Insanity of Sara Sidle

Well who will win the battle?

CBS owns CSI, I only own my own mind.

Chapter 4

She slammed on the brakes and stopped to think, that memory, it was real. She loved Grissom, that's why he was beside her bed, and she spat in his face. She sobbed as the engine idled. She checked the bag she had taken with her from the hospital, her phone was there, someone had kept it charged. She dialed Grissom.

"Gil?" came a scared voice over the speaker.

"Sara? Are you ok?"

"I don't know anymore, I'm scared, I remembered what you said to me, I feel the same way about you, but I crossed the line, I spat in your face, hurt Lindsay, I don't even know if she's alive, I stole a car, now I have a gun. I don't know what to do anymore. Help me please."

"Tell me where you are Sara and I'll come and get you, just me, alone so you won't be scared."

"I know you've called the police Gil, can you call them off first, then come pick me up, I'm on I 95 outside Vegas somewhere, not really sure where. I don't trust anyone else, so please come alone or else." He didn't like the 'or else' part.

"Ok honey I'm on my way, please don't do anything silly, I love you remember, just keep saying that to yourself and I'll be there shortly. And Lindsay is fine."

Brass wasn't convinced it was a good idea for Grissom to go on his own, nor was it a good idea to call off the police, but out of respect for his friend and to have any hope of bringing Sara home alive, he did so.

Catherine was furious, her daughter had been hurt by a woman they all trusted with their lives, or had. Lindsay would never feel that same trust again with Sara, she wasn't fine as Grissom had told Sara, she had a concussion and a broken wrist. Lindsay felt she was responsible for it all, she had been duped by Sara, her trust abused.

"Grissom you can't seriously go out there on your own, unarmed. She has a gun and is a damned good shot. If you slip up once, just once, she would kill you. Maybe she was right after all, maybe she is becoming her mother," Catherine spoke the words venomously, angry and hurt at having her daughter injured. "I don't know if I can ever forgive her for this, if I saw her right now, here in front of me, I wouldn't hesitate to shoot her."

"Catherine, how dare you, Sara is not her mother, never will be, she hates the idea of taking a life. She doesn't know what she's doing right now, she doesn't know who the real Sara Sidle is, who her friends are. I have to get her remember before it's too late and she's lost forever. If you ever say that to her Catherine, believe me you'll regret it."

Catherine was stunned at the threat, Gil Grissom actually threatened her. Was he that scared?

Grissom was in his car and off, before Catherine could reply. He was out to find Sara. He travelled the highway for miles until he could see the SUV up ahead and his hopes soared, then he heard gunshots.

When he reached the SUV it was pockmarked with holes, bullet holes, with Sara standing nearby holding a gun. She raised it towards his car, then on seeing his face, she put it under her chin, finger poised beside the trigger guard. He left his back at the lab but he wouldn't need it.

"Sara, please, put the gun down, let's work this out together."

"I can't, this is the only way Gil. The only way to stop it all, the pain, the nightmares, the conspiracy. You can come with me if you like then we can both be together, but I have to do this. I'm sorry Gil."

With that statement made, her finger slipped inside the trigger guard and onto the trigger, slowly placing pressure on it.

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