Go Your Way
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Mir, by the time you read this, I'm already in the shuttle heading to PLANT.
I believe the last words you said to me were 'I hope your shuttle blows up on the way there, you male chauvinist pig!', but yeah, I think I'll survive since the war is over and all. But do you really mean those words? Think about it, you'll really miss this hot, sexy guy.
This email is meant to answer your previous question. You asked why I came back when the Archangel tried to hold off the EA army, when I could've leave and just saved my sorry ass alone. Well, you and your friend did try to kill me, the rations on board really suck, but your crew's in a pretty deep shit when I left and I felt...obliged to do something because the cute girl I saw there...well, in short, I might not see you again. I've lived my whole life in PLANT, surrounded by Coordinators and never met a single Natural until the war started. I killed the very first one I encounter with, and never thought of any repercussions. We're soldiers – we're tools of war, and then I met you, the girl who would learn to forgive but not forget. Seeing the outcome of war right in front of you was a whole lot of difference when you're pulling the trigger in a cockpit - it made you feel all mighty and high.
An old comrade questioned my brash decision to join Archangel, saying that I was a crazy fool. I'll admit that I'm crazy – crazy for you. NO, NO, please don't hit that delete button yet! I'm not being corny... Inside, I know that I was trying to take your late boyfriend's place, though I know it's impossible.
So to make things short, all I want to say is thank you. I'm really glad I met you, even if we started pretty badly and I want it to end in a better way.
Even though we parted ways, I hope that one day we'll meet again and until then, take care.
-Dearka
P.S: I'm not feeling guilty because I stole that kiss from you before I left, so I'm not apologizing.