Warning (for this chapter): There is angst, sorrow, rape, (memorys of) and child-abuse in this chapter. All about Will, of course. If you can't handle that kind of things, then I guess you shouldn't continue reading. (Who am I kidding? Bite together! Be a friggin man! Dont bail on me now, guys!) Anyhow! Hope you can enjoy this chapter. That's pretty much all I had to say. Enjoy!
Father's son
Lilly put up her hair with a hairpin.
She looked at the man that was sleeping in the bed and she got a smile on her face.
Suddenly, he woke up.
"Hey….Where're you going, love?" he yawned.
"You know, I do have a social life besides you."
He laughed and dragged her back into the bed. He started kissing her softly on her neck.
She gave up a happy sigh and kissed him back. And she turned so that she was on top of him.
Suddenly, the phone rang and they both sat up.
He answered.
"Hello? Yeah? Cool! Yeah, we'll be there. Bye." he hung up.
"What?"
"Will's plane's commin in 'bout thirty minutes from now."
Her smile grew bigger.
"Yay! Will's home!"
"Big yay. Let's go."
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Will and Chris came into the terminal with their bags on a cart.
Will's cheeks were red and his eyes were shining.
"Look. It's your friends." Chris whispered in his ear.
"Don't breathe in my ear, Chris."
"Why not?"
"Turns me on…"
"Oh? Just you wait 'till we get home."
"Hey, Willie-boy! What's up?" Lilly called out as she threw herself into her brother's arms.
"Ooff! Hi, Lilly…."
They were all there.
Sean, Greg and Anthony.
"Where's Mary?"
"They're waiting for you at home."
"Okay."
"Hi there, mate. How's life treatin you?" Sean smiled.
"Great to have you back, pal." Greg said.
"Yeah. We kind of missed you and your crazy ideas." Anthony laughed.
"Wait till' you hear about the crazy thing he did in Japan." Chris muttered.
"Cool outfit, Willie-boy! You look so cute!" Lilly outbursted with shiny eyes.
Will explained to them about Chris' sisters.
Lilly turned Will's attention back to her again.
"You brought us cool stuff, brother?"
"Well….yeah…."
"Yay, yay! Presents! Yay!" Lilly called out in joy.
"What's up with her?" Will whispered to Sean.
"Don't ask me, mate. She's been like that since ya left."
"Ohh…..Okay….Well, see ya'll at home, then. Chris has his car here, so…"
They looked at each other with faces that clearly said 'they're-gonna-have-sex-aren't-they'?
Will blushed again.
"Give it up, you guys and stop being so nasty. Chris and I can do other stuff besides having sex."
Chris gave up a great sigh and tried not to listen.
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Five minutes later, they sat in Chris' car.
"Oh, thank God. It's nice and quiet in here."
Chris smiled.
"I saw the look your friends gave you...How much do you tell them?"
"Nothing, they're just teasing. They're just joking around. I mean, you must be exhausted, so I would never…."
"Sure you would." he interrupted.
Will looked at the older boy as they drove out on the highway.
Was he serious?
Oh, God. Does he wanna go again? Well, Willie-boy! What're ya waitin' for? You may never get a chance like this again! Go for it!
"Oh, shut up….." Will mumbled.
"What?"
"Oh, nuthin….Just my brain….He's tellin' me to go for it…"
"Sounds good to me...You talk to it a lot?" Chris smiled as he spoke.
Once again, Will blushed.
He realised now that talking to your brain perhaps wasn't such a normal thing to do.
Chris stopped at red light. He turned to the boy.
"You can drive this car, right?"
"Umm…Yeah…But I…"
"Then drive it."
Before Will even knew it, he was sitting in the drivers seat.
He looked very nervous.
This sucks! This was not what we wanted!
Oh, shut up, you perv! Will thought.
Chris looked at him.
His eyes were dark and they made Will all tingly inside.
"The light's green." Chris said without taking his eyes from Will.
"O-okay…"
Will hadn't gotten his drivers license. Even though he had tried several times.
But he never made it to the final exam cause something always came in the way of it.
He breathed out as if he'd been holding his breath the whole way when they parked outside Chris' apartment building.
As soon as the elevator-doors closed, Chris slammed Will up against the wall.
He kissed him fiercly, while taking Will's pants off.
"Chris...The elevator will stop at the next floor soon…"
Without a word, Chris pushed the "stop" button. Never stopping what he was doing.
Damn, he was really intence! He had already unbuttoned his pants and dragged Will's off.
Will gave up a gasp as he felt Chris slamming inside of him.
"Chris! Oh, God!"
This felt so good. Could it be better? Probably not.
Damn, he was almost there!
"Chris...I'm gonna…"
He moaned loudly as Chris fastened his paste, thrusting into him even harder.
Gasping, Will held onto Chris as if everything depended on it. And if he were to let go, he would fall down.
If it was possible, he held the older man closer to him.
And he felt like he never wanted to let go.
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As they got inside and Chris started unpacking his stuff, Will's phone rang.
He answered.
"Hellu, Will speakin', what can I do ya for?" he said cheerfully, his cheeks still red.
"Hi, Will…"
He froze.
That voice.
Oh, God he's back.
No, it can't be.
But still, the voice was there.
His eyes got cold and darker than ever.
"How did you get my number? What do you want?"
Chris looked up from the couch where he was sitting with a cigarette.
"Aww…Come on, son…Don't be like that…After all…I am…you father…"
Chris blew out smoke and kept his eyes on the younger boy.
