"Y-You."
He just froze, shocked. He finally snapped out of it after a minute "I-I'm sorry Shiyko, I have to go." He said standing up and walking away.
I felt the world crash down around me, I felt my heart break into a million pieces. I didn't know what else to do, so I just laid down on the bench in the gazebo and cried. I stayed there for what felt like years ,but was actually only half an hour, until Hisuko and Miyusi came and took me to the host room, still crying.
When they asked me what was wrong I just shook my head and hugged my knees, tears streaming down like a river. I didn't even know what to say, That my whole heart is broken because my first love doesn't love me back. I would sound so stupid saying that. I looked around, he wasn't there, which only made me sadder. Even if I couldn't be with him, it still made me happy to see his smile, it always cheered me up when I was sad.
When the others came back, except Mori, they all tried to get me to talk. Which of course I wouldn't. That made Kyoya call a doctor, the twins cry, Hunny hug me trying to cheer me up, and Tamaki freak out saying 'someone hurt my daughter!'. I sighed, "He doesn't feel the same." I said quietly, but loud enough for them to hear.
Tamaki fell to his knees beside me, "That's what this is about? A guy?"
I glared at him, "He's not just a guy, he…..He's an angel! He's my first real crush, my first love….Never say anything bad about him again Tamaki!" I said crying harder and clenching my fists.
The twins blinked "So who is this guy?"
Almost as if on cue, Mori came in. I hugged my knees hiding my tears from him. I had never felt this sad in my life, and I couldn't let the one who hurt me see it.
Tamaki already knew. "Mori-senpai…." He said staring at the floor "….You're the one that hurt Shiyko?"
Mori just stood there confused, until he saw me. "Sh-Shiyko…" He said hand reaching forward. Hisuko grabbed his hand and glared at him "Leave my sister alone you heartless bastard."
She helped me stand up, and walked with me out to the car where our driver was waiting. She told him to take us home. I frowned, tears threatening to spill out again, and rested my head against the window, silently crying myself to sleep. I felt Hisuko cover me with her jacket, like the caring sister she was. I felt another tear slip out and drifted completely into a nightmare. One where every time I looked at Mori he had another girl.