Chapter 11
I've never done a spell in my life. How am I supposed to do this one? Buffy Drusilla it doesn't make any sense. This can't be real. But, we live on the hellmouth, anything can happen.
Where's Angel? He should be here, but then again it's almost daylight. I don't see why Faith would wait to though.
Buffy loves Spike! That is so gross, a vampire and a slayer. Or in this case vampire and vampire. It seems like she's gone though and actually enjoys being a vampire. A soulless creature, she was going to kill me! Her worst nightmare and she's enjoying it. I hope this spell works. But, what if Buffy isn't herself, what if part of this comes with her and she's never the same again.
She loves Spike, and not Angel. Or loves Spike more. Somehow, in a weird way it feels like it was meant to be. She loves him, and he loves her or the Dru part anyway.
"Hey red, are you going to sit there all day?" Spike rushes her.
"Sorry," she musters.
"Hey be nice, she is my friend you know, and the only way to get back. Who's supposed to keep the world safe from people like us?"
"I believe that was the girl in the cemetary that gave me this gash," he shows her reminding her.
"Well you did attack her," I point out.
"She was trying to kill her. Don't you get it were supposed to be doing something important. Buffy, from the future came and told me that we were an important part in some upcoming battle. That if you die the world goes down and all will be sent to hell."
"Spikey, are you sure you just haven't been drinking to much?"
"Yes I',m sure. Why does no one believe me?"
"Maybe because you're acting like you saw someone that wasn't there. Ever thought about that, that's impossible to happen. I'm right here, not off in the future! I'm not even Buffy anymore! I'm a soulless vampire like you are! Happy now, one less slayer to kill! You kill humans and torture them like a monster. You are a monster, stay away from me," I yell at him.
He gets a hurt look on his face, "Really that's what you think of me, just a monster? I wouldn't hurt you, I would die for you. You're the one." Getting angry he adds, "I may be a monster, but I saved your life."
"I don't love you, I can't. You were just saving Dru, you love Dru, that's the only reason you want to do that spell. It's the only reason that makes sense. With me out of the way, one less slayer to worry about."
"Yeah, like that Faith is any better! I do love you. I may be love's bitch but, at least I'm man enough to admit it."
"You don't know what love is, you don't have a soul!"
Walking away, "Red is the spell almost ready?"
"Yeah," I sigh. My best friend, and the enemy. I can't help but feel sorry for them, don't know why though. They seemed so sweet together, but now everything's wrong. Everything's going bad, well I guess I should try this. Ha, hopefully no one ends up dead.
I don't want to fight with him but, this will never work out killing vampire and slayer. Someone's going to meet there end. It was different between Angel and me, Angel has a soul doesn't kill, Spike does. Hopefully the spell goes alright.
She says some undetectable words in Latin.
"What's happening?" I ask at the sight of a flash.