"Tell me. How did you get this number?" Will tried not to shiver with anger, his voice giving him away.
"I just want to meet you again, son…"
"Stop calling me that. And you know we can't meet. You're in prison. And you will stay there until you can't do no more harm to anyone."
Chris stood up and got closer to him, put his arms around him and noticed that Will's whole body was rigid as a rock.
"Now listen, Will…I've escaped from prison…"
Will gave up a gasp. That's not possible. No!
No, no, no, no!
The man in the phone continued.
"And I'm coming to England, son…For you…and maybe even for your sister…"
He felt as if someone was sitting on his lungs and stopped him from breathing.
"What?…How did you find out where we….It's supposed to be hidden from you…I don't understand…"
"Of course you don't…But you see, I want you back, son…And I'm willing to do anything to get you back…you hear me?…anything…"
There was a quiet 'click' and then nothing.
Will gasped again.
He was here. In England. And he'd killed a person to get the information about his destination. Even though he had nottold him so, he could hear it in his voice.
This wasn't happening. He'd been free from his father for so many years. And now he was supposed to get everything back? He shivered and leaned his head back onto Chris' shoulder.
"Chris…"
"Yeah, kiddo?"
"I just walked through some very bad memories. It was so cold over there, Chris…Make me feel warm and safe again…"
He turned the younger boy to face him. In Will's eyes he could see regret and fear.
He pushed him upwards and gave him a soft kiss.
"It's alright, kiddo. You're safe with me...I promise…"
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A couple of weeks later, Will had almost forgot about the phone call.
Until one morning, when Mary knocked on the door and he told her to come in.
"Good morning, Will.
"Morning, Mary. Lilly slept over at Mel's, right?" he smiled as he yawned.
"Yes, dear."
"Suddenly, she has loads of friends she sleeps over with…." he mumbled.
"There is someone looking for you outside. Get dressed and come downstairs, okay?"
"Okay. Did she tell you what she wanted?"
"Well, no….And it's a he…"
"Okay…Be there in a minute."
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Twenty minutes later, he got downstairs in a new uniform he'd bought in Japan. It kind of looked like his own but more feminine.
He looked very, very cute. Not like a girl, but neither like a boy. A mix of both.
In the kitchen, stood a man. His hair was red and his eyes green. A very handsome man.
Will froze.
"Hi there, Will…How's it going?" he said with a dark, deep voice that Will had learned to hate and fear.
He took a step back, but controlled himself when he remembered Mary stood in the same room.
He gave the man a cold look before he took a sandwich, kissed Mary on the cheek and left the house, giving him a sign to follow him out.
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On the way to school, he came walking up to him. They didn't speak, they didn't look at each other.
Until Will had enough and asked, calmly.
"So how did you get out?"
"Tricked a guard into coming into my cell. Took his gun and suffocated him."
Will gave up a shiver of fear.
-You got it pretty good here, boy. Rich family, private school. You look a lot like a girl, though.
"I don't mind."
"You gay?"
"Maybe. What about you? How did you survive in prison without women?"
"There were guys that looked like girls. Don't understand how they could be tough enough to get themselves into jail, but if I closed my eyes, they could go for girls."
Will looked at him with disgust in his eyes.
The man smiled at him.
"Why are you looking at me like that? You have a boyfriend you do it with, so why can't I have some fun in jail?"
He stopped and stared at him.
"What?…What are you talking about?…"
"Oh, come on, son….Don't you think I've seen you? He's good, aint' he? I mean you're moaning like you're really enjoying it."
"You're lying. The apartment is too high up for anyone to…"
"There is another building right next to it, right? You should really learn to cover the windows. People can have a free view. People like me."
"I suppose you got turned on, ya big sicko!"
Will was finished with being calm. Thais was outrageous. Staring at them while they were…
He couldn't even think of it.
But the man only gave him a smile.
A smile that really worried him.
"How did you guess, son?"
He got pale and looked as if he was going to throw up.
"You disgust me, you know that?"
"Yeah, I know."
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One hour later, Will sat close to the window looking down into his math book.
He was so bored. He hated math. Even though he was very good at it.
Restless, he looked out through the window. And felt the blood in his veins freeze to ice.
He stood out there, watching him with such calm eyes.
He shivered and breathed in and out, in and out. He concentrated very hard not to scream.
Closed his eyes, hard he startet whispering, as if in pray.
"Please go away, please go away, please go away…"
He was gone.
This was getting out of hand. He had to do something.
And he had to do it soon.
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After school, he met him again.
Will was sitting on a bench eating an ice-cream.
He was thinking deeply.
Suddenly, someone sat down next to him. He didn't have to look.
He knew who it was.
"I want you to stop following me."
"You know I won't."
"Yeah…"
They sat very quiet for a couple of minutes.
"I told you that I want you back, son."
"I don't wanna go back to you."
"As you wish. I'll just go talk to your sister, then…"
Will froze. What? With Lilly? He could just imagine what the old, handsome man would do to her.
"If I'm not wrong…She looks just like you now. And she's got what you don't. I think we'll get along just fine, her and I…Don't you?"
Oh God. No. Lilly. He couldn't let him… She didn't even know that he was here.
"You get as you want…I'll do as you say…"
"That's my boy. Alright, listen up. There is this jewel shop that I want you to…"
Will didn't listen as he kept talking.
What was he doing? He was crazy.
But it was the only way to keep him away from Lilly.
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A few days later, Will met a familiar guy on the street.
The guy that he had fought over Lilly for.
