NEW AGES FOR CHARACTERS all add one year to their age

Bella-20

Emmett-22

Alice-20

Edward-21

Rosalie-21

Phil-23

Jane-21

Jacob-20

If I forgot any characters then just tell me and I'll add them

"Hey Carlisle" I greeted him

"Oh hello Bella what a nice surprise" he exclaimed

"So how are you?" He asked

"Better" I said leaving it like that

"Are you sure you look like you're going to cry. I'm sure that more time there wouldn't hurt." False I never want to go back to that place again.

"I know that I'm never going to be as happy as I was and I'm never going to be content with my life but this is the happiest that I can be and I'm fine with that." I sighed

"I just came here to apologize." I added and he looked confused as he spoke

"For what?"

"For being such an insensitive jerk to you when all you were trying to do was help me. Thank you." I spoke. I was embarrassed at how I acted towards him he was like a dad to me when I was growing up whenever Charlie left me to go to some business trip Carlisle always asked me if I wanted to stay with him, Esme, Alice, and Edward.

"No problem I'm just glad you are ok now." He exclaimed

"Well it was nice seeing you I actually have to go." I spoke

"Ok I guess I'll be seeing you soon then." He exclaimed oh yeah

"Yeah I guess so" I said in a monotone voice. I didn't really like thinking about that since I didn't know what I was going to do about it yet.

"Do you want to come over for dinner tonight Esme has missed you."

"Thanks but I just came back I need to get some things straightened out probably next week but thanks for the invitation."

"Understood. Just take care of yourself" Carlisle said in a worried voice and I nodded I wasn't going to hurt my body no drugs, drinking, or cutting…for now. I nodded then went to my truck and clumsily got into the truck. For the first 6 months I didn't talk not to anyone not even to the councilors that they had there I was a mess I did not like it there at all and was stuck there for 12 months (1 year). Jacob got to visit me once a week and he made me feel better but something happened the 6 month I was stupid and found a way out but something happened that forced me to go back to there I actually felt safe there. The 8th month I couldn't hide it anymore Jacob noticed changes in me and he stopped visiting me didn't return my calls or let me explain what happened I spent every night of that month crying. The 9th month I knew I had to pull myself together. I talked to the councilors but I didn't tell them what happened to make me this depressed. The 12th month they decided that I was "happy" enough to leave so I was aloud to leave on one condition I had to see a therapist once a week then eventually I didn't have to see them at all. I stopped at Jacob's house I didn't want to get my hopes up I was lucky if he opted to talk to me 5 minutes once a month I took a deep breath as I got out of my truck. I knocked on his door impatiently as the rain started to fall. Jacob opened the door looked at me for a split second then started to shut the door but I put my hand in the way.

"Please let me explain" I shouted over the rain

"Please" My voice pleaded and he sighed

"I wasn't planning for this to happen if you think I was." I said my voice was small

"Do you know how much I cared about you and what you did…Do you know how much it hurts me to see you like this" He continued his voice in pain

"Look Jacob I know that you'll never forgive me for what happened but I really need a friend right now." Tears gathered at the corners of my eyes threatening to pour over.

"Do you know what you're going to do?" He asked

"No" I stated my voice glum

"Someone in your condition shouldn't be out in this weather. You should leave" He said sternly he looked like he was having an inner battle with himself

"Jake" I said while swallowing the lump in my throat

"Please I can't do this now just give me some time. I wasn't expecting you to be this far along. I'll be here for you. I had a lot of months to think about this." Jacob was forgiving me

"I'm sorry for not visiting you." Jacob exclaimed and gave me an awkward hug

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I'm the person who should be apologizing" I said while pulling away from the hug.

"I didn't realize how much I missed you." Jacob explained

"Same" was all I could say

"Look I'll see you later ok I have to get this overdue rent money to Emmett."

"Do you want me to drive you there?" Jacob asked

"No this is really something that I should do alone." I spoke I didn't want to see Emmett's reaction to this I just wanted to get it over with like ripping off a band-aid

"Thanks I'll see you around I guess" I sighed a sigh of relief and flashed him a half smile which he returned

I drove to Emmett's place which he shared with Rosalie, Edward, Tanya, Jasper, Alice, and now Jane and Steve I'm guessing she took my room but I don't talk to her anymore so I really don't know.

I knocked on the door and Jasper answered it

"Here's the rent money that I owed Emmett" I said quickly instantly feeling self conscious as he looked at me in disbelief

"You're pregnant!" Jasper practically shouted and his jaw was to the ground

DA DA DAAAA I know this chapter was a little on the short side but since there was a big cliff hanger I thought that, would make up for the chapter being short.

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