OK I know that everyone is a little fine a lot pissed off at me for how insanely long it takes for me to update my stories/chapters I will TRY to get chapters out sooner
Important AN OK I understand where the reviewers are coming from how they want me to update soon but this is why I haven't updated in a while. When I first wrote this story I was writing it because it was fun to write but lately I've been feeling as if this is more work than fun I felt like I needed to get a chapter out ASAP and the chapter wasn't as great as I would have liked it to be and I just needed to take a break from this story for a little bit. But chapters will be coming out sooner.
OH and when I said I think I would update when I got 300 plus reviews I thought that I had 280 reviews but I ended up having 250 something so sorry for that mix-up XD but thanks for the reviews!
Previously…"Hello this is Jacob Black's sergeant here to update you on his condition…"
"Jacob is in stable condition he's going to be ok he has complete use of his arm, shoulder and back he's lucky that there is no permanent damage. As soon as he fully recovers and serves the rest of his 12 month term he will return home" He said and hung up I felt happy tears stream down my face he was ok, Jacob was going to be ok. I felt like a giant weight was lifted off my shoulder I wiped off the tears and went downstairs to cook some Choco-chip pancakes and I set up 4 plates. Jane sat next to Steve across from Emmett who sat next to me.
"This smells delicious!" Steve said enthusiastically while taking a huge bite of the pancake I looked over at Emmett who was wolfing down the food
"Wow I haven't seen eating habits like that since I watched animal planet." I joked while Emmett's booming laughter filled the house.
"Bella what's wrong? You're crying" Jane asked concerned and I didn't even realize I was
"Nothing I'm not sad these are happy tears because, Jacob is ok." I told them I felt Emmett pat my back.
"Huh?" Jane and Steve asked they had no clue about what happened to him
"He got shot and they didn't know if he was going to make it but he's ok." I said my voice solemn
"Oh" Jane and Steve said
"Getting my cast off today YAY!" I said "but still have to wear this annoying back brace." I frowned and the conversation picked up.
"I'll do the dishes." I volunteered after our conversation and breakfast was finished and took everyone's dishes Jane offered to help. Halfway while doing the dishes Jane said in a worried tone
"Bella you're bleeding!"
"Oh I hit my arm on…the sink." I said realizing that one of my cuts must have ripped open I left in a hurry. I went to the bathroom cleaned, and re-bandaged the cut I tucked my long sleeve shirt into my cast so when the doctor cut it off he wouldn't see the cut scars. I got my cast taken off and went back home in a hurry.
"Hey how does your arm feel like?" Emmett asked me
"Like jello it feels weird without the cast on." I said and Emmett laughed
"Hey Bella can I talk to you upstairs?" Jane had asked me
"Yeah sure" I said in a questioning voice but went upstairs with her
"So what's up?" I asked her
"What's up with you Bella I feel like your hiding things from me." Jane said more concerned than mad
"Like…" I said deciding to play it dumb
"The Jacob thing, your arm just spontaneously bled." Jane listed suspiciasouly
"I just found out about Jacob and I hit my arm on the sink" I said a little too defensively
"Can we not argue?" I sighed I didn't want to lose another friend as soon as Im starting to put my life back together and she nodded
"So you and Steve how's that going?" I asked
"We hooked up last night." Jane said smiling
"So I take it that it went well?" I asked
"Yeah what happened it the past is the past I'm just focusing on my relationship with him now." Jane said and at that moment I was envious of Jane how can she be ok after what happened to her and I can't? My phone started to ring and I picked up.
"Hello?" I asked not recognizing the number
"Hey Bella this is James" he said "It's James" I mouthed the words to Jane and her smile grew larger
"And I was wondering since its 3 days later do you want to go to the movies with me?" He said a little bit nervous but cocky at the same time.
"Sure." I said I'm going to give it a chance but I'm going to make it clear that I just want to be friends
"See you at 7 then bye" James said then hung up Jane looked like she wanted to ask me a million questions
"He asked me to the movies and I said yes I'm meeting him there at 7" I explained and she squealed
"I'll be right back" Jane exclaimed then came back 5 minutes later
"Here put these on" Jane said and handed me dark skinny jeans and a black v neck wool sweater
"No thanks" I said
"Seriously you're not leaving the house with sweats on" Jane said sounding a little like Alice Knowing that I would lose this argument I put on the clothes when I came out Jane said that I looked great even though I felt like a worthless used girl. I put my hair in a pony tail Jane left but before I left I wrote in my diary
Dear Diary,
I am jealous of Jane about how she can let people in to her life she can have a physical relationship with someone after what happened to her and I can't I can't even kiss a guy without breaking down. Jane is getting suspicious I think she knows that I'm cutting and she can never find out about that. So I'm going to the movies with James tonight I'll see how that goes but I want to make it clear to him that I'm just looking for a friendship not a relationship
From a jealous Bella
I closed my diary and met James at the movie theater
"Wow you look great." James said he was wearing a leather jacket and light wash jeans
"Wish I could say the same to you." I teased and he smiled
We claimed our seats in the movie theater continuing on with our conversation surprisingly we had a lot in common.
"Ew Eddie there is gum stuck on my shoe why couldn't you take me somewhere nicer?" I heard a voice that sounded like Tanya's complain I turned around to see Edward and Tanya Edward had his arm around Tanya and he saw me I quickly directed my attention towards the screen and shortly the movie Face Punch started. Half way through the movie James exaggeratingly yawned and put his arm around my shoulder I cringed at his touch and stiffened but he didn't seem to notice he smiled at me and I half smiled back the rest of the movie I kept mentally chanting to myself it's ok he won't hurt you. The lights turned on and we left the theater.
"So that movie.." James started
"Sucked" I said bluntly he starred at me and laughed we decided to get some ice cream after wards
We got our ice cream then sat down on a bench and James whispered to me
"I know how to make this date 1000 times better" and then he passed a bottle into my hand and it had oxycontion pain killers in it. I started sweating something I so desperately wanted was right there in my hands…
Will Bella take the drugs or not, not as good as a good as some of the other cliff hangers but it still is one! I know this is short but chapters will be longer review!