"Well, well. If it isn't the princess' brother?"
He looked at Will from down and up who was wearing those jeans that Chris liked so much. And a short shirt over a long one. He was eating on a burger.
"Whazzup, dude." he said shortly before passing him.
The guy put out his arm and stopped him.
"Hey! I wan't to talk about your sister."
"I'm a little busy doin' nothing right now, so…"
"I wan't to talk now!"
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"It's nothing big I wan't. Just your sister."
They were standing in a empty garage building. There were parked cars there but no people. It was the scary kind of silent.
All the guys in the group was there.
Will didn't know half of them and the half he'd met before wasn't there.
"My sister is a big thing. And you aint' gettin' her. She's not yours to have."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Yeah."
The leader stared at him with evil in his eyes.
Then, he started laughing.
"I like your guts. You've beaten up some of my guys several times and we're kind of tired of it. What's your name?"
"Will."
He shook his hand.
"My name's Bill. This is my gang."
"Yeah, I kind of figured that part out already. Anyhow, you're not getting my twin sister. Goodbye."
As he started walking away, Bill snapped his fingers and Will was caught by two of the guys.
"Oh, no. Not so fast. You're right. I haven't got a chance with your sister…..But maybe we all got a chance with her identical twin brother."
Will got pale as he looked Bill in the eyes.
This guy was serious?
To tell from the look he got, he knew he was serious. Dead serious.
This was not good, not good at all.
"L-look you guys. I'm nothing to have. And unless you're all gay, this won't bring you any pleasure. I assure you that."
Bill laughed again.
"I am serious, Will. We're going to enjoy this with every inch of our bodies. Seeing you suffer is going to be great. Specially for the ones who suffered after you treated them."
Will swallowed and looked around at them.
The guys holding him had a mean smile in their faces. One of them was blonde, the other one had black hair.
The blonde one let his hand slide up under Will's shirt.
"Mmmm….He's a looker. I like him."
Will blushed and felt disgusted.
"Let me go!" he hissed.
The black haired guy that was holding him knocked him in his stomach so that he lost his breath.
"He makes great sounds, too." the guy smiled.
"Oh, goodie. My first gang-bang…" Will mumbled behind his breath.
The blonde kicked him, making him fall to the ground.
"All right, guys. Do whatever you want with him." Bill ordered.
Punching sounds came from the garage.
Clothes were ripped off, and Bill took out a camera.
"Stand still now." he told the blonde.
Bill smirked.
Will gave up small sounds of pain and he coughed several times.
The camera set of.
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Sean looked up and out trough the window.
"Wha?…That's wierd…"
Lilly looked up at him.
!What?"
"I just felt something in my gut. Something bad."
She laughed and kissed him.
"You and your 'feelings'." she teased.
After she had gone home, Sean's cell phone rang.
He answered.
"Hello?"
Someone was breathing heavily on the other side.
"Who is this?…"
"Sean…Oh, Sean…I…"
"Will? Is that you? What's wrong? Where are you?"
"I'm…I'm somewhere…I'm not sure…"
Sean looked surprised.
"Will, are you okay?"
"Please…Come and pick me up…I don't think I can walk any further…"
He nodded.
"Okay. Tell me what you can see and I'll be there."
"I...I'm not sure...I think I can see the top of a church...I'm under a bridge…"
Sean's face showed no feelings.
"Don't move, I'll be there."
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He spotted Will and got off his motorcycle.
The rain was pouring down and he was probably cold and wet. But that wasn't important now.
He saw how Will was bleeding. He was wounded all over. Badly wounded. His clothes was ripped and his beautiful skin was scratched all over.
"Will! What happened to you?!"
He sat there, quiet.
"Leave your sister to me. Or else we will give these pictures to the press. And everybody you love and care for will leave you. Including your boyfriend. His career will be ruined."
Bill's words were ringing in his ears.
"Will?…" Sean looked down at him.
"I just wanted to protect her. Protect the ones I love. Is that wrong?"
"No…No, It's not wrong."
Will struck his bleeding hand into a water puddle.
"Dammit! It's just….I never thought it would hurt so much….That someone would sink so low….That people could be this….evil…."
Sean looked at him.
Will started crying. His teas were pouring down like the rain.
And suddenly, it was like he noticed that Sean was there.
Will held his arms around himself and blushed. Ashamed of himself.
"Don't look at me…" he whispered.
Sean took a step against him.
"Will, I…."
"Don't look at me! I'm filthy! Don't look at me, Sean! I'm all dirty! I'm...I'm all…" he couldn't speak anymore.
Instead, he cried. Cried his heart out.
Sean bent down and picked his little friend up with such gentle touch that you could have cried by seeing them.
"It's going to be all right, Will...It's going to be alright…"
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Later that evening, the door was ringing in Chris' apartment.
He opened. And he was a little surprised when he saw who stood there.
"Sean. What is it? I'm a little busy right now, my manager is here and…."
"It's Will."
Chris stared at him.
"What happened? Is something wrong? Did he do something stupid?"
Sean explained to him.
"They beated him up pretty badly...And also...I'm not sure, but I think he was raped...And he said something about one of them having a camera…"
Chris was pale, very pale.
"And you are sure about this?"
"Of course. He was a mess when I picked him up. He's at my house now, recovering."
"And the pictures?"
"He said they told him that they would give them to the press if he didn't give Lilly up. They said you would leave him and that his career would be destroyed."
"Bastards…"
He turned to the apartment.
"Melanie, I'm leaving."
"Chris, wait! Where are you -"
He slammed the door shut.
