasn't going to stop Ugh my brain was to hazy to remember what I was taught in self defense class so I just extended my arm back and hit him square in the jaw and searing pain shot up my arm I think I broke it
"Bitch" Phil said shit I'm going to get it nowI stumbled out of the closet and felt really dizzy Phil followed me out an Jane was there in the kitchen she saw me get out of the closet with Phil great how am I supposed to explain this
"Bella are you ok?" Jane asked
"OH MY GOD PHIL WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?" Renee squealed as she walked into the kitchen and started to caress Phil's now swollen right side of his face.
"I tried to talk to Bella ya know help her put away the dishes and clean them and told her that she needs to understand that me and you are in love. And she just hit me" Phil lied but he lied so good anyone would have believed him.
"Shit" I said and bent over the trash can and started puking my guts out and Jane held back my hair like a true friend
"You're such a mess Bella it's nice to know that I raised a drunk I'm so ashamed of you." Renee said ouch I was still puking and fading in and out of consciousness. Right now I really didn't know what was happening.
"Call 911!" Jane yelled
Jacob's POV
"Is there-" I started but James cut me off
"No there are no letters for you today." He sighed Shit I missed Bella so much just 6 more months until I get to see her again I sighed 6 long months
"Hey Jacob can I talk to you in my office" The sergeant said
"Sure" I said and walked over to the opposite side of the base
"I'm sorry Jacob." He said
"What?" I asked take a deep breath Jacob you knew your dad was going to die soon it was probably a complication from the surgery or-
"It's Bella" he interrupted my thoughtsWhen he said Bella my heart just dropped
"Wh-what about her?" I stuttered
"She was admitted to the hospital a week ago she had a seizure right now she's in a drug induced a coma. She overdosed on pain killers and pain killers don't mix well with beer she drank." He said What the fuck fuck fuck fuck she promised me she would stop she told me she stopped taking drugs in one of the letters. Fuck I knew something like this was going to happen
"Was it accidental overdose or did she do that on purpose?" I asked then cleared my throat
"No one knows she still hasn't woke up." He said his voice somber
"Can I go and see her?" I practically begged
"I was just about to ask you if you wanted to 4 days tops we need you fighting out there Jacob."He had said (AN: Apparently if someone that is close to you is in the hospital you can go back to the place? I don't know just pretend that can happen)
Bella's POV
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I woke up slowly my eyes were still closed I must have gotten really drunk last night and passed out someone mush have carried me upstairs. I wrinkled my nose at the clean smell of alcohol not the kind you drink the kind you use to remove nail polish. I slowly opened my eyes and groaned. I sat up and recognized my surroundings I was in a hospital? Shit I was Ugh an IV I hate needles. I was about to rip it out but someone stopped me Jake
"JACOB?!" I yelled in excitement I sat up and gave him a hug that he didn't return back I gave him a questioning stare
"What are you doing here?" I asked and he didn't answer
"Wait what am I doing here?" I asked confused
"You overdosed Bella and had a seizure and somehow managed to break your arm." Jacob said his face was solemn. Shit I told Jacob that I stopped taking drugs so that he wouldn't be worrying about me.
"What did you take first the pills or the beer." Jacob asked shit if I saw the pills Jacob is going to think that I was trying to commit suicide which I wasn't.
"Jake…" I started but he cut me off
"You took the pills first didn't you?!" He practically yelled I just nodded
"Jacob I wasn't trying to kill myself I lost count of how much pills I took and I was being stupid." I said looking at my hands
"Damn it Bella you're right you were being fucking stupid I can't be worrying about you 24/7." Jacob swore his eyes were pitch black
"I know that's why I told you I stopped." I admitted
"Bella you need to stop." Jacob said
"Stop what" I said my voice hoarse but then I realized what he was talking about
"Oh" I said awkwardly
"I-" Started but he cut me off
"Every time I see you pop a pill, drink a 6 pack or snort cocaine it kills me" Jacob said
"Promise me you'll stop" Jacob said and his brown eyes were staring at me with such intensity it felt like he was staring into my soul
"I-I really want to Jacob trust me I do but I can't" I said
"Bella please you're ruining your life" Jacob had said
"My life is already ruined" I told Jacob
"Drug withdraw is going to be a bitch." Jacob told me
"I have a broken arm they have to give me drugs." I snorted back at Jacob
"Ha that's hilarious they know you're a druggie Bella they're not going to give you drugs." Jacob said and he thought he had won this fight but I said
"Embry will" And that gave me the upper hand and Jane and her boyfriend Steve walked in interrupting our intense conversation.
"BELLA!" Jane squealed happily
"God you scared me I didn't think you were going to wake up" Jane said while hugging me
"Oh I convinced the doctor to leave on your long sleeve shirt so if anyone comes to visit they won't see the scars of your past cutting days." Jane whispered and I nodded Jane thinks that I gave up cutting a long time ago.
"And I told him you'd probably would want a black cast. Woo la and now you have a black cast" Jane said motioning to my black cast that already had her name on it in silver sharpie
"Thanks" I said then started coughing and Jane handed me a glass of water
"Here I'll get your doctor" Steve said and moments later Carlisle came in shit Carlisle was my doctor and everyone got out of the room for patient confidentiality
"Hello Bella." He said shit how awkward could this get he waved a light around my eyes and asked if I had any dizziness, nausea, black outs and I said no to all of them. He tested my reflexes and shit.