The both of them ran down the stairs.
"You wan't me to come with you?" Sean wondered.
Chris just took up his car keys and turned around.
And before Sean even knew it, he was gone.
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They were all laughing and Bill blinked proudly at them.
"You guys did great. That pretty face of his really made me have a good time."
"Yeah. And he was a good 'racer' too." said the blonde.
They laughed even harder.
The half of the gang that hadn't been there sat quiet. They wee still a little beaten, but it was clear what they thought of the whole idea.
"Shit, Bill! You really did it?"
Bill turned to them.
"You damn right I did! And you guys are a bunch of whimps for not joining us!"
One of them stood up.
"Seriosly, Bill. We never thought you'd actually go through with it. Goddammit, Bill! You raped the kid! What's wrong with you?"
He banged his fist in the wall.
"You bet your ass I did that! And he had it comming!"
Someone was knocking at the door, fiercly. Bill made a gesture to the blonde to open it.
After that, he threw a pair of filmrolls into the air and caught them again.
"His face was so sweet in agony. I know his weakness now."
The blonde got closer to the door.
Bill laughed.
"All I have to do is mention his loved one's name…"
The door was opened and a pair of ice-blue eyes were pointed at Bill.
"...and Will Underwood will fall down dead." Bill said, smirking.
The blonde was slammed up against the wall.
He cried out in pain.
They all turned towards the door.
"Who the hell are you?!" Bill exclaimed.
Chris looked around and smiled coldly before he knocked the blonde out.
Guy after guy, ended up on the ground. All six of them.
Until there was only Bill left.
"I heard you have something for me."
He was also pushed up against the wall.
Chris held his neck so that he almost couldn't breathe.
"I don't know what you're talking about! What are you, crazy to come in here like this?! I'll call the police, I…"
Bill's eyes suddenly spotted Chris' hand, which was covered with blood.
With a crazy and frightening smile he licked the blood of one of his own fingers.
"You're right…I am crazy. Specially when you hurt someone that I love." he squeezed harder at Bill's neck.
"W-what?"
"I want all the copies, all the pictures. Give them to me….now." he said while giving him a gentle, deadly smile.
This guy was dangerous.
Bill shivered out of fear.
Chris looked at him with contempt as he let his face come closer to Bill's.
"So….how 'bout those pictures?…."
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Chris sat in the car.
He closed the bag beside him.
He was halfway home when he suddenly felt like his head was about to explode.
His whole body hurt like burning needles stung him all over, over and over again.
Chris lost the control of his car, that skidded and banged right into the stone fence of the bridge he was driving on.
He felt something warm float down from his forehead to his chin.
Don't let this be it. I have to destroy the pictures. If someone gets them...Will's career may be over...Mine, I don't care about...but he's happy...
I must...I...must... there, his consciousness drifted away.
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Pain.
His whole body ached like hell as he sat up and opened his eyes.
"What? What happened?"
Flashes of pictures in his mind.
Slowly, his memory came back to him.
"Will? You alright, mate?"
It was Sean. He looked worried.
Will looked ashamed and turned away.
"Don't look at me….I told you that I'm so…."
He sat next to him and stroke his chin.
"You are not dirty, Will. You are the most beautiful person I know."
"So is Lilly….."
He shook his head.
"You both may look alike, but you are two completely different souls. Your soul, Will. It's the most beautiful one I've ever seen. No one can ruin that. You hear? No one."
Will sighed and nodded.
"Have you called Chris?"
"Actually, Will. I have some bad news."
He looked at Sean.
And his eyes looked even more scared that when Sean had found him.
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The door was opened and Will peeked in.
He walked over to the bed and looked down at Chris. He looked so innocent and so vulnerable.
Without thinking, Will leaned down and kissed him before he sat down in a chair.
"Everyone is worried about you, Chris...I wish for you to get better soon. I wish you to have the courage I don't have…"
Heartbroken, he looked at his bruised fists and started crying again.
"Chris...Oh, Chris...I'm so sorry...I let them...I understand if you never want to forgive me now...It's all my own fault, right? I let them do those things to me...Sure, I fought a bit, but after the first two hours I gave up…"
He rested his arms and head on the bed as he held Chris' hand.
He kept crying with red cheeks.
"I'm so sorry I failed you, my love…" he whispered.
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Sean stood in the hall of the hospital.
Suddenly, Melanie showed up with a worried face.
"What in the world happened? They said my brother had an accident."
"Yeah, he did. He wrecked his car."
"Well, I'm going to see him!…"
He stopped her from going through the door that led to Chris' room.
"Nobody is allowed inside right now."
She looked through the window into the room and saw Will.
"Then what the hell is that little brat doing in there?! He's not even family! He's just a new toy for Chris and he's not important!"
She was going to keep that attitude up so he slammed her into the wall and kept her there.
"He isn't just anybody. He is William The Great. He's better than you or me. Better that any human being. He's always there for you and keeps fighting for you no matter what the scores are. Get it, love?"
She turned her face away.
"Yeah….I get it. He's special, so what? How come my brother is willing to risk his life for him but can't even give me one chance."
Sean sighed.
He did that a lot, he noticed.
"Melanie. Will was assaulted and probably raped by a guy and his gang. You know why? Cause he wouldn't give them his sister."
She stared at him, looking very pale as she sank down in a chair.
"He got...I….I can't believe it...I…"
"Yeah. Well it's the truth, love."
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Will looked at Chris' sleeping profile.
His eyes were filled over the edge with tears and his cheeks were red from crying.
"Chris, I...I'm not really...Oh, God I can't do this."
Everything was quiet and Will rested his arms next to Chris.
"It's just...I...I have to do it...you know...If I don't, he'll hurt you...And I wouldn't bear that…"
He stood up, bowed down and kissed him.
"Goodbye, Christopher...I'll miss you…"
Then he turned around and left, not looking back even once.
He saw Sean standing in the hall with Chris' sister. She looked scared and very pale.
He swallowed.
He couldn't just walk pass them. He couldn't look Sean in the eyes.
Never again.
With a great sigh, Will sneaked over to a window and climbed out through it.
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It was dark inside.
Only the moon gave the room a weak silver light. And out through the windows he could see right into Chris' apartment.
Holy crap. The people living on this floor has a freaking free view.
But of course, only someone as sick as his dad would keep watching.
He didn't wonder where he was. Why he was late.
For all he cared, he gladly would hear him being killed without lifting a finger.
But he didn't think. He didn't care anymore. And when he felt a hard palm on his right shoulder, he didn't even blink.
His father's voice whispered in his ear.
"You came after all...What a good boy you are...A very nice boy…"
"You're drunk." Will said quietly.
He gave up a hoarse laughter in his ear and he could smell the whisky.
The disgusting whiskey.
"Yeah. So what?"
He could feel how his hand slid down his back. And he felt a chill in his chest.
"Don't do that." even though his voice sounded calm he was terrified.
Once again, the man laughed.
"Why don't you stop me? You can't, can you? Cause we both know that deep inside that gorgeous chest of yours…"
He took his hand of his shoulder and let it slid up under his shirt and grasp his chin to lean his face closed.
"...you want this...You've always wanted it...Haven't you?…"
With his whiskey drenched tongue, he licked his chin.
Will couldn't move. He was completely frozen in the position.
Was it true what the old man said? Did he want this?
That was impossible. It couldn't be.
With shaky legs he turned around and slapped his father in the face as hard as he could.
"That's not true! I never wanted it! Never! Not then, not now! I hate you, don't you get that?! I'm just doing this 'cause I care for my friends!"
How he hated this man. No one could ever know how much hate he hid deep inside.
The man slowly took a step forward.
Then, without a warning he hit him in the jaw so that he ended up on the floor.
He kicked Will several times until he coughed blood. Then he sat down next to him and watched him crawl with pain.
"You were hurt when you got here. What happened?" he asked as he picked up a silver bottle from his pocket.
Will lied still now. It didn't hurt as much if he was still. He looked out through the window with empty eyes.
"There was this guy who wanted Lilly. I gave them my answer. He brought his gang, dragged me to an empty garage and beat me up…"
He looked at the young boy.
"Yeah? And did you win?"
"Does it look like I won? What do you care, anyway?"
He drank from the bottle.
Then he poured some onto Will's wounds, just to be cruel.
"I don't care….that's the point, aint' it?"
Will cried out in pain as the alcohol mixed with his blood and the man smiled satanically.
Thousands of thoughts flew through his mind. Chris' beautiful eyes. Dark blue as they looked at him with passion.
Ice blue as they would look at him with disgust when he found out.
He saw them all. His brothers and sisters looking terrified where they stood behind Lilly, watching as Will was being beaten up by their father.
Some of the youngest used to cry. Others were just quiet and terrified.
"I...I hate you…" he mumbled.
"I know…"
Once again, he felt the man's hand stroking his body.
Searching it's way down to his belt.
Stop it...Please don't...I wouldn't bare it again...Not again...
He wouldn't fight back. He knew it and the man knew it.
He leaned down and breathed on his lips with his disgusting whisky breath.
Then, he whispered.
"It's almost time to go. Get some sleep and I'll wake you in the morning. We'll get ready then."
Will just stared out through the windows. And his eyes had almost lost the wonderful spark they always had.
Now, they were almost empty.
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"Sean! Sean, are you in there?!"
The door was opened by a guard.
"Excuse me, lady. But no one is allowed inside right now. The band is rehearsing. And I would get fired if - WHOAA!"
Without further notice, she pushed him away so that he flew a long way out before she ran inside.
Sean was on the stage with Greg and the rest of the band.
"Sean, is it true?! What they say happened to Will, is it true?!"
He stared at her, very quiet.
"Lilly, I…"
She jumped up on the stage and started hitting him on the chest.
"Is is true, Sean?! Did they really do that to my brother?! Well, is it?! Tell me, Sean! Please, tell me! Please tell me it's not true! Please…"
He held her tight till she calmed down and started crying.
"Why would anyone do such a thing? And to Will? He who is the most gentle and happiest person in the world. Why, Sean? Why?…"
He kissed her in the top of her head.
"I don't know, love...I wish I did…"
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"This sucks. You didn't get any better equipment than this?"
Will looked up at him.
"Well?"
"Well what?"
He sighed.
"Do you expect me to do this with amateur equipment? This won't do no good whatsoever."
With annoyed movements, Will put on the stuff his dad had brought.
"If I get caught because of these crappy stuff, I swear to God I'll tell on you."
"Yeah right. Like that'll happen."
"Whatever. What're you gonna do, then?"
"Nothing much. Just hang here and wait for my wonderful jewels and diamonds."
Once again, Will sighed and then left the apartment.
The man bent down and picked up a case from the bag.
He gave up an devilish smile before he left the apartment.
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Melanie sat with her brother. She had her coat over her and she was crawled up in the chair and asleep.