"Lets talk about those bruises on your body." Carlisle said
"I'm really clumsy I'm talking about the thing you know where I can't walk across a flat surface without tripping over my own feet." I half lied I am clumsy but most of the bruised are from Phil.
"And the broken bones that haven't healed right?" Carlisle asked
"Street fights" I made up a quick lie
"Also, the way you're drinking and doing drugs you won't live that long." Carlisle stated
"What do you mean drugs? I don't do drugs?" I lied acting dumb
"You overdosed on pain killers" Carlisle stated in a doctor voice
"What painkillers? Darn it I must have got my prescription mixed up I was taking antibiotics for a sinus infection and I-I took a lot because, it wasn't clearing up my symptoms. Ow my arm is really starting to hurt I think I need some pain killers" I lied damn good and did you like how I added the ow's and stutters?
"Nice try Bella but your medical history doesn't say that you ever had a sinus infection." Carlisle stated damn it
"How long do I have to stay here?" I asked
"You can leave today but you should stay overnight." Carlisle said in a doctor voice
"I think I'll leave now." I suggested and Carlisle looked shocked
"Bella you really should stay here." He urged
"Nope I'm leaving today I kind of think being in a hospital for this is unnececcary." I said wanting to get out of this hospital
"Ok so you are aware that you just had a seizure because you mixed pills with alcohol and If you haven't noticed you have a broken arm also, you have to wear a back brace for the next two weeks." Carlisle rambled on
"I have a back brace?" I asked questioningly
"Yes its on you right now its to straighten and to protect your ribs." He said
"Why do my ribs need to be straightened?" I asked
"Because, you have many rib fractures that haven't heeled right." He explained and I nodded my head
"A nurse will be hear to pick you up shortly" He said then left and Jane, Jacob and Steve came in.
"Sign my cast?" I asked Jacob while handing him a silver sharpie
"Sure" Jacob said
"Write as big as you want your probably the only person besides Jane that's going to sign it." I told him and he wrote in big letters I then he drew a heart Jacob.
"I love it thanks" I said while blushing
"I have to go back to Iraq Bella" Jacob said
"When?" I asked
"I have to leave now to get to the airport on time." Jacob said
"I love you." Jacob said hopefully
"I know" I sighed He laughed then gave me a kiss on the cheek he left and Jane asked Steve if he could get her two waters after he left Jane bombarded me with questions
"So this is the Jacob guy the guy who you write and you practically live at your mailbox?" Jane asked and I knew where this was heading
"No we are not going out He loves me but I only love him like a brother." I sighed
"He's so hot and muscular funny caring and the total package Bella." Jane rambled on and I gave her a questioning look
"We talked a lot while you were out. He got here 3 days ago." She explained
"I think I'm ready." Jane said when the nurse wasn't paying attention to us
"Ready to what?" I asked confused
"Go all the way with Steve." She whispered excitingly
"But how would you do that?" I asked
"Forgetting about what happened is easy with Steve." She explained
"Now on to more important things what were you doing with Phil in the closet it sounded like you two were k-i-s-s-i-n-g." Jane said
"I don't remember." I lied
"Jane how did it feel to tell people your biggest secret?" I asked
"At first I was nervous just thinking about it but when I finally blurted it out you know that I was raped it felt like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders at first I thought you would think that I'm a whore and that it was all my fault but when I saw how understanding you were it made me think maybe it wasn't my fault." Jane spilled
"Oh" was all I could say
"Has anyone else besides you, Jake, and Steve visit me?" I asked
"Bella you should get some sleep" Jane warned
"I'll take that as a no." I said sadly
Jane's POV- When Bella was in a coma
Ugh Bella's been in a coma for about a week now I'm starting to think that she won't make it I could tell Jacob was thinking the same thing by the way he was twitching. Jacob loves her so much I can tell by the way he looks at her.
"Jacob you've been by her side for days why don't you get some food." I suggested
"I can't just leave her." Jacob said
"Jacob" I said in a warning tone he needs to eat
"Fine" He grumbled after he left I saw Edward at the door and got up
"What are you doing here?" I asked him
"To um see how she's doing" Edward stated while putting his hand on the back of his neck something he did when he was nervous
"Edward just go if Bella wakes up and sees that you are here she'll freak out Edward" I explained and Edward gave me a questioning look
"She loves you Edward although she hasn't told me I think she still has feelings for you and every time she sees you with Tanya it's like she just got the wind knocked out of her. If you haven't noticed she wraps her arms around her waist like she's going to freakin fall apart. Can't you see how much you're hurting her!" I said spilling my guts to Edward
"Well why would she act that way if she cheated on me?" Edward asked
"I know Bella and she would never cheat on you." I defended Bella
"Well I guess you don't know her good enough." Edward spat and left
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AND if you didn't see at the beginning the reason CHAPTER 11 I deleted it because, I accidently uploaded the rough draft :/ which is very similar to the final draft.