Chris' eyes moved behind his eyelids. He was dreaming. About Will.
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Will sat next to Chris in his apartment.
They both stared at the empty screen on the computer.
"I'm sorry I screwed it up for you. But you can write it over, can't you?" Will wondered as he snuggled up against him.
With no concern at all, Chris pushed him away from himself.
Will landed on the floor with a "thump".
"Get out, you little brat. You just destroyed three weeks worth of work."
Will's eyes started to water.
"But Chriiiiiiiiiiiiiiis."
He sounded like such a child.
"No. Go away."
Will started crying loudly.
Chris massaged his temples. Looking annoyed as hell now.
"Will you get out. And if you're gonna stay, shut up. I have to concentrate."
Immediately, the crying stopped.
Will sat on the floor with his cheeks red, trying not to sound too sad.
"Come on, cheer up. I can't concentrate if you're sobbing behind my back."
"So…you're not mad anymore?"
He sighed.
"I guess not. Now be quiet, brat. "
And he was quiet after Chris started writing again.
For about ten seconds.
"Can't you take a little break?"
"No."
Will put his hands together, like he was praying.
"Puh-leeeeeeeze, Chris."
"No. Now, shut the hell up."
Will looked down at the floor and went quiet.
Chris kept writing. Then suddenly stopped.
It was too quiet.
When he looked at the chair next to him, it was empty. Where had the kid gone to?
He looked around in the room. Then he froze when he felt something against his legs.
He looked down. And there was Will, leaning his arms against Chris' knees.
"Hi." he smiled teasingly.
"What do you think you're doing?"
"Take a break and I'll tell you."
"No way." and he returned to his writing.
For another few minutes, everything was quiet.
Then suddenly, he snatched.
"Whoaa! What are you doing , ya little brat!" he called out and looked down.
"Just playin' around. "
Chris sighed, looking annoyed.
"Well, you can't play with that right now. I'm very busy. Three weeks worthe of work, remember?"
"But Chris…Are you sure?…"
He jumped in his chair.
"Stop that!"
"Why? You know you like it."
He almost gave in for it. But told himself he couldn't. He had work to do. And besides, he didn't wanna lose to the little brat.
He gave up another sight. A trembling one this time.
"Please, kiddo…I can't…I won't let you…"
Will stood up and leaned closer.
"You won't let me, huh? How about I'll make you want it. Cause we both know you do want it…badly…" he whispered in his ear as he kissed him there.
Chris almost giggled a little. His sensitive spot.
Dammit. Now he just couldn't resist it.
"You're the worst, kiddo. Come here."
"Oh, delightfully, darling. Will smiled."
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Melanie slowly woke up.
Her brother was moving in his sleep.
"You're so gonna get it, little brat…" he mumbled.
"What on earth?…Chris wake up. Wake up." she poked on him.
Then suddenly, he grabbed her hand.
A slash of pain cutting through his face.
"No, you can't go. Just tell me what's wrong and I'll make it better. Just tell me. Just…." he opened his eyes, slowly.
When he saw who's hand he was holding, he immediately let go.
"You were dreaming, you kinky little bastard. But it seemed to change. What happened? What did you dream? Feel free to tell me about the kinky part."
He ignored her, looking around in the room. His eyes stopped by the window.
The little bunny mascot with the green eyes and long, blue ears was lying there.
"Will was here. "he pointed out as he got out of the bed.
"Mm? You mean the kid? Yeah, he was here. But then he left, I guess. We never saw him leaving though."
With gentle fingers he picked up the mascot bunny. He looked at it for a long time.
The he froze as a bad feeling hit him.
He turned around, facing his sister.
"Melanie, you have to drive me somewhere."
She just looked surprised.
"Sure...Where do you wanna go?"
He looked irritated.
Not at her, but in himself.
"That's just it...I don't know where to. Somewhere."
He closed his eyes as he held the bunny close to his chest.
He concentrated hard.
"Someplace….loud. Music. Lot's of people. Someone will get hurt if we don't get there. Will."
He opened his eyes and looked directly at her.
"Sean's concert. That's where he'll be."
She stood up.
"Alright. Let's go, then."
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Will slowly picked up the necklace from the blue silk cloth.
Then, he suddenly stopped in his movement.
This was strange. This felt totally wrong. Not the he-was-stealing-part, that was okay.
Something else was nagging and itching in the back of his head.
He shook his head and was on his way to the next display case as he started humming on a song.
He froze.
Oh, holy Maria and all her glory!
The concert. His dad was at the concert.
Why?
To eliminate all objects standing in the way of him having his own little thief and plaything.
To eliminate...Sean.
"Holy shit!" he cried out and dropped the bag in his hand.
The alarm broke off and he ran away from the store.
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Slowly he opened the silver case. And there it was. The perfect sniper equipment.
With a sadistic smile, he picked it up and started putting it together.
His eyes went to the boy on the stage. The boy with the guitar. The boy who was singing.
After asking around about him, he now knew that this boy was called Sean and was a friend of Will's.
They were very close and Sean would do anything for his friend.
That was a problem.
Nobody was allowed to come between him and Will now. Will was his. His own. His little thief whom had grown up all nice and pretty. That body of his. So slim and yet so strong.
He looked a lot like his mother, Will did.
The mother who had refused him after she got pregnant with Will and that twin sister of his.
It was only fair that he took what rightly was his. And it wasn't illegal either. Will wasn't even his child.
He saw that in his eyes. And that cheekbone. And those lips.
The lips he would force to take in his whole manhood.
He shook his head. Not think about that right now. Down, boy. You'll get what you want later.
He concentrated on putting the sniper up correctly.
Will wasn't his child. He had his mother's temper and gentle touch for those who suffered. And her hair color.
But everything else came out of nowhere.
That bitch of a mother of his had gone to another man.
'I fell in love' She'd said to him.
Yeah right.
There was no such thing as love.
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Will broke through the crowd, trying to get to the stage.
But it was no use.
"Damn it!"
He started looking for another way to the stage.
And soon he found it and without a doubt, started walking there.
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Lilly jumped.
Will? What is he doing here? And what the hell is he wearing?
She looked around. Looked up at the balcony.
She gasped for air when she saw who was hiding there. Was that why Will had been acting so strangely lately? Was that why he was wearing those strange clothes?
Without a second thought, she started looking for a way up there.
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Will looked out at the band from backstage.
Sean didn't see him and that was good.
He saw something glitter and looked up at the balcony.
As he had figured, there was his father.
He saw him aiming.
And then…
"Sean, watch out!" he called out as he ran out on the stage and pushed his friend out of the way.
Everything went quiet and the audience started to wonder what the hell was going on?
Was this part of the act?
Sean looked at Will with big eyes.
Then he noticed that he was bleeding from his leg.
"Oh, God. Will, what?…"
"My dad...He tried to…"
Will stood up and Sean tried to help him, but he slapped his hand away. He looked up at the balcony again.
His dad was gone.
"What are you talking about? Your dad's in prison far away from here."
"Continue the song, Sean. I'll be seeing you tomorrow."
He started walking off the stage.
"Will, wait! What are you going to do!?"
Without hesitating he simply said, his voice full with darkness.
"I'm gonna kill him…."
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He dragged her with him. Lilly fought in his grip but he was way to strong.
She couldn't hurt him even if she tried.
"Let me go, you asshole!" she screamed.
"Shut up, you little whore!" he slapped her so that she fell to the ground.
The door to the roof was opened. He turned towards the door, pulling up a gun from his pocket.
Will stood there. His eyes were shooting thunder and his fists were clenched.
"Well, well. If it isn't my little plaything. You're coming with me. I've got a helicopter picking us up in a few minutes."
"I'm not going anywhere. And neither are you."
"Oh, and what are you going to do to try and stop me? Cry and scream? Come on, Will. We both know you can't resist me. You're all alone, remember?"
"No, I'm not."
The man smiled.
Oh, he knew how to break this boy.
"Yes, you are. You're all alone. Nobody is here to save you this time. You will come to me, Will."
"No…I won't…"
"You know it…I know it…Heck, even she knows it." he gestured with the gun towards Lilly who was lying there on the ground, terrified.
His smile grew bigger as he noticed Will's fear returning to him.
"She's not even half as beautiful as you, Will. We'll have a good time together. It won't be a problem for you, you already do it with guys. So come on, let's go."
Will looked at him, fighting not to cry.
Why could he make him feel this way? All weak in the bad kind of way. So sad and so full of rage and hate.
He didn't like to feel this way.
Then suddenly, a familiar voice broke trough his mind.
"He's not going anywhere with you."
Will couldn't believe it.
That American accent. That harsh tone.
That voice…
He turned around and there he was.
Chris.
Chris, Chris, Chris, Chris!
"Chris…" Will whispered.
He'd never seen Chris' eyes be so cold before. But they weren't pointed at him.
They were pointed at the man.
"Oh, yeah? And who are you to stop me? He'll come to me, you know. He can't resist me."
Chris looked disgusted with the man.
"You have a sick and twisted mind. Will never wanted you. He never will want you and he definitely won't go with you."
"Shut up you fagot!" he shouted and pulled up a gun.
"Chris, watch out!!!" Will screamed and tried to stand in the way.
But Chris stopped him from standing in the way and stood with his back against the man as the bullet hit him.
His eyes widened from the shock of the pain.
Holy Christ, he'd never thought it would hurt this bad.
"Chris…Why did you?…" Will started.
Chris put a finger over his lips.
"Shh...Be quiet now...You talk too much, kiddo."
And he bent down and kissed him.
And now, Will's eyes widened.
He could feel all the warmth Chris never gave him in that kiss. He could feel the silent love he felt for him.
And then he fell.
Fell to the ground, with a bloodstain on his chest which quickly grew.
The man started laughing.
"True love, that is. Too bad I killed him. And now...to the twin sister…" he pointed the gun at Lilly.
"No!" Will cried out and took a step forward.
BAM!
Everything went silent. Nobody moved.
Slowly, Will looked behind him.
Melanie stood there, with a gun pointing directly at the man.
"You really are sick…Oh, and also. Your little friend in the stolen helicopter isn't able to see you for about...five years or so…" she said.
He looked down at his chest, and noticed he'd been shot.
Without a sound, he fell to the ground.
Will also fell to the ground, next to his lover.
"Chris…" he mumbled as he put his head in his knees.
Chris opened his eyes.
With a smirk, he wiped away the younger boys tears.
"You're crazy, kiddo….Falling for someone like me…."
Will couldn't stop crying as Chris touched his lips.
"And I'm crazy too then, I guess...Loving you like this…"
Will gasped.
"You...You love me?"
He smiled with his eyes shut.
"Yeah…I guess I do….Wierd, huh?"
Then, he completely stopped breathing.
And in the same time policemen started running around on the roof.
Will hid his face in Chris' hair.
"Chris...I love you too…" he cried.
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"So are you going to be alright?" Sean wondered.
They all stood there.
With flowers, chocolate and balloons.
Will smiled at them.
"I'm gonna be fine, you guys."
Lilly turned to face Melanie, who had 'happened' to walk in with them.
"By the way. Where did you get your gun from?"
She smiled.
"Didn't I tell you? I'm a cop. And you, I'm giving a ticket for parking your car in a handicap space." she said to Sean.
He looked at the note she gave him.
"Two hundred dollars?! Oh, man…"
And they all laughed at his misfortune.
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A couple of days later, Will rolled into a room.
"This looks nice, is it okay if I stay here? I hate sleeping alone." he said to the nurse.
"Of course. I'll go get your things, Mr Underwood."
As she left, he heard a voice.
"Hate sleeping alone, huh? And who gave you that habit, I wonder."
He turned around with the wheelchair.
In the bed next to the empty bed lied Chris.
He had a teasing smile and he had a book in his hand.
"Chris?"
"The one and only. How are ya doing, kiddo?"
"Oh, Chris! Will called out as he got out of the chair and jumped at the older man."
"Oompff! Hello, kiddo…" he breathed out.
"I missed you soooooo much, Chris! Are you hurt badly?" he wondered and looked up at him.
He shook his head and looked at him with a gentle smile as he stroke away a stray of hair from his face.
"No, I'm fine. Actually, they'll let me out on a few days. In the one condition that I won't sing for a while so my editor told me that the album could wait a few months longer. How 'bout you, kiddo? You okay?"
Will smiled.
"Yeah, I'm okay. It's just that I'm not aloud to race for the next six months." he looked angry when he said that.
Chris laughed at him.
"You need a good break. And don't worry…"
He leaned him closer and let his tongue play in his ear.
-"'ll keep you busy, kiddo."
Will giggled.
"That tickles, Chris."
"Yeah? You like that? How 'bout this?"
He faced him and once again, Will got a taste of one of those kisses.
Holy mama does this feel good!
"Chris…" he whispered.
"Mm?.."
He broke the kiss and looked down into Will's eyes.
Those shiny eyes that was like black diamonds.
"Chris, I...I'm sorry for putting you in danger with…."
Chris kissed him again.
This time passionately. He did things with his tongue in Wills mouth that he knew would turn him on.
"Let's never talk about him again. Let's forget that day ever happened."
Will looked sad. Did he mean the whole day?
Probably.
Chris looked into his eyes.
"Well, not the entire day…."
And he kissed him again.
Letting his hand sliding up under Will's shirt, feeling two hard nipples under his gentle fingers.
Will gasped for air.
This was totally a turn on. He was getting excited. His whole body tingled.
Chris looked into his eyes again.
"I love you, Will... More than anyone has ever loved another person in the whole world."
He shone up, his eyes getting back all it's sparkles. He had used his name! Not calling him the usual 'kiddo'! He had called him 'Will'!
Will's heart sang with joy.
"I love you too, Chris!"
"Yeah?" he smiled.
Will sat astride over his belly.
"Yeah. This much." he said and measured with his arms, like a kid.
Chris smirked.
"That much, huh? That's good. Now get over here, you little brat."
He smiled as they kissed each other.
"I love you, Chris." Will whispered.
"And don't you forget it."
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Yeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh!
We made it to chapter 5, you guys!!!
I'm so proud of me!
I'm such a good girl! (For the time being)
Kyaaah!
I just got home from visiting my relatives. It was nice to see them, but damn, they threw me a lame-ass part (if you can call the autistic son in one of the familys ruining the chocholate cace and eating my chocholate fun, that is!)
I never got to visit my granpa, though. He had a meeting with one of his buddies.
But who I did go and payed a visit too, was my granny!
They finally put her gravestone up. It could have been prettier, but at least people can see who she was.
And then what?
Umm... Well, then I went home. Got home a few hours ago and was exhausted.
Started writing cause I totally couldn't sleep.
It's, like really really late on a Sunday night when I'm writing this and I have school tomorrow!
Damn, I have so much more to write!
Chris (butting in):
Will you just shut up and go on with the next chapter, already? I wanna see some more action between me and Will.
Will (popping up next to him):
Don't be rude to our precious author, Chris! She kicks ass! Don't you?
Ehmm...Actually, I'm against violence...
Chris (muttering):
See, she's a whuss. And she thinks she knows what she's talking about.
Will (looking worried):
Violence isn't always good, Chris! I've known violence my whole life and I can tell you right now it's no fun! Besides, you shouldn't talk to her like that!
Chris (mockering):
Yeah? Or what?
Or I'll band your ass from the comic! I mean, fanfic, you little fictional shit!
Chris (shaking his head):
Touchy, this one.
Will (hearty-eyed):
Leave her alone and make love to me, will you?
Chris (turning away):
Go bury yourself.
Will (crying in the backround):
Buaaaah! Chris is always so mean to me! Why did you make him that way? Why, why? Buaaaaah!
Chris (mumbling to himself and everybody):
Oh, shut up, already.
Ehem! Okay. I'm going to have to fix this.
Or we might not have a chapter six! . And that just can't happen, now can it?
I'm just gonna talk to these two for a bit and I will return to you in CHAPTER SIX! KYAAAAH!!!
I had this idea! How would you guys like to talk to the actual characters of this story?
Just add this special-made msn . gravitation (underline) 4 - ever (at) hotmail . com (without the spaces) Then you just say which character you wanna talk to and we'll make it happen